steven, shao kahn, heathcliff & sebastian solaces doewife
@mocha-wuv
selfship ( mainly oc/canon ) blog . . .
but the lines are blurred bc i have DID lol || mocha | he/they/etc || Aroace ( spectrum ) and yet i still yearn. Save me || selective / very picky on sharing* but i dont rlly bite || Probably also a general indulgent / #mycringe sideblog .
*( the baseline is ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND THE CHARACTER AND DONT FANONIZE THE FUCK OUT OF THEM; The bar is in hell but mischaracterization unironically pisses me off and so does fandom bullshit in general + i have bpd LOL . The selectiveness goes especially hard for steven, hc and sebastian bc of bpd, them being mischaracterized a fuuuckton, Fandom & Fandom Typical Racism/Fetishization and Past issues . Sorry if i sound like a pretentious asshole. I Kind of Am but also i just have standards and dislike fandom tbh . . . )
i'll edit this better later . probably when i actually use this blog more preferably. so, WIP for however long ; this page and blog is messy and unorganized !
main ship/focuses:
stevenocha ( steven strngled red x mocha )
shaocha ( shao kahn MK x mocha . kind of more of a situationship / complicated / nuanced relationship w a powerdynamic thing. what if you were your bosses bodyguard with benefits but your boss is your Literal Emperor )
sebocha ( sebastian prssure / mocha ; they were roommates in college, mocha a lot more prickly and defensive after coming out of a bad situation, and seb was the first person to try and understand him and make him comfortable and be like. friendly. then they started dating n eventually got engaged; Basically, he's sebastians mentioned wife in canon . then everything in the canon happened #lol ) ( sebocha is my primary / 'main' one rn and current focus )
heathcha ( heathcliff limbus x mocha ; similar to sebocha except obviously they're co-workers and heathcliff technically does a similar thing but is much different personalitywise. Think ishmael and heathcliff dynamically but a lot more explicitly like... There? and less shitty and hostile and Outright Obviously Not a Thing At All Whatsoever, i guess. bc idgaf ab that ship it Fucking Sucks. ) ( also my primary focus. or secondary, i guess? I'm more fixated on it RN but sebocha is stronger overall )
... and risocha ! ( risotto jjba x mocha ) ( he goes to italy for a trip bc hes half-italian at the Worst Possible Time and Worst Possible Place given. passione. and bumps into him by accident and things progress there. Also did you know mochas grandfathers on his dads side also run a mafia in italy. Yea something'll happen there if anyone figures out hes connected to them due to his obvious fake last name, im sure itll be fine and im sure mocha who Doesnt know hes related to a literal mafia will be fine realizing this, )
also known as the S Squad, S Trio, 'triple trouble trio' jokingly, the Mocha Boyfriend Trio, etc . long named the Scary/Intimidating S-Named Boyfriends Who Progressively Get More Monstrous .. Trio.
risotto + heath dont count bc no S name but theyre there in spirit bc i fixate on them also, especially heathcliff since he's the newest addition so far as of writing.
yes i give an actual fuck about the characters even outside the contexts of my oc/canons . i dont like most canon/canon ships or shipping/fandom culture in general at All but i do find some cute conceptually . I am autistic and esp bpdtistic as fuuuuck and know basically every single detail and have Many Many thoughts on characterization of all of them but esp seb and steven. you can ask me ab them too if you would like.
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tagging is usually self-explanatory. specific ships are tagged as the ship name and also the characters separately, in case they arent always together.
( but the post will usually be implied ship so thatd usually be tagged anyways ) .
boundaries:
page is an open secret . my main is @synthetic-sonata
no nsfw. at most suggestive , usually jokes . posts considered suggestive will be tagged as such. and bc this blog mainly focuses on romantic and/or platonic ! although i do draw nsfw its like. for myself and i dont want to post it outside of my friendcircles - i am over 18
and also generally, just have common sense? don't be weird about my ocs or the characters i pair them with or their 'ship' in general. but i do always love questions and prompts please feel free to ask ab those i love to answer, genuinely bc i think a Lot ab their char dynamics and am super autistic ab it ^_^
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if you selfship with the same character i'm selective ab it ... idk??? its really dependant. its mostly if you dont interpret them well and just have the worst takes or if i think youre annoying . the 'he would not fucking say that' pill - i have bpd and am a little bit gatekeep-y but as long as you dont wildly misinterpret or fanonize characters + If ur oc or self-insert isnt literally a bland ass white girl in a hetship ( i hate these so much. im not sorry ), i probably don't care and can maybe even bond over it . if you do have bad takes/interps/fanon or something that makes me uncomfortable well, idk i might block you for my own comfort. selective sharing, basically.
i swear i am nicer about this than i seem , but bpd goes crazy and i have to know or like you or Fuck With You Heavy basically . i just really hate fandom, fanon, and people who flood character tags with unrelated selfship or oc/canon art. it happens especially often with sebastian in his recent tag on any site and its kind of obnoxious bc its 90% of his recent tag so its impossible to find like... actual fanart. without that..
I DO GENUINELY LIKE OTHER OC/CANONS AND SELFSHIPPERS ( mostly oc/canon i have bias ) WHEN THEY HAVE AN ACTUAL FUN DYNAMIC AND CHARACTERIZATION AND WELL THOUGHT OUT RELATIONSHIPS AND IDEAS !! ITS JUST UNFORTUNATELY RARE . . . also probably obvious but if you selfship w a character that i dont i am 100% fine with you most of the time since, i dont fixate on them so i care way less lol . again if i Know the character i just get frustrated at mischaracterization but also i care far less if its not the characters im fixated on or have to ''share'' with .
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main character of this blog for now is mocha , because he's my current favorite oc and also ... kind of me? it's complicated - system stuff basically but hes one of the hosts of our system and also a fictive but not really but kind of ( ocs are hard to really figure out if its a 'chicken or an egg' situation - did the oc or alter come first typa thing ).
treat him as an oc, because in most selfship context, he is an oc. but im also called mocha as one of my main aliases and i am also mocha ! but theres seperation between oc mocha and alter/me mocha. think of it as an oc that i project onto in a sense but is still very much a different person, ig! so just an oc who shares my alias/an oc i use the name of as an alias . i just say 'selfship' bc oc x canon is a mouthful LOL
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fanart is accepted and appreciated, but obviously try not to make them unrecognizable if you do - its appreciated heavily though! fanwritings... also allowed but itd be really hard to write an oc that you dont own without seeing how i write them so thats more on the iffy side esp if idk you.
yes, you can ask me or mocha or his boyfriends questions ic if you want ! i am always a sucker for ask blogs . i also have an oc ask blog and mocha has an rp blog although its p much empty and v outdated bc its from like idk 2021? 2022? so. ( the rp blog is mochas-mix , oc ask blog is ask-the-ariaverse )
this Should be common sense but if for some reason u reblog my art do not add weird tags sexualizing or like. being down bad over the canon character. Esp steven and sebastian i am especially and particularly BPDtistic and selective with them, but even if i wasn't, like... don't do that. lol
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this blog is mostly not advertised and mostly for archival or personal ramblings, altho i do mostly ramble in depth on my priv twt ( not accessible, dont ask. ) . basically i have this here to post selfship stuff publically that i dont want on my main + anything that is like... #mycringe or just a general sideblog for the characters/things im fixated on when i dont feel like rbing on main sometimes
this blog much like any selfship or oc canon blog is self-indulgent as fuuuuuuccckk . this is mainly for self indulgent ships! something like dirkpink or ultdirkmagna, a popular long-running oc x canon i had, wasnt really for me per se? just the fun outcome of rp shenanigans. so i post freely about it on my main. stevenocha, for example, is way more self-indulgent and personal to me and also makes me embarassed to post ab on main
icon is not mine, credit is in mocha's toyhouse gallery ( linked earlier )
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proshits dni obviously, but i do not give a fuck as long as whatever youre drawing/writing is of age and can consent. otherwise, do whatever u want. i like my relationships with nuance and dynamics and i love flawed characters/people and relationships.
it is always narratively correct to make your characters sleep together before they sort through the hundreds of lies and misdirections between them. make things worse make things worse make things worse #i love betrayal #i love lying #i love people feeling bad about themselves
full version of that one post on my main . letting your girl who is kind of 24/7 devoid of happiness and dissociating sit on your lap at the bar while you use some guy as a footstool #romance
imagine your f/o rubbing tight circles on your hips with their thumbs, massaging your scalp and toying with your hair, brushing their thumb over your lips, tilting your chin to face them, lightly kissing your knuckles in reverie.. oohohoh
the thing is, i feel like sometimes self-shippers don't fully embrace the idea of a character being in love with them. instead, the character looks like they are pretending to be in love, like unwillingly putting on this role on the side, as they continue their own life as their canon self, you know what I mean? you need to be more self-indulgent. you have to disrupt their in-character persona in some way, because love is now present and it alters things and people. someone who is in love with you, as aloof and emotionless as they may seem, will care for you and will change if necessary. they will do things for you that they wouldn't normally do for others or even for themselves, because you are not just a random dude showing up next to them. you are their person.
it doesn't happen all that often anymore ( probly bc i #blocked most of them lol ) but it happened today so it reminded me, the amnt of ppl in the hc/reader tag bc of that fuckass movie making nothing posts like 'YOULL GET SO MUCH X READER SMUT OF *real life white man acting a character of color who also has no pull and does not look good shitty movie adaptation HC HES SO HOT OH MY GODDDD' it makes me want to kill m
the first time ill ever post a pic thats not mocha or his boyfriends. well one of these is 'mochas boyfriends' but w a different oc . this isnt even oc/canon or selfship bullshit they just both crushed on eachother in TDL LTD for no reason but i didnt allow them to bc i dont think either would pursue romance #likethat . But i did Draw This because of that so. Here we are.
its nearly impossible to find any good x readers with HC that arent awfully mischaracterizing AND also racist . can we stop doing the dog thing. can we stop doing that. oh my fucking god .
people are making funny custom shit on tomodachi life meanwhile i slaved away for like 3-2 hours on an frlg charizard sprite that i fucked up the dimensions on so it looks wonky but its mine ( also i forgot the flame but ill edit it later + Shes Kind Of Dead Anyways Whatever ) . and also i tried to perfectly recreate heathcliffs lcb uniform. yes including his stupid ID photo.
plus some extra screenshots ( that are then shittily taken photos of because this shit is stupid ) below
most normal set of characters .
can you tell i like steven
thats right . theres lcb mocha and canon mocha so he can be both the hater and the frolicker since theres two .
