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[moesabrie]

I went to angry to just numb. Is this what happens to men that get cheated on and lose their family. Its all grey now.

[moesabrie]

You sad fatherless slut. Pure nasty, full of germs- that pussy. Near a 100 men toyed with you.

It won't hit you till your son calls you those words.

Sad slut of of a cunt.

[moesabrie]

Birthday today, I feel empty. Not because you never gave my anything, you gave me shit the past 10 years. Well, that's not true. It was your presence and now I dont even have that. Damn, f you.

[moesabrie]

Vince,Clarke, Ibby, Cello, that guy that I beat up she gave head too, Connor, Billy, Chris, Tony, 9 other guys and more. Cunt Cunt Slut. Wish I choked you to death.

[moesabrie]

[a-state-of-bliss]

Robert Wun Haute Couture Fall/Wint 2024

[bananaeatstape]

not very new hyperfixation rediscovered write a poem abt it

[moesabrie]

Mental thoughts are healthy to keep.

Maybe not published but whatevee

Letting go is not easy.

Anger is real and a reality.

[moesabrie]

5 months.

Brutality of this.

150 days.

Mass of time being lost, melting ice

[moesabrie]

Though I was taught the importance of being at home. Family time. The hard way. Losing so much experiences with my son. I get it. I wasn't even there sometimes. Work was first and I was always broke. My value was not felt.

Is that how they see it?

She?

I tried.

Is that what happens with bad leadership, a faint presence?

Hmmmm, I guess time will tell if my crown was even mine-

[moesabrie]

My 33rd birthday is tmr

33.

Oh I wish I was farther and happier in life.

I wish I was with Musa and his mom.

Maybe 34.

Happy Birthday to me.

To be reborn is a gift.

[moesabrie]

I asked my therapist '' am I getting better? "

No was the reply.

Worse?

Another no followed.

Hmmm

[moesabrie]

WSoo, I've been doing the regular

Eww

To be that, I gotta say not bad.

After all, can't take risks as a dad.

Wwe

Gotta to play it regular

After all-its safe.

That's a family needs.

[moesabrie]

Sometimes we talked. Sometimes we didn’t. Sometimes we cried. Sometimes love flickered. Sometimes it felt dark. Sometimes we expressed love. Sometimes we didn’t feel anything. Sometimes we felt everything.

Oh- to only have the positives.

To only have you.