Moka

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I've been liking all the John Tucker edits and stuff I could find cause it's not fair that the 80% of things I see don't even mention him

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I've recently recovered from a four-day migraine and just when I was starting to enjoy life again as a human being my back said no bitch u thought

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I asked my mom who's the prettiest from the off campus boys and she said they're all ugly lmfao

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Can u explain to me how tf Mel King haters exist. How on earth can someone hate that girl or think she's "annoying"? She's so adorable I want to put her in a jar with a little lava lamp and keep her safe for the rest of her life

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I absolutely hate law so I don't care if he's guilty of theft and multiple murders your honour he's a pretty boy and i'm taking him home with me

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Going to therapy and realise a lot of dumb shit that have never occurred to me before like what do you mean that I have to go to bed when i'm tired or that I can cry if i'm upset

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Do I have anxiety or is it depression or autism or borderline or a mix of two or more I guess we'll never know

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Jack Abbot has a special place in my heart if I die and he calls me no grave could hold my body down I'd crawl back to him

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Langdon asking Mel why she's still there and meanwhile he has a full (or half) wife two kids and a dog to return to but decides to linger in the hospital and have profound conversations with a cute blondie nerd instead

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I understand Frank Langdon to a soul level cause my back hurts since the moment I fucking wake up and I want to take drugs so bad to calm the pain

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It's sad that Abby threatened to divorce him but i'm not gonna lie the second he said it I screamed YEEEEAAAAAAH

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I admit I have daddy issues cause there's no other logical explanation when I wonder why I'm in love with older, mature men with their life figured out. I want someone who cares, listens to me and fucking FIXES things (material and emotional) without acting like a student who needs instructions.

Or maybe I'm an eldest daughter, who knows.

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I totally see Mel with Langdon outside in comfortable silence until Mel starts to rant like "I don't like you. I mean, i like you but i don't LIKE like you. It's not because you're not cute, cause you're. You're hot even. And you're an excellent doctor and you did an amazing job with Becca and with every other patient I know. And you are the only one who seems to listen to me. But it's not that I LIKE you. I mean you're married. And you have kids. I can't like you. Please don't read too much into it".

Meanwhile langdon listens to the whole speech with his heart in his eyes wondering if he should tell her he's in the middle of his divorce.

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If on today's episode Abbot doesn't make an appearance i'll cry

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It's funny when people are like "Mel knew langdon for only one day, she has no reason to talk about him to her sister for whole ten months".

If on my FIRST day at work in a NEW place people are completely ignoring me when I speak, and it's one of the worst days someone can work in the ER, but out of nowhere a handsome man takes me under his wing, listens to me, says "You've grown on me", understands when i'm overstimulated, tells me I've taught him a few things and that i'm making a great first impression, checks on me constantly, and assigns me cases he knows I'd like (like the man with the 1000 pieces of gravel)... I would think about him at least ninety times a day for the rest of my life

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Also, some fail to understand that Mel is a very sensitive, empathetic, autistic (or at least autistic-coded) woman. She feels things deeply to the core, and if she's nervous, sad or happy it's difficult to keep a straight face and regulate the emotion. It's common in this kind of personality to get obsessed (in a healthy way) and ruminate over things/people. So yeah, if there's only ONE person in that day who made her feel understood and happy, she'll obviously tell her sister (her bestie) about it any chance she can.

Of course she also telled Becca about the others (like Robby), but it's logical to me that Langdon was the center of every conversation they may have had in regards of her work.

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It's funny when people are like "Mel knew langdon for only one day, she has no reason to talk about him to her sister for whole ten months".

If on my FIRST day at work in a NEW place people are completely ignoring me when I speak, and it's one of the worst days someone can work in the ER, but out of nowhere a handsome man takes me under his wing, listens to me, says "You've grown on me", understands when i'm overstimulated, tells me I've taught him a few things and that i'm making a great first impression, checks on me constantly, and assigns me cases he knows I'd like (like the man with the 1000 pieces of gravel)... I would think about him at least ninety times a day for the rest of my life

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Only been watching The Pitt for a few days but Mel King is THE best autistic character ever written in a medical drama. She doesn't "make connections no one else can" or "just see things differently" or any other Savant with Special Abilities stereotypical bullshit, she's a resident physician who's exactly as intelligent and capable as any other resident physician in the same year. She hates unnecessary yelling because it's loud and annoying, not because she's completely incapable of handling conflict. She usually keeps her stimming subtle enough to hide but sometimes she can't. She loves having a furry critter to pet. She accommodates an autistic patient by lowering the lights and closing the doors because she understands the sensory nightmare of an active medical setting. She speaks in a straightforward and honest way but she isn't an overtly rude inconsiderate asshole. She misses some jokes and takes things too literally on occasion but she does have a sense of humor and she is funny. She speaks up against misinformation and parent panic about autism and other developmental disabilities. She has emotions. She looks at a video of a lava lamp on her phone to chill. Doctor Mel King you have my entire heart