Bitch Pudding~

Roman? Ramen? Noodles? Something idk. 22. Food, bad puns, sex things, Night Vale, wordplay. Occasional (not so occasional) pro-feminist, pro-black, pro-lgbt+ stuff and things. Yup.

[molestedfruitcups]

Literally haven't been on tumblr in forever but I'm whiskey-drunk and wish I were dead okay bye now

[molestedfruitcups]

I really wish it was as easy for me to just write people out of my life and thoughts as it apparently is for other folks. This shit don't make no sense. And at the end of it all I think everyone will find something wrong with me, whether it's true or not, and just leave. But not quietly. Nah, they'll fuck my head up even more and then leave noisily and violently. Because even when I'm doing my best to do everything right, people will still make up reasons to leave. At the end I'll be completely alone. I'm close to that anyway. And I'm trying not to preemptively push everyone away myself, cuz I'm trying not to give myself an excuse to take my own self outta here, but...fuck. Like what's the point? What's it all gonna be for? I'm just tired, man. I'm tired. I lost my best friend over bullshit and lies. And then two other friends after that because of literally nothing. I'm doing my fucking best right now. I'm fucking tired.

[molestedfruitcups]

Lol I got blocked and now I can't respond. Way to run away from the problem 👌👌

[nefepants]

blah blah blah personal ramblings

Keep reading

[molestedfruitcups]

...you somehow misinterpreted everything we talked about, then instead of considering that maybe there was a miscommunication, you told your fiancée and all of tumblr that I said a bunch of shit that never actually got said. Then, when I tried to talk to you to clear it up myself, you ignored me, shut me down, even deleted my replies to the posts you kept making about me. And then yes, I dipped, because you pushed me out, and I have too many of my own mental issues to be sitting around being emotionally abused by you. I still waited for your response tho, because I shouldn't be the one chasing you down about this. But you didn't even try. It's not even like you had to reach out. All you had to do was just read my message and respond. Instead you got your tumblr buddies thinking I'm just one of the masses who've let you down and shit. Like fuck that. I didn't storm out of your life. You fucking pushed me out. So stop lying to your followers and stop lying to yourself. And stop referencing me on public forums when you can't even say the shit directly to me. And by the way, if you were really "honest and forward" I wouldn't have had to find out on tumblr that you weren't cool with me.

[molestedfruitcups]

I dead lost a friend for doing......... NOTHING 😃😃😃 nothing at all except remaining in a toxic relationship. Fuck me.

[racistbeautybloggers]

RBB is currently accepting new mods! [please boost]

Want to be part of a team that is passionate about the intersection of the beauty industry, racism and cultural appropriation? Want to conduct interviews with up & coming beauty bloggers? Are you looking to have a platform where you can talk about issues that affect or interest you and develop your communication skills? If so, we urge you to apply to be a mod for the blog, racist beauty bloggers! We are a team of diverse folx who focus on posting racist beauty bloggers and companies to keep you informed on who you should follow or buy from. We also promote up and coming beauty bloggers of color and have created a safe space for make up enthusiast of color to show of their make-up skills and be able to express their concerns about the industry through our RBB INSPO tag. 

Requirements to apply:

Must be 18 years or older.

Must submit an original writing sample of 250-500 words regarding cultural appropriation or racism in the beauty industry.

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[jabbaa-theslutt]

@molestedfruitcups ?

[molestedfruitcups]

Thanks for thinking of me 💕💕 but nahhhhhhh.

[mixedlatinxs]

I’m so sick of the rampant anti-blackness in the Latinx community. All non-Black Latinxs need to do better. Stop using the n-word, stop bringing Black people down, stop being complicit in white supremacy by upholding harmful ideas about Black people. I am so over having to deal with anti-Blackness in my own community. 

[theproblackgirl]

Black trans woman KaMilla Renee Mcmiller missing in St Louis.

Please help her mother, family and friends find her. Spread the word. 

Contact her mother, Lakeyon Kyles with any info: https://www.facebook.com/lakeyon.kyles

[for-marginalized-bw-only-deacti]

Omg!

[jamaicanbulma-deactivated201610]

Someone needs to dox him so we can tell his Mother.

[black-visionary]

Woooowww…

[jehovahhthickness]

Why are BM so trash towards us??????

[jehovahhthickness]

Y'all wanted to fight me when I said that BM are more anti black women than everybody else but everyday y'all continue to prove my fucking point! 🙃🤔

[pyramidsandpistols]

You ladies gotta realize a lot of these guys that make these only do this to make y'all mad! They know y'all are gonna have it trending and make post about it. Stop feeding into these type guys bullshit jokes and they will stop making this trash. I promise ❗️

[for-marginalized-bw-only-deacti]

Racism/interacism isn’t jokes. Misogynoir isn’t jokes. Wishing black women would get shot isn’t a joke. If anyone made these remarks about black men we’d feel the same, and judging by the content on your page you will probably be the first one.

Abuse towards black women are never jokes no matter who it’s coming from. Just like we don’t ignore racism, we shouldn’t ignore these things no matter who it comes from. Don’t be mad at how we respond to them, go after the people who make the so called “jokes”.

[thesickestsinner]

Weren’t black men on here telling me I ain’t shit for saying I will no longer reblog posts about black men being injured/killed by police brutality based on their overall treatment of black women and now here we have a post with a black man wishing it was us that were killed?

Hmm - but I’m wrong for turning my back on them even though they wish me death? Okay.

[birlinterrupted]

Like its pretty unsettling that like there’s been such a growth of “being a literal overt fucking nazi” recently

[exgynocraticgrrl-archive-deacti]

“I think what we need is a colorblind society.” Now folks, when you hear somebody say that you know you’re listening to a racist…

- Jane Elliot and Oprah Winfrey discussing racism in 1992 on the Oprah Winfrey Show.

[pleatedjeans]

@kendrawcandraw

[altonzm-deactivated20170213]

tag yourself I’m poisoned by love

[thebigblackwolfe]

rose which must not be named.

[queernigga]

I’m bat in a dark mood

[molestedfruitcups]

I'm Dancing Tree

[fuckyeahcomicsbaby]

No homo tho

[bumblebee-madgirl]

this is just the randomest thing but I can’t look away

[all-hail-the-techie-gods]

Yes

[melaboveall]

this is one of the guys who killed Alton Sterling tweeted about a week ago.

[w6ter]

all though both of these guys are probably pieces of shit the real officer’s names are, Howie Lake II and Blane Salamoni

[nefepants]

Finally set up my Patreon page.

Starting at $1, you can participate in bi-monthly themed art raffles for free colored artwork, as well as access to exclusive sketches and drawings~

[nevaehtyler]

friendly reminder that July 4th is not our holiday

[black-to-the-bones-deactivated2]

#IndependenceDayWhileBlack

I bet Independence Day was a nightmare for slaves…