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@mommyolivia

Olivia||A mother of Nick Jonas baby.

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Nick

"I have four kids and they are all equally important to me." he said to her. Nick raised his brow. "I am not pushing you away. I am figuring out what I want and who I want. You should respect that and not try to get me in bed." he said to her. "I don’t like this person." he said to her.

"I'm not trying to get you in bed." She spoke. "I just want you. I have three kids with you. Do I matter?" She asked.

Nick

"I did let you explain and the first thing you said was yeah I am. I don’t find that funny. No one would." he pushed her away gently. "I have been home for the last month, so you can’t said that I was not around. "Sometimes love comes a little to late." he said to her. Nick sighed as he crossed his arms. "Stop. I can’t do this. I need to figure out my life. It’s not just me. I have another family who I need to get to know." he said.

"We have three kids Nick. You have me." She spoke. "Just stop trying to push me away baby and let me in." She said and looked into his eyes.

Life is full of regrets.

Need me to go after someone?

No.

Life is full of regrets.

There’s definitely more than one he on my list.

Really?

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I guess I can, yeah. Need me to bring anything?

Just yourself.

Life is full of regrets.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Life is full of regrets.

Well if you ever need to talk i’ve been told I’m a pretty good listener

Thank you. I will keep that in mind.

Nick

"Pardon me? I am not the one who turned you away all the time if I did not do what you wanted how you wanted. I did not post break up songs a few times and make you think that I did not love you. I did my best and hardest to make things work. I cancelled basically my whole career to make things work with you.’ he said to her. Nick glared at her. "Don’t make me look like I am a bad guy when I am not." he said to her. Nick shook his head at her. "That is never right to do ever! No matter how made or upset you are with someone."He said. Nick threw this hands up. "So it did not work, but I am for sure not to blame for it." he said.

"You wouldn't even let me explain." She said and pushed him against the wall. "I was depressed Nick. You weren't there. I didn't post those songs about you." She spoke as she punched his chest. "I loved you, no I fucking love you. I love all of you." She spoke before she crashed her lips against his.

ffsparrish-blog

You would think being kid free you would know what exactly you want to do, but yet, I’m sitting here trying and figure out what I should do, exactly.

Would you like to come over?

Life is full of regrets.

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You okay love?

I will be.

Nick

"Look that is not okay with me. I am not willing to let you take our kids. Not just your babies to Rhode Island." he said to her. "I am not doing this to hurt you. I am doing this cause it’s the best for the young children. Two are three months. They can’t travel all over the place. Rochelle is only Eleven months she does not do well with traveling anymore either. If you are going to over react then right now I don’t think you should be around them at all. I never said one harsh word to you during this talk at all." he said to her.

Olivia looked at him. "I am the one that went through nine months of being pregnant twice and I have to pump breast milk for the twins, you do not tell me what to do. If I had my choice my babies wouldn't be seeing or knowing you at all after all this shit you put me through." She spoke as tears rolled down her cheeks.

#convo:gif #sorry for her

Life is full of regrets.

He's one of them.

#convo:gif #youngpstarterr

Nick

I am going to say this very bluntly. If I felt like I was supposed to be with you I would of married you. We are both are very young, so it is just not right at this point in my life. I know it sucks and I know it hurts , but that is were i’m at.

"Well I feel the same way." She lied. "I'm taking the kids this weekend. Their grandparents would like to see them." She spoke. "I loved you and all you seem to care about is hurting me. I'm not okay and until I am I rather have you not be around me when I am with "my" babies." She spat out harshly. "You are the one who knocked me up. You are the one that put me through this and now you are going to take my babies." She spoke as tears feeled her eyes. "That is not okay."

Nick

You are a good mother. They know you are a good mother, they know you love them. They love you too.

Stop avoiding the topic Nick. I want to talk about you. I want to talk about us.

Nick

Look Olivia I know you are upset right now. I just knew in my heart that it was not right. Sometimes even if you really want things to work, but in the end they don’t. I am not going to keep you form seeing the kids like I said. And then they get to the age were they can be up rooted for a few days I will make that happen.

I know it didn't work out not this last time, but maybe someday it will. I am not that girl that was sad or whatever. I am the girl that is here for you, here for our babies and I will do anything and everything to be that perfect mother.

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Nick

I said you can come over. I just said you can’t stay the night cause I don’t want Rochelle confused. That is not selfish at all cause I am letting you see them.

Fine you are right. You always are. I um I missed you Nick. I missed all of you and I'm sorry.

Nick

Uh I don’t think that will be a good idea. You can come over for a while, but I don’t want Rochelle to get confused. I just got her used to every thing.

But I am their mom Nick. You can't take them. It's not fair. I spent a totally of eighteen months each caring our children. You not letting me be there is completely selfish of you. You know if you cared about me you wouldn't do this to me.

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