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Eyes of the forest. Aspen trees

No bc aspens are wild. They rarely reproduce sexually, instead they send up new trunks from their roots. Theres a grove in Utah that is a single genetic individual called Pando. New research suggests it’s the oldest living thing on the planet being between 16,000 and 80,000 years old. In other words, there is a grove of trees, that is actually one tree, that has been alive longer than humans have been around to see it, and its covered in eyes.

succuviiussy

ASPEN TREE ELDRITCH GODDESS?!??!?!?!

decease-soul

did you think that they actually cared?

When two of the social groups you felt safe in added a Normie in the last year and now being social is back to being an exhausting ordeal of constant Hard Masking

...if anyone needs me I'll be self isolating in the corner. So try not to.

dreamt that we stopped existing

and nothing changed at all.

foone

My latest project is a custom set of keyboard caps

slowly accepting that a support group, or even many friends at all, will never be possible because people will always find my mental illness 'scary'.

hurts. but at least i understand.

really wish people hadn't lied about it for so long. false hope is far worse than never having it to begin with.

my-gender-is

My gender is dependent on which little guy in my head is talking.

psychiatricwarfare

@funnier-as-a-system

i know the only sensible way to deal with someone playing fucked up mind games is to refuse to play back, that doing anything else is playing into the ploy laid to make you pay for their hurting you.

but damn it's hard not to feel abandoned in the meantime.

people only care about the masks

until they get bored of those too..

'reach out reach out reach out'

why?

no one bothers reaching out to me

why the fuck should i make the effort they already decided i'm not worth? lmao

bullshit.

ultrahopelessinsomniac29

Only the lonesome understand the hurt of wanting to be wanted.

left-e-rat

full grown ass adults who 100% know better; bully lgbt+ kids for years on end

lgbt+ kids; kill themselves in record numbers

those same adults; oh wow that was stupid, you know they're just doing that for attention right? the same way they pretend to be lgbt+ for attention lmao. what you think this has something to do with me? and my behavior? did you ever consider if you just bullied them back into an indoctrinated cis/het box like i was trying to it'd be better for them somehow? well we'll never know until we try so clearly this is your fault actually.