CW: MENTIONS OF WEIGHT AND LOSING WEIGHT!
Me subconsciously stuffing myself and keeping me a weight i don't even wanna be so i can resemble one of my true forms better is one of those prime examples of what "kin" dysphoria can make you do
Like, this is one of those situations where even i have to admit it gets to a damn point and actively work on fixing this
If i was just generally fat like i always was it wouldn't even be an issue as much, but again, i've come to realize i keep myself this size so i can be my true self somehow
I don't like the way i look and i really would like to be a different weight but i also have a damn hard time letting go of the last thing that makes me feel me
Decisions decisions












