From Luxembourg – Fin.
After a long grey winter, and a seemingly even longer grey spring, the early signs of summer were finally blooming in our little backyard. And as the unbelievably vibrant greens and blooms of Luxembourg burst forth, our apartment grew chaotic, then packed, then barren.
With only hours left in our home, come join us along one of our favorite walks.
This is the path that wound from our apartment in Hamm, an outskirt neighborhood of Luxembourg City, down into the channel of the Grund along the river, and up into Ville Haute.
We walked this many times during our two years. And on our final stroll was under the blue sky spring that reminded us so much of our arrival time in our adopted home.
Along with saying goodbye to the city, we spent final Lux time with some favorite pals: over macarons, mint and pacchetti pasta, and cremant and bocce enjoyed plein air.
And one of the last needed goodbyes was to a first magical spot. This vista between Kirchberg and Clausen was, like many things during this period, accidentally stumbled upon. During our first week in Lux, we snapped a selfie of two very stressed, tired, excited new expats. Remember this blog’s very first Lux post? I’ve become a less eloquent writer and a much improved photographer in that time, huh?
How to sum up two years of life in this tiny country? The further away I get from it, the more magical it feels: I longingly think of those beautiful stone streets, of cities heavy with history and art, of staggering varieties of foods and languages and cultures, of our apartment with the enormous tub and a backyard overlooking the forest and its changing seasons. I feel less keenly the aches of this time: tax anxiety, work angst, dryers that didn’t really work, frustrations with language barriers, feeling wrong-footed with differences in cultural humor, the fear of stalling out.
People have often asked where I loved visiting the most, and what I miss the most. A handful have asked if I would recommend the experience.
The answers are these.
First: Budapest and Copenhagen (cities that unexpectedly won my heart), Tuscany and Islay (places I long to return to), the Alps and the Cliffs of Moher (stunning natural wonders of awe), and basically everywhere that had a cathedral of dizzying stained glass (because duh).
Second: this answer is much larger and simpler and more complicated. I ache for big things, like the opportunity to travel so simply and easily, the potential to hop on a plane at any time and be in Rome, or Dublin, or Porto. And I ache for small things, like the sound of church bells echoing across our neighborhood; our Friday night traditions of grocery runs to Auchan, followed by a bottle of wine and a wheel of Camembert; the rhythm of seasons as snow, then flowers, then summer festivals, then amber leaves swept through our country. It seems impossible that I once spent Sunday mornings sitting in a cafe while the snow fell outside; or that I could sit in a movie theater and watch a film with two sets of subtitles; or that I hiked trails and replied to on-comers with “Moien” or “Hallo” or “Bonjour” based on how they greeted me.
I miss the period of having Andrew all to myself: our time in Europe was almost a second honeymoon – not free from cares, but free from things that pulled our attention away. There was a great impetus to take care of one another during this time: to deeply develop friendship and romance and support. Andrew, our marriage grew immensely during this period: I am so deeply grateful that this heart’s desire of living abroad was granted alongside you. It was more difficult and more wonderful than I could have ever imagined: and none of it would have been the same without your hand in mine.
And while I deeply miss, and still ache, for every one of these things (and countless more), there is something of rich goodness in that ache. The powerful experiences I carry from this period ignited something deep within me: a confidence in my adaptive abilities and in the providence of God; a deeper respect for and knitting together with my life partner; a profound love for the well-worn steps of home and the ever-going-on road of travel; an expanding appreciation for our world and what it means to be a human within it.
And the final question: would I recommend it?
With all my heart.















