×║ˢᵉˡᶠ ᵖʳᵒᶜˡᵃᶤᵐᵉᵈ ᵍᵒᵈˢ

[monstrousnature-blog]

still have no idea what to do with these guys and thinking about it is making me so sick, like i don’t want to i love them so much i do but no one even gives a fuck about them so i don’t see the point in them being here and this is really fucking me up so just probably expect me to avoid this blog like the plague until I can actually finally make the decision to just delete it altogether 

[monstrousnature-blog]

so nothing is decided yet, because I refuse to make decisions in the state I’m in (like I’m not bad right now but I’ve been fluctuating all day and it’s?? our first christmas without tyler and it’s really fucking with me), but I might just drop these guys.  I don’t want to. I love these guys. Anyone who’s talked to me even a little about them knows that. I’m so in love with all my headcanons and the characters I’ve created. But no one else seems that interested and it’s hella discouraging. And this isn’t me just calling for attention for them, honestly don’t do things you don’t want to do. It’s just a... heads up of sorts that it will might happen. I’m just gonna sit on the idea for a few days, though, and see how I feel when I’m not so emotionally compromised (because who knows, maybe I just feel so shitty about this blog because of that). Until then, though, probably don’t expect much activity.

[eiennihenka-blog]

[monstrousnature-blog]

eiennihenka:

                              i tried to be someone else                            but nothing seemed to change                                                i know now,                               this is who I really am inside                                      finally found myself                                    fighting for a chance

[monstrousnature-blog]

@throatshredder

“P-please do-on’t t-touch me...”

[monstrousnature-blog]

starter call!

[eiennihenka-blog]

[monstrousnature-blog]

eiennihenka:

          some machines just come out of the factory broken.

[ncthisown-blog]

eiennihenka:

so something very not chill happened today and it’s made me rage randi and rage randi gets tired very fast when put with other variables (madam red, very busy days at work because it’s getting closer and closer to christmas, a brief period of a lot of happiness) therefore I am exhausted. I might be around but for now i’m just gonna lay down and watch some Breakout Kings. I’ll probably lurk around here and skype and stuff but mostly dont’ expect anything from me for a few hours still

[intangled]

She’s the kind of girl the Arctic Monkeys write songs about. Dangerous, smart, and gets what she wants.

things I’ve been told in class (via aueful)

[monstrousnature-blog]

I have to leave for work soon but!! I’ll try to be around here when I get home~ However, if things serve to be as they have been, then I’ll likely mostly be here. I am also going to try and do some more things with Lauren, too. and yeah :3

[pollocklima]

[dunrath-deactivated20210731]

[ferrisbueller]

[maleksrami]

[queerdisease]

[othcrsidex]

            he used to think that he wanted to be good, he wanted to be kind, he wanted to be brave and wise, but it was all pretty difficult. he wanted to be loved, too, if he could fit it in.

                             independent jasper jordan from the 100 est. may 2014

                                                            written by maddie

[sozosa-deactivated20160204]

Please hear me out:

I’m an Emotion-Sadist. I really love threads that are emotionally disturbing or downdragging to a certain degree. You must never be afraid to come to me and write something dramatic, emotional or complex. It’s those threads that give me the opportunity to come up with lots of ideas and depth!

The more emotion, the more complex, the better. Adult threads - YES PLEASE! We can all write shorties or one liners and fluff and whipty-doo-dee you know. But what makes a good thread is the topics that determine life the most (and that is just not always happiness, fluff and other sweet things). I’m not saying I’m not up for it, sure I like writing sweet things, but my muse just isn’t all sweet and genuine!

In another fandom I’ve seen lots of people be like “But I just wanna write threads that are nice”. Slowly everyone ran out of ideas, things got boring, ships broke up and friendships ended. I think if muses can overcome certain obstacles it only makes them bond much stronger - whether positively in a friendship manner or negatively in a villain manner - and therefore writing things like drama or tragedy is important to me! 

I am not underage anymore, I am of legal age, and I want to try myself out in all possible aspects that roleplay offers me. Please fight with my muse, break him, attack him, argue with him, cry at him, cry with him, make him flustered, startle him, scare him, be someone he thinks of in difficult situations. Give me the opportunity to go into DEPTH with him!

It’s called character development. 

[warmhcart-archive]

tfw you write a painfully written reply to your partner

tfw their own reply is ten times as painful