[toy-with-me]

Don’t really have many photos from this time for a number of reasons (the main one being that I got my phone taken off me for six months) but the rant I was gonna have was the fucking awful counselling I received when I was ill. I lost 4 stone in a really short space of time, but because I started off from such a high weight (binge eating blah blah) I never really got down to a dangerous bmi. (My lowest being 17.4) My counselor constantly mentioned this and made me feel like I was “bad” at having a mental illness. She even once cut my session short because she had to shoot off to see an iller patient. Blah blah blah long story short I quit counselling prematurely because it wasn’t helping, helped myself but never really learnt healthy eating patterns (binged/purged whilst gaining weight at an excessive rate) but the help was NEVER there, I was left feeling useless and suicidal and never really recovered from it at all. Idk if it’s changed because it was a fair few years ago now. But I never really had anyone to turn to, and that’s such a failure from the NHS

[deanprincesster-deactivated2017]

the catholic church gives wine to 7 year olds but gay marriage is wrong

[carryontoabetterplaceabettertime]

I mean this is totally out of context but is technically true. It is believed to be the blood of god and they are only given 1 tiny sip once a week but otherwise this is totally correct.

[deanprincesster-deactivated2017]

the catholic church encourages 7 year olds to drink blood every week but gay marriage is wrong

[mood-pendulum]

You know what's rad?

[ipoetried]

[mittu-domain]

Jen Mann

[mexicanist-deactivated20151125]

[logicd]

A young Russian woman poses happily and calmly in front of a pile of dead bodies. The bodies were dragged to the end of the train and are victims of the 2010 Moscow metro bombing where over forty people were killed and over a hundred injured.

Russia is weird.

[cyberspace88-deactivated2014061]

[pixography]

Dadu Shin

[iamamessywanderlust]

[bertiegilbertfilms]

if it isn’t yours truly, Bertie Gilbert cropping up on tumblr. how strange

[filmcat]

[mood-pendulum]

As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty (2000) Dir. Jonas Mekas

[ink-pedia]

Anna Beloziorova

[acornprincesshead]

pages inside of my sketchbook, whilst i avoid doing actual work

[crackrock-kids]

my car broke down on the highway the other day but i got to watch a really nice sunset while i waited for the tow truck

[childmagazine]

Taste For Bittersweet Beds by Tran Nguyen

[paprika67]

my camera roll is full of pink sunsets

[the-fault-in-our-scars]

My mother warned me about cigarettes that could cause cancer But she never told me that self-hatred can grow faster than any tumour ever could My father warned me that I should never stop thinking But he never told me that overthinking would kill my happiness My sister warned me about other people who might make hurtful comments about me But she never told me that instead of hearing someone else’s voice, I’d hear my own My brother warned me about drugs in baggies sold on the street, But he never told me about the ones that people put in your glass when you’re not looking My grandmother warned me about the devil with his tail and red horns But she never told me about his angelic smile and dark, ocean blue eyes My grandfather warned me about booze that could kill But he never told me that if you drink enough alcohol, it tastes like love My cousin warned me that I should love my virginity to a guy I love But she never told me he should love me, too My aunt warned me that if I kept eating that much, I might vomit But she never told me that even without eating anything, you can hang over the toilet and puke My baby sitter warned me that a boy could break my heart But she never told me that if I made him mad, he’d also break my arm and nose My teacher warned me about dangerous men with knives that could cut my throat But she never told me that I didn’t need these men to cut my skin They all warned me that I shouldn’t do dangerous things that could kill me But I never had the chance to ask them if slitting both of my wrists vertically And taking thirty-eight aspirins, was one of these dangerous things

d.a.n. (the-fault-in-our-scars)

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