Synopsis: You’ve been friends with the boys for years. Only growing closer when you started dating Jungkook. Until one night when all of the boys had a night out without you and things took a turn for the worse. You found out in the worst way and Yoongi helps you forget.
Pairings: BSF!Yoongi x JKFEM! Ex Gf.
⚠️Warnings: Cheating Boyfriend, Cursing, Lying, Praising, Fingering, Raw Sex, Oral Fem! Receiving, angsty and explicit.
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The yells and laughter filled the living room of Jimin’s apartment. It was a night like the many you’ve spent before with the boys. Your boyfriend, Jungkook, and Taehyung cursing and yelling at each other while they played a game and the rest laughing and making fun of them for being so competitive.
Your legs were thrown over Jungkooks lap as you lied comfortably across the smaller couch in the room. Every now and then your legs would jolt from Jungkooks reflexes as he held onto the controller with a force. His eyes glued to the screen that illuminated the dim living room.
“Not interested in the game?” The voice spoke up from behind your head that rested in the arm rest of the couch. You sat up on your elbows to see Yoongi whose eyes were lazily on you already. Uninterested in the loud conversations that filled the room.
Your lips pursed as you looked back at the boys until a small smile spread across your face and you looked back at the eyes that never left you. “Not feeling up for a competition tonight.” You tilted your head a little, your eyes still on Yoongi’s. Seeing him finally crack a smile and nod in agreement. He turned his head away and looked back at the tv.
It’d been a few hours of the back and forth competition of the game and the few beers everyone around the room had. Including yourself. You had a small buzz but nothing major. Enough to feel the fuzziness run through your body, from your toes to the top of your head. Feeling relaxed as you leaned into the side of your boyfriend who was no longer occupied by the game.
You felt Jungkook’s arm around your waist as you were against him. It wasn’t a tight grip. Enough to feel you. Even the smallest touch to signal to him you were there. You weren’t really listening to the conversation the boys had. Feeling the cloudiness of the beers fog your mind as you were lost in your own head. Until you heard Jungkook’s name get brought into the conversation.
“…a time the other night. Right, Jungkook?” You caught onto the end of Namjoon’s sentence and peered your head up to the side. You caught Jungkook’s side profile but you could see how he avoided your gaze. His cheeks flushing at the comment and his grip becoming looser and looser around you.
You felt the uncomfortable feeling of your intuition telling you something was wrong as you noticed his body language become increasingly different. You sat up off of him and straightened your back and looked around at the boys.
“What happened the other night?” Your voice came out smaller than expected. Softer than you meant it to. You caught the gaze of Jimin who looked almost guilty before your eyes landed on Namjoon. Immediately his face flushed and washed over with guilt as your eyes frantically searched the boys who now went quiet. The quietest you’ve ever seen them be.
“You didn’t tell her?” Yoongi spoke up. His tone stern and almost disappointed as his eyes pierced right into Jungkook whose head was now facing down into his lap. Fingers nervously gripping and absentmindedly toying with the hem of his hoodie.
You whipped your head back to Yoongi. Your body growing more tense and warm. You couldn’t tell if it was from the beers or your nerves. Maybe it was both. Maybe it was the uncomfortable silence that filled the room upon your question and how everyone’s demeanor was like never before.
Your breath became slightly unsteady as you turned your head back to Jungkook. Waiting for a response. You shoved his arm, not too hard. Enough to show you were getting frustrated from the lack of response. Before you could speak up again and beg for an answer. A voice cut through the air and answered it for you. One that wasn’t your boyfriend.
“Jungkook had sex with a girl from the club we went to.” Nauseous. It was the first feeling you felt hearing the words that left Yoongi’s lips with a quickness. “He said he was drunk but that he’d tell you because he felt so guilty and he never meant to do it.”
You felt your head pound and your stomach tighten like the wind was kicked right out of you. Your hands gripping the couch cushion as you felt the eyes of all the boys in the room on you. Embarrassment. Jungkook embarrassed you. It was washing over you so quickly you couldn’t even speak or think of what to do. So you did what they didn’t expect.
You rose from the couch. Not daring to even glance at anyone as the embarrassment only grew through your body. You couldn’t even cry. You walked out of the living room silently. The sound of you grabbing your car keys and putting your shoes on was the only noise that filled the room until the front door shut and you were gone.
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You stood in the doorway of your bedroom once you made it home. Your mind grew fuzzy as the slow, silent tears ran down your cheeks. Your eyes wandered around your room. Seeing the many shared pictures of you and Jungkook. His hoodie you always stole resting on the back of your chair at your desk. The stuffed animal he won for you on your first date sitting in the middle of your bed.
It felt like you were mourning someone who was still alive. Someone who felt like half of you. God, it ran through you with a quickness from finding out not thirty minutes ago that the person you handed your heart to tossed it into a busy highway and didn’t care to pick up the pieces.
You licked the tears of your lips and turned away from the room. Slamming the door. You leaned your back against it and sniffled. It hurt to cry, to think, it burned to breath and it felt like the world came crumbling down on you so quickly you couldn’t even find an escape.
Your body jumped at the sound of a knock on your door. Your eyes moved to the front door of your apartment. You blinked at it. You half hoped maybe it was Jungkook coming to beg for forgiveness. And you half hoped maybe it wasn’t. Until the familiar voice you least expected spoke. Muffled behind the door.
“It’s not Jungkook. It’s just me.” Yoongi. It was just yoongi. You wanted to feel shocked, surprised even. But you weren’t. Of course one of our friends would come and not Jungkook.
You pushed yourself from the bedroom door and walked over to the front door. You used the neckline of your shirt to wipe your tears and sighed before opening the door and being met with a calm but disappointed Yoongi. Whose eyes met yours immediately. Like he was waiting to find your eyes and read through you.
“I-…” Yoongi spoke up and closed his mouth again. He sighed and ran a hand through his dark long hair and looked down. He stepped forward and before you knew it you were breathing in his cologne and your head was against his chest. You didn’t move when you felt his arms around you. In a comforting way.
You felt just palms rest on your back so gently. Like you were the most delicate and fragile peace of art that if he pressed any harder you’d break in his grasp. His scent mixed through your nostrils and your mind went fuzzy again. Like you became drunk off his smell.
Your arms came up and wrapped around his waist. Enjoying the comforting hug you didn’t know you needed till this moment.
“He told us he’d tell you. I wasn’t there when it happened. If I was it wouldn’t never happened in the first place.” Yoongi’s words ran through you and you just sighed against him. His voice was so soft in a way you’d never heard before. It was so warming and welcoming you almost forgot to feel upset.
“I’d never let that happen to you. Or any of the boys girlfriends if they had them. Drunk or sober.” You felt Yoongi’s hand rest on the back of your head. His fingers gently ran through your hair. Trying to comfort you as the two of you stood still and embraced each other in the doorway of your apartment.
It stayed that way for a while. You didn’t respond. You just listened and enjoyed the comfort of him. Feeling his warmth, his touch, his smell. It brought a sense of comfort you didn’t think you’d have after hearing what Jungkook did. You pulled away with hesitation. Feeling empty at the loss of warmth and looked up at Yoongi.
“You can come in.” Your voice was so quiet Yoongi wasn’t sure he heard you right. He stepped inside and closed the door. Slipping his shoes off and looking back at you. You just stood there and kept your eyes on him. The puffiness of your lips and eyes and the flushed look on your face was evidence you’d been crying. Yoongi’s heart felt at the sight.
You and Yoongi were never close. But you understood each other in a way the others didn’t. Unbeknownst to you, Yoongi always admired you. Always felt a longing for you. His chest burned at the sight of you and Jungkook together. His eyes always watching you whenever you all were together. Checking on you in ways Jungkook never would. And when Yoongi heard what Jungkook did, he was ready to set the world on fire and move heaven and earth to make sure you would never feel pain from Jungkook’s wrong doings. He was going to make sure of it even if you never felt the same for him.
“You didn’t have to come.” Your voice broke the silence between you and Yoongi. You walked over to your couch in the living room and sat in the corner of it. Bringing your knees up to your chest and wrapping your arms around them. You felt the cushion dip when Yoongi sat right next to you.
You were so distracted you hadn’t noticed the bag in Yoongi’s hand. Assuming he’d set it down before he hugged you. He sat the store bag on his lap and looked at you.
“I wanted to.” It was all he needed to say. All he forced himself to say to not add on to what emotions you were already feeling. He pulled your favorite snacks and drink you hadn’t known he knew of and set them next to you. Your eyes lingered on the snacks before trailing him to meet his own.
You felt your heart beat grow rapid when you saw he was already looking at you. His eyes so full of hurt and worry it made you feel seen. Understood. You licked your lips nervously and looked back down at the pile of snacks.
“How’d you know? That I liked these?” You couldn’t really think of the right thing to say. And you didn’t want to keep talking about Jungkook. It already felt like a lot and you felt empty. You just wanted to forget.
“I pay attention.” His tone was so soft but the words felt heavy. More than just that he paid attention to you. You felt it. Your mouth opened and closed until you sat up. Sitting on your knees on the couch now and your eyes fell on Yoongi again.
“Why?” You were quiet. Like you already knew the answer. No one just knows someone’s favorite snacks like that. Or comes to there house immediately after they find out they were cheated on. You knew. You wanted him to confirm it.
Yoongi looked back at you. His eyes were slightly widened at the question. Almost like he wasn’t expecting it. Like he wasn’t scared to answer. Till he did.
“Because you deserve to be seen and taken care of the way you do for others.” His words were so genuine it almost felt too good to be true. You felt your breath get caught in your throat and before you knew it you climbed into his lap.
Your thighs rested on either side of his hips and your hands were on his shoulders. Your body grew warm when you felt his touch on your thighs. It was so gentle and careful. Jungkook never touched you like this. So intimate and careful. You just wanted to forget him. Forget what he did. Forget how it made you feel. And when you looked down at Yoongi whose eyes were already on yours. You almost did.
“I want to forget him. Just for now at least.” You looked down at Yoongi whose lap you straddled. Your hands moving to cup either side of his neck gently. His warmth radiating onto you. You felt his chest rise and fall and watched the way his tongue darted out to lick his lips. You watched his eyes scan your face. Searching for answer until his eyes met yours again once he did and his hands slid up to your waist gently.
“Then let me help you forget.” His voice was gentle but laced with determination when one of his hands slid up your clothed back and rested on the nape of your neck. Pushing you closer to him. His lips grazed yours gently. Sending a spark down your body and his own. His eyes glued on yours, waiting for any type of reaction or response.
“Please.” It came out like a whisper. Like a soft beg. You hadn’t meant it to but when you felt the gentle and warm touch of his lips barely on yours. You needed it in that moment like you needed air to breathe. And he felt it.
He didn’t waste another moment until his lips were against yours. It wasn’t rough. It wasn’t rushed or forced. It was soft and longing. His lips fit with yours like they were always meant to be there. Like they were made to lock with yours.
Your eyes fluttered closed and your lips slowly moved against his. Your hands moving slowly to rest behind his head. You felt his hands move up under your shirt and make contact with the skin of your back. Feeling how you felt against him. You moaned at the contact. You couldn’t understand why. The touch wasn’t sensual but it felt so right. Like your body craved it from him. Not from anyone else.
You felt Yoongi’s tongue against yours and the slightest feeling of a small on his lips. The kiss was so much more powerful and spoke the words Yoongi couldn’t say at the moment. And you swallowed every single word with intent. You pulled away to catch your breath and felt yourself being lifted. Your legs wrapping quickly around the waist of the man holding you.
“Will you let me take care of you tonight?” You looked at you as he stood from the couch with you in his hold. “I can help you forget and show you just how worthy you are. Even if it’s just for tonight and you want me gone tomorrow.” You felt your heart swell at his words and your hands moved the hair that fell over his eyes out of the way before a small smile crept on your face.
“You don’t have to leave after.” Yoongi smiled at you and moved through your apartment until he made it into your room. He kicked the door closed gently and set you onto your bed. He pulled away and turned around. Flipping the frames of you and Jungkook over and you watched in awe at how he took care of even the smallest things.
He came back to you and knelt down on the floor in front of where you sat on the bed. His eyes were on yours as his fingertips brushed the skin of your thighs until his hands met the hem of your sweatpants.
“May I? You can say no whenever you want to. Don’t feel forced.” His words rang through the room and you felt your body grow hot at his touch. You looked down at him and brought your bottom lip between your teeth before lifting your hips off the bed. Allowing him to tug your sweats along with your underwear off.
You looked at Yoongi as his eyes stayed on yours. Taking in how you looked. You brought your hands down to slip out of your shirt. Having nothing worn under neath. Yoongi’s breath caught in his throat as he eyed you. His eyes full of admiration and care. Not a single sight of lust.
“My…” He uttered his words as he looked up at you. Trying to find the right words as you looked down at him. Feeling more comfortable at the way he was looking at you with a sense of yearning. Like he needed you or he wouldn’t be able to function.
“You’re breathtaking. So gorgeous.” He breathed against your inner thigh. His hands gently separating your legs. He leaned between him. Peppering both legs with gentle and soft kisses. “So beautiful. I’m going to make you feel it if that’s ok?” He spoke up again. His breath hitting your core that was glistening with your arousal. Your breath picked up at the feeling as you leaned back on your elbows and looked at him. You nodded with your lip between your teeth. Your eyes locked on his.
“Use your words, baby.” You swear you could’ve gasped at the pet name that slipped so easily off his tongue. It felt so right from him. So perfect you spoke up quickly. Feeling a sense of need. The need to feel him. To feel him against you. “Please, Yoongi.” He pulled his eyes from yours and didn’t waste a second before he leaned in and let his tongue glide between your wet folds.
He picked his eyes back up to look at you but your head was already back and your eyes were shut as the soft moans and breaths slipped past your lips. Your chest rising and falling quicker as Yoongi worked expertly between your legs. He swirled his tongue around your clit flicking his tongue against it. He eased a finger inside of you. Pumping it into you gently and curling it perfectly.
“You look so stunning like this.” He muttered against you. Slipping another finger inside you. You struggled to catch your breath at the feeling. It was so perfect. So right. You opened your eyes and looked down at him. Your lips parting to moan at the sight. His tongue flicking perfectly to match the rhythm of his fingers that pumped in and out of you. But his eyes. They were watching you the whole time. Making sure you felt as beautiful as he thought you were.
He groaned against you as he tasted yourself on his tongue. Pulling his fingers out and replacing them with his tongue as his thumb gently ran circles onto your clit. You felt yourself fall back into the bed and your back arch as the knot in your stomach grew. Yoongi knew it. He knew what he was going to you and how close you had become. He felt the way you clenched around his tongue and how your moans became more frantic. How your legs struggled to still.
“Please cum. Wanna taste more of you.” He almost begged. His words were all you needed to hear. Your hips bucked against him as you reached your release. Your body tensing as your hands fell into his hair and tugged at the strands. Causing a muffled groan to leave his lips as you rode his tongue. Riding out your high.
The lewd sounds of slurping and moans filled the room until Yoongi finally pulled away. He pulled his shirt off along with his pants and boxers and climbed over you. Holding himself up with the hand that rested next to your head as you caught your breath and gazed up at him.
His chin and lips were slick with your essence and he brought down his head to meet his lips with yours again. You could taste yourself on his tongue and the way his hard member was pressed against your heat. You moan softly against his lips and he pulled away. Leaving kisses down your jaw and neck.
“You’re so beautiful, baby. I’ve always thought you were so perfect.” He muttered against your skin and pressed his lips to your shoulder and he pushed himself inside of you slowly. “You’ve always been so breathtaking it hurt.” He spoke up softly and pushed himself more into you until he bottomed out.
He fit inside so perfectly it felt like a dream. Too good and you couldn’t believe it. The way you felt right now was too good to describe with words. He stretched you out so perfectly and you found yourself clenching around him. Wanting more of him as if it was possible. He groaned at the filling and looked down at you.
“You ok, baby?” His palm cupped your cheek gently as he moved his hips slowly. Making sure you felt good. “You feel so good. Please keep going.” You spoke up and wrapped your arms around his neck. Feeling his head fall back into the crook of your neck as he picked up his pace.
“Fuck, baby, you feel so perfect around me. So tight like you were made for me.” He muttered roughly against your skin and left wet kisses against your neck as he continued to thrust into you. Your legs opened wider, wanting to feel him completely. “Yoongi, oh my-“ Your head fell back onto the bed and your nails dug into his back at how deep it was. How perfectly he brought you pleasure.
“You’re so amazing, so perfect.” He grunted and looked down at you. Sitting up and holding his hands under your thighs. He held them as he thrusted himself harder into you. “Cum for me, pretty girl. Let me make you feel good.” His words pushed you over the edge and your fingers gripped the mattress as your body shook and your toes curled.
Yoongi moaned at the sight of you. Feeling you cum around him. Watching undone underneath him. Feel good because of him. It was sight he’d never be able to forget. Something he thought would never happen and he swore to himself at that moment he would never let you go. “Hold on, baby. I’m close.” You clenched tightly around him and let out incoherent mumbles and moans until he pulled out and finished on your stomach.
He leaned over you. Catching his breath as you did the same. When he did, he lifted his hand to move your hair out of your face and he looked down at you. Admiring you. “I really mean it. You’re so breathtaking…so beautiful.” He spoke softly and pressed a soft kiss to your lips until he pulled away. He slipped his boxers on and grabbed a towel that hung on the back of your door and wiped you clean with it.
He gave you a fresh shirt from your closet and helped you get dressed and into bed. “Stay with me.” You muttered and pulled Yoongi into bed with you. Feeling his arms wrap around you and your head on his bare chest. Hearing his heart beat. He brought an arm up and let his hand run through your hair.
“You deserve so much better. You deserve warmth, love, care, admiration. I’ll give that to you. I’ll give you the world and more if you let me.” He spoke softly and kept his head back against the head board. His fingers working gently through your hair.