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i was wondering if you could write for &team, like how they would act through the childhood friends to lovers situation? like, how would they feel through the whole transition?
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&Team falling in love with their childhood best friend
Warnings: fluff, slight miscommunication, confused feelings, gender neutral reader
Word Count: 2227 (I went a little far lol)
-He had known you since you guys went to pre-school together and never strayed away from each others side for too long
-He enjoyed knowing he always had somebody he could talk to when he needed it and he would always be there for you
-But he realized that after debuting with &Team (which you were really supportive of) he began to see you in a different light
-Being an idol was hard and took a lot of time from him which he would usually spend with you. He started to miss you
-Of course, he thought it was just normal to miss someone he was so close to but was it normal that his heart began to race whenever a thought about you crossed his mind? Or that whenever he heard your voice his cheeks would glow softly?
-So, he realized he liked you more than just friends after pining for months and avoiding his own feelings.
-He decided not to tell you too afraid to be rejected. He kept hoping that maybe he was wrong and that he just enjoyed your company
-Honestly, he had to gather courage from everywhere to finally tell you how he felt about you
-Once he did (and you felt the same) he was soo relieved and kind of beated himself up because he didn't tell you sooner
-He had always loved you, yes, but in a way only friends did.
-Fuma never thought there would ever be more between you two than the everlasting friendship which developed in primary school.
-But, of course, he was wrong and realized this when he started to get jealous every time you talked about a guy you fancied
-At first he thought he was just afraid you'd give up your friendship if you got in a relationship but when this feeling wouldn't leave even though you remained a healthy friendship, he knew something else was up.
-It was clear in the way he began to avoid you instead of taking every oportunity to spend time with you like he usually did.
-He hated himself for hurting you but he couldn't stand the fact that you'd talk about other guys the way he wished you'd talk about him.
-You thought he was angry at something you did or didn't want to be friends anymore.
-Unfortunately when your heart got broken by an idiot, you didn't have anywhere else to go but Fuma and his heart broke alongside yours when he saw the tears in your eyes.
-Immediately craddled you in his arms and apologized over and over again as he hastily explained that he was afraid
-He promised you to never avoid you again and talk things out which eventually led to a nice sweet confession :)
-This man knew how he felt about you when he realized how much your touch stressed him out
-He was continuesly feeling his heart speed up whenever your finger accidentally brushed against his or when your shoulder bumped on his. He was lost.
-Never did he think he would feel so strongly about the person he grew up with since he was six but here he is.
-Decided to test the waters and began to flirt with you subtly to see if you'd respond but you're bloody oblivious so that didn't work.
-He became bolder when he noticed your cheeks heating up after he had let a sweet compliment fall from his lips.
-His teasing became braver, his attitude changed for the better and whenever he could help you with something he would just to be close to you and hopefully pull that same reaction out of you.
-And it worked every time.
-He was very confident when he confessed since he had seen the way you reacted to his flirting and God was he happy when you said 'yes'.
-This relationship was awkward at first, he wasn't sure if the change would be good but it proved to be very similar to your friendship.
-Just more kissing and cuddling and ykkk
-So, he relaxed about a month in and never looked back lol
-Being bff's since ya'll were ten years old meant sharing secrets, rumours and just general tea with one another whenever you both had time to do so
-When he became the leader of &Team, you began to help him whenever you could to make it all easier for him which he appreciated
-But whenever you were together you never really got anything done
-EJ was too distracted to be able to work on &Team stuff because whatever you did was just so admirable
-You treated the boys with kindness, you made sure to organize everything, your hair always seemed to fall perfectly even though it was windy outside and your outfits always rocked--
-He was clueless why he couldn't keep his eyes off of you until Nicholas teased him by saying that he liked you
-The realization hit him like a damn truck and from that moment onward every interaction between you two was awkward as hell
-He didn't mean to make it so awkward but he had no clue what he was supposed to do
-When you decided to stay away from him for a while because you couldn't understand what changed between you two, he showed up at your door in the middle of the night scrambling to get any words out of his mouth
-When he finally confessed, apologized and decided to wear his heart on his sleeve you understood his reason for being so weird suddenly
-He promised to do better from now on, haha!
-This man is competetive, alright, he likes to win and when he doesn't he can get a bit grumpy
-However with you he always seemed to lose with such sportmanship that everyone else called him a lovesick puppy
-Which was a joke of course
-He didn't know when the change happened or what caused it but he did notice how much more mature you began to look and how much smoother you began to move
-Yuma could never keep his eyes off of you and it began to bother him because you were his best friend since you were 8, he couldn't possibly like you -- that was against the rules
-But he did and it sucked especially when you guys were watching a movie together and you'd get tired so you rested your head on his shoulder which caused him to freeze up every time
-He tried to change his feelings and talk to other classmates of his or (after debut) he began to communicate more with his fans but nobody could make him feel the way you made him feel
-It was his downfall when you wore a more revealing outfit and he instantly got a boner which he needed to hide
-So, he did what every loser in love would do and asked advice from Kei who spent an hour laughing at his situation before helping him
-And the only thing Kei said was 'tell them how you feel' and eventually he did which caught you off guard because you felt as though you were the one who needed to confess
-He was awkward at the beginning of the relationship but grew into it more the longer you dated
-He hadn't been awkward around you since you were nine and finally grew accustumed to one another but his new discovered feelings for you set your friendship back instantly
-You weren't sure what had happened or why Jo seemed distant all of a sudden almost as though he didn't want you near him anymore.
-Asking him led to many stupid excuses which you knew where lies but he didn't have the heart to confess to you then and there
-Which eventually led to your friendship sinking just like the titanic did back in 1912. . .
-He felt so bad but there was truly nothing he could do -- at least he felt this way.
-He tried calling you because not being around you anymore made him so anxious, he didn't want to lose you
-Unfortunately you didn't pick up, telling him via text that you did not want to be lied to once more
-Jo eventually showed up at your house and quite literally fell to his knees to apologize for being so incredibly stupid
-You told him to stand up because there were probably people watching you guys
-He explained the situation while stuttering and trembling over his own words but got it out in the end
-You appreciated his honesty and hugged him the way you did before everything became awkward
-He actually didn't have much trouble stepping over to a relationship with you since he felt comfortable -- it was just confessing that was a mess for him
-It was when he performed his debut showcase and you watched from the sidelines that the whole 'catching feelings' thing became obvious to him.
-He had just finished and ran off stage to you who was too excited for your own good so you kissed him on his cheek out of happiness
-When I tell you this guy malfunctioned at that very moment as though he was a robot who hit the water suddenly
-You began to congratulate the other members but he could only stare at you as you did, unable to move
-This happened many more times, just moments where he realized how amazing you were and how much he cared about you where he froze in place
-He started to drop very small hints every now and then like getting you your favorite sweets whenever you were feeling a bit off or he brushed your hair away from your face whenever he could just to touch you
-He needed to be closer to you and unlike some other boys, he did his best to spend more time with you and found excuses just to hug you
-You obviously started to notice this weird behavior so, one day, you asked him about it
-He didn't hide it at all and decided it would be best to just confess
-Harua wasn't necessarily confident as he told you how he felt but he wasn't very insecure either
-Ya'll probably had the easiest transition from friendship to relationship because he'd just crack jokes whenever things were a bit awkward which helped a lot.
-He was chilling with his members when someone dropped your name in a casual conversation
-Taki started to listen closer and felt himself blush when he heard your name fall once more.
-It was Yuma who pointed out to him that he was red in the face which he played off to be just hot
-This wasn't the only time, however, because when you showed up unannounced, he felt himself get giddy suddenly
-There were many moments in which he should've realized how he felt but it was when you started talking about this person you were seeing and he got a bit jealous
-He started asking many questions about said person, just to know if they were worth chasing for you
-Whenever you ditched him to be with this person, he got incredibly angry and refused to speak to anyone
-When you finally questioned him after many texts from EJ about Taki's weird behavior, he caved and told you everything
-Hearing you laugh at the absurty of the situation drew a smile on his face as well which only proved further how much he liked you
-The beginning of the relationship was very new to the both of you
-You tried to find a rhythm which eventually you found and everything became easier
-Oh, he knew exactly how he felt about you the way your scent made him smile subconciously and how whenever you spoke he'd listen with his undivided attention
-But that did not mean he accepted his own feelings. . . like at all
-Every time he reacted in a weird way because of you or things you did, he'd told himself to shut up and chill down. You were his best friend after all, he couldn't ruin it
-One day when you had received some bad news you hugged him which shouldn't have caught his breath the way it did
-He suddenly wasn't able to breathe anymore, your arms wrapped around him in a way that left him unable to get his lungs functioning
-When you pulled back he allowed air to enter his nose again but he did realize his feelings laid much deeper than he'd like to admit
-His heart stopped when he saw your tears because you were upset one day, he wanted to hug you, kiss you, tell you everything would be okay but he couldn't. . . ya'll were just friends
-He started to get frustrated, constantly hiding his feelings took a bit of a toll on him so when he deemed to find a good enough oportunity he confessed his feelings, letting out his thoughts and problems
-And of course you understood because hell, you weren't blind. You noticed the way your friendship changed over the past months
-The moment you said you liked him too, his lips were against yours and his arms were wrapped around you because finally he was able to do it without being creepy. :)
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