âł pairing:Â career!bang chan x f.reader (ft. Felix)
âł genre: hunger games au, action, angst, fluff if you squint
âł warnings: death, violence, language, blood, the characters are killing each other!! if you've read the hunger games then you'll be fine
âł summary: You are the unlucky reaped female tribute of district 9 with no fighting skills whatsoever. You just want to enjoy your last few days of life before perishing in the arena, but you somehow manage to catch the eye of the volunteer from district 2âŚ
âł word count: 7k
âł a/n: idk why this chapter took me so long to write TT, I literally procrastinated for four weeks and wrote most of it today lol. please let me know your thoughts/opinions/theories, reading feedback from you guys is the only thing that's keeping me going <3
âł disclaimer: this story is pure fiction!! I do not condone these acts of violence, nor do the characters portrayed in this fictional story. there is lots of violence here, you have been warned.
listening to cause I like you while editing this was a fucking mistake đ¤Ąđ
ps: listen to maze of memories (I got the inspo from this song)
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Time is running
Itâs like my dreams, day and night
For a moment, burn away my thirst
My memories are thrown out
You were a mess. Tears were streaming down your face, blurring your vision but you didn't care. Every time you tried to wipe them off, fresh ones came trickling down your cheeks. Your heart was pounding inside your chest and you were afraid it would pop out soon. The maze was now a moving one, walls kept coming left and right, forcing you to go deeper inside, losing sight of your district partner.
You were afraid. Was he still alive? One on one, you had no doubt he could overpower one of the careers, but it was four on one, and that didn't sound good.
But you were gonna find him, even if it cost you your own life.
For he was too precious to just give up on. Another wall came rumbling past you, allowing you to only barely avoid being crushed by it. It was a nightmare. All the noise, it was slowly getting to your head, bewitching your senses and you weren't sure if you were still conscious. Maybe this was all just a daydream, or more likely a nightmare. You would have done anything for this to be just another one of your nightmares that you would wake up from in cold sweat, Felix right next to you, softly caressing your back to lull you back to sleep with a smile.
The memory of your district partner, your friend, brought even more tears to your eyes. You couldn't help it, you were loudly sobbing like a baby, whimpers wracking your throat. You felt like you wanted to punch something, hit something, anything to numb the pain in your chest, even physical pain. All this time you wasted on mumbling how you'll die first and how you hoped he would win, but never did you expect him to be the first one to go down. Or at least almost.
The canon hasn't sounded yet, so you tried to cling onto the desperate hope that maybe, and just maybe, Felix was still alive. But it didn't take a genius to figure out that a miracle would be needed for him to fight off four people.
You didn't notice the small rock on the ground, nor did you hear it when you tripped. There was this constant ringing in your ears that blocked out everything else, making you trip down and fall to your knees. Blood was streaming down your palms, the flesh torn from the surface covered in sharp little pebbles, but you couldn't bring yourself to care. Almost as if on autopilot, your hands reached down to wipe themselves off on your pants, staining them with a ruby red that would stay there till the end. It would forever haunt you and remind you of this horrific day.
Just as you were about to stand up to continue in your pointless journey, you heard a scream. It was a horrifying loud call for help, done by a desperate person. A strong tribute, who was forced down on his knees after being beat by a stronger force. This was the scream of someone who gave up their dignity to scream, tp beg for mercy. It was followed by a painful gasp.
***
âWe're gonna end you. We're gonna fucking end you right now, Lee,â Jongho snided, a cruel smile plastered on his lips as he looked up the boy from up and down. Like a predator would stare at his prey. Felix was scared. There was no denying the fact that he was absolutely terrified. He could see all the career's smiles curving upwards into sneers. They were going to kill him. He had to accept that.
This was the end.
Your smiling face flashed through his mind, making tears prick the corners of his eyes. Why did he have to think about you at this moment? Why did he have to remember you right when he was about to die? He kept asking himself these questions, right when he was staring death in the eyes.
But he won't go down without a fight.
Felix was smart enough to know his days were numbered, but he would give them a hard time. He won't let them kill him off in a matter of seconds. No, he had some dignity. He would make it as hard as possible for them and maybe, but just maybe, he could even manage to take one down with him.
âWhy the sour face, loser? Prepared to die?â Jongho kept provoking him, hoping to get an aggravated reaction from him. âNever,â Felix mumbled, not sure if the career even heard him. If he did, he didn't show it. âAny last words? You want me to pass something on to Y/N after I hunt her down and strangle her pretty little neck?â
This was a low blow. These were words of spite, directed to stab Felix where it hurt him the most. Jongho knew what he was doing when he uttered those words and he watched in delight when Felix's expression morphed into one of fear, followed by one of anger. He messed him up, just as he planned.
âYou won't fucking touch her! Everâ!â Felix screamed at the top of his lungs, anger boiling up in his veins. Just picturing the scene was horrifying, just like the first day of the games when four tried to strangle you. He could clearly remember how your eyes rolled back into your skull. He hated the fact that if it wasn't for Chris, you would be dead. That bastard saved your life, and as much as Felix hated the feeling of owing him, he hated the fact that he may not be able to protect you in the future even more.
And that's when it hit him, he looked around in fear, trying to catch sight of the scariest of the careers. Where was Chris?
From the side, Solar rolled her eyes at the boy's surprised face and blown out eyes while Rose was giggling to herself. If he wasn't from such a filthy district, she would consider convincing the rest to keep him around for a bit longer. He was such a cutie and his voice was beautiful.
âChris isn't fucking here!â the boy from one spat, catching Felix's fleeting gaze, âhe disappeared a few days ago, probably looking for your precious Y/N.â
His eyes widened; Chris wasn't with them? He was probably on the run, trying to find you just now and he couldn't do anything about it. He was desperately hoping you wouldn't try to find him. A wave of pain crashed on him, the spot in which Jongho punched him a few minutes ago incredibly sore. The boy wasn't the most intelligent, but he was definitely strong.
âAny last words, you little bastard?â Felix grunted when he received a punch straight into his jaw, he could already feel a bruise starting to form. Meanwhile, the rest of the careers just idly watched him get beat up, the only thing missing being a cup of popcorn.
He couldn't go down without a fight! He couldn't go down without a fight! He repeated those words inside his head, hoping that if he chanted them enough times, they would become reality. But the whole situation wasn't looking too good for him, he could see Jongho pulling out some weapons from his belt and he understood that his days were numbered.
âI don't care if you take me down, one,â Felix suddenly spoke up, an icy edge to his voice. All the fear was gone from his eyes and replaced by determination. His eyes shone under the artificial light of the arena, pupils dilating as his jaw hardened, âjust know, I'll make sure to take at least one of you with me!â
And Jongho laughed. He had the audacity to laugh at his statement, tears forming at the corner of his eyes and hands clutching at his sides. He laughed as if Felix had just told him the funniest joke, and that, more than anything, distressed the boy from nine. It was something, knowing that you'll soon die at the hands of the careers, but it was something completely different having you pride trampled on by said spoiled snobs. He felt anger rising inside him at the mockery from the boy from one. Why was he so quick to dismiss him as a threat? Did he think he couldn't fight?
Of course, he wasn't a trained killer like he was, but he also wasn't completely helpless. With a razor sharp gaze and a hiss, he retorted, âdon't forget I scored the same on the evaluation, you little bitch.â
Felix smirked when Jongho's expression suddenly dropped. A chuckle reverberated through his chest as he watched the career's eye dangerously twitch. He struck a nerve.
âThat's right. I, a low life from a poor district scored the same as you, a trained career. Must be really embarrassing. I wonder what the people back in one are thâ!â
Jongho roared in anger, his fist swinging sloppily and aiming for his chin but due to his shakiness, Felix managed to easily evade, stepping aside from the wall and gaining some leverage against the raging boy. His nimble fingers clutched onto the small knife in his pocket, the one you received from sponsors and his heart clenched when it reminded him of you. You and your flushed face while you were sick, the soft whimpers that escaped your throat when you had a fever, how he held you tightly on his lap, fingers threading through your locks to lull you to sleep. All of those memories hit him like a freight train, slowly seeping into his mind like droplets of blood would seep out of a wound.
Maze of Memories, eyâŚ
The maze was constructed to invoke such feelings, to stir your memories at each and every corner, to make you remember. It was a surprise no one has noticed yet, the technology that was seared into this year's arena. The maze had the power to awaken your deepest, darkest memories, all while going under the radar. All the tributes thought it was a mere coincidence when they remembered specific things at random moments. They thought it was just their conscience that dug up all these thoughts, but here, in the maze of memories, your mind was working against you.
These kids were too busy fighting and killing other kids to notice the see-through gas that was seeping from the gaps and cracks between the walls.
It was a pity they didn't notice their deepest, darkest feelings being brought out from the depths of their minds. In the maze, you couldn't hide yourself for too long, for your true character would show, sooner or later.
Felix contemplated his options in his head. Jongho didn't know about his knife, so he could probably stab him hard enough for him to no longer be a threat. But then there were the other three, and he doubted he could take on three careers at once. He groaned internally, making sure to watch out for Jongho and any of his possible brutal attacks.
âEnough lazying-!â Jongho suddenly called, grabbing Felix's attention. âYour time has come, you scum,â he spat, âlet's see just how well you can fight. I'll take you one on one. You three,â he motioned to the rest that were standing nearby, âstay out of this.â
Felix could feel the sweat line at his brows and a shiver run down his spine. He hated to admit it, but he felt nervous. To motivate himself, he tried to think of you; your smiling face, your cheerful laugh, your angry pout...anything to make him want to fight. When he thought about you, it made him want to survive, just for you. If he passed, you'd be left alone in the games, and he knew that's something he didn't want. The chances of you surviving on your own were close to nothing, realistically speaking, and if he hoped for you to win, it would be in his best interest to go on the journey with you, to protect you from the other tributes.
Jongho's arm retaliated back before he swung it, aiming for his throat. With a grunt, Felix managed to block it, barely, and gripped tightly onto his fist to immobilate him. âYou fucking-!â the career cursed, ripping his hand free of the boys' grip, eyes widening as he barely evaded his roundhouse kick. Felix swung his leg sideways, hoping to sweep him off his feet, but he managed to evade, tumbling to the side and shooting up back on his feet.
Jongho darted his tongue out of his mouth, something Felix should have realized was a bad sign but in the heat of the moment passed as a natural reaction. Just as he was about to swing the knife, he felt his lower back throb.
His eyes were blown out and his breath was taken away as a force pushed him down to the ground, face slamming into the hard surface. âFuck!â he groaned, feeling the blood trickle down his neck, likely from his scraped cheek. He slowly turned his face around to see Sehun standing above him, foot grinding into his back.
âYou're such a bastard,â he grumbled, feeling hot tears stream down his face, moistening his cheeks. âYou said we'll fight one on one.â
âWellââ Jongho grinned sinisterly, lips stretching into a smirk as he watched the boy writhe under his teammates foot, ââyou're a real loser if you thought I'd play fair and square. You're not on my level, buddy.â
Felix bit down on the softness of his cheek, suppressing a whimper as not to appear weaker than necessary. The flesh on the heels of his palms was torn and bloodied, dirt mixing with the blood creating a painful sting.
âYou can leave him now, Sehun. I can take it from here,â Jongho snided, watching the struggling boy with a smirk. âYou can kiss your beloved Y/N goodbye, you beg,â Felix whimpered at his words, eyes tearing up at the mention of your name, âcause I'll end you right now. And you know what I'll do after I kill you,â he taunted, crouching on the boy and trapping him under his thighs. Jongho leaned down to his ear to whisper lowly, âI'll find her. And then I'll break every single bone in her body till the pain will be too much for her to handle. And when she's on the verge of deathââ his breath tickled his neck, ââI'll tell her exactly how I killed youââ
Suddenly, the career let out a groan at the sharp pain he felt in his thigh. He lowered his gaze to find a small knife lodged into the muscle, blood starting to drip and stain his cargo pants. âFuck-!â Jongho hissed as he saw the alarming amount of blood spill from the wound. Underneath him, Felix was suppressing a smirk. While Jongho was taunting him, he had managed to get a grip on the knife before swiftly ramming it into him.
The career's brow visibly ticked, hands shaking from the anger that was rising inside of him. âAaahhâ!â he gasped when Felix pulled out the knife, trying to wiggle out of his grip. Jongho's hand immediately reached to press down on his thigh, mouth opening and closing in shock. The adrenalin was pumping in his veins so he wasn't down yet, but Jongho knew that he had to finish the boy off soon. The wound was opening and he had to treat it as soon as possible. Felix waved the knife in the air, struggling to get form under the career but it felt like he was stuck, Jongho had managed to keep him caged under his thighs and he was beginning to pale.
Things weren't looking well.
âYou know I'll fucking kill you, right?â he whispered into his ear, hissing through the pain. Jongho was aggravated that he'd managed to let Felix stab him like that. Meanwhile, the other careers were getting bored and started yelling at Jongho to finish him off. âC'mon, big man! How come you haven't killed him yet?â Rose shortled, making Solar and Sehun chuckle. âShut up!â
While the career was preoccupied with his teammates, Felix made use of it by grabbing him by the arm and throwing him over the shoulder. Jongho screamed in pain when he landed on his back and Felix breathed out a sigh in relief that he had managed to get from under him.
The rocks crunched under his boots and the blood sloshed under his soles as he walked up to the career with confidence. Although he didn't want to kill, he knew it was necessary for him to survive. In his mind, the only thing he could think of was escaping and reuniting with you. His mind went blank and he moved practically on autopilot, eyes dull as he approached the lying career. He crouched down on top of him, palm delicately tracing the skin on his neck. Jongho hissed, but Felix paid no mind to him.
He was gone.
His eyes suddenly shot open, pupil dilating wildly as he grabbed the knife. âI'm sorry,â he whispered, voice strained and low, almost void of any emotion. But the pain was underlying his tone, melancholy creeping through him as he stretched out his hand. Just as he was about to lodge the knife into the careers chest, he dropped the blade, coughing out copious amounts of blood. His eyes widened when he realized what happened, rolling to the back of his skull.
âThanks, Solar,â Jongho nods at the girl, hissing at the pain in his thigh. Her face was stoic, void of any emotion as she tucked away her bow and arrow. She only rolls her eyes in response, pushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear.
Meanwhile Felix desperately clutched onto his throat with his right hand, attempting to stop the blood flowing, but it's no use. It's spilling out at an alarming rate and clogging up his throat making it hard for him to breath. âF-Fuckâ!â he tries to say, but the words don't come out. Instead, he just chokes on his own blood and his mind is spinning. He is this close to passing out.
ââI-I c-can't...I c-can't die n-nowââ he groans but his words come out in a barely intelligible croak. Tears start flooding his eyes, obscuring his vision as he realizes those are his last moments. He is going to die.
âWell, that's that,â Jongho stands up, dusting his pants as if nothing has just happened, turning to the other three. âLet's finish him off for good and wait for that little bitch to find him.â
At the mention of you Felix panics. You'll be looking for him. And the cannon will sound when he dies.
Shit.
It would lead you straight into their trap and they could off you right away. âN-No, p-pleaseââ he tries to plead but it comes out like a bunch of unintelligible murmurs. He could sense you were near, as well as him. Except he was near his death, his throat burned and his head hurt. All the fight in him was gone and at this point, he would welcome death with open arms. Anything for the pounding of his head to go away.
Hope you'll survive, Y/N, he hummed softly, feeling like the end was close.
âOkay that's enough,â Jongho impatiently mumbled, slamming his head into the ground. The canon sounded just as the last living breaths escaped his lips and the life drained from his soul.
***
Your ears perked as you picked up on some barely audible sound. Your eyes widened and your heart started to beat faster when you realized what it was. A canon.
It was a fucking canon.
Tears flooded your eyes and sobs wracked your throat. It couldn't be Felix, right? It couldn't...right? After all you've been through with him, the idea of him being gone hurt more than anything. It felt like someone just made a hole into your chest, ripped out your heart with their bare hands and proceeded to stomp all over it.
It couldn't be.
âFuck! Felix, don't you dare die on me, you idiotââ you murmured under your breath, wiping away your tears and breaking into a sprint. There was a chance that he killed one of the careers, right? That would mean that you just have to follow the direction from where the canon sounded. Your breaths came out ragged as you sped up your pace, feeling the rocks crunch under the soles of your boots. Thank god the walls weren't moving anymore, otherwise, you would have curled up into a ball and cried out of fear.
You swallowed the lump in your throat and followed the sound of the canon that was still resonating in your head. The smoke was still in the air, puffs of gray hanging at the top of the maze, attracting your gaze like a moth drawn to a flame. Fear was eating up at your chest, anxiety filling you up.
âWhat if he's already dead?â your brain couldn't help thinking. You shook your head, getting those thoughts out of your head as you continued running. Your limbs were aching, but stopping was never an option.
Never give up
Never give up
Listen to my words, Iâm a little different
Never give up
You turned around the corner and you felt that you were close. Your brows furrowed when you picked up the smell of copper. Blood. It was blood, they had to be somewhere close. But why was it so quiet? You didn't get a chance to ponder about it any more as you saw a body in the distance. Your eyes bulged out of your sockets and your hands started shaking. With heavy steps, you ran towards it, praying that it wouldn't be your friend.
But your prayers fell on deaf ears.
âF-Felixâ?â you whispered, hoping to jinx it and make it not true. But as your shaky steps got closer and closer, you could tell it was indeed him, the silver hair gave it away. You reached the body of your friend, twisted and crumpled at odd angles like a ragdoll, with a gaping hole in his neck, seemingly done by a sharp arrow. Your breath hitched in your throat as you took in the gruesome sight.
âL-Lixâ?â you whimpered, holding in the sobs. It was calm before the storm, you knew you only had approximately ten seconds before you would burst, before the tight band of your sanity would snap and make you lose control. âY-You're dead...you're a-actually d-deaââ your soft whispers were cut off by an ungly sob that escaped your throat.
And you broke down.
Your knees buckled under your weight making you fall down, right next to his head around which a puddle of deep red has formed. Your fingers dug into your palms as you quietly sobbed, tears obstructing your vision and flowing down freely.
âF-Felix...you promised me t-that you'd s-stay. You p-promised that we were i-in this t-togetherââ you wailed, bitting down on your lower lip till you tasted copper. You hand carefully reached out to his body as you contemplated if you should turn him around. But the need to see his face one more time overpowered the bile that was rising in your throat. You quickly turned his body around, grimacing at the sound of the sloshing blood.
You took a look at his face and you almost wished that you hadn't.
You weren't prepared for the sight. The sight of your friend out cold, with a gaping throat made you want to puke. And despite all the gore, his face was pretty much intact, save for the occasional smear of blood and one or two scratches. His silver hair was sparkling, framing his head perfectly and giving him a soft glow. His skin was pale, paler than usual and you could still count the freckles that were littered on his nose, like stars in the galaxy.
Despite being brutally murdered, your friend still managed to look like an angel. You reached with your thumb to swipe off the little splotch of blood on his pointy nose. âI-I'm so s-sorry, FelixâŚâ you whisper, tears streaming down your cheeks and onto his. âYou d-didn't deserve t-this.â
Shutting your eyes tight, you leaned down to peck his forehead, shivering at the touch of his cold skin. Your lips were tingling when you parted with his chilly flesh. âI'm s-so sorry,â you sob, âyou shouldn't h-have died. It should have b-been me.â
As you were sobbing, your gaze fell down to the ground, next to where Felix's head was laying just a minute ago. Your breath hitched in your throat as you saw the three letters, scribbled down in red. You also noticed the dried blood on his right index finger. Oh no. Felix's last words, his last message for you was a clear warning. It read âR U N !â.
Just as you stood up, you hear a commotion behind you. Turning around, you saw Jongho leap towards you, a grin plastered on his face and a knife in his hand but that wasn't the only thing that shocked you. It was the dark figure behind him, with a strong build and broad shoulders.
The last thing you saw before turning around and running for your life was Chris throwing a dagger, sending it right between the younger career's shoulder blades.
***
A few hours have passed, or was it minutes? You honestly couldn't tell. After running away from the remnants of your dead friend, only managing to whisper a quick goodbye, you've plagued by many thoughts, time not being one of them. You only knew that the exhaustion caught up with you, and you knew that because you were sprawled up on the dirty floor, panting like a dog in heat.
Your emotions were a mess, and your mind was abyss. You felt like you were drowning, no, you felt like you fell off a cliff and were just continuously plummeting to your death. Your chest hurt so bad, it felt like your heart wanted to jump out.
You wanted out.
Placing your palms delicately on the ground, you managed to steady yourself, enough for you to get on your knees. Your sight fell to the puddle of puke and you shuddered, remembering how you fell down while running and emptied your stomach on the dirty floor.
Many thoughts plagued your mind, and honestly, you welcomed them with open arms. Anything to distract yourself from the pain and grief of losing your only friend in the games. But Felix was more than that, he was your comfort place. You were very anxious before and during the games, and Felix was always there by your side. He was the one to look after you, nurse you back to health when you were sick, and he even saved your life a few times.
He was your sturdy rock, someone you could count on to stay by your side, someone that promised you two were in this together. You wanted to go back and slap yourself for feeling hope, maybe then the loss wouldn't hurt so muchâŚ
You bit down on your swollen lower lip to avoid bursting into tears. The rest of the careers could be anywhere nearby. Speaking of careers, what the hell happened back there? You were shocked enough to see Felix laying face down in a puddle of his own blood so the sight of Chris, who seemingly jumped out of nowhere, attacking Jongho...it was weird, to say the least.
But that wasn't the least of your worries, they could murder each other for all you care. You were more worried about how you would proceed. You see, when you said that Felix was a sturdy rock for you to lean on, you meant it. Literally. You were always there for eachother and the only reason you were motivated to push through and not give up was because you had him by your side.
For Felix was a ray of sunshine, shining too bright for his own good.
You wished that he had saved himself instead of selflessly pushing you out of the way. You wished that in that moment, you were strong enough to pull him in with you, to protect him like he protected you. An image ran through your mind, Felix's angelic face with blood all over his neck and lips and you revolted, insides churning at the memory.
He was gone.
Lee Felix, at the young age of eighteen, was dead.
***
Chris's eyes widened as he heard the infamous canon. It's been a while since one of them shot so it was an unpleasn't surprise for the boy from two. It's already been a few days since he has detached himself from the careers and so far, it hasn't been too bad. He had managed to pack enough supplies to last him over a week, he had a few blankets and some weapons so he was fine on his own. But just in case, he slept with a dagger in his hand so that he had a better chance at surviving if someone decided to attack him in his sleep.
He wasn't sure if he should follow the sound. Usually, careers would go after it in hopes of finding other tributes to kill, so that automatically meant that he could run into his former teammates. But maybe he wanted to check in on them, make sure they weren't doing anything crazy. And then it hit him. You could be in the area too, or worse, you could be the dead body that triggered the shot of the canon. No, it couldn't be, Chris refused to believe that you were dead, he felt it, deep down, he felt it inside him that you were still alive. But you wouldn't have to be for longâŚ
Chris settled on checking the area out and making sure you were staying out of trouble. Despite knowing that that Felix kid is strong, he still didn't trust him completely to protect you. Your last interaction with him entered his mind. The first day of the games, during the bloodbath. That scum from district four tried to kill you, and he likely would have succeeded if he didn't crush his throat. But that brought back also the memory of your horrified, nauseous face. Your innocent eyes peering from under your lashes in fear.
You were a delicate flower, too pure for these horrid games, he concluded. And he wanted to do everything in his power to get you out of here and to spare your life. He didn't care if he lost his life in the meantime, he made it his mission to protect you.
Why, you ask?
Well, Chris wasn't entirely sure either, but all he could say was that he felt it in his heart. And he allowed his heart to guide him through the process, trusting it completely with these matters. If his heart was screaming at him to protect you, you could bet he would do everything in his power to do so.
***
For the past few hours, the viewership for the Hunger Games rose to numbers that were never seen before. The entire nation was on the edges of their seats as they watched the story unfold right in front of their eyes. Multiple headlines arose, people questioning if the death of Lee Felix was indeed just a coincidence, or if it was foul play. Everyone was wondering why the capitol used the moving walls at that specific moment when the careers were closing in on the district nine duo.
âThe death of fan favourite, Felix. Was it natural, or foul play?â
âY/N mourns the loss of her friend, meanwhile Chris turns his back on his former alliesâŚâ
âThe Capitol has seen a steady spike in viewership after Y/N's and Felix's separation!â
It was truly a horrific twist that shocked the entire nation and left many questions unanswered. Hosts were dissecting multiple scenes from the games during talk shows, inputting their opinions and praising the gamemakers for making this year's games so exciting. Meanwhile, the people of district nine were mourning the loss of Felix and simultaneously praying for the wellbeing of Y/N, as of now their only living tribute.
***
The commotion was getting louder and louder, Chris could make out a few hushed whispers along with...crying? He wasn't sure yet, there still was the possibility that he was hearing things, but what he heard sounded an awful lot like someone was crying. As he inched closer and closer, he could make out the shadows of four people.
With study yet careful steps, he managed to get close enough to hear the whispers. His eyes widened and jaw slackened when he immediately recognized their voices. His brows furrowed, why would the careers be hiding like thatâoh.
Shit. All sorts of things were running through his mind, he could make out their murmuring and it seemed like they were about to jump someone, the person ahead, the one that was crying.
âLet's go, we can finally finish her off,â the career chuckled, twirling a small knife between his fingers, letting the tip poke his finger a few times before setting his gaze up ahead.
That's when Chris decided to focus on the tribute in front of them, the girl who's sobs have been bouncing off the walls for the past few minutes. He could hear how stiffy her nose was, snot probably running down and tears spilling down her cheeks. The small pang in his heart that he felt was still new to him, not used to feeling these emotions when it came to other people.
But recently he realized that seeing other people in pain caused a lot of hurt. Unless he himself wasn't fully convinced that they deserved it, there was no doubt in his mind that all people deserved to live without being forced on this crazy show. Honestly, even the people in the games that he loathed didn't deserve this, but that was an entirely new discussion.
His eyes zoomed back in on the crouching figure in the distance, the one his former teammates were about to attack. He could make out another body laying under, probably dead if he could go off of the amount of blood that was spilled. But then he caught onto another small detail. It was miniscule, and if it wasn't for the bright light shining from the ceiling, he would have never noticed but the corpse's hair seemed to sparkle somehow. It looked almost...silver.
And then it hit him, harder than a freight train. No, it couldn't be...what were the chances. The figure above started to cry again and this time, he felt like he recognized the voice, it seemed oddly familiar. âF-Felixâ!â the voice whimpered and Chris's eyes comically widened to the size of dinner plates.
It couldn't be...
This meant that Felix...Felix was dead. And the crouching person above him was...you? A quiet rustling in front of him brought his attention back to the quatro of careers that were preying on you, they were just about to stand up.
Everything was in slow motion when he broke out into a fast sprint. From the corner of his eyes, he could see your gaze focus on a spot on the ground in front of you before your whole body jerked back. Your eyes landed on the boy from one who was running towards you and you panicked, letting go of your dead partner. As much as you wished to stay with him to the end, the need to survive was stronger, easily overpowering your already vulnerable mind. Your fight or flight instincts were activated, adrenalin pumping in your veins as you scrambled to your feet to flee.
The split second that you locked gaze with Chris, he felt his heart clench at the dark circles under your eyes and the hollows on your cheek. Splatters of blood covered your face, shining like gleaming rubies, latching onto your skin and defiling your delicate flesh.
You turned back around, messily breaking out into a run, whines and whimpers leaving your throat. Chris could see the fear in your eyes, but it almost seemed like you weren't even focused on him at the moment. All the pain, anger and hatred were somehow directed at the other three that killed or watched your dear friend get killed.
And just when your head was snapping around, Chris made a split-second decision to send the dagger in his fingers straight between Jongho's ribs with a strong and precise throw, making the boy scream out in agony and topple down.
With the echoes of your disappearing footsteps, Chris felt rage. Your tear stained cheeks spoke for everything. The sight of a dead Felix might have not fazed him the slightest a week ago, but he felt all the jealousy he ever felt towards the dead boy disappear the moment he saw him lying in his own puddle of blood. Gone was the strong, confident and ravishing young man that promised to stay by your side on live television. Instead of that, Chris saw a vulnerable little boy, killed at the hands of multiple careers. It was defiling...dehumanizing in a way. He didn't deserve to die like that, without dignity, left behind to rot on the dirty floor of the arena before the hovercraft would eventually come to pick him up. And even then, he wouldn't be given a proper burial that he deserved, they would probably just throw him into the ditch where they disposed of all the twenty three tributes that didn't make it.
His eyes refocused back on the fallen boy from one, mind going blank as he wailed in agony, hand trying to get ahold of the knife stuck in his back. âWhat the fuck are you doingâ?â he shouted, teeth clattering at the pain that zinged through him. Chris looked him dead in the eye, face void of any emotion other than rage and hurt, âyou were the one that killed him, right?â he asked, tone icy as venom, cutting through the thick air. Jongho's eyes widened in newfound fear, seemingly realizing where he had gone wrong.
Shit. He was utterly fucked.
âI-I...we had toâ it's the fucking Hunger Games, mateââ
ââshut up!â
His mouth snapped close, afraid of angering him any more. The boy from one gulped heavily, already knowing that this wouldn't end well for him. With the departure of the older career, he almost forgot how strong and scary he actually was. For the amount of trash talking he did earlier, he surely was quivering a lot. âI s-swear! I didn't mean t-toââ
Chris growled, lowly, just like a predator would at his prey, ââI said, shut up!â he murmured, head slowly turning around to face the three other careers that were watching from afar, clearly frightened by the return of their ex-leader.
âThe rest of youâ get the fuck out of here if you value your lifeâ!â he snarled, teeth baring and eyes twitching. The three quickly scrambled for their things, clearly not wanting to stay behind and face the wrath of the district two native. Even Solar was nervously biting down on her lower lip.
âI saidââ he repeated, voice rising in volume, ââout!â
They hastily backed away, and when the distance between them was long enough, they turned around and broke into a sprint, disappearing behind the corner. And just like that, district one's allies were gone, leaving him alone wounded at the mercy of Chris, who wasn't exactly in a good mood.
He slowly walked towards the laying boy, bringing himself closer and closer until he was standing right above him, glaring daggers into his forehead. Jongho felt sweat drip down his back. He knew that his end was nearing. âI-I swear! I didn't e-even lay a f-finger on herââ he tried to plea, voice coming out as more of a shaky whisper but Chris simply ignored him, continuing to glare at him.
âIs this how you killed him? Cowardly ending him while he was at an obvious disadvantage?â
The younger boy's eyes cast down in shame, a singular tear rolling down his cheek. âI-I'm so s-sorry. Pleaseââ
ââbe quiet.â
He immediately shut up, not wanting to unnecessarily anger him any more, fully knowing that he was a ticking time bomb. The standing career crouched down, extending his hand to carefully wrap his finger around the boy's throat. Jongho spluttered out, pupils dilating in panic when he realized what was about to happen.
With a dangerous glint in his eyes, indicating that the person grasping onto another man's throat wasn't exactly him, or at least not fully, he picked up the younger boy with ease by the throat. The muscles in his arm twitched as he slowly stood up, dragging the boy up with him.
His eyes were blown out wide, hands desperately grabbing for the one around his throat and trying to pry it off to catch a breath, but it was fruitless. The stronger career only squeezed his throat tighter, effectively cutting off even more of his air supply. Now all that was left of the previously outspoken and loud boy was a mess of coughs and choked out whines.
The pale color of his skin slowly turned a more unhealthy shade and with his eyes rolling into the back of his skull for the final time, his body went limp, the familiar sound of a canon following suit.
a/n: hello !! i hope you enjoyed this chapter, ngl, it was pretty hard for me to write as i can't really write fighting scenes :( if you've read this far, please consider sharing your thoughts/opinions/theories/any form of feedback. I'd really appreciate it <3
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Series // Stray Kids
Entangled
CHAPTERS: 20 (completed)
DESCRIPTION: What happens when a normal, everyday fan becomes intimately involved with Stray Kids? Entangled in their relationships, you experience this story of love, friendship, betrayal and atonement. Loosely set around Levanter time period.
PAIRINGS: Self-insert, female reader x Han. Self-insert, female reader x Lee Know. Lee Know x Han. All members included/made reference to.
WARNINGS: For mature audiences, 18+. Explicit sexual content and more. See warnings at start of each chapter.
Unrequited
CHAPTERS: 7 (completed)
DESCRIPTION: Lee Know is your best friend, with benefits, and the most sought after âentertainerâ in the city. But what do you do when emotions run high and the line between friends and lovers begins to blur?
PAIRINGS: Self-insert, female reader x Lee Know. Self-insert, female reader x Hyunjin. All members included/made reference to.
WARNINGS: For mature audiences, 18+. Explicit sexual content and more. See warnings at start of each chapter.
Unmatched
CHAPTERS: 9 (completed)
DESCRIPTION: Set several months after the events of Unrequited, you are now married and settled with the man you thought youâd never have. Yet when old secrets and bad habits resurface, things are not as entirely harmonious as they seem.
PAIRINGS: Self-insert, female reader x Lee Know. Self-insert, female reader x Hyunjin. All members included/made reference to.
WARNINGS: For mature audiences, 18+. Explicit sexual content and more. See warnings at start of each chapter.
Sanguis Limerence
CHAPTERS: 28 (completed)
DESCRIPTION: You have a job to do. That job is simple, in of itself. Yet the elusive vampire family you find yourself entangled with, the target of your job, makes things anything but straightforward. Can you traverse the thin lines between right and wrong when harsh truths are exposed and realities come to light? Can you resist the allure of danger, the appeal of the unknown? Experience this story of unlikely friendships, lurking threat, and entirely unexpected love.
PAIRINGS: Self-insert, female reader x Bang Chan. Self-insert, female reader x Lee Know. All members included/made reference to.
WARNINGS: For mature audiences, 18+. Explicit sexual content and more. See warnings at start of each chapter.
My Works // Stray Kids
Power
WORD COUNT: 11.5k
DESCRIPTION: Your class project requires you to interview one of the most influential entrepreneurs around⌠a man with a dark secret and insatiable appetite for sex.
WARNINGS FOR PART I: Strong language, explicit sexual content, fingering, oral, squirting, first-time orgasm, dominant Chan, angst.
WARNINGS FOR PART II: Strong language, explicit sexual content, fingering, oral, more squirting, dominant Chan, spanking.
WARNINGS FOR PART III: Strong language, explicit sexual content, angst, fingering, oral, use of sex toys, squirting, dominant Chan, body worship, mild daddy kink, fluff at the end.
Saviour [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 12.6k
DESCRIPTION: In a post-apocalyptic world where only the toughest survive, you have a mission. Find the leader of the mysterious gang that leave behind naught but an infinity symbol in their wake, the gang that destroyed your camp, your one place of safety. Find him, and end him. Thatâs what you must do.
WARNINGS: Strong language, a heap of angst, fluff, explicit scenes of violence and gore (zombie-related), explicit sexual content (very vanilla, slow build up), post apocalyptic setting, mafia/gang inclusion.
Better or Worse
WORD COUNT: 4.7k
DESCRIPTION: Married life is tough, and youâre approaching your limit. Can you rekindle the flames you once had with your distant husband? Or is it already too late?
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content (very vanilla), unprotected sex, heaps of angst, fluff, themes of pregnancy and marriage.
The Party
WORD COUNT: 4.5k
DESCRIPTION: Your first real relationship, your first true love. Your first party with his friends. What could possibly go wrong?
WARNINGS: Strong language, drinking and drunken behaviour, angst, explicit sexual content, dominant Chan, mild orgasm denial, mentions of ownership, body praise, fluffy tones.
Bad Day
WORD COUNT: 2.6k
DESCRIPTION: The pressures of life and work are getting to you, and it hasnât gone unnoticed. Lucky for you, your boyfriend happens to have the perfect solutionâŚ
DESCRIPTION: Your best friend has big dreams, and youâre never too far away with support. Itâs his big night, his first real concert. You just have to bury those nagging feelings for a little while longer. Easy, right?
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst, fluff, explicit sexual content, choking and breath play, degradation, voyeurism, masturbation.
All of You [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 3.6k
DESCRIPTION: Everyone needs assurance. Love and security, affirmations of beauty. And today, you need it more than ever.
WARNINGS: Strong language, balls of fluff, explicit sexual content, body praise/worship, breeding kink, unprotected sex, themes of body insecurity and general lack of confidence.
Better Than The Movies
WORD COUNT: 5.1k
DESCRIPTION: Submission to peer pressure has you diving into the one film you thought youâd never watch on this quiet, lonely evening. Surely your frustratingly attractive housemate wonât want to join you. Or will he?
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst and build up, explicit sexual content, themes of virginity and first-time sex, masturbation, unintentional exhibitionism, popular culture references, mild praise, fluffy tones.
Begging [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 3k
DESCRIPTION: Where Han decides to get Lee Knowâs attention during practiceâŚ
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, teasing, angst, dirty talk, foreplay, mirror sex, mild domination, top Lee Know, fluffy tones.
BFF [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 3.6k
DESCRIPTION: A secret boyfriend, an overbearing best friend. How do you juggle them both, without the other ever finding out?
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst, balls of fluff, themes of cheating.
Rival [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 3.9k
DESCRIPTION: Heâs unbearable. The embodiment of everything you detest, from the way he saunters across the office to his smarmy smile. Yet thereâs something about him thatâs⌠utterly appealing.
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, choking, hair pulling, degradation, rough hate sex, mild spanking, oral, angst.
Ten Years
WORD COUNT: 6.3k
DESCRIPTION: From high school to adulthood and even beyond that, people change. They grow. Your old high school bully saw to the condemning of your school life, and years later, he still plagues your thoughts. But is his growth enough to warrant forgiveness?
WARNINGS: Strong language, themes of bullying, scenes of mild violence, feelings of hatred and anxiety, angst, explicit sexual content, choking, degradation, cumplay, unprotected sex, hate sex, includes a drastic time skip.
Bed Hop [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 2.9k
DESCRIPTION: Where Han develops a little habit that gives Lee Know no end of frustration.
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst, fluffy tones, themes of frustration and tension, teasing, references to and implications of sex.
Jealousy
WORD COUNT: 4k
DESCRIPTION: Where Changbin has a sneaking suspicion another boy is into you, and his suspicions come trueâŚ
DESCRIPTION: Changbin just looks too damn good when he works out. Perhaps itâs time to take the plungeâŚ
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, fingering, oral, dominant Changbin, themes of virginity and first-time sex, angst, fluffy tones.
Iâm Here
WORD COUNT: 2.9k
DESCRIPTION: Where Changbinâs friends land you in more than a heap of trouble with him.
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, jealousy, angst, hard dominant Changbin, orgasm denial, mentions of ownership, choking, light slapping, degradation, sex toys, restraining, safewording, aftercare, fluffy tones at the end.
Sugar [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 2.8k
DESCRIPTION: A perfect, long overdue movie date, and a secret surprise after? It almost sounds too good to be true.
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, fingering, car sex, public sex, angst and fluffy tones.
Three Nights
WORD COUNT: 10k
DESCRIPTION: Just a quiet night in, thatâs all you want. But your frustratingly attractive neighbour has other raucous plans. Can you be blamed for poking the tiger?
WARNINGS: Strong language, build up, themes of sexual frustration and desire, mentions of masturbation, major angst, explicit sexual content, sex toys, orgasm denial/edging, mild over-stimulation, oral, themes of ownership, fluffy tones at the end.
Shiver [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 4.6k
DESCRIPTION: A regular day out ends in you getting snowed in with your best friend. He doesnât know heâs also your long term love. Perhaps you should have paid attention to those weather warnings, after all.
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst, explicit sexual content, dry humping, thigh riding, a touch of fluffiness at the end.
Last Call
WORD COUNT: 3.9k
DESCRIPTION: Working the bar at the local haunt has itsâ own perks. Never a dull day, rarely a quiet night. Yet when your friend and regular thorn in your side starts using it as his hunting ground, things get decidedly more complicated.
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, drinking, angst, fluffy tones, feelings of jealousy.
Golden Boy [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 5.9k
DESCRIPTION: Dancing is your dream, just like his. Getting scouted by a reputable company is your goal, just like his. And youâre not about to go down without a fight. Just like him.
WARNINGS: Strong language, themes of bullying, angst, fluff, explicit sexual content, mild choking, mild degradation.
The Nature of Karma [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 8.5k
DESCRIPTION: Two best friends, one school trip in the middle of nowhere, and a whole host of unspoken truths.
WARNINGS: Strong language, love triangle, fluff, angst, explicit sexual content, themes of first-time sex and virginity, fingering, minor confrontation, feelings of jealousy, very mild violence.
Dressing Down
WORD COUNT: 7.5k
DESCRIPTION: Itâs just a shopping trip with your best friend. Your gorgeous, oblivious best friend, during a particularly dry spell of intimacy for you. Definitely not a recipe for disaster.
WARNINGS: Strong language, build up, shopping, themes of sexual frustration and desire, major angst, explicit sexual content, masturbation, use of sex toys, orgasm denial and edging, mild over-stimulation, mild breeding kink, oral, fluffy tones at the end.
A Royal Affair
WORD COUNT: 4.4k
DESCRIPTION: You, the buxom servant girl. Him, the elegant prince. Perhaps a couple doomed for failure, but that doesnât mean you canât enjoy it while you can.
WARNINGS: Angst, explicit sexual content, oral, switch reader, mild submissive Hyunjin, praise, over stimulation, mild fluff, medieval setting, themes of royalty and servants/maids, flowery language appropriate for the time.
Intoxicated
WORD COUNT: 8.3k
DESCRIPTION: Itâs just a party with your boyfriend. A gathering with his friends, on an unassuming Saturday night. What could possibly go wrongâŚ?
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst and build up, heavy drinking/binge drinking, references to alcohol and participation in drinking games, strong themes of ownership and possession, control, themes of unintentional cheating, intoxicated/drunken states, explicit sexual content, mild choking, creampie, praise and submission.
Your Melody
WORD COUNT: 2.8k
DESCRIPTION: A trip to the studio takes an unfortunate turn⌠But itâs not without itâs happy ending.
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst, fluff, mild soft sexual content.
Bad Guy [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 4.4k
DESCRIPTION: Heâs the classic bad boy, the one you shouldnât want but canât get enough of. Itâs only too late you realise, you should have listened to the words of warning from your brother.
WARNINGS: Strong language, mild sexual content, heaps of angst, themes of cheating, fluffy tones, mafia/gang inclusion.
Confession
WORD COUNT: 5.1k
DESCRIPTION: Confessing takes courage, and thatâs something he has in no short supply. Until he discovers his best friend got there first.
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, oral, fingering, heaps of angst, mild violence, fluff at the end.
Love Lesson
WORD COUNT: 4.5k
DESCRIPTION: Jisungâs your best friend, but heâs been feeling a little irritable lately. In an effort to lift his mood, you plan an evening of fun. But it turns out to be quite differentâŚ
WARNINGS: Strong language, fluff, explicit sexual content, references to pornography, unintentional voyeurism, mild submissive Jisung, soft dominant reader, oral, fingering, squirting, very light spanking and hair pulling, instruction, praise, unprotected sex.
Ten Minutes [Tumblr] [AO3]
WORD COUNT: 2.3k
DESCRIPTION: Ten minutes of peace at the studio was all heâd asked for. Yet you still couldnât give it. And now youâre to be punished.
DESCRIPTION: Corporate ladder climbing and brown nosing, that promotion is the one thing in your sights, and thereâs competition for it. You expected that. Probably doesnât help that youâre sleeping with said competition though.
WARNINGS: Strong language, enemies and themes of rivalry, explicit sexual content, hate sex, feelings of jealousy, degradation, ownership, spanking, choking, over-stimulation, use of toys and restraints, safewording and aftercare, fluffy tones.
Sext
WORD COUNT: 3.3k
DESCRIPTION: A badly timed call from a parent takes the one thing youâve wanted all day away from you, and youâll do damn near anything to bring him back as quickly as possible. Arenât smartphones wonderful things?
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst and fluffy tones, explicit sexual content (very vanilla), explicit texts and sexting, dirty talk, very mild degradation, build up and tension.
Breaking
WORD COUNT: 3.1k
DESCRIPTION: You and Felix have been dating for two years. How do you revive a relationship gone dull?
DESCRIPTION: Weekends are for venting stress. No work, no commitments, just copious amounts of alcohol and your two wonderful, stunningly delicious companions.
DESCRIPTION: Felix is the perfect, untouchable man you can only long for from the back of the college lecture hall. Until a chance encounter and offer of distraction brings those yearnings closer than youâd ever have thought was possible.
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst, themes of unrequited love, explicit sexual content (very vanilla), oral, light body worship/praise, balls of fluff and softness.
Kitty
WORD COUNT:Â 4.1k
DESCRIPTION: Your roommate is innocent. So innocent, in fact, you almost canât believe it when he propositions you one fateful, quiet night.
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, dominant leaning reader, mild submissive Felix, themes of virginity, first time sex, instruction and praise, use of pet names.
No Words
WORD COUNT: 2k
DESCRIPTION: Suppressed emotions for the friend youâve been sleeping with for longer than you can remember? Perhaps this night was meant to be.
DESCRIPTION: Youâd heard that trying to organise the members of Stray Kids during shoots was like herding cats. Little did you know, that wasnât all it was.
WARNINGS: Strong language, explicit sexual content, mild breeding kink, dirty talk, mild degradation, almost public sex, choking, unprotected sex.
Rain
WORD COUNT: 3.2k
DESCRIPTION: Where an admittedly trivial argument with your boyfriend gets out of hand, sparking bad feeling and resentment. Until apologies are made, and wounds are more than healed.
WARNINGS: Strong language, angst, fluff, explicit sexual content, car sex, public sex.
Casual Habit
WORD COUNT: 8.5k
DESCRIPTION: Youâre a bored college student. Heâs a distant classmate. You both have needs and desires. Itâs just that simple.
WARNINGS: Strong language, heavy angst and tension, feelings of distance and detachment, feelings of confusion and frustration, smoking, drinking of alcohol, casual/no strings sex, explicit sexual content, use of sex toys and pet names, squirting, fingering, mild mutual objectification and selfish motivations.
description: your father wasnât that good at parenting, neither was changbin, but he seemed to be the only one who cares about you these days. and he does, a little too much. / loosely based on this blurb.
word count: 17k +
authorâs note: here is what i have, finally. i would say it gets better later but that is not up for me to decide. i do love these two immensely, though.Â
warning: mentions of self-harm
You knew a lot of things.
At least you would like the think you knew a lot of things.
There were things that could potentially help you out in your future, like relations and random information you fished off from the internet during one of your midnight shenanigans; there were also more personal things that happen within the family, like how your mother abandoned you when you were young and that your currently rich aunt never loved her even richer husband.
genre: arranged marriage au, stuck in another dimension au, strangers to lovers, fluff with angst, humor, occasional 4th wall break by yours truly
description:Â when you find yourself waking up to a good-looking man who claims to be your husband, there isnât much for you to do aside from assuming you got stuck in a drama, you know?
word count:Â 48.6k +
authorâs note: and we are finished with these two! this is quite long but i didnât feel like separating them into two parts for the sake of fulfillment. to whoever is willing to go through with everything, thank you and i hope you like this đ
warning: there is this one part where minho and mc fight and they both flinched, my writing getting worse in the bottom half of the story, probably lots of typos i canât catchâŚ
You have had a fair share of envious moments before.
Whenever you see adorable and loving couples wandering across the streets, sharing a cold boba drink while letting their shared scarf do the deed of warming them up in the cold winter night. You want to gouge your eyes out to save yourself from the public display of chaste affection but at the same time, you cannot stop staring because if you stare long enough, you might just be able to replace the couple with you and the imaginary perfect boy in your head.
You have had a fair share of needy times before. Not just to fulfill the long list of guilty pleasures you could not possibly handle on your own, but also just to fall in love with. You want somebody to feel up against, to hold close to, to remember, and laugh to yourself about when you are going about your daily life.
And for sure, you have prayed for a significant other at one time or another; discreetly whispering towards the birthday candles and the new yearâs fireworks. For years, the odds were not in your favor, until at this exact moment when you opened your eyes after long hours of sleep you could not remember yourself ever heading to.
everything that has to do with my minho series - sinbound - will be located on this masterlist. you will find the chapters, the anon ask, and the character sketches for each of these characters. please read in the following order to make the best sense of this story :
â series status : ongoing
from now on you are sinbound
â lee minho | the devil
â bang chan | fallen angel
â seo changbin | a hidden demon
â hwang hyunjin | the flirt
â han jisung | the right hand man
â lee felix | the left hand man
â kim seungmin | the perfect demon
â yang jeongin | the twisted one
01 | ruby roses
more to be added at a later date
Š reposts, translations, and plagiarism is strictly prohibited, ive spent hours on these works dont call them your own, everything on this masterlist is owned by me, all rights reserved @channiesky 2021 Š
there are many warnings with each chapter!! please always read the warnings before continuing, this story will be including, death, obsessions, blood, guns and knives, manhandling, based around a mafia, and multiple sex senses! please read with caution and minors dni!
note: every work on this list is purely fiction, not in anyway true, or related to the boys at all. do not take any of this seriously - they are just works of art. thank you.
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if you have any questions about this series than feel free to ask them, and all the questions about it will be posted here
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a : no, there will be no smut in this story
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This will be the masterlist for my Red Queen AU, Scintilla. Itâs just going to be easier to update, and for readers, it might be easier to navigate and such.
Disclaimer: The written works here are purely fictional unless stated otherwise. The people or idols mentioned in the stories DO NOT reflect their real-life selves, so donât take it too literally. If any of the content posted is offensive or you own and do not want on this blog, please message me about it!
Last updated:Â Jan. 31, 2020 [completed series]Â
áŚÂ Background Information áŚ
â Â Click here for the summary, character profiles, terms, and all other necessary background information!
â Â Â Click here for additional character descriptions for the Hyung Line, and click here for the Maknae Line
ጠThe Main Story áŚ
Prologue
Exordium: Prologue from Chanâs perspective
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15 (Finale)
ጠSide Stories áŚ
First Christmas - Bang Chan side story; Christmas special
Halcyon - Minho side story;Â âwhat ifâ scenario if MC ended up with him
Disclaimer: I do not claim any ownership or rights to the Red Queen series. That is Victoria Aveyardâs series and all ideas/concepts are hers. I am merely using the âuniverseâ as inspiration for this story. Again, I do not claim the Red Queen series as my own and am using it for a universe in which this Stray Kids story takes place. Furthermore, this is all fictional and is not meant to represent the members in real-life.
â âList of all fics in the blueprint universe, in chronological order as it should be read. All the fics in this masterlist are unique of each other and not related in any manner.â
road not taken â single dad! chan; marriage au (sort of), single dad! au.
    ⳠChan has lost all his faith in having a partner in his life â he simply doesnât need one, not with his daughter on his side. That is - until you stumble into his life, and the consequent flutter in his heart and the blush in his cheeks returns, and Chan is ecstatic. But love stories arenât always sunshine and rainbows, are they?
⼠read here.
high above the hills â archaeologist! lee know; marriage au, archaeologist au.
         ⳠWhen a trip to M.I.A hills with your husband turns into utter chaos when important research documents are lost, things end up in chaos, leaving you in a frenzy of confusion, dizziness and surprisingly â excitement.
⼠read here.
airplane â pilot!changbin and co-pilot!reader; pilot au.
         âłÂ  Being the co-pilot of one of the most well known, and not to mention handsome pilots in your airlines has its own pros and cons⌠mostly cons, especially when Seo Changbin turns out to be the snobbiest asshole youâve ever met. But thereâs always more to this story than just you being irritated by his constant cockiness and demands, right?
⼠read here.
magnetic moon â best friend and biker!hyunjin; best friend to lovers au, biker au, popular kid au
         ⳠBeing best friends with Hwang Hyunjin, the person youâre assigned with to play the main leads of your schoolâs annual Romeo & Juliet play could sound fun, but things end up more complicated than you think.
⼠read here.
b me â high school student!han jisung and school captain! reader; bad boy!au
         ⳠYou hate Jisung. Jisung finds entertainment in tormenting you, the school captain and making your life as miserable as possible. Surely, there couldnât be anything more to this story. Right?
⼠read here.
phobia â ??? lee felix x reader ; florist au, sort of coffee shop au
         ⳠYouâre not oblivious enough to not feel the flutter in your chest every time the neighborhood florist walks in to grab a drink, but what happens when you just so happen to develop a liking for the florist, even if you didnât know him really well? Did love at first sight still exist?
⼠read here.
colorless â high school student!kim seungmin and reader ; high school au, quiet girl y/n who has a lot of problems au, tutor au
    âłÂ Where in you finally make it your mission to hunt down the guy who sends colorful paper planes with lovely messages â which never fail to put a smile on your face â but the person in question is closer than he lets on, and some secrets are meant to stay secrets.
⼠read here.
shattered â ?? jeongin x reader; high school au, strangers to lovers au
     âłÂ Where in multiple dance practices for a high school competition lead you and Yang Jeongin to grow closer and closer, and you feel yourself attached to the boy who wears all his problems under his mask.
pairing: son of Athena! Chan Ă daughter of Circe! reader
genre: angst, fluff undertones
wc: 1.3k+
warnings: mentions of blood
a/n: i told you, and now here it is đ
Son of Athena herself, Chanâs wrath in a duel is of no match.
He strikes to kill, never stopping at a half assed attempt to just mar his opponent. This being just a practice duel, he goes easy.
And thatâs saying a lot, for going easy in his dictionary means, âdonât kill, impair forever but donât killâ.
From your place in the circle where you stand, you can definitely feel his heat radiating off, his hunger that needed much satiating, like a six headed beast who was eternally hungry, to win.
As far as you know, heâs never lost - not even one fight. This makes him and his mother the best team out there. And you have an inkling perhaps, as to why he scoffs down at you and fixes you with a look of contempt.
Maze of Memories ch.4 | bang chan x reader (hunger games au)
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âł pairing: career!bang chan x reader
âł genre: hunger games au, action, angst, fluff if you squint, romance
âł warnings: slight yandere themes, violence and death, cursing, angst
âł summary: You are the unlucky reaped female tribute of district 9 with no fighting skills whatsoever. You just want to enjoy your last few days of life before perishing in the arena, but you somehow manage to catch the eye of the volunteer from district 2âŚ
âł word count: 5.3k
âł a/n:Â sorry for the long wait. make sure to let me know how you felt about this chapter
âł tag list: @tardis-worldâ @freckledquokka @danielle-peaches @mditrasur @madelinelinaâ @xuxiheii @blellaa @tita004 @moonbaescribbles (let me know if you want to be tagged and Iâll tag you to whatever the latest chapter is so I can keep track)
ps: listen to Maze of Memories by Stray Kids
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Back in the lounge, you were freaking out, Felix having to physically restrain you from throwing your cushion at the screen.
âThat son of a biscuit! What the hell is he playing?â you shouted, not caring anymore about the curious glances the other tributes were sending your way.
âShh, Y/N. Please calm down,â he pleaded, arms wrapped around your waist, to prevent you from acting out on your current desires and lashing out any further.
The rest of the tributes were either confused, sorry, or straight-up snarky about it. Some of them were snickering to themselves as you slumped to the ground, the last bits of rage draining from your body and leaving only steady fear in its wake.
That bastard had unironically painted a metaphorical target on your back. The other tributes were definitely going to exploit the newfound weakness of the career and sadly, they now seemed to all think that you were the weakness. Was this some sort of strategy? A ploy to draw attention away from himself?
You had no clue what it was but wanted no part in this elaborate scheme.
â synopsis: he had spontaneously chosen you as a victim, leaving you with nothing but the desire to return his motives.
â word count: 11k
â genre: hogwarts au, enemies to lovers
â pairing: slytherin!hyunjin x gryffindor! gender neutral reader (feat. jihyo (twice))
â warnings: one mention of the readerâs period (itâs not necessary for context, but just know that it is there)
â authorâs note (super quick haha): i feel like i could have done a lot better with this, so perhaps there will be a rewrite in the future if this one disappoints you. happy, slightly belated, new year!
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His hair catches the light with a shimmering pang. He brushes a hand through it, tucking a pestering strand behind his ear. Intently, he watches beside him, where his friends are shoving each other and threatening a fight. His lips are parted, threatening a smile.
âStop trying to steal my potion,â Changbin shoves, his grip on the glass bottle tightening as Seungmin reaches for it.
⤡ genre: cop!au, non-idol au, strangers to lovers, fluff, action
⤡ warnings: attempted (and foiled) assault at the beginning (nothing graphic), light swearing and sexist shit (by the villain), sharing a bed (nothing happens!)
⤡ summary: when you end up staying at officer Minhoâs apartment, you definitely donât expect him to be such a caring goofball, who makes you blueberry pancakes and helps you fall asleep.
⤡ word count: 8.3k
⤡ a/n: hello, this is the product of the last two days of writing. the plot may be a lil lacking, but this was so much fun to write and envision. this is probably completely inaccurate as my main reference for law stuff is from all the Hercule Poirot I used to watch and read when I was ten and from the tv show How To Get Away With Murder.
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You ran out of the door, locking it behind you as you raced down the stairs. This was the worst day to be late. You had an interview today that could give you your first promotion that you so desperately wanted. You were seriously considering hauling a cab but you couldnât find your wallet in your purse.
âDamn it,â you muttered under your nose, you must have left it inside. You ran back up, opening the door in a hurry and making your way to the living room where you thought the wallet could be. You looked everywhere. The dining table, kitchen island, even the coffee table. You were currently rummaging through the couch and checking in between the seat cushions when you heard quiet footsteps.Â