Moon Dust & Blood Drops

A vampire dragon's mind treasures (18+)

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I still love how this piece turned out from Sei.

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Snow ☺️❄️🌨🐉

#snow #Snowfall #shhh

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My boyfriend and I applied for a townhome today. Fingers crossed we get approved and no crazy deposit is required. We both really like it and can’t wait to start living our lives together every day in each others arms. 🥰

Also here is a little Ashana dragon head doodle logo I did today 🙃

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I started doodling tonight and couldn’t stop myself from turning it into more emotes!! #emotes #vtuber #doodle #originalcharacterart https://www.instagram.com/p/CQ8iakbrCql/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Ashana facts:

Vampire 🩸 dragon 🐉 birthed from a moonstone in Wallachia the 10th of October in 1819.

Horns and scales are pure moonstone 🌙💎.

In dragon form is 18ft tall and 43ft long with a wing span of 72ft and tail length of 45ft. (About same size as Drago from Dragonheart.)

Appears as a 5ft 7in 25 year old female in humanoid form.

Loves the moon 🌙 and bats 🦇.

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Today’s drawings.

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I am quite alright with this being my symphony theme song. 💙

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Two little cuties I made a couple years ago. They each hold a set of dice. I call them Malboroll and Berollder. They have an IG but I haven’t posted to it in a while. I will start posting photos of dice and minis here soon!

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Some drawings I did while stuck in bed all day.

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A little drawing I did tonight of Skye and I. 💙

The latest Tweets from SkyeTheNekoNSFW! Vibe Tuber!18+ only! 🔞 (@SkyeTheNekoNSFW). She/Them Femboy! 28! 18+ content! SFW: @SkyeTheNekoSFW A

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I have quite a bit I'd like to com...I am hoping my girl Rin will do most of them when she has time and I have the money but I'd love art from anyone who'd be willing and available! 💙

The latest Tweets from Rin Charmie (@RinCharmie). Illustrator, Designer, 💖 i love Hunter x Hunter!! 🍃 Print store link below! ハンター×ハンター大好き 💖

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🌜💙 Posted some screenshots of Ke’ci over on my Twitter. These are my favorite two. 💙🌛

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Ke’ci, my love, in her tighty whities; her Monk glamour.

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I was looking through my notes to see if I had anything I could share on here and I came across this. I haven't shared it with anyone before but I think it is important to share - even if I haven’t figured any of it out yet. In fact, additionally I have developed TMJ issues due to stress. This was written in 2019 I believe.

I have been living in short phases the last few years and I can’t do it anymore; it’s exhausting having something you are so devoted to and intensely immersed in stolen away from you uncontrollably by your own hand for no reason. And this happens every couple months for a few years now. I am so into something and then one day it is forgotten to be replaced with a void of depression and anxiety and then seemingly effortlessly replenished with the next new hot topic I come across that I must indulge in, knowing full well it will be but briefly, hoping and wishing this is the thing that sticks. The things in the past, those things I still wish to partake in. The need, the want, It’s there. It’s the action to do them that I am lacking. And the fear that I will fail or be judged wrongly or too harshly or unfairly. Ultimately it is I that stands in my way and I long to move thyself, this obstacle, aside and just let me truly enjoy life again, with no reservations. This is the case with most social settings too as of late, these last several years... I always look for a virtual, online option before considering an in person one from shopping, communication, entertainment and even church. I even googled “online baptism” a couple hours ago... I find myself wanting to take medication for this because I feel it’d be the easy fix but that would involve seeing a doctor, in person probably, as I’m not sure how these things are done with insurance but with my luck probably in person. So I am wondering now, are there alternative methods of coping with this general and social anxiety I have developed? I talked about my anxiety with a friend earlier this morning and I attended an Eucharist virtually this afternoon for the first time in probably 20 years. I think both of these brought it on the hardcore time of reflection. I am lazy. I wasn’t always. Most of my childhood I was quite active, even outdoors! But most of my adulthood I have been lazy. I think it had probably started around the time I started using drugs. I am really glad I stopped that shit. Cold turkey even. Not proud I ever touched the stuff but I am certainly proud I was able to stop. Cold turkey. But this makes me wonder, has my laziness just manifested into this anxiety or is it truly anxiety. I feel that it is probably mostly the later but probably a smidge of the former too. Does everyone fucking think like this? I have SO MANY interests. Is that normal? Is it normal also to not partake in most of them for whatever, or for multiple reasons even? I don’t want to think about what people think of me, but I do. And I hate that I do. I want to be free in that regard. Very much so.

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Cover you in my milk

White as snow

As crimson flows down your thigh

Torn between heaven and your arms

Your kiss my breath

Your neck my pillow

I give myself to you

I give myself

Endless longing

Ending in your arms

Complete release

I’m finally free

All this blood

All this love

(Do not repost - Do not take as your own)

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Hello!

Just a shy vampire moon dragon's first blog! I'll be posting mostly stuff like my poems, lyrics and art I've created, my dice collection, my game characters and game progress, stream highlights and maybe some other stuff too!