moonglade. ☽

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷 & 𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓲𝓮.

♡ It had been days before Gracie had attempted to initiate contact with Roman again. She had spent most of the time thinking, and then the more time that passed by the more afraid she got to say something. She knew it wasn’t fair, to him. She was worried to where he feelings would lead her, and if it would ultimately destroy the friendship they had blossomed. But it was simply that; the time they had spent together, intimately, carefully winding something that struck something within her. “Hey,” she texted him. “I miss you. I can’t tell you how sorry I am, not over text.. can I call you later?” She nibbled her nails as she pressed send. What if she said the wrong thing? And he didn’t want to bother with her anymore. There was much he needed to hear, but in the moment she wanted to apologize. Gracie was never and will never be in tune with her emotions, figuring out what she wanted. It was Roman that kept her grounded. She supposed that’s what best friends did. 

        𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐈𝐄 didn’t want to text first or she might have been busy. he tried coming up with excuses just to make himself feel better. he hoped she didn’t hate him, he hoped she didn’t stop caring about him. it was funny how certain friendships and relationships became so different all of a sudden, it hurt him. he was working that day when he received the text from her. it did surprise him, in a good way though. roman always got excited to see her name pop up on his screen. the male didn’t want to respond right away, especially since he was photographing as well. but, right after his first client, he responded: “ hey stranger. sure, give me a call whenever you can. ” there was a weak smile on his face the whole time he was typing. he wondered what she was going to tell him, maybe she just felt bad for being distant lately. and in all honesty, roman needed to apologize too. for letting that happen. they both were equal when it came to their friendship.

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓮𝓵𝓪 & 𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓲𝓷.

♡ He couldn’t say he hated the nickname, it was certainly something. This only riled him up to invent one for her. It’d take time, it needed to be perfect, she had no idea what was coming to her. “You’re a dangerous woman, you know that?” Vermin squinted his eyes at her. He didn’t trust that mischievous pretty princess smile. However he’d play along to her games. After all, this day was for her. He grabbed his glass of the complimentary water that was set for them. He took a sip as he thought. What could she possibly want to know? It was so easy to not think, that when it actually happened it seemed so difficult to pick around his brain for a memory he most likely intentionally forgot. “When I think about us, this song plays in my head.. uh, Perfect Day, by Lou Reed.” He paused, “And don’t you try to listen to it right now.” The words began orchestrating in his mind, along with the harmonic melody. Oh, it’s such a perfect day … I’m glad I spent it with you. Oh, such a perfect day, You just keep me hanging on . . It had been awhile, since Damien felt embarrassed; therefore he hadn’t noticed the color his cheeks had taken on, a crimson color. “It’s a bit warm in here, yeah?” He spoke softly, reaching once again for his glass. Damn, where was their server? He needed something to digest, and fast.

      𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐘, daniela wasn’t expecting a specific answer, nor she was hoping to hear one. the girl was just crious what he was going to come up with, she always enjoyed seeing people thinking and improvising. it was fun. once he finally replied, she pouted, tilting her head to the side to show how touched she was. “ damn, that was adorable, not gonna lie, ” she giggled, resting her hands on the table as she watched him, still kind of pouting at him. daniela knew that song very well, she didn’t even need to listen to it. “ are you actually blushing, mr confident all the time ? please tell me you’re blushing, oh my god ! ” daniela parted her lips, resting one of her hand on her chest to act out the emotion of complete shock. “ — i will remember this moment for the rest of my life. you. blushing. i can’t, ” she giggled once again, teasing him a little as she sat back and kept her eyes on him. “ — i’d say take off all your clothes but i don’t want to quote nelly, ” she joked, an amused grin on her face present the whole time. “ if i didn’t know better, i’d even say you’re flirting with me. aw. how cute. who would have thought mr perfect was a romantic ? ”

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓶𝓪𝓮𝓿𝓮 & 𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓪.

mara looked maeve in the eye and felt a pang in her chest. despite the distance between them lately, it was still hard to see maeve hurt. and she clearly was hurt by this. mara didn’t want that, no matter what was going on with their friendship. “no, i’m not going to give up.” she cracked a small smile. “you know i’m not the giving up type. but can you promise me that you won’t make us hanging out into a publicity thing? you know i’m camera shy.” it was true, and part of the reason mara was hesitant to see maeve lately. she didn’t want to be that one friend who took away all the fun, but she really hated having her picture taken, especially if she knew it was going to be online—and it was one thing when maeve had a few hundred followers, but now she had way more than that.

         𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐄𝐕𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐀𝐂𝐓 opposite of what she was expecting. mara had a big heart and it was showing. maeve might have screwed up by taking out her phone a couple of times around mara, she was so used to her life being documented that she did this around her friends, too. but if that was something mara didn’t want, maeve was going to make sure it never happened again. “ say no more, deal. — i promise i’ll stop recording, taking photos around you. and if i ever end up making you feel uncomfortable... please just tell me right away, okay ? i don’t want this to come inbetween us. i was an asshole for not realizing this on my own though and i apologize for that. ” 

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓲 & 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓬𝓴.

   “i mean…” brock said with a little sigh as he leaned back against the couch and gently rubbed her back a bit. “kinda? when i first came into the league, i got a ton of shit because i didn’t go to college, i went right out of high school. i got a lot of shit from it, the team did, even my mom and dad did. there was a long moment where i didn’t know if this was what i wanted to do because i hurt everyone around me.” he muttered before shrugging his shoulders. “i got into a little funk, kinda like this but… good thing about this is that there’s always someone new coming around that people turn their attention too quickly. as much as i don’t wish those feelings on anybody, they turn their attention to someone else pretty fast.” he said with a little shrug of his shoulders. he knew she wasn’t one to attend many games but hopefully she’d try for him. his smile widened when she sat yes and he couldn’t help but to chuckle at her idea and nod his head. “i would love to teach you how to ice skate… actually, let me pull a couple of strings.” he said as he slipped his phone out of his pocket. “i don’t see why me and you can’t go out on the ice once everyone’s gone.” it would be perfect, and he knew he could make it work. “i promise you won’t fall on my watch.” brock teased as he kissed the top of her head. 

       𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓 𝐔𝐏𝐒𝐄𝐓 about the whole situation, she hasn’t completely forgotten about it. it was going to take her a while before she feels a bit better about what she had read that day. but the girl didn’t want to ruin the atmosphere. besides, he must have been tired from the practice, who would want to argue after such a long day at work. so the best thing brittani could do was to suck it up and not say anything else. he was good to her after all, he wasn’t a bad boyfriend. “ okay good, i’m excited about that, ” she said with a little chuckle and leaned against the couch to rest a little, though brittani was quite hungry and was looking forward to the dinner she made earlier. “ i don’t think i’ve been on the ice since... shit, middle school ? and that’s quite a long time ago, ” the brunette giggled. “ how did you end up realizing this is what you wanted to do for the rest of your life, by the way ? i don’t think i’ve ever asked you this before, i’m kinda curious, ” she asked with a small smile on her face.

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓬𝓪𝓶𝓻𝓮𝓷 & 𝓳𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷.

    jason was about to protest, but he kept quiet as she held his hand tightly. as much as he didn’t want to go behind her back, he might just have to so she didn’t have to stress about her job or anything. he might just have to sign up for a couple of fights and lie to her. it wasn’t the most ethical thing to do, but that didn’t mean that he shouldn’t do it for his family. he’d do anything for his family, and he just hoped she saw that.  “okay, okay.” he muttered with a little nod as he gave her hand a squeeze. “then i’m gonna figure something out, and be right by your side. if you have to stay in bed, then i’m gonna be right next to you.” he said with a small chuckle before thanking the doctor and finally heading out of the hospital. thankfully amanda said she’d help the two of them out, which was all he could ask for. they could both have a shoulder to lean on since they didn’t have any other family. “yeah, yeah we can go get something.” jason said with a small smile as the two of them headed to a little coffee shop to relax a little bit. he got her tea, and he got himself something strong since hopefully this would calm the rest of his nerves. “i… it was really amazing to see them.” jason said wit ha smile as he reached into his pocket and pulled out the pictures of the ultrasound. again, to some it didn’t look like much, but to him it meant the world. the two of them really didn’t get the chance to get excited because they had to rush to the hospital. “like, they’re really in there. it didn’t set in until i saw them, but… that’s our kid.” he said with another chuckle. “and they’re amazing already.”

          𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐑𝐄𝐍 could do at that point was hope and pray everything would end up being fine. she was scared of losing the child by walking around too much but she was also scared of losing her job for good and not being able to provide for the baby. she knew jason would do his best to make sure they were fine but still, it was in the back of her mind. as they sat down in a booth to have their drinks, camren wrapped her hands around the warm cup that somehow calmed her down. the tea smelled so good. ever since her first pregnancy symptoms, camren realized some of her senses got better — smell being one of them, for example. her camomile tea tasted so good and the woman realized she might have been a little dehydrated since she hasn’t drank much that morning due to them rushing around and not having much time for anything, really. when jason pulled out the photos, there was a small smile on camren’s face as she watched them. it was so strange, the feeling of carrying an actual human being was absolutely fascinating. “ it’s a little peanut, look at it — it’s adorable, ” she giggled. her sister amanda was already losing it and camren could tell by the tears running down her cheeks she was trying to hide. taking a hold of her hand, she smiled at her sister. “ mands, stop, save that for the actual birth, ” the blonde teased, making her sister laugh a little. “ thank you guys. i love you. and i’m glad the two of you get along, that is all i wanted, ” she explained with another smile. “ jason, are you working tonight ? ” she asks, hoping he wasn’t, she needed somebody by her side that night. 

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓶𝓪𝓮𝓿𝓮 & 𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓪.

mara chewed her lip in thought for a moment before replying. why had they gotten distant? part of the reason was that maeve had seemed so much busier, and mara had been reminded of the distinct lack of business in her own life. not that it wounded her pride, as such, but mara knew she’d been pulling away and there was more to it than that. “i guess it’s just hard being friends with someone whose whole life is broadcast on social media. or at least it seems that way. it’s kind of weird. before i thought things would be private, between you and me, and we didn’t need to make a big deal out of anything, but now every time i see you hanging out with someone on social media, there’s a shit ton of pictures and it just kind of throws me off, i guess. i don’t hate you or anything, though, so you don’t have to feel bad.” mara actually missed maeve ( a lot ), but she wasn’t ready to admit that.

        𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐓 𝐎𝐅 friendships ever since her social media career took off, maeve has lost a lot of them too. and now she was losing mara as well, which was hurtful. they used to be really close and it was killing her that they were spending barely any time together anymore. maeve listened to her carefully, a sigh slipping past her lips once the other female finished talking. “ but i — tell me what to do, mara. i don’t want to lose you, i don’t want to lose this friendship, but... i also don’t want to lose what i’ve accomplished. i know it’s hard for some people to understand but then again — it’s what i do. it’s my life now. i honestly don’t know how to explain this anymore, ” she responded, feeling quite defeated. “ are you just going to give up on us because i have some sort of a following ? ” she asks, fearing her answer was going to be yes.

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓲 & 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓬𝓴.

    “i’m not just saying it, i mean it.” brock said with a grin when she finally gave him a smile. at least the two of them were able to joke around a little bit instead of having the air be so tense. a little laugh slipped his lips as he nudged her back and moved to wrap his arms around her once again. “no, you don’t have to get your shit together. it’s just… you didn’t know what you were signing up for, y’know?” he knew his lifestyle could be a lot. when he first started out, it was a lot for him and he was just now getting used to it after being in the league all those years. he moved a bit so they could be closer together and he gave her another smile before kissing the top of her head once again. “practice was alright. i’m kinda sore not gonna lie.” brock said with a chuckle. “thanks babe. you read my mind actually, starving.” even though he was hungry, he didn’t want to move just yet. he wanted to sit there with her and just enjoy this moment for a minute. “why don’t you come to my game this weekend? we can make a whole little date out of it when i’m done. even if it’s a stay at home kind of date.” even though the two of them could go wherever they wanted, they were mobbed with cameras all the time, and sometimes they just wanted to have a nice night to themselves. “whatever you wanna do, i’m all yours.” 

       𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 her not knowing what she was getting into. sure, she did expect a few comments here and there, which she was prepared for. but the amount of backlash she was getting was something brittani never saw coming. “ i honestly admire you and all those people who go through it daily for so long and don’t feel a single thing. i mean — does it really get better with time ? do you just get... used to it ? ” she asks, curious whether this would eventually happen to her too. she hoped for it, at least. one of the reasons why brittani didn’t attend as many of his games was because of the cameras. every single time she would come, people would run up to her, asking her questions. there were some nice ones too though and that was a good experience. but most of them were reporters, wanting to know what was going on in their private lives, which was none of their business. “ — i, um, ” she pauses, not wanting to say no to his suggestion but also not wanting to experience it all over again. “ — screw it, yeah, i’ll go. you’re more important to me, ” she finally says with a weak smile on her face, cuddling up to him. “ how about you teach me how to ice skate ? i’m so bad at it. that could be a fun date. unless you have enough of it for the day, maybe we could do something else then, ” she chuckled.

[dickgravson-rkive]

john krasinski in the second season of jack ryan p.s. : happy birthday, handsome ♥

[cosmiicloves]

but can i get some forbidden relationships please? like two teenagers that come from rival families and have to be really sneaky about seeing each other. or a celebrity and a normal person one where her parent’s don’t approve of him being famous so it’s really hard for them to see each other without him being recognized or her parents finding out so it involves a lot of low-key dates and weird disguises. or secretly hooking up with her sister’s boyfriend or her best friend’s boyfriend and it gets angsty because he admits all the time that he doesn’t even like his girlfriend that much but still he won’t leave her. or an age gap plot where he’s her teacher or something like that and he’s fresh out of university or whatever and she’s in her class and purposely stays for extra help a lot and turns up at his apartment and one thing leads to another and they start hooking up. please

[celebritiesandmovies]

[kwanghale]

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓬𝓪𝓶𝓻𝓮𝓷 & 𝓳𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷.

    jason was actually surprised that they let the both of them back there, but he was overjoyed that they were able to hold her hand thought everything. he knew that she was nervous and hell he was nervous too but he had to keep calm so he wouldn’t freak her out anymore. if he freaked out, then he knew that they all wouldn’t know what to do. they sat through the whole appointment, and then waited out with her in the waiting room which felt like forever. all he wanted to do was shake one of them and ask what was going on, but he knew he just had to keep calm, for now. finally they were able to go back, and before jason could suggest amanda going with her, she quickly said he should go and they walked back in fear. “it’s okay.” he muttered as they walked, fingers intertwined before taking a seat in front of the doctor. thankfully nothing was wrong with the baby, but the minute the doctor said that this was a high-risk pregnancy, his eyes went wide. he knew camren wasn’t one to just stay in bed all day, so this was going to be such an adjustment to her, as well as him. he wanted to come to every doctor’s appointment, but twice a week seemed almost impossible. the doctor left the room for a moment for the two of them to process everything, and jason couldn’t help but to sip out the word vomit he had been keeping in. “we’ll be alright. i’ll… i’ll fight a bit more, go into some more competitions and get some more money. or i could work at the gym, or maybe train a couple of people, everything’s going to be alright. it’ll… it’ll be fine.” he said finally as he felt himself start to loose a little bit of breath from speaking too fast. he could only wonder what was going through her head, and he turned his seat so he was looking right at her. her job meant the world to her, and now she was going to have to quit due to the baby. “i’m gonna take care of you, the both of you.” thankfully his job was very unconventional so he didn’t have to be in at any certain hours but he just hoped they could handle everything for the next couple of months. “i promise.” 

     𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃, camren was grateful this wasn’t that big of an issue and most importantly, that the baby was alright. but on the other hand, this posed ten other different issues, meaning she would have to be at home, visit the doctor more than expected and, of course, money problem. camren didn’t want jason to fight more, she didn’t want to see him injured and she didn’t want him to go through hell just because she had to stay at home. she had to come up with something. and quickly. sighing, camren looks at him, taking his hand into hers. “ — that is exactly what i don’t want, jason. you... you can’t do this because of me, i will come up with something. i need to. i need to find a way to work from home, ” the blonde explained, still looking into his eyes. “ besides... the doctor said i can’t go through a lot of stress and you being away fighting more... that will definitely bring me stress, ” she added, hoping he understood where she was coming from. and that was another thing — camren didn’t want her not wanting him to fight as much to be another issue. she didn’t want to argue about it in the future, this was his job, it was what he did and she was going to respect that, no matter how much she liked it or not. but she would be grateful if he didn’t do even more fighting because of this. “ come on, let’s go, i think i’ve had enough of hospitals for the day, ” she sighed, getting up to leave with his hand still in hers, she didn’t want to let go. on their way out, camren explained everything to her sister. amanda felt bad for her, she wanted to help but there wasn’t really a way to do so. though the other woman promised to visit camren as often as possible and take care of her whenever jason couldn’t. “ i’m just... really thankful to have the two of you in my life right now. thank you, ” she says, almost a little teary. having support was the most important thing at the very moment and camren had that. “ do you want to get a cup of coffee maybe ? um, well... tea for me, i guess i can’t be having too much coffee now, ” she said with a chuckle.

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓲 & 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓬𝓴.

    thankfully she didn’t want to break up, which he was glad about but he could still see the pain in her eyes. as he went to go sit next to her, he wrapped his arms around her tightly and kissed the top of her head. “what if i balance all of that out?” he said with a small smile in hopes to lighten the mood a little bit. “you are beautiful. honestly, the most beautiful woman i’ve ever laid my eyes on. and you have the best flower shop in the whole entire universe.” he said with a little chuckle as he gently rubbed her back. all of the negative comments could get to anyone, especially if they were being used over and over again. usually he didn’t see them, but he knew that she saw them all the time. “you’re as beautiful as… shit those yellow flowers you were telling me about.” brock muttered before chuckling to himself. “as beautiful as a buttercup. yeah, see i listen.” he teased again before leaning back against the couch and giving her another small smile. seeing her hurt, hurt him as well and there wasn’t much he could do about it. he could turn everything off, and maybe that was the only way they could gain some sanity. “don’t be sorry… my agent sent me a picture of the cover so i kinda knew it was coming.” he muttered before shrugging his shoulders. “i’m sorry you gotta go through all of this.” 

       𝐀𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐇𝐄 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐃 where she was coming from. brittani knew he didn’t have it easy as well, maybe she was making this ten time worse than it already was. she just wished she could not give a single damn about it and go on with her day, acting as if none of this was going on. but that wasn’t like her, she had feelings too, she was just a human. “ stop, ” she finally gives him a genuine smile, even lets out a giggle. “ you’re just saying that now. but thanks, i guess ? ” brittani was someone who didn’t really know how to take compliments but it sure did feel good to be told something like that. especially during the times she heard the exact opposite all day long. “ my life was sure a lot easier before you came around, ” she starts, nuding him gently, “ — but also much more boring. and lonely. so i guess i need to get my shit together and realize there are worse things out there. but i guess that doesn’t change the fact that i hate this, ” she explains with a sigh, leaning her head against his shoulder. “ how was practice, by the way ? ” she asks, hoping to move on to a different topic. “ i was kinda mad but i did make dinner anyway so yay me for not being a complete asshole, ” brittani says with a chuckle. “ steak and potatoes. you hungry ? ”

[simmxrdown]

long distance relationship au w/ snapchats, texts, skype call threads, lil struggles here and there bc trust issues and problems bc long distance, and then finally, finally meeting up for the first time followed by lil arguments that they forget about ten minutes later bc they’re so !!infatuated!! with each other, not to mention a lot of cuddles and basically lots and lots of heart eyes whispers we gotta have angst too but we can come up w/ smth ok?? ok and then the sad departure at the airport and skype calls and all that sad jazz all over again and maybe they break up at some point bc one of them can’t take it and thinks the other is cheating on them or w/e wow pretty pls i need this in my life bc long distance relationship aus are the best sobs!!

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓲 & 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓬𝓴.

    the fans were a little harsher than the magazines, and if there was something that he could do to make it all stop, he would have done it by now. they were really getting under her skin, and he could tell that she was getting upset about everything. “i don’t want to hurt you.” he muttered before shaking his head a little bit. it there was one lesson that he had to learn the hard way, was that if he loved something, he might have to let it go. he loved brittani more then he had ever loved someone before in his life, but day in and day out she was living in a personal hell, all because of him. “and… and i’m sorry that you’re going through all of this.” he said with a shake of his head. he had seem just a handful of the comment and they were pretty harsh. he understood at least the magazines were just trying to make something up as their job, but these were people going out of their way to tear her down, and it hurt him just as much as it hurt her. “if… if you don’t want to do this anymore.” he said with a shake of his head, hoping that it wouldn’t have to come to this. “it’s… i mean i’ll understand.” he muttered. “there’s not much i can do besides everything we’ve already done.” they made her account private, hell they even disabled the comments for a little while but then everyone would just start commenting on his stuff. “i don’t want you to hurt anymore, britt. i’ve hurt you enough.” 

       𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐘, none of this was his fault. he was being supportive, he was there for her whenever she needed him the most and brittani appreciated that. she was just confused, not knowing what or who to believe anymore. taking a deep breath, she finally looks at him with a sad expression. “ i’m not trying to break up with you, brock. that’s not something i want to do, i don’t want us to be apart. i just... i don’t know. i honestly don’t know what to do at this point. ” the feeling of helplessness was one of the most hurtful feelings she had to go through in the twenty four years of her life. she’s been through a lot but this was on another level. “ the worst part is that after a while... you start believing those things. ” clearing her throat nervously, she takes a seat on the couch and raises her legs up to wrap her arms around her knees and rest her chin on them. “ i’m sorry i brought this up. i shouldn’t have. you go through hell at practice and you don’t deserve me being all up in your business the moment you enter the door. ” now she felt guilty. brittani had a big heart, so much love to share. and so whenever she argued with him or brought things up, it wouldn’t take long for her to feel guilty about it. 

[moongladc]

         happy halloween to everyone ! i’m not going anywhere this year, i’m literally stuck at work and even if i wanted to head out afterwards, i need to get some sleep because it’s early wake-up time for me tomorrow too, so :(( but yeah, i hope everyone is safe and has fun !

[moongladc]

interactions. ||  𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓲 & 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓬𝓴.

    “then i’ll stop hanging out with her, done.” brock said before sighing once again. he knew how uncomfortable she was during all of this. this was so new to her and she was basically being thrusted into the lime light without asking for it. when they were good, things were great and he loved spending every single moment with her, but when they argued, they did fight like cats and dogs. “i don’t… i don’t want you to think every time i step out that door i’m cheating on you.” brock said with another shake of his head. did it happen once before? yes, by accident since he was very intoxicated but he’d like to think that he straightened himself up since then and didn’t have anything to worry about. when she asked why he was with her, he sighed once again before running a hand through his hair. the two of them had been together for a little while and brock really saw himself being with brittani and only brittani. “because…” he said as he sighed to himself. “i love you.” brock admitted as his cheeks went a little red. “i love you, brittani spade and not…” he said as he looked at the magazine. “mackenzi shea. i want to be with you and no one else, shit.” he said with another shake of his head. “seriously, i know this isn’t easy, just tell me what you want me to do, and i’ll do it. i can’t lose you.” 

        𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐔𝐄 with him, it was tiring. but she had to speak up, she wanted to be honest with him and tell him how she felt about all of this. it was becoming too much to handle at times and seeing him with all these people wasn’t helping. “ i’m not going to tell you who to hang out with and who not to. the only thing i’m saying is... god, i don’t know, i just have this strange feeling in my stomach that i can’t get rid of. everytime i see this —, ” she points out at the photo once again, “ — it makes me sick. ” she lowered her voice now, feeling exhausted anyway. brittani could tell he cared about her though, especially now that he was actually saying it. and he wasn’t lying, she could tell whenever he was. this time he was telling the truth. “ i love you, too. if i didn’t, i wouldn’t even ask you about the women. ” the girl looked away, breaking the eye contact. “ i never want to bother you with my issues but i just... seeing all this stuff about me, abous us — i don’t know how to feel about it. it hurts, you know ? and i know it’s not something i should take seriously but reading how disgusting i am every single day all over again does something to one’s confidence. as much as i’m trying to tell myself it’s not worth my time, i’m hurting. and then reading about you cheating on me makes it ten times worse. ”