𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚛.
“i don’t know how many times i have to say that i—“ digressing, blair nodded her head at his admission, she mustered a small smile. he had this wonder on his face, the same look she had when she found out. being a mother was on her list of things to do one day, but being with the person she was having the child with was also on her list. her plans were obviously not unfolding the way she had wanted, but she was trying and that was half the battle. “collan, i don’t want to share you with anyone but this baby if we’re being honest. it isn’t my place but,” before she knew it her hands fell to either side of his face to pull them into each other gently. she kissed his lips for a few moments, resting her forehead against his, “just for one night, can we please just go back to the old us. one night, i need it.”
this was uncharted territory for collan . it was a mess and a half if he were being honest . she was backing him into an emotional corner that he wasn’t ready nor was he prepared to enter . he knew better than this . knew better than to get caught up in this again . though , when she kisses him , he can’t help but close his eyes . “ alright . one night . then we’re going to have to figure something else that will work for the both of us . ”
nodding her head, she sighed softly and removed her jacket. they were doing all of the things you shouldn’t do when you’re trying to co-parent, she was slightly disappointed in herself even making a move like this, but it was something about him she couldn’t shake, “mhm, but for now.” her soft voice trailed off as she stood up, her hands leading him to the his bedroom, “i missed your bed. not in the sexual way, but in the, it always supported every part of my body way.” she joked, releasing him from her hold as she crawled onto the mattress. “you wanna talk about how nervous you are or are we gonna keep pretending like we have this covered?” though she knew this night could go several ways, she didn’t want to be the one to initiate it.
