minsoo nodded. “i’ll have to perform a bit more since i’m not showing, but once i show i’ll have to go on hiatus.”, she said with a soft sigh. “i think i might. i’d love for you to meet them, especially haewon. she’s my best friend. i know you’d love her.”, she said with a soft smile. “i know…i thought about that, because i know girls who’ve gone for that…but i can’t…no disrespect to them, i just…i want it. even if jaeshin doesn’t, i want to raise it. i’ve always wanted to be a mother, i just didn’t think so soon.”, she said, looking at her sister. “it makes me really happy to think he does. i’d really like to have a relationship with him. i don’t expect him to want to marry me, i wouldn’t marry just for the sake of a child, but i really like having a relationship.”, she said, smiling softly. “i’m going to cry, i feel so relieved to have told you.”, she said, laughing softly as she teared up. “i want to be as good a mother as you are.”
moonie wet her lips. "try and take it easy while performing though. i'm not trying to scare you or anything but the first trimester into the second is usually where stuff can.. go wrong." she frowned at the thought and then smiled. “oh really?” she asked with another smile and she took a drink of her tea before nodding. “no that’s understandable. i mean i couldn’t either.” she admitted. even when she’d been fifteen, and had gone through it. she couldn’t do it then either. “i think jaeshin’s gonna be happy.” she noted and then she smiled at her again tilted her head. “i know you wouldn’t. you don’t need to get married. i mean i think he would, but you’ll have a long time to do that, right?” she asked and she nodded. “you don’t need to cry. and you’re going to be such a good mother, minsoo.”
