☆ Moon's Comfort Corner ☆

Moon Therapy

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Forget me. Let me die. Don't be shocked when you find out I'm dead.

—🍀(?)

Starlight, dont think that way...no one wants to forget you and im certainly not. Please dont give up. You can get through this, I believe in you.

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I love you, but I feel like you hate me but you're my family.

There are gross, gory, weird, bad things that I think about daily.

I swear I'm trying to get better, but I feel like I should finally give up.

I should stop art, focus on studies, and spend time with biological family.

I need to be perfect.

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Ooc: answering this ooc since this is not directed towards Moon

I dont hate you bud and I know it seems like it but I dont. Sometimes I tend to ignore people or maybe im too tired to respond (which is most of the time nowadays) but I never hated you

Its okay to think about things that people may find not so good. Its normal for some. As long as you dont express those thoughts through actions.

Dont give up, you got this. I believe you can get better! Dont stop drawing if it makes you happy.

Focus on studies but dont burn yourself out, okay? Take breaks.

If spending time with family helps you, then do it. You got this bud. Love you bro.

- Sam

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No one cares, do they?

They just act like they care,

They don't give a fuck in reality.

I feel like I'm just being too annoying and arrogant.

Fuck me.

Love(?),

Im sure there are people who care about you superstar, you just gotta find the right group

Youre not annoying and youre not arrogant, youre perfect the way you are.

Hope you feel better soon

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i should work more though hypocritical i know but my grades are barely passing and i need to support my family someday. its for my future happiness i guess. lets stay motivated!! hup hup!

thanks for the answer moon guy you deserve a cookie <:)

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Alright, well make sure not to burn yourself out, okay?? You got this!! ^^

Thanks for the cookie! Take a star.

Some of the kids like to make encouragement stars to hand out to people ⭐️

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im so unmotivated that i cant even kill myself and all i cant think is "good." yep heh like no i do work but i just find reasons not to but i have to anyway because for my future and that itself stresses me out

that and also my irl personality is like a combo kf either super loud or burntish outish barely talkish and i think my loud personality burns the other one out more but once i started i cant stop

and then theres my family who are nice to me. they love me, i dont have issues. but they fight sometimes, my parents. and thag just on top of that is a lot.

you probably know who i am ooc and yes, i do have another personality besides my wild internet one nobody gets it but its there. and rihht now it needs a hug..

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Its okay to be burnt out, it just means youre overworking yourself. Whether physically or emotionally. Its okay to feel that way. But you need to take a break...even if it takes a while.

I know you'll have things to do so try to do them slowly. As for your personality, you shouldn't have to keep up with what people want you to be. If you want to be loud, go ahead. If you dont, then you dont have to be

Its good to know you have people who love and care about you, even if they fight. They dont let their own relationship get in the way of loving you.

I wish I could give you a hug starlight. I would love to. Just please stay safe, you got this. Come talk to me anytime.

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I feel very worthless and lonely all the time. I always walk behind all my friends when there isn’t enough room on the side walk. I never am invited to things, or reached out to unless I’m the one reaching out first. Nobody sends videos they think are funny to me. Nobody acknowledges me unless I talk first. They say there’s someone out there for everyone, but how can there be someone out there for me when I’m hardly sure I exist at all? I can see different things in everyone, I can see what animals represent my friends, what colours they’d be, etc etc. But, when I look in the mirror I cannot see anything in myself. I feel like I’m dead, that I’m a ghost that hasn’t moved on yet, but I think that’s just me trying to cope with the fact that I’m so forgettable. I keep trying to think maybe it’s just a curse, but I guess I really am that boring. I’m tired of being an afterthought, and I want to be missed. I want people to remember my favorite colour, I want someone to look at me and think I’m beautiful, I want somebody to walk next to me, I want somebody, anybody to think about me even when I’m not there.

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Oh starlight...

Im sure you'll find someone who does all those things with you...and you are beautiful, everyone is in their own way. Dont put yourself down too much, okay? It may take a while but you'll find a friend who appreciates you.

Keep moving forward, you got this. Even though it may be hard to.

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I kinda hate my life at the moment. I know a lot of people in my life never see it but my life is pretty shit. worse than a lot of people think. I mean you probably know who I am OOC, I don't even know why I'm still sending this when I know nothing is going to make people actually see if i'm okay.

I've had so many labels over the years and.. most of them are somewhat related to "The happy One" or "the therapy friend" but we all know that those kinds of people are always happy.

I'm like still a kid yet I carry so much responsibility. whenever my friends are upset or hurt I feel bad or I panic that I cant help them, just like at school today. my friend wasn't accepting help from me and I had no idea what to do and the teacher wasn't even paying attention so I knew I had to do something but I was just stuck there doing nothing while they were in trouble. GOD I HATE MYSELF! and yet I still care too much to end it all.

why am I even typing all this. why did I even send this. -🌸

Hey, its okay to feel that way. Unfortunately, people put a lot of responsibilities on others. Especially kids. They expect them to grow up early because they think they dont have problems.

And actually, often times the "happy one" is not actually happy. Its an act and thats okay. Not many people see through it though and im sorry you have to be the one wearing it.

Its hard not knowing how to help people. Many times people need different kinds of comfort and they dont really speak it out loud. Sometimes people will reject it because they just dont want to be around people. Especially when they are overwhelmed or scared. Im sorry you had to go through that.

Hope you have better days ahead superstar.

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I don't want to be in the future

I don't want to be in the past

Where do I go now?

I finally got everything together

but now I have to move on

Against my will

Against everything that i can control

Why

Why is the world so cruel

What did I do to deserve this

Alive(?) Anon

Its okay to worry or not want to move forward into the future. Especially since its scary at the moment. But you can try to focus on the present. It may not last long but it will always stay with you.

You did nothing to deserve this, superstar. Im sorry you have to deal with it.

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My teacher recently called me lazy because I apprently "ignored" him, in reality he didn't see me nod when he told me I needed to get my book.

then he had the audacity to say to me and my best friend (who was still waking up btw and has from what I believe is chronic pain in his knee) that we should've gotten our books when we walked in. He walked into the room after with the books.

So he called us both Lazy.

I just wanted to rant about that, bleh :P -🌸

Sooo...he called you and your friend lazy for not getting your book when he had walked in AFTER with the books...how does that make sense, especially if your friend has a chronic pain syndrome where he may need to rest?? What is up with these teachers nowadays...im sorry that happened to you and your friend starlight..

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12:49 am

I'm mostly good

Struggling a smidge in classes

But beyond some munchies

I'm all good!

Thanks for the check-in :p

- Mysti 🧶

Youre welcome starlight. Take care of yourself, okay? Let me know if you need anything ^^

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Why does it feel like nothing matters when everyone's gone

wwait

that makes a lot of sense actually

nobody would care if nobody is there, right?

That is true. If no one is around, there is no one to care. However, there will always be someone who cares about you. Take care of yourself for them.

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School's KILLING my fucking brain with stress.

I'm forgetting too much.

I can't memorize things properly.

And the teachers keep on telling bad fuckass things about my class.

Oh dear...that does seem like a bit of a problem...maybe you should tell your parents about the memory issue? (If you haven't already)

If they dont do anything, I recommend taking notes or setting reminders that you have to look at so like an alarm or maybe get some sticky notes and put them somewhere you know you look at a lot like in your sketchbook

Im sorry you're going through that, starlight. I am unfortunately not quite sure how to help...