okay so practically for these you can give me: 1-3 numbers, and an idol’s name. if you want some specifics in the plot (like genre,,,i.e fluff, angst, badboy au!, harry potter au!, etc), you can let me know but that’s optional :)))
groups i will write for: nct, a.c.e, onf, ikon, unb, winner, astro, bts, b.a.p, exo, ateez, the rose, sf9, stray kids, the boyz
“can I kiss you?”
“i can’t believe you just did that”
“i can’t do this anymore”
“you did WHAT?”
“can you blame me when you like that?”
“please….just stay”
“i swear to god, i didn’t mean it”
“you are so precious”
“can i hold you,,,,it’s just that i’m cold”
“it’s okay, i’m here,,,,i’ll always be here”
aubade (n) - a love song sung at dawn
mollify (v) - to soften in feeling or temper
strange (v) - to wander aimlessly
parapraxis (n) - a slip of the tongue or pen or other error thought to reveal unconscious wishes or attitudes
sibylline (adj) - mysterious; cryptic
prate (v) - to talk excessively and pointlessly
ambrosial (adj) - fragrant; delicious
urchin (n) - a mysterious young child
eunoia (n) - beautiful thinking; a well mind
jouska (n) - a hypothetical conversation that you play out in your head
elysian (adj) - beautiful or creative; directly inspired; peaceful and perfect
serene (n) - the fine, light rain that falls from a clear sky at sunset to in the early hours of the night
“you’re actually evil”
oneiric (adj) - of or relating to dreams
arcane (adj) - secret, mysterious, understood by a few
trouvaille (n) - a valuable or a lucky find; something discovered by chance
“if you don’t be quiet, i’ll make you”
pervade (v) - to become diffused through thought
effleurage (v) - a series of strokes used in a massage
“There’s nothing wrong with me loving you.”
“have you been crying?”
“I just cleaned an hour ago, was that really necessary?”
“I can hear your heartbeat”
“I think I’m in love with you”
“put me down”
“what,,,,what made you think that was a good idea?”
“stop filming me, idiot”
“i may have mildly panicked”
“fuck, i think i love you”
“is that my shirt?”
“there is no possible way for you to mess this u-,,,,,hoWw?”
Anonymous said: Ace reaction to you being dumb? Not mean but like an idiot? A fluff one?
I had so much fun writing this, as I am a fool myself.
Jun
Heart attacks. He thought you were precious, but god how are you like this? If you try to pull a stunt that could get you hurt or you accidentally injure yourself, you can just see the life in his eyes vanish. When you drop a stupid question, he can’t help the sigh that comes from his mouth. He usually tells you the answer to it but sometimes he just chuckles to himself in response. He never wants you to feel bad about it, so he makes sure you know that he loves you and your stupidity.
Donghun
Dude absolutely loves your stupidity. He can’t help laughing when you ask a weird question before you process how stupid you sounded. But he has a small mental breakdown when he has to save you from doing something stupid. He really loves you, but he will scold you for not thinking about things fully when you could get hurt.
WOW
Just smiles when he watches you cause chaos. He lets you learn with everything stupid you do. He really only intervenes when you can get hurt. He’ll take care of you if you injure yourself before he can stop you. But damn, will he let you contemplate your questions. Might even chuckle when you google the question because you’re so stumped on it.
Byeongkwan
Heart attacks 2.0. Every time you do something stupid, he feels a year of his life evaporate. If you try to prove a point on something so commonly known, especially if you’re wrong, he just sighs and lets you figure it out. Now, if you accidentally injure yourself doing anything he told you not to do, he’s gonna scold you. Will give you lots of kisses, after.
Chan
Knowing him, he’d probably laugh. He’s pretty loud himself, so he just lets you scream about stupid things. Loves you and your stupidity, you always make him laugh with your questions. When you ask him something, he will laugh and tell you the right thing. If he doesn’t know either, you two will google it together. If you try to do something stupid, he’ll get you to not do it, since you’ll definitely injure yourself.
God, I love these boys! Thank you for requesting them!
Anonymous said: hi love ! could you do a scenario with ateez hongjoong where you like eachother and he finally asks you out or kisses you? thank you ❤️
Hongjoong (ATEEZ): Fluff
Word Count: 1,485
Y’all, stream Say My Name. The kings fuckin KILLED IT! Love my ults dhsjdh
An arm wrapped around your shoulder from behind, the jacket fabric tickling your neck as the person dragged you to their chest. “What’s up, Hongjoong’s secret admirer?” You swatted at Yunho, grimacing at his joyful statement. “Shut up, jackass!” He laughed, ruffling your hair before dodging your flailing hands. You crossed your arms, glaring at the tall boy. “You’re lucky you're my best friend.”
Yunho’s grin widened as he followed you comfortably. “I assume you haven’t seen the love of your life today since you’re so moody,” Yunho stated matter-of-factly. You scoffed, raising your hand threateningly. “Or maybe I’m moody because there’s a loud goddamn tree following me!” Yunho rolled his eyes, gripping your shoulders to pull you into his side. You sighed defeatedly, leaning into the boy’s side as you continued walking.
“Are you going to Seonghwa’s party?” Your lips twitched, shoulders shrugging in response. “Nah. I’m not the biggest fan of parties, you know this.” He nodded slightly, leaning down to your eye-level, “Yeah, but it’s Seonghwa! His parties aren’t insane. And Hongjoong is going!” Flicking his cheek, you exhaled in disbelief, “Just because he’s going doesn’t mean I’m going, Yunho!”
Before the boy could sarcastically remark back, a figure jumped in front of you. Your head whipped straight, cheeks flushing at the bright smile a foot away from you. Hongjoong laughed, the melodic sound causing your cheeks to blush deeper, “I didn’t mean to scare you.” You awkwardly smiled, pushing Yunho’s arms off of you, ignoring his whine. You shook your head swiftly, “It’s okay, don’t worry!” Hongjoong nodded, scratching his neck. “Are you going to Seonghwa’s party?”
“No, she’s not.” You glared at your best friend, earning a wink from the smirking boy. Hongjoong’s grin disappeared, “Oh. I was hoping to see you.” Your chest welled up with shock. “W.. Well I was maybe going?” You thought you saw a glimmer of hope in the boy’s eyes, signing it off as your imagination. Hongjoong smiled, “I’ll see you?” You nodded numbly. Watching the boy walk away, you fanned your warm face. Yunho chuckled beside you.
“You’re sad.”
“Shut up.”
Coming to this party was a mistake. Music blared in your ears as you slipped through the massive amount of dancing people. “I’m going to kill Seonghwa. The one party I’m excited about and this fucker invites the whole goddamn town!”
A finger jabbed into your side, quickly wiggling away. Swirling on your heel, you raised your cup to smack the person. Wooyoung’s grin widened, hands swinging into the air in surrender. “Calm down, it’s just me!” You hissed in annoyance, using your free hand to punch the boy’s bicep. He laughed, holding onto the area, “You’re so aggressive!”
Rolling your eyes, you turned away from the laughing boy, “You’re lucky I love you!” Wooyoung’s face whipped into your view suddenly, your body jolting in shock. His chest was against your back as he looked at you over your shoulder. His eyes twinkled in mischief, “Not as much as you love Hongjoong.”
“You little-”
“Y/N!” An angelic voice swept around you. Wooyoung’s eyes glanced behind you. He slithered around your form, chuckling under his breath. “I’ll leave you two love-birds alone.” He sweetly stated, the teasing tilt in his voice making you scoff.
Hongjoong reached for the younger boy, growling softly when the other dodged. He watched as the laughing boy slipped through the crowd. “I swear he’ll be the death of me!” You giggled at the man’s exasperated sigh, patting his cheek delicately, “Ignore him.” Hongjoong’s features softened, eyes focusing on yours. You realized how close you two were. You were able to count each eyelash, able to feel his breath on your cheeks, and able to smell the faint smell of his cologne.
“U...Uh. Hi.” You stuttered slightly, removing your fingers from his warm cheek and stepping back. Hongjoong chuckled to himself, scratching his neck. He reached for your hand, voice barely audible over the deafening music, “I’m glad you came.” As you’re processing the short distance between you two, you feel strong gazes on you. Snapping your eyes in the direction, you notice two figures at the edge of the room.
Wooyoung and Yunho’s eyes were widened, lips upturned into cocky smirks, as they watched your interaction. You jumped when you felt warm fingers slide against your palm. Hongjoong’s eyes shone as he smiled. You hoped the lights didn’t show your flushed cheeks. “Are you okay?” You nodded at his concerned question.
“I, I have to go.” Pulling your hand away, you rushed towards the two boys that were observing. “What the hell are you doing?!” You ignored Wooyoung’s appalled shout as you approached them. “Go back. Go back!” You slammed your face into Yunho’s chest while the younger man continued shrieking in horror. Arms encased you, a large palm patting you on your head.
Trying to calm down your breathing, you glared at Wooyoung. “Shut up.” He sneered in response, “No. You have such a mind-numbing crush on the guy but every time he initiates something, you shy away!” He raised his hand, fingers tightly wrapped around the cup’s rim except one to point at the boy holding you, “Yunho, back me up here.”
The taller man sighed, leaning away to stare at you, “He’s right.” You gasped, “Traitor!” Your body stiffened as a voice interjected from behind, “Can we talk?” You groaned quietly. Wooyoung snatched onto your shoulders, twisting you around to face the ‘owner of your heart’. “Yes, you can.” He declared before pushing your form to the concerned man. Before you could speak, your wrist was grabbed onto as you were dragged away.
“Don’t fuck it up!” You huffed out at Yunho’s scream towards your fleeting back.
You stepped onto the porch, your exposed skin being hit with the cold wind. Shivering, you followed Hongjoong to the railing. He slipped his jacket off, immediately wrapping it around your freezing body. Staring at you adjusting the jacket, he smiled. “Why do you avoid me?” He inquired, fingers pulling the fabric tight against you.
You were shocked by his calming voice, his eyes gentle as he waited for your answer. “Uh...” He chuckled, letting his hands fix the collar to the jacket. “Is it because you’re crushing on me?” You choked on your inhale of air, cheeks turning a shade of pink from the cold and embarrassment. He laughed, “I guess that’s a yes.” Your eyes shook as you attempted to defend yourself, “Hongjoong-”
“I like you too, ya’ know? I thought I was obvious with this.”
“Wait, what?” Hongjoong grinned at your confused expression, eyes removing themselves from your gaze to continue fixing his jacket on you, “It’s hard trying to show you how much I like you when you shy away. I honestly expected you to figure out my crush on you.”
Your lips opened to speak, but your thoughts were jumbled up from the simple confession. Hongjoong stopped his hands at your wrists, gliding his fingers between yours. “I want you to stop leaving when I make your heart race. I want you to tell me how you feel.” He brought one of your hands, bringing the fingers to his lips, “I want you comfortable enough to hold my hand.” Placing a kiss on your knuckles, he let your interlocked hands fall, “I want to be able to hold and kiss you.”
You smiled, stepping closer. “Are you asking me out?” Hongjoong lips turned into a smirk, “Is it obvious?” You giggled, slipping one of your hands out of his to rub your cheek in shock. “I don’t know, I’m pretty oblivious!” He laughed, raising his eyebrow.
“Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?”
Nodding, you grinned while you let your hand leave your cold cheek. Hongjoong quietly wrapped his free hand into the jacket collar, pulling you to him. He tenderly placed his lips to yours. Cupping his face, you smiled as you felt cold palms anchoring on your waist. Your lips moved softly together, a giggle slipping out from you as he pulled you closer.
“OH!” You swiftly pulled away, turning in the direction of the front door. Yunho gawked at the sight in front of him. Hongjoong groaned, “Yunho-”
The taller man grinned widely, whipping back into the party. You heard him scream over the music, voice lowering with each step he took, “Wooyoung, it happened! It happened!” Hongjoong sighed to himself, snickering as you hid your face in his chest. Fingers twirled into your hair. You felt a kiss on your scalp. “Let’s go inside, it’s too cold out here.” You nodded, leaning up to peck Hongjoong’s lips. He beamed and intertwined your hands, pulling you back into the party.
Once you walked in, you were greeted with two large grins. “Finally!” Your eyes rolled at Wooyoung’s joyful statement. Leaning into Hongjoong’s side, you smiled fondly, “Shut up.”
Jesus Christ I got carried away dhsjkhd support these boys comeback!
Hey could I request some soft vivi fluff w/ a female reader where y’all suppose to go on a date to the park but it starts raining and they end up cuddling while god vivi sings a bootiful song with her bootiful voice 🤧💕
Anonymous said: Hey could I request some soft vivi fluff w/ a female reader where y’all suppose to go on a date to the park but it starts raining and they end up cuddling while god vivi sings a bootiful song with her bootiful voice 🤧💕
ViVi (LOONA): Fluff; Female!Reader
Word Count: 672
God, I love ViVi. She’s so cute and deserves so much! Is it obvious I’m soft for her?
Your cold fingertips traced the cascading raindrops on the smooth window glass. Grey covered the sky, hiding the once bright sun. You tucked your freezing hand into the blankets draped around your shoulders. Footsteps echoing in the hallway caught your attention, your eyes gradually removing themselves from the window towards the sound. Your lips stretched into a gentle smile as a familiar figure appeared.
“Finally up, I see. Good morning, my love.” Gaahei rubbed her eyes, laughing tiredly. “Morning, princess.” Her loving voice made your smile widen. She leisurely stepped to you, hands outstretched to thread her fingers between yours. “Sorry I slept in.” You shook your head, bringing her hand to your lips. “It’s your day-off. I’d make you sleep in, anyway.” You whispered against her cool skin. Her eyes glanced outside the glass, taking a quick double-take.
“What?!”
You jumped at her sudden scream. Your head whipped to the direction her eyes stared at, “What?!” The girl pouted, plopping defeatedly next to you on the window seat. You squeezed her hand, head tilted as you watched your girlfriend continue to sadly pout. “What’s wrong, baby?” Gaahei looked back at you, playing with your fingers slightly. “It’s raining.”
Your eyebrow raised at her barely audible whisper. “But we love the rain.” She sighed. “But I wanted to take you on a date to the park! The rain ruined my plan...” You laughed as she continued pouting. You leaned forward, kissing her pout softly, “It’s okay. We can go on a park date another time, my love.” Gaahei nodded, cheeks dusted pink.
“We can just enjoy each other’s company!” The girl nodded once again, grinning at you sweetly. She leaned forward, placing a soft kiss on your lips. You smiled against her mouth and pecked her lips as she leaned away, giggling to yourself at her shocked yelp. Gaahei rolled her eyes, tugging at the blanket still wrapped around you. “Let’s go back to bed. I want cuddles.” Nodding, you threw the blanket off of yourself, enveloping the girl in it. She laughed as you pulled her off the seat, back-hugging her.
Gaahei held onto your arms and walked towards the bedroom. You put all your weight onto her back in an attempt to slow the girl down, snickering as she dramatically groaned.
“I’m going to be crushed!”
“Don’t be dramatic!”
“You’re going to pancake me!”
“You’re going to pancake me!” You mimicked your girlfriend, earning a loud snicker back. As you both reached the room, you let Gaahei’s waist go, diving onto the mattress. Spreading your limbs across the bed, you held your laughter in at the other girl’s sigh. Gaahei slid onto the edge of the bed, pushing your limbs to the side.
You glanced back at her, feigning confusion, “Who are you? This is my bed!” Gaahei rolled her eyes as her smile widened, “I’m your wonderful and beautiful girlfriend.” She squeaked as you wrapped your fingers around her wrist, pulling her into your chest. You kissed her scalp, running your fingers through her hair softly. You whispered to her, “And I’m so lucky.” Her face brightened, cheeks flushed as she hid her face.
Twirling your finger with her locks, you rubbed her side gently with your free hand, “Can you sing for me? Your voice always soothes me.” The small nod made your lips twitch into a smile. You closed your eyes, nuzzling your face into her soft hair.
“Different, yet the same, suffering from all kinds of trouble~” Gaahei’s singing delicately echoed throughout the room, her voice comfortably ringing in her native tongue.
“Different, yet the same, there's gathering and there's dispersing~” She played with your hand, kissing your palm.
“Everyone has their own life, everyone has their special one~“ You felt warm lips grazing your cheek soothingly. You opened your eyes, locking your gaze with Gaahei. Her lips stretched into a fond smile.
“Love ain't just an abstract art of faith, there are trusts and heartbreaks too~"
This made me so soft omfgdjh the song I used is Jolin Tsai’s We’re All Different, Yet the Same (不一樣又怎樣 ) aka my fave song from her. I hope this was okay, it was still kinda short but I tried.
Hey! Did you get my request for an ace reaction that I sent to you?
I have two requests for A.C.E, so can you please specify? You could’ve sent another one that I didn’t receive.
I’m sorry that I haven’t been posting many requests. Been swamped with personal issues so I can really only post one request a day. I’ll try to post more than one today or tomorrow.
Okay, so I cried with your jisung amd the bet thing (I’m terrible with words 😅) and I might still be crying. But I was maybe wondering if you could do a part two? But like fluffy? I completely understand if you don’t feel like it or would like to keep it to the one. Don’t stress out to much b, we don’t want you getting sick because of stress 💙💙
It’s finally posted! I got so carried away dhdkjhsd Thank you, love! I’ll make sure to not stress too much. Hopefully this is up to par to part 1 (sorry for making you cry too dhkjhd)
Anonymous said: Okay, so I cried with your jisung amd the bet thing (I’m terrible with words 😅) and I might still be crying. But I was maybe wondering if you could do a part two? But like fluffy? I completely understand if you don’t feel like it or would like to keep it to the one. Don’t stress out to much b, we don’t want you getting sick because of stress 💙💙
Jisung (NCT): Angst; Slight Fluff (if this can even count idk)
Word Count: 2,317
Thank you, sweetheart! 💞 I’ll make sure to not stress too much. Didn’t know I was gonna make people cry dhsdjh hopefully this is up to par with the first part!
WARNINGS: Lil’ Bit of Violence
Part 1 | Part 2
Jeno continued to run his fingers through your hair, pulling the blanket on your body higher. You were in Jeno’s bedroom, head in his lap as you tried desperately to calm down. The realization of the situation made you shut down completely. It hurt you knowing that the love you felt and the feelings you thought were reciprocated were based on a bet. Tears threatened to spill again, your breath hitching quietly. Jeno rubbed your cheek with the pad of his thumb, humming gently to calm you down.
“I can’t believe he lied to me. I wish this was a horrible nightmare I could wake up from...” You sniffed the tears away, removing Jeno’s hand to play with his fingers; the same way you did with Jisung. Smiling bitterly, you sighed and stared up at your best friend. His eyes were laced with concern and anger, his lips pulled into a reassuring smile. He whispered back, “Everything will be fine, Y/N. I promise.” The word makes your heart sting, but you smile back, wanting to believe him.
The doorbell rings loudly, startling the both of you. Jeno’s face scrunches in confusion as you sit up from his lap. He pats your head, “I’ll be back.” He slides off his bed and goes down to answer the door. You waited, tapping your thigh anxiously. Being alone with your thoughts was something you didn't want.
"She doesn't wanna see you!" The anger ringing in Jeno's voice made you jump, crawling off the bed and peeking through the cracked bedroom door. You noticed Jeno pushing someone out of the front doorway. He tried to slam the door shut, but the figure pushed it open, "Just let me talk to her!" Your body stopped. Your chest tightened. You knew that voice.
“Jisung, I swear to-”
Jisung blocked the door from closing, knuckles white as he gripped the wood, “Get the fuck out the way, Jeno!” Jeno’s hand gripped into a fist, “If you don’t leave, I’ll beat your ass.” Jisung’s eyes bore into Jeno’s, “You won’t do shit.”
The older boy shoved Jisung, pushing the door open to get himself through. Jisung’s hand balled into a fist before he noticed your presence. His eyes whipped to yours, “Y/N!” Jeno froze, head snapping to you with confusion evident on his face.
“Y/N, listen to me!” Jisung ducked under Jeno’s arm, eyes widened and hands reaching towards you. “Y/N-” You gasped, watching Jeno snatch the younger back by his collar and slam him into the wall by the doorway. The lungs in your chest burned. Jisung looked up, “Wha-”
Knuckles crushed Jisung’s moving lips, slightly bloody as the boy dropped to the ground in shock. Jeno loomed over him, getting ready to throw another punch. You didn’t notice anything. Your body moved suddenly. Arms wrapped around his chest, you pulled Jeno away from Jisung, “Jeno, stop!”
Jeno immediately relaxed, arms still tense. His eyes were shaking with rage, watching Jisung stand up. Holding his bleedy mouth, Jisung stared at you, “Y/N-”
“Leave.”
Silence surrounded the room before his small whisper interrupted, “W.. What?”
“Leave, Jisung.”
“Bu-”
“Please...” The crack in your whimper went unnoticed by you, “Just go.”
Jisung’s eyes shone with blossoming tears. He rubbed the slow flowing blood from his bottom lip, glancing at you one last time before slipping through the door. Jeno slammed the door behind the boy, cursing under his breath.
“Son of a- Are you crying?” Confused, you tapped your cheeks, jolting as you felt warm tears. Shaking your head, you whimpered out, “No... No.. I’m fine, I.. I’m not crying.” Your voice wavered, tears continuing to flow no matter how fast you rubbed them away. A sob broke through you, “I’m fine.”
Arms wrapped around you, pulling you close. You sobbed into Jeno’s chest, the boy running his fingers through your hair in an attempt to calm you down. He kissed your scalp, whispering to you gently, “It’s okay, Y/N. You’ll be okay.”
Moonlight pierced through the window, somehow taunting you. Pulling the blanket closer to your chin, you silently stared at the night sky.
Jeno’s quiet snores caused your eyes to glance at the bundle of sheets on the floor. After your interaction with Jisung, Jeno tucked you in his bed and ignored your protests. His voice still rang in your ears, the stern tone of his voice making you almost giggle, “Y/N, I don’t want you to be lonely at home. I’m sleeping on the floor and you’re sleeping in the bed.”
You kicked the blanket off of you, crawling out of the bed. You crept by the sleeping boy. A gentle groan caused your body to stiffen and you stayed frozen, impatiently waiting. Rustles of fabric and snores released your tension as you sighed in relief. Once your fingers wrapped around the doorknob, a deafeningly ringing boomed through the room. Your eyes widened. Your head whipped towards the sound: Jeno’s phone. Arms flailing, you rushed to the phone. With the phone still ringing, your lips gaped in panic. You looked at Jeno’s moving body; he was going to wake up. Dread filled your body. In a frenzy, you pushed the phone into your shirt, pressing it against your stomach. The loud ring became muffled and tickled your skin with each ring.
With each careful step, you backed up towards the door. The muffled ringing ends abruptly, coaxing a relieved sigh from you. You slipped through the door, opting to leave it cracked open to prevent waking up the sleeping boy. Sneaking down the stairs, you dropped the phone into your hand and removed it from your shirt.
Gentle hues of blue and white covered the quiet living room. Memories of staying up late with Jeno, surrounded by snacks and blankets, flash in front of your eyes. You sighed and made your way to the door, stepping out onto the porch. Leaning against the old railing, you pulled your best friend’s phone out. The lockscreen of his cats, or ‘The Three Angels’, by his terms, was filled with notifications. Your eyes widened by the flood on the screen.
102 unread messages from Hyuckie
55 missed calls from Hyuckie
32 unread messages from Renren
10 unread messages from Nana
7 missed calls from Nana
“For the love of...?” You bit your lip anxiously as you unlocked the device. Clicking on the messages, you quickly read them, “Why is there so much?!”
Renren: I can’t believe they did that
Nana: Is Y/N okay??
Renren: I’ll kick their asses
Nana: Make sure she rests
One message caught your eye, however.
Hyuckie: Jeno I’m sorry JUST ANSWER THE PHONE
Your eyebrow raised, scoffing lightly to yourself. Annoyance bubbled within you. ‘I swear when I see this fool-’ Loud ringing interrupted your threatening thoughts. Donghyuck’s bright smile enveloped the screen. Anxiety welled in your chest. Your mouth quivered open and close as you pondered what to do. You wiggled your fingers, whispering to yourself, “Fine.” Your shaking fingertip pressed the button, swiftly bringing the device to your ear.
“Fucking finally! Jeno, I’m so sorry- oh shit I shouldn’t even be apologizing to you. Is Y/N okay? Her number says I’m blocked, fuck, dude I’m-”
“Donghyuck, shut up! It’s me! For the sake of everything holy and my sanity: stop blowing up Jeno’s phone.” Donghyuck’s shocked and eased sigh alerted you that the boy finally listened. “Y/N, I’m so sorry. It’s not what it seems-” You chuckled in disbelief, “When someone says that, it’s actually what it seems.” The boy whined, “Not this time! Y/N, just...” Another sigh. “Let me... let me explain.”
Your eyes glazed over as you stared into the moon, “Okay...”
“I bet Jisung to date you. He always looked over at you or talked on and on about you. The boy’s too much of a wimp to approach you normally!” Smiling affectionately, you giggled to yourself as Donghyuck continued. “He said he was getting closer to you for the bet, but we all knew he was lying. Jisung really does care for you. Damn, he loves you so much. Do you know how crazy his meltdown was?! He just shut down!”
Warm tears blurred your vision. You shakily sighed, hiding your face with your free hand. Donghyuck’s concerned whisper was almost missed by you, “Are you okay?” You shook your head slightly, “I gotta go.”
“Wait Y/N, wa-” You quickly hung up, dropping the phone onto the railing. Rubbing your cheeks harshly, you tried to calm yourself. So many emotions sparked inside you; pain, remorse, relief, anger. Nothing made sense to you. Your chest tightened as you unconsciously let the tears fall. ‘Breathe in and out. In. Out.’
After a few moments, you finally calmed down. Patting your cheeks dry, you glanced back towards the moon. Tapping against the railing, you battled with your thoughts. You shook your hand and grabbed the device, rapidly moving to Jeno’s contacts.
Pressing the contact, you clicked on the button and shoved the phone to your ear. With each beep, anxiety built up in your heart. The beeping is interrupted by a voice that sent pain through your chest, “Jeno?” You whispered back hoarsely, “No, it’s me.” The voice gasped before continuing, “Y/N, I’m so sorry. Please don’t go. It wasn’t supposed to go like this...”
You sighed gently, “Jisung, just shut up. Meet me in front of Jeno’s house. I promise you won’t be punched again.” The boy chuckled dryly, “Okay. I’ll be there in 15.” You nodded and swiftly exited the call, sighing in relief.
Creaking of the front door made you whip towards the sound. Jeno yawned as he walked onto the porch. His gentle eye-smile immediately calmed your emotions. He stepped closer, stretching, “Whatcha doing?” You leaned on the railing again, cheek squeezed on your palm, “Just enjoying some fresh air.” The boy slithered his arm around your waist, smirking as he motioned at your hand, “And my phone?”
Your cheeks became dusted in pink from embarrassment, “O... Oh. Uh, it was going off so I checked it.” He nodded, drumming on your side softly, “What was it?” You brought the device to eye-level, “Donghyuck was spamming you.” Irritation laced his eyes as he scoffed, “What did he want?” You placed the phone down, reaching your fingers into the boy’s fluffy hair, “He wanted to apologize...”
Jeno leaned against your hand, grabbing the phone while rolling his eyes, “And?” You continued to thread your fingers through his locks, smiling gently, “He went on a rant. I got kinda overwhelmed so I hung up. I need to unblock him and call him.” He nodded, unlocking his phone and going through his messages, “Seems like he really wanted to apologize!” You giggled lightly.
Jeno’s smirk of amusement quickly disappeared, eyebrow furrowing, “Did you... call Jisung?” Your mouth gaped. “Uh...” The serious stare from the boy sent anxious chills down your spine. You nodded silently. He sighed, locking the phone.
“How’d it go?” Your eyes widened, “What?” Jeno slipped the phone into his pocket, wrapping his arm tighter around you, “How’d it go?” You placed your hand onto his arm, whispering softly, “You’re not mad?” He smiled, “A little... But you have to make your own choices. I just don’t want you to get hurt again.” A smile stretched on your face. You kissed the boy’s cheek gently.
“Thank you...” You whispered against his skin. He shrugged, failing at hiding his blush, “It’s nothing.” Running your fingers through his hair again, you glanced at the street, “He should be here soon.” You looked back at the yawning boy, “You can stay on the porch if you’d like?” He nodded, pressing a kiss onto your forehead as he wrapped his free arm around your waist.
You poked his cheek harshly, “And no punching!” Jeno pouted and groaned dramatically.
Crunches of leaves ruptured your relaxation. You flicked at the arms surrounding you, leaning away from the warm chest. “Jeno, wake up!” Said boy groaned, snuggling better into your neck. Rolling your eyes, you quickly swatted at his face, “I think he’s coming, fucking get off!” Jeno sighed, sitting up straight as he unwrapped his arms from your hips.
You stood up from the porch steps, shaking your shoulders. Staring up, your eyes locked with the gaze you became so familiar with. Your body froze. You didn’t realize that your hands were shaking aggressively until they were grabbed from behind.
“Calm down, sweetheart. You can do this.” Jeno’s soft whisper in your ear snapped you out of your frozen state. You nodded and slowly took a step forward. Pushing your emotions and nerves away, you numbly walked towards the boy that deeply hurt you.
You dug your nails into your palm as you stood in front of him, voice slipping quietly through your lips.
“Hello, Jisung.”
“Y/N... I... I-”
You locked your arms around the boy, hiding your face in his chest, “I forgive you.” Once the whisper escaped your throat, Jisung sighed shakily. Whipping his eyes, he swiftly hugged your body close. You relaxed into his touch. It felt like hours until you released each other. Intertwining your hands with his, you smiled slightly.
“I still love and care about you, but I want to restart. I want to be friends; I want it to be like the beginning.” Jisung nodded, smiling back. He brought your hand up, kissing your knuckles delicately, “As long as I don’t lose you...” You nodded, stepping back, each step heavily dragging you down. “I’ll see you tomorrow... Right?” He nodded, reluctantly letting go. He waved sluggishly, turning on his heel. You watched him rush away, steps large and hands in his hair. As the boy’s figure became hazy, you finally broke down. Dropping to your knees, you sobbed, arms tightening around yourself. You let the tears fall as you felt Jeno sit behind you, engulfing you in his arms.
You never knew love could hurt so much. You should’ve suspected it.
This was not supposed to be this long omg I got so carried away. It was so fun to continue on this! It seems like my angsts are better than my fluffs even though these destroy me dhsjha hope y’all love this as much as the first part 💞
Anonymous said: Hi! Could you do a poly au with Jinsoul and Kim Lip? Please and thank you!! ^^
Jinsoul & Kim Lip (LOONA): Fluff; Poly
Word Count: 614
Thank you for requesting! Sorry this took forever!
”Baby... BaAAAaAAaaaAbbBBBbbyYYy?” You grumbled, turning away from the voice.
“BAAAABBBBYYYY!” Your head snapped up to glare at the woman pestering you, “I’m trying to sleep.” Jinsoul pouted, crossing her arms as you laid your head back down facing away from her. She sat on the edge of the bed, glaring at you, “I’m trying to show you love.”
“Show me love later.” Silence filled the room for a few moments. “Baby-” The whisper made you shoot up. You smacked into her skull, shouting in pain as she yelped. You gripped the back of your head before glancing at your girlfriend holding her forehead. Reaching for her head, you laughed and held her cheeks softly. She looked up and laughed with you, hand still placed on her forehead.
Hurried footsteps alerted your attention. You stared at the doorway. Jungeun leaned against the wooden doorframe, giggling, “What happened?” You rubbed Jinsoul’s face and watched Jungeun slid into the blankets, “We bumped heads cause someone doesn’t know boundaries.” Jinsoul gasped, ripping your hands from her cheeks, “Maybe if someone woke up to give me attention!”
You poked her thigh and scoffed, “Uh, excuse me! I was trying to sleep!” Your lips twitched when Jungeun started giggling in the background. Jinsoul grinned, bopping your nose gently, “Attention over sleep, baby.” A kiss on your cheek caused you to smile, watching Jungeun reach over to kiss Jinsoul’s cheek.
Holding Jinsoul’s hand, Jungeun beamed excitedly at you as she twirled her fingers with yours, “You still promised us a date!” Your eyebrow rose, “So that’s why you two are in my house.” You gripped their hands, kissing their knuckles before smirking, “I already have it planned!” You let go of their palms and flicked both of their foreheads, earning squeaks in return, “Now get out.”
“Y/N is taking forever.” Jinsoul laughed at Jungeun’s whining. You rushed down the stairs, fixing your jacket, “I’m coming, I’m coming!” Kissing Jinsoul’s forehead, you locked hands with Jungeun, “Let’s go.” The two girls followed behind you, Jinsoul linking arms with you. “Where are we going?” A fond smile crossed your face, “We’re going to the park.” Jungeun’s lips widened to a grin, “Where we met?” You nodded, pulling her hand up to your lips and placing a kiss on her fingers.
“Why aren’t you taking us to where we met?” You laughed at the other’s pout. You pecked her lips, “Cause we met at my house. Jungeun dragged you there.” Her pout immediately disappeared, blissfully rolling her eyes.
Jinsoul swung your joined hands, leaning forward to look at you and Jungeun, “So you’re finally showing me the park?” Jungeun laughed, poking the other girl’s dimple. “Yep! It’s so pretty- so many trees and flowers! There’s this really nice swingset an- oh and there’s a pond!” You chuckled as the girl continued to ramble on about the park, Jinsoul listening excitedly with an affectionate smile. You watched your girlfriends adoringly, rubbing their hands gently with your thumbs. The memories of your meeting with the two flooded your mind.
Jungeun’s animated voice of joy and Jinsoul’s complaints of your teasing still rang in your ears. “The sunset is sSsOoooO beautiful at the park! Sitting near the pond under a tree, that’s an experience. Now I can take you to my favorite spot- Y/N, are you okay?” You jolted from the fingers that waved in your face. Jinsoul retracted her hand, frowning slightly, “Yeah, are you okay?”
You nodded, skipping to stand in the middle of them. Wrapping your arms with theirs, you beamed, “Just thinking about the day I met you.” The girls awe’ed, making you roll your eyes.
Anonymous said: ooh hi I love ur writing~~~~ can I get hybrid seungmin fluff? Like where he’s in a really cuddly mood and u pet his ears n stuff~
Seungmin (Stray Kids): Fluff; Hybrid!Seungmin
Word Count: 431
This was cute! Thank you for requesting and sorry for the wait
The front door of the dorm alerted you of the boys’ arrival. Your lips curled into a smile as you continued reading. Loud, tired complaints filled the living room as the boys separated. Footsteps increased in volume towards the bedroom. You placed your bookmark on your page, gently closing your book in an attempt to be silent; even though your boyfriend always knows of your presence.
A quick sniff near the door made you pout: you’ve been caught.
The door swung open to show Seungmin standing there with a joyful beam, “You’re here!” You smiled in return, setting the book to the side before reaching your hands towards him. He jumped onto the end of the bed, ears twitching crazily as he crawled to you. Seungmin snuggled into your neck, laying between your legs and wrapping his arms around your hips. You giggled quietly and ran your hands through his hair.
“Of course I’m here.” The hybrid kissed your neck softly, nuzzling his face deeper. Your cheek jerked as his ear twitched against your flesh. You smoothed your fingers on his ear, rubbing the fur delicately. Seungmin purred quietly, linking his hand in your free palm and playing with the warm fingers.
“Can we lay down, lovebirds?” You looked up at the doorway to see Hyunjin and Jisung standing there, Hyunjin leaning against the wooden doorway with Jisung yawning behind him. You smirked, placing both hands on Seungmin’s side, “Nope.”
Jisung poked his head into the room, dramatically glaring and gasping out, “How dare you tell us what to do?!” He pointed at you while grinning, “You’re lucky we love you.” You stuck your tongue out at the boys as they walked into the room before petting Seungmin’s ear again.
Kissing his scalp, you whispered to the purring boy, “Comfortable?” He nodded and smiled gently. A loud gagging voice erupted from the background, causing Seungmin to groan and roll his eyes.
“Can you two idiots be quiet?” Jisung and Hyunjin laughed to themselves. The hybrid sighed, standing up from the bed. Before you could respond, he pulled you from the mattress, grumbling quietly to himself. He dragged you to the living room, ignoring the chuckles from Chan as he walked past. Seungmin sat on the couch, pulling you with him.
You laughed while Seungmin hid his face in your neck, holding you close to him. Playing with his hair, your eyebrow raised, “Baby?” He mumbled against your skin, “Sleep.” You smiled and raised one of his hands, kissing his knuckles, “Okay, baby. Let’s sleep.” He nodded, cuddling you closer to him.
All of my writings have been so short I’m sorry! I’ll try to write more dhksfhkh
