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New music holds no nostalgia. It used to be I’d listen to an artist and think to myself, “I’m going to care about this album for a long, long time”, but it sure has been a long time since I felt that.

#thoughts

I spend more time getting ready in quarantine than I did when I had to go to school/work/The Great Outside. I jus wanna look nice for meself.

#me #myface

ghiagreizism

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I know you think I’m holding you down And I’ve fallen by the wayside now And I don’t understand the same things as you But I do Don’t laugh at me, don’t look away..

-Bedshaped by Keane

solemnheart13

12/06/17 — Remember the night when we drove to LA to watch the movie we both wanted to see...Call Me By Your Name? It was our second date. I was fidgeting with my fingers all night. I wanted you to kiss me. I was unsure if you thought about me that way. If you just wanted a friend. We had just met on tinder. It was our second time meeting up. You rang on my doorbell. I was shocked. I was expecting you to just text me to come outside. Then we walked to your car and you rushed over to open the door for me. Except of course being the dork you are combined with a strong gust of wind you fell right into me. That was the first time my hands met your hips. I caught you. Stabilized you. My hands didn’t want to leave. But we both got shy. It was cinematic, something out of a gay rom-com. When we got to LA we rushed into the theater, slightly late and missed the opening scene. We settled into our seats and watched in awe. We got to experience the beauty of that movie for the first time together. You had been raving in the car about Sufjan Steven’s and the soundtrack. The movie ended and the titles rolled down Timothee Chalamets crying face paired with Sufjan’s voice. That was the first time I cried in front of you. Right then and there no matter how hard I tried to hide it. After we stood on top of the parking structure looking over the city. I wanted you to kiss me. I’ve always been the person to make the first move. It’s easy for me to do when I want something so so bad. But I held back. This time was different. I wanted you to be the courageous one, I wanted you to kiss me. I was tired of being fearless. I wanted you to be. But we left the rooftop after moments and moments passed and went home. You dropped me off and I went inside where my mom greeted me. I instantly whined “Why didn’t she kiss me?! Does she not like me like that?” My mom told me to be upfront, “People can’t read your mind Savy!” I realized that was true, and fearlessness is a two way street. I instantly pulled my phone out and texted you a quote from the movie, ready to throw it all on the line. “Is it better to speak or die?” “Speak” you responded. So I asked “Why didn’t you kiss me?” You instantly texted back “I WANTED TO SO BAD!” and that was that. We were destined. I went to bed listening to The Mystery of Love. And when my life‘s path took me away from yours, Sufjan Steven’s was the only thing that got me through those months away from you. Luckily it wasn’t a goodbye, only a “later.” And now to today. We’ve been together nearly two years now. We’ll put on the Mystery of Love vinyl and dance in our bedroom, in our shared apartment reminiscing of that night. @moonlit-moments

moonlit-moments

I still wish I could smack myself upside the head for not kissing you that night, but I guess if I had, then we would have never had our perfect 11:11 moment, our shared wish granted, with the most perfect first kiss. We were overlooking the valleys and city lights of the places we grew up in when I got to kiss you the first time and I’d already met your parents before then. Hah! Of course it wasn’t goodbye. It’ll never be goodbye, so long as the rest of my wish comes true.

CALCULUS 3 HELP

so I’m just trying to do a simple proof but I SUCK at proofs. This is my best attempt, but I know that it’s wrong because I haven’t actually done anything to prove that c in this case needs to be positive. Can anyone help me?

#calculus #proof #math #homework #help #math help #studying #math proofs #calc #calc 3 #vectors

tardis-in-a-moonbeam

Can someone tell me how to prove that these converge or diverge? Or attach your work with a photo?

I can't figure out which tests to use

tardis-in-a-moonbeam

Thank you both!

moonlit-moments

Ok I did em! I think they’re right. I checked with a tutor on campus just now. So hopefully 🤷‍♀️

#calculus

You're in calc right? Could you jot down some work and send it in response to my last post--- i'm desperate and idk how to prove convergence or divergence of a few problems --- like should i do integral test or limit comparison or what bc everything i'm doing for these ones isn't working

I will try my best!

brandomonk

This semester has been HELL.

Calc 2 is no joke man

#thoughts

Big Thief and Palehound

I won free tickets to a show for Big Thief and Palehound (: I’m a super poor college student and I’ve been wanting to see Big Thief for yearsss, so thanks for comin’ in clutch Universe. I also love Palehound and appreciate that they’re the opener.

#big thief #palehound #concert #thoughts

Calculus Help

This is a shot in the dark, but if anyone here has taken Calculus 2, do you understand how to do hydrostatic force problems? I don’t really understand how to set up the integrals and I’ve been studying it a lot and trying to find good resources, but it seems like every video I watch gives me a different way to think of it each time. I found one method that made sense to me, but that method doesn’t work for semi-circle shapes because it can lead to getting a negative number under a radical. So maybe you have a resource that explains a method that can work for all different kinds of shapes/surfaces under water, whether the shape is partially submerged or fully submerged. Whatever you’ve got, send it my way. By brain hurted. I already had my test on this subject and I couldn’t even begin to do the two hydrostatic force problems my professor gave us and I’m really bummed about it because I tried real hard. 😕

#calculus #math #studying #help #math help #calculus help #study help #hydrostatic force #integrals #physics #integrate #mathematics #school #thoughts

A chronicle of our many adventures together. There are way too many good times to include in one post, but these just happen to be some of my favorite pictures of the girl I love. We haven’t been able to get out of LA in quite some time, with all that we have going on in our lives with school and work and blah blah blahhh. I’ve been craving some time alone in a beautiful place with Sav sooo bad. The opportunities we get to wander aimlessly through forests, or to watch sunsets and draw our names in the sand are the kinds of moments I live for. This post is just a reminder to myself to make time for those moments because without them, life wouldn’t be as unforgettably beautiful. Of course, life isn’t always epic landscapes, crashing waves or ancient trees, and that’s okay. The quiet and sacred moments spent lying close together in the safety of your home, wrapped in the warmth of each other’s love and all that feels familiar; those moments are just as necessary, but unless you venture outside of your zone of comfort every now and then, you might just take it for granted.

#girlfriend #lesbian #gay #lgbt #wlw #thoughts #do you see how long her tongue is tho