Mora Mora

Oh, hey! (: live for music & good vibes. just keep swimming. ✌ NWI & Chicago, IL Twitter: moramora089

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I feel so frustrated..

Frustrated that I’m frustrated. Frustrated with how my life has turned out. Frustrated that I no longer have any sense of direction. Frustrated that the person who motivated me to be a better version of myself is no longer displaying the enthusiasm for having a better life like he once had. I remember talking about our goals and a bright future, but i’m afraid that we no longer want the same thing. This person had such a high work ethic but where did that person go? I didn’t think I would be 23 years old and living at home with my parents, engaged with no real wedding date set, so far from my faith that although attending Sunday mass is uplifting it feels so fake, and the worst part is having such a beautiful child that I can’t help but feel sadness about. I’d hate to sound like I don’t want my baby girl but I didn’t think this would be the circumstance under which I would bring a child into the world. The biggest frustration of all is the fear that with all these feelings, god will punish me by taking her away. The most frustrating thing of all is that I feel like all of these thins could have been avoided. we had 9 months to plan and make changes and now that she’s here I need to know what to do in order to go back to work myself. The happiness that I once felt has faded and although I am still very much in love, I know that love will not carry us on.  I aspire to attain the “american dream” that my parents who came to this country with nothing were able to attain. Their hard work paved the way for what we have today: a roof over our head ( rent free), food (also free), a car to utilize when ours are not working (thank god my dads a mechanic), etc. because there are literally countless things that my parents still have to provide for me. It’s as if were playing house in someone else’s. I want my own place to call home, somewhere we can raise our own child, and have a sense of independence. I’ve learned my whole life that hard work pays off.. so why am I not seeing that hard work/ work ethic in the one person who was such a go-getter with attainable goals. I guess my definition of a man and a provider is different than that of which you were raised on.... 

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accurate.

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It is hard, to stay so close to you and not touch you. It is hard, to be just a breath away from your face, and not kiss you. It is hard, to be right by your side, and not love you.

Lukas W. // Restrain (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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I can relate to this

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Riot Fest (2017)

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😍💕

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The lineup for the 2015 Alternative Press Music Awards presented by Journeys keeps getting better and better! Tune in to ASXTV on July 22nd to catch the show! Visit the website for more information: http://bit.ly/1f8NadN  

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Daily dose of love quotes here

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Best GRAMMY tweet of the night

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I have the most amazing man in my life 😊💖

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#tbt to the @issuesselftitled show at #HOBChicago 😊❤ #JourneysNoiseTour #issues #madatmyself #concert