School. Food. Homework. Movies. Those are the few things that Morgan's days have consisted of for the last few months. Ever since her and Jordan broke it off, Morgan felt as if she couldn't find a way back into her usual life anymore. When the pair got back together after Jordan's missteps, she spent almost every day with him, trying to regain her trust in him and fix their relationship. She was fighting hard, she was doing anything she could, but she just didn't feel him return it. All along, from the very beginning, she felt that way. He wasn't trying as hard as she was, but being her usual self, Morgan pushed away those thoughts, blowing them off as her usual worrying about every little thing. Everybody had told her. And that's why she felt so stupid. "It won't work out. He'll cheat again. He's not worth it. Stop trying." Those were only a few things that Morgan got to hear on a daily basis. Mostly, from the two people that were closest to her. Kelvin, her brother, and Eli, her best friend. Now that Morgan knew they were right, she felt more ashamed than ever. Jordan had betrayed her again, but there was no one to blame but herself. Hurt me once, shame on you. Hurt me twice, shame on me. That's exactly how the girl felt. It was all her fault, she should have known all along. She should have listened. Because now she was left alone, hurt and feeling as stupid as ever.
The last few days were the worst for her, though. Kelvin was gone, and although he insisted on staying home and taking care of his little sister, she made him leave for his yearly vacation. She didn't want her brother to miss out on something he'd been looking forward all year just for her sake. Besides, it's been at least five months, she was sure that she'd be over it. Oh boy, was she wrong. She spent every day all alone at home. And usually, Kelvin leaving wouldn't be a bother, because she'd have someone to call up. That someone.. being Elijah. But ever since they had their last argument, which once again involved the boy being 100% right about what Jordan would do to her, she had not spoken to him again. She wanted nothing more than someone to just hug her. She didn't even need words. She just needed friends, someone. And she was sick and tired of letting all her problems out on her older brother, she knew that he had enough issues for himself, she didn't need to be adding up on those.Â
So, there Morgan was. She ran a hair through her brunette curls and glanced over at the clock as she did. 3:15 AM. Great. Another sleepless night, insomnia had become her only friend lately. Just as Morgan was about to lie down again and try to get at least a few hours of sleep, she hard a knock. And if a knock in the middle of the night wasn't surprising enough, she felt her mouth drop when she recognized that significant knock ring through the house. It was Eli. It was his knock. Could it be? Morgan shook her head, she thought she was hallucinating. She had no idea why he would want to come and see her know, after she hadn't even bothered to call him up and apologize for being so rude and ignorant when he had been right and only trying to protect her all this time. Nevertheless, after a few more minutes of silence, Morgan decided to get up and she skipped downstairs faster than she thought she would. Â Before opening the door, she took a long breath and closed her eyes, only to have them open up again and meet up with the boy that she had been longing to finally see again for such a long time.
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