ko-neko-chan~

[morisakurakitsune]

#𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗕𝗹𝘂𝗲𝗕𝗶𝗿𝗱

𝑂𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑; 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑙𝑢𝑒 𝑏𝑖𝑟𝑑

𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑒 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠,

𝐻𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒

𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑖𝑟;

𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠, 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑠;

𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑝𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟

𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑎𝑧𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠;

𝑠𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛;

𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐,

𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑔𝑎𝑧𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑

𝑖𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑝𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦...

𝑆𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐵𝑙𝑢𝑒 𝑏𝑖𝑟𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒..

[morisakurakitsune]

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑔𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑢𝑝 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠,

𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑢𝑝𝑜𝑛 𝑎 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒,

𝑑𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒,

𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑏𝑖𝑛𝑔

𝑆𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦, 𝑛𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡

𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑑 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟;

𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡

𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔

𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑠𝑦𝑚𝑏𝑜𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒...

#poetry #suffering is contant

[morisakurakitsune]

Everyone: ao3 is down

Me: cool I'll live another day

Also me: so this is what mental breakdown feels like. Is this what separation between lovers feels like. And there are exact 75 tiles in my kitchen floor. Discoveries after discoveries. Damn

[morisakurakitsune]

The sudden impact of ao3 being down turned me into an unhinged widow waiting for his dead husband to respond to her text messages while loosing the last brain cells and what little hair I've left on my head!!! ( Internal screaming!!!)