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Moriyon; he/they/it; 20+ y.o. pfp cr. - shmkismet14336

[moriyon]

Introduction 🌊

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⬛ It's me. Again Moriyon.

◼️ Adult;

◼️ Neirodivergent (something undiagnosed);

◼️ Constantly confused ;

◼️ Nonbinary;

◼️ INFP; 5w4 sx/so (549); ILI; EVLF;

◼️ Possibly sensitive/not safe content with bare minimum TW;

◼️ ... ;

◼️ RU (mostly) / ENG (my writing skills are awful);

⬛ Do Not Interact: minors (nothing personal); queerphobia (transphobia); sexism; TERF; ableism; sanism (psychophobia); anti self-diagnosis; pro-censorship; antis; AI-supporters;

[mell-716]

[moriyon]

(Disclaimer: I'll be using machine translation because "I'm not passionate about consciously improving my foreign languages skills.")

Now I'll move on to the main topic of this text (which continues a series of posts on other social media with stricter character limits).

I hate being creative and do art stuff.

Often, after more than ten hours of nonstop drawing, I find myself thinking that all of this time was wasted. Despite the amount of effort I put into it, the result is never quite "satisfactory." The pleasure I get from the process is minimal and quickly evaporates, leaving an emptiness (sadness, disappointment, fatigue). I can't overcome the feeling that all my actions are meaningless (even those I do voluntarily for "myself"). And no one from the outside can change this—the problem stems from within.

Things are even worse when I'm try to start anything new. A lack of basic skills limits my ability to realize my idea, or even a complete incompatibility between the original concept and plot in my imagination and the seemingly "available" mediums... I can't find a word for the level of devastation and humiliation. A significant portion of my thoughts are visual in nature, and attempts to translate them into text seem impossible, like "it's completely impossible, don't even try."

[carto-n]

[tfh-arts]

Hey guys did you know I really like Callisto

[tfh-arts]

Hey guys did you know I really like Callisto

[raingoesup]

Pareidolie

[thelensart]

NO FUTURE - GET BOOZING

[erimakis]

heaven

[huariqueje]

Unknown , Shadows in the Studio - Line Holtegaard , 2024.

Danish , b, 1980 -

Oil on canvas , 60 x 80 cm.

[thelensart]

Girls who go to Hel(l) looking for their loved ones support group

[numiwhisp]

suddenly, one day

[thewindowofthesummerhouse]

Takato Yamamoto

[hazedxg0]

Been seeing too many pop-psychology attachment theory posts that demonize avoidant attachment lately, so for the record:

You are not entitled to anyone else's time or affection.

People are allowed to leave you if they do not want a relationship with you.

People do not have to give you a reason that you approve of, or even a reason at all, to leave you if they do not want a relationship with you.

Your own co-dependency issues and attachment to someone else does not trump that person's ability to deny consent.

No-one is obligated to give you attention just because you want them to.

No-one is obligated to stay in a relationship they don't want to be in, even if the other person hasn't done anything wrong.

No-one is obligated to stay in a relationship they don't want to be in, even if the other person is mentally ill.

Attempting to force someone to stay through coercion, guilt tripping, or threats of suicide/self-harm is abusive.

[nopointinname]

Cluster a culture is being suspicious and somewhat convinced and paranoid that others can read your mind and see into your internal world, especially if you:

a) tell them too much

b) don't control your facial expressions and body language

c) give accidental proof that you have..thoughts, feelings and are a real person *gasp*

[scoliosin]

manimani

[vantabone]

its still you