hhhhh I really really really want a cg
I turned 21 a couple of months ago, and yet I still yearn to be cared for in the way I never got to be. Deconstructing shame over asking for literally anything is a difficult process, but I'm gritting my teeth and enduring it just by making this post.
My name is River, he/him, my timezone is CDT (Texas), and I regress between 1-4. Lately I've been repressing it, since the loneliness just triggers childhood neglect, and I wind up just feeling like an unwanted child (booo). 1-3 I'm nonverbal (I start yapping at 4) and I'm really low maintenance. I've never had a cg, and I'm very used to handling everything myself, but I'm looking for a cg to release the stress from exactly that. I'm gonna start with just an online cg (if I can) to build up tolerance to kind words, but I dream of one day having an irl one. I'm so doubtful that anyone would actually want to be that person to me, but I don't want to give up before I even try.
Enough of that, I really like cryptids, especially Mothman. My favorite cartoons are Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, OK K.O, and Steven Universe. I also like watching Kubz Scouts (not toddler-appropriate but actual toddler me watched family guy so wtvr, I've been watching kubz scouts since I was 10) and coloring/painting! My favorite snacks are goldfish crackers and strawberries :>
Sooo yeah, if you're older than/are 21 and interested, please please please hmu thank you






















