A Willingly Captured Soul

I'm a mom, I'm in love, I'm 27 and I like a little bit of everything.. Also I post a lot of gay shit ✌💖

[everythingfox]

[motherofthemoon1003]

You ever pull up to work and immediately feel sick? Like aches, nausea, weak knees, and light headed? Yeah... this is gonna be interesting.

[motherofthemoon1003]

Update

Today was absolute shit 👍

[motherofthemoon1003]

5:09am

My anxiety is really bad tonight and there's no warrantable reason for it. I haven't slept a wink and the house will be awake soon. I won't be prepared for today when I need to be on my top game which just makes the anxiety worse. I've tried everything in the book and here we still are. I've noticed when this happens my head gets itchy. Like I have lice or something. It feels like tiny spiders crawling through my hair, around my face, and in my ears. The itch is unbearable and I end up scratching my scalp till it bleeds. That's the predicament I'm in right now and I just want it to end. I'm at the point where I weigh out the options to either continue fighting this battle and mentally implode when I finally doze off only to be awakened by the shrill sound of my mother's voice in the matter of seconds. Or stay awake and pollute my bloodstream with copious amounts of caffeine and nicotine till my responsibilities for the day are filled by the skin of my teeth and it becomes an acceptable time to pass the fuck out. 🤷🏼‍♀️

I'm leaning towards the latter but I know myself well enough that at some point I will have a mental breakdown. Its been a while since it's been THIS bad but it doesn't make it any easier. I imagine my brain taking a drag off a cigarette, covered in tattoos, with shades on; telling me "Dont be a fucking pussy. This is nothing compared to some other episodes you've had." While my body is broken at the bottom of a pit, chained to the floor as water starts to rise, crying out for mercy.

I hate it here.

I want to go home.

But my home is a pair of burnt umber eyes with warm arms to hold me and a rhythmic heartbeat that soothes me, that is most likely fast asleep. And how I envy his pillow and his sheets.

Its supposed to be an exciting day today, a good day that will change everything for the better, and as of right now I already feel defeated.

Its times like this where I wish I smoked weed.. but even typing that didn't feel right. I just want to feel and just... be, the way I feel and just am when I'm with him and the baby is asleep. Together, secure, and happy.

I guess that's all I've got for now. Everyone will be awake soon.

Good morning, world..

[coopjonesy]

I seem to be your new favorite novel. One that keeps you up at night… to continue turning my pages. Fingers lingering on me so you don’t lose your place.

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[bettycooper]

When he kisses her, storms rise beneath her skin for she is the ocean, & he her moon.

~ ~ Fall in Love With Riverdale ~ ~

[oryoucouldstay]

# priorities 

[oryoucouldstay]

“I want to hold you tightly; and kiss you madly; I want to forever love you with a passion that will never burn out.” - M.R. Grey

[bettycooper]

This Thanksgiving (episode), I’m thankful for all the amazing Bughead we’ve been served.

[coopjonesy]

Girlfriend came on a mission and she wasn’t about to fail it.

Well done, Cooper.

[aniionco]

lazy weekend🌼🌷

[easyminds]

Headcanon: Jughead shows his comfort around Betty by initiating hand kisses.

Jughead feeling safe with Betty is really important, okay. Jughead feeling safe in general though let us be honest.

[jugheadjones-was-here]

I love these two so much

[aniionco]

this is a secret, so shh💞

[alpacalypseartb]

some unposted here bughead art content

i thought i would mention all my art is tagged “bughead art” so if you want to skip the rambles and look at just my art try that tag OR just follow my instagram！its all art pictures there with rambles in the captions because i need to talk！this account is more opinion and art dregs based so this is the walmart portfolio where as my instagram is hand picked vip only good enough shit 😂

[tarakanoff22]