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ok i have some time before i gotta pick up the bf im wondering if i should do some stuff

#hmmmm #the cats r hungry but i have no idea where their food is #and they get special stuff in their food and i don't wanna mess it up 😭#they r sad tho one of them has been crying outside the door 🥺#anyways i think ill make some breakfast and do some dishes if needed #maybe take out trash / clean up the kitchen a bit

really worn out they've been working me sooo much lately 😭

ok i'm gunna sort through bills today 🙄

ok i'm home for the day :)

#i've been at bfs house for like weeks and weeks #because being here is hard #i'm gunna chill so hard today it's gunna be awesome #and maybe get some stuff done too

whatever. fly my scarab

me and bf slept all day lol

#needed it tho i've been hella stressed #i fee alot better about things rn tho

i need to jerk off but it's a little risky

i wanna cryin so nauseous and exhausted and my mind is racing

it's hard knowing someone for ten years and finally seeing that pretty much everything has been the same self destructive cycles over and over and over and over and over

#with little regard for anyone else lol

straight up realizing i've let ppl take advantage of me like crazy

my head and heart are racing

went to bed at 2 am and it's 6 and i can't sleep

stupid mid shift

ok i'm gunna just lock in and get some shit done wish me luck or whatever

big boy stuff list

-set up big fish tank

-finally fucking take shit out the garage

-go through tub of junk and despair

#these r the things that eat away at me like all the time

i'm hoping my friend can pay me back so i can spend crazy at my up coming events

#i can't believe it's may already #and we r like half way through it wtf #i have a convention i'm going too in june and pride ofc #honestly i just wanna take a month off work and sleep for a week and then get all of the shit i need done done

ok fine i'll get some shit done

#i really really need to set up my big fish tank i've been meaning to for like months and months #my life is just fucking insane !!!!

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