Mordecai

i feel things |they/he

[mourndecai]

Draw your OC in gay little outfits 🔫

[mourndecai]

maybe it's fucked up that I hope it hurts you as much as it hurts me

[mourndecai]

THE VOID

[mourndecai]

The memory of how your hand felt in mine is fading. The little shapes I'd trace over your skin and how you would squeeze three times for those three words that gave me so much security. Those three words that you'll never say to me again.

[mourndecai]

I retrace every step with an unsure pen... trying to figure out where we went wrong and why

[fehck]

[heavensghost]

I’m sorry I’m the one you love

[boycritter]

cracking open a lukewarm one with the nobody

[dugaodna]

cracking open a boiling one with the felt absence of people who will never be there again

[mourndecai]

cracking open a warm one with memories of them

[diosapate]

they call me the freaker outer the way I’m always freaking outing

[stardial]

missing someone is crazy because you’ll have dreams that r like “we went on a nice walk together :)” and you’ll wake up feeling like you’re gonna throw up

[cactus--princess]

Very disorienting when your dreams are very vivid

Lol I had another dream after I reblogged this. It was lovely seeing your name pop up with a message. I'm glad you have friends to protect you from me. Just a dream but still impacting and meaningful.

[mourndecai]

I want to tear my skin off and eat it to fill the hollow space in my chest. And yet, to gorge on my own emptiness would be an exercise in futility

[mourndecai]

I don't know how to be anymore

[deviika]

Why is it always ily and never i want to knit your veins with mine under the moon and stars?

[kaijuno]

[mousepregnant]

@v3ry-c00l

[hel7l7]

I don’t want to love you. And I don’t need to be loved. 

[jealizmuch]

do you ever just remember this is canon

[mourndecai]