Des’s Yearning

18 Arab/Eng Personal blog I sometimes post poetry on here

[movedtocrimsonstringoffate]

Hello <3

There is no specific theme for this blog, I am just yearnposting, and sharing mediocre poetry so far ^^

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I MAY TAKE A WHILE TO RESPOND, I am not ignoring you

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✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹Basics ✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹

✧.* Name - Desidarius (you can call me Derie, Derius, or Des for short ^^)

✧.* Pronouns - He/Him (They/Vamp)

✧.* Aroace spec, DMs are open for all, just be mindful of DNI list, and age

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✧.* Interests- PRETTY BOYS, Malice Mizer, Poetry, VAMPIRES & VAMPIRISM, Victorian visuals, Baroque, poetry, art, painting, DANMEI, and more ^^ You can find my fandom blog here

@crimsonsmultifandom

✧.* Music-

Tanbi kei, goth, grunge, eurobeat, metal, indie, scene, emo, punk, post-punk, 3rab pop, 3rab indie, Arabic music in general, Turkish rap, French pop,

✧.* Subcultures, and spaces I am a part of-

Goth, emo, punk, scene, vkei ^^

꒦︶ ◟⌗ ⸝⸝︴DNI ~ Homophobic, racist, sexist, zooph!les/ped0s

⋯⏝ ◜♡◞ ୨︴Hobbies ~

Volleyball, oil painting, MMA, writing

ᕀ ◜♡ .ᕀ★.𓂃︴Extra: Please use tone indicators. I can be socially clueless, but I’ll correct myself if you inform me of anything I do wrong ^^

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Tags

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Asks:

#crimson asks

Poetry:

#crimson’s poetry

Reblogs:

#crimsonstring reblogs

[wh3r3smyph0ne]

Little puppy trying to use big boy words, how cute.

💿 (idk how to flirt AND I couldn’t find the other emoji sue me)

understandable </3 thought disk anon for next time i think pretty please don't babytalk me that turns me off like. faster than a puppyboy can bark,,,,

[movedtocrimsonstringoffate]

FASTER THAN A PUPPY BOY CAN BARKKKKK

[fungusamongusblog2]

[movedtocrimsonstringoffate]

IT MIGHT NOT BE GOJOVER THANK FUCKKKK

[yourflightlessangel]

wwyhynot tme

[feminist-space]

The above is a video shared by smrchildsadness on Twitter, showing a person participating in a pride parade exchanging a pride flag with a person standing on his (am using his pronoun based on the TikToks/Tweets of what happened) doorway who had a Portuguese flag. There are sounds of cheers and crying and the two people hug each other as they exchange the flags. The man at the doorway then waved kisses to the crowd within the pride parade.

The Tweet says: "NO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HE WAS WAVING THE PORTUGUESE FLAG BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE A PRIDE FLAG AND THEY TRADED FLAGS AND HE'S SO EMOTIONAL TO GET HIS OWN PRIDE FLAG I'M EMOTIONALLY RUINED"

For context, apparently they were worried that maybe he's a nationalist because he was waving the Portuguese flag and some nationalists opposing the pride march were waving that flag. But upon interacting with him, it turns out he didn't have have a pride flag and he wanted to wave *a* flag in support of the pride march. So they had an exchange and now he has his own pride flag 😭🥹.

The image above is a Tweet by kunwara_ladkaa that says "I'm crying so much right now (Image taken by Manuel Fernando Araújo/Lusa)". The image shows the same man from the pride parade crying as he hugs his new pride flag.

The above image is a Tweet by dudz_zZzz that says "ainda não parei de pensar nele," which according to Google translate from Portuguese to English is "I still haven't stopped thinking about him." The image is a drawing of the person from the pride parade, crying as he hugs his new pride flag.

Posts were made on July 1, 2024.

[nevereverbird]

His name is António Fernandes, and you can find the original article where he spoke about this event here

This elderly gentleman lives alone in Porto, when he saw the march coming up his street all he knew was he wanted to participate, so he ran home to get the only flag he had to wave as they passed by, when they did he was overcome with emotion and called over one of the activists, they hugged and exchanged flags, he felt so overwhelmed that he could only hold it and cry.

This isn't a story about a closeted elderly man, António lives and has been living alone for many years now and that little moment made him feel included in something for the first time in many years.

Says the article:

"The act was "of support”, guarantees the man, especially because “each one is as they are and we are all the same”. “The joy I felt at this moment. I cried,” he recalled, still emotional when looking at the photograph offered to him during this report.

However, even though it reached thousands of people, the moment screams a feeling of belonging, of joy and also a portrait of loneliness as a consequence of aging.

Behind that door, whose image spread across the country, António is the portrait of a condition that affects many others like him.  He lives alone, but the walls of his home are full of memories of a life shared and full of love. “Memories I preserve,” he stresses.

He's not gay, nor does he need to be to support and respect the cause.

“We all have the same color blood. We are all the same.”

Still with an emotional look glued to the photograph that immortalized his gesture at the march, António remembers: “I felt embraced by all of them”. After a sigh, he says: “See this photo? I want to take it to my coffin.”

[movedtocrimsonstringoffate]

I feel like writing her another poem to get her out of my system.

[movedtocrimsonstringoffate]

مشتاق اليه و هي اخذت بالي

[movedtocrimsonstringoffate]

Since the world is going to fucking shit, reblog with something that makes life worth living.

I’ll go first:

Berry picking in the countryside with the sunbeams kissing your skin.

[recomvery]

Saying "no" is allowed, saying "no" is important, no matter how someone might react, it's not your job to make everyone happy and go along with every wish people have. Be ok with telling people no.

[butchfemmethoughts]

“strap-ons are heteronormative” try telling that to me and all the other butches and femmes who go outside.

[dellscape]

a man could never lay pipe the way i do

[hopelessstringsofbondage]

I’d like to add transmasc on transmasc action to the mix.

[kendymaycry]

let’s discuss non sexual intimacy today what are some things that are just as sexy as the act itself i’ll go first…feeding each other…little bites while making a dish or blowing on a spoonful to make sure it doesn’t burn someone’s tongue or kissing someone and they go mmm what did you just eat

[hisinfernalvamp666]

Fag the fuck up bro

[stuckinapril]

(in love with you) (bursting at the seams to talk to you) (heart teeming chest aching) hey how are you

[blissfullyangel]

Yan4Yan, Consensual control and stalking, obsessive and possessive love, matching scars and tattoos as well as bios and icons on every single platform, taken in every single bio, matching trackers, shared locations, creepy letters and gifts at your doorstep, watching you while you sleep, making you take care of yourself so you wont ever get sick 💭

[541lvr]

Yes, I want you to beg me not to leave you. I don't want you to ever leave me alone, I want you to be with me wherever I go. I want you to know the things I don't tell you. I want you to check my messages the moment I send them. I want you to be so jealous that you feel like you're going to throw up. Ah, problem?

[movedtocrimsonstringoffate]

And I want it all to be mutual.

[false-therapist]

I strangely love it when they’re so desperate for my attention. It reminds me that I’m needed and yearned for…