it makes me slightly annoyed that there isnāt a soudam fic that doesnāt have the entire process for enemies to friends to lovers.
(this is gona be long)
like most of the time itās just, timeskip gundham and kazuichi are all lovey dovey now, or just oh your actually not that bad.
but you see, i wanna see legitimately them slowly start seeing each other for who they are. like it could start off with kazuichi finally getting the hint by maybe finding out Soniaās into girls and apologize and make it up to Sonia. I wanna see the progress they make each step of the way. maybe I just like long ass slow burn ficsā the early parts are bit rough but slowly they become friends and then slowly Kazuichiās making friendships with Sonia and Gundham. and overtime Kazuichi would see tiny parts of Gundham he finds nice, cute even. but no the confession doesnāt come yet omgā thatās way too fast for my tastes. okay so i headcanon kazuichi to have internalized homophobia, i feel like he has to through that, i feel like Hajime would definitely help lots in that department. and Sonia will make an amazing wingmanā wingwoman? but anyway Kazuichi is the most closeted bisexual iāve ever seen. a lot of time needs to be spent here, you canāt just recover from that easily; the internalized homophobia probably came from his home life with his father or maybe his classmatesā both even; and having that drilled into your brain at an early age, thatās hard to take apart after built on for so long. after thatās taken care of, events have them to start seeing the good in the other but Kazuichi still refuses to acknowledge his fondness for Gundham because they were on opposing sides for so long, but then no matter how hard they try Kazuichi tries, he canāt ignore the festering feelings he has for Gundham and the tension just keeps brewing and despite himself, Kazuichi finally came to terms that, yes, he actually likes Gundham. i wanna see Kazuichi awkwardly trying to impressā court? Gundham, like giving gifts, making stuff for his animals, trying to indirectly ask for information; like Kazuichi would either try to get Hajime or Sonia to find out Gundhamās favorite flower and if that doesnāt work, in class he could ask a couple students what their favorite flower is and then ask Gundham so it wouldnāt be noticeable; then giving Gundham the flowers when he eventually confessesā not yet but like heās planning to. And throughout all this, Gundham is completely oblivious. Iām not saying Gundhamās stupid, far from it, he is a clever man. His plan to take down Mechamaru is very well orchestrated, he wouldāve gotten away with it if Fuyuhiko wasnāt there or if he didnāt drop any hints during the trial but I can tell he doesnāt have any experience with love at least, so he completely wouldnāt notice Kazuichiās advancements; but I feel like Gundham would still develop a liking towards Kazuichi. Then thereās just this back and forth between them hanging around each other, spending time and getting to know each other, their friends supporting them all the way, through the messes, the awkward and sweet moments. AND THEN finally Kazuichi decides to confess after much and many planning. BUT MAKE THE LINE āI think I can love youā
muah, right there that is what I wanna see, and if you by chance know a fic like this or is making it, TELL ME, TAG ME, PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU
but yes, i just wanna see the process and the slow ass burn, the cute and awkward exchanges kskKkskskssjdwkdn and honestly I just want more soudam content, i practically read every fic in ao3 already, i am starving
i also have 2 crappy old soudam fics that i deleted but i still have it in my notes, if anyone wants to read it, tell meš
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