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Phobetor {Greek God of Nightmares} "Within the darkest corners of the mortal mind; I lay waste to the weary and create the darkest of visions." [FC: Jung Taekwoon] (NOTE; This blog is not associated with Jung Taekwoon/VIXX's Leo, VIXX or Jellyfish Entertainment. This is purely for fun.)

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Dark Water // Self Para

It has been a whole month, silent and still with nights not haunted by the darkness brought by the god of nightmares. Seemingly slinking away into the shadows and the most unreachable part of our subconscious. Disappearing to emerge himself into a heavy slumber. The world where he had been was only dark water; just managing to stay floating.

Every once in a while he’d wake up, but only for a moment before drifting back to that endlessly-seeming slumber. Phobetor wouldn’t be able to keep his eyes open, always being pulled back in by the softest of voices. The time he spent lost in that haze seemed only brief, despite time going much faster than he thought. Stuck in a loop of being aware to lulling back to slumber made him disoriented. The thin line between fantasy and reality blurred, causing his own mind to slip and blur in the confusion. 

Blurred faces, static voices, monochrome memories. It felt like he was drowning.

They call for him to wake up.

Wake up..

It’s not the time to sleep yet, wake up vengeful god of nightmares.

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“You need to think about yourself every once in a while.”

Silence hung heavy in the air before her gentle voice cut through it like butter. Phobetor’s shoulders relaxed, hands folded in his lap. Despite what had be causing this god so much emotional distress, he had pushed it aside thinking it would help. It didn’t. He had little to no family left on the island except for a small few who he was close enough to consider family, including Persephone. 

The two had unintentionally met at the small cafe close to the University, sitting down to have some company and talk. It must’ve been obvious to the Goddess that the God of nightmares wasn’t doing okay by his physical appearance. All the problems he was experiencing was taking a toll on him, and he wasn’t sure what to do. So, putting his faith in Persephone he explained everything, it was hard but he was able to express his distress to her.

“I know, I really should. Wonshik has gotten so worried about me because of how I was ignoring my own thoughts and not taking care of myself. I just…I didn’t want to say anything..I didn’t want to tell anyone I had these problems and I’d rather make sure everyone else is okay.”

Phobetor shrugged weakly, holding the mug carefully in his hands as he took a sip, eyes moving back up to meet her gaze. He was more calm around her, but he still felt skiddish speaking his mind to someone close to him.

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“Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?”

It was hard lately for the god; he secretly didn’t tell Wonshik what was bugging him. His heart was heavy and his eyes remaining open after finding out news about his family. It kept him on edge and in a state of sleeplessness agony. Icelus kept himself buried under work and any other excuse he could conjure up. He didn’t have the heart to speak up, despite himself coming to Wonshik and hearing out on his past and his lover promising that he’d be there to help Icelus with his troubles. Now he felt selfish; gut twisting in disgust.

“Wonshik, I’m fine..A bit sleepy from this morning that’s all..”

Icelus sat slumped over his desk, head hanging forward slightly, body slowly shifting forwards and his hands folded and moving up slowly to his head. It was quite obvious that he hadn’t gotten sleep for days..possibly weeks (considering Gods don’t really need sleep.) Eyes encircled with a ring of black, voice quiet and fragile and his face more pale than usual. Icelus looked like he was a ghost; not helped by the fact he himself was experiencing nightmares of others and of his own creation. The lights in his office were dimmed so low it made everything almost disappear. With a quiet sigh, his eyes avoided Wonshik’s until his voice echoed through the dark room.

“Please trust me, I’m fine.”

He wasn’t fine. His son vanished, brother disappeared months ago and now his closest relative left him a note saying goodbye without explanation. Icelus was slowly cracking under the emotional distress he was having, and he wasn’t sure he could take anyone else leave him anymore.

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trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?” “Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.” “Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?” “You need to think about yourself every once in a while.” “I know your work is important, but you’re going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!” “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?” “You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.” “Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” “How did you get these bruises? Please don’t lie to me.” “There’s something bothering you that you’re not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?” “You’re sleep deprived and you haven’t been eating. Why do you think you’re feeling dizzy?” “I can give you some pills to help you sleep. They aren’t healthy, but this is even less healthy.” “If you didn’t just blink I would’ve sworn you were dead, that’s how sickly you’re looking. Go to bed, please!” “Have you drank all of these bottles in one weekend?!” “I know you don’t want this, but it’s for your own good. Sign the papers so they can pick you up tomorrow and you can get clean.” “What the hell are you doing?! Did you do that to yourself?!” “When was the last time you left the house? Or opened the curtains for that matter.” “Here, just keep breathing. It’ll be okay. Better out than in…” “This can’t go on like this! You’re not eating, you’re not sleeping, you barely talk!” “I’m sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!” “I thought you’d quit! How long have you been lying to me?” “I’m only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.” “Did you take anything? Why are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!”

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Wonshik: Look it's Sanghyuk! Are you thinking what I'm thinking?

Taekwoon: Yeah. Let's push him down the stairs.

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❛ I will always find you. ❜

It had been a long night, Icelus in a good mindset took a walk from Minx, mindlessly wandering around the city until he reached the forest. Dark eyes glanced around; the night was still young and he had all the time he wanted to relax.

The crushing of gravel under his shoes echoed through the trees, the god wandering aimlessly in the darkened forest floor. These woods were known to be dangerous, but to him it was simply a forest. The one thing he didn’t realize there was someone following him. Turning around he saw the figure, stopping, before letting out a soft chuckle.

“I guess you will, did Dandy help you find me?” He walked towards his lover, gently taking his hands as he leaned in for a gentle kiss. “Hopefully you didn’t worry too much about me, just wanted to get out while the weather was nice.” He glanced at Wonshik’s hand, seeing the ring he gave him with a warm smile, giving his hands a squeeze. 

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❛ I tried to destroy my dark side up on that rooftop in New York. '

He glanced over at the gentle figure sitting beside him, always remembering the way he eyes showed that glint of sorrow hidden behind blossoming kindness. Phobetor was no stranger to Persephone, seeing as the two lived in the Underworld under the rule of Hades, whom was also the husband to the goddess. 

“From what I can guess, it didn’t go too well did it?” His voice was quiet, trying to understand the reason she had done something like that. It confused him, but he could maybe understand a solid reason why she was tempted to try do destroy her darkest side of her.

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                                         I know my 𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇                                       like I know my own mind

       You will never find anyone as trusting or as kind

                                        I love my 𝒷𝓇𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇                                more than anything in this life

    I will choose his happiness over mine

                                               EVERY TIME

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❛ They say that a captain’s heart belongs to his ship. ❜

“Just like how mother nature cares for her Earth.”

Phobetor stood in the bookstore, holding a copy of 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea. He glanced over at the young woman, meeting her eyes as he spoke up quietly. “There are a lot of things that we have a strong, emotional connection to. Just like me and my nightmares or the scholars to ancient scripture. it’s all connected in some way. Guess it’s just a simple way of showing our passions for certain things..”