lee

whatever pronouns who cares basically my diary ; my thoughts and vents just for myself

[mr-urine]

resisting the urge to be constantly annoying about my arthritis

[fairycosmos]

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

[mr-urine]

too hungry to eat im getting ana flashbacks

[mr-urine]

too hungry to eat im getting ana flashbacks

[mr-urine]

I dont ACTUALLY, but i want my mom to get worse and get mean and act how she used to bc shes made so much progress that I cant remember if im right to be bitter. I want to pick a fight I want proof that she hasnt changed so how I feel doesnt have to change either

[mr-urine]

im just wayyyyy too emotional I'm sure it's exhausting for her. I'm trying my best to eat. fuck this stupid baka life

[mr-urine]

is she mad at me? and how often do I ask?

[mr-urine]

im so sensitive and dramatic today im bad otp too because I always feel left out? which isn't anyone else's fault it's just hard sometimes

I felt like my gf and her bsf are laughing at me but they weren't but they kinda were and I'm just sorry idk I'm embarrassed I feel like a child

maybe this has sometbing to do with trauma. hmm

[redstonedust]

im a simple man i like when things are shaped like other things. stool shaped like a mushroom. pillows shaped like fruit. salt and pepper shaker shaped like two friends hugging. in my ideal world i will have a house stocked entirely with novelty objects shaped like other objects and it will be beautiful.

[redstonedust]

im a simple man i like when things are shaped like other things. stool shaped like a mushroom. pillows shaped like fruit. salt and pepper shaker shaped like two friends hugging. in my ideal world i will have a house stocked entirely with novelty objects shaped like other objects and it will be beautiful.

[redstonedust]

im a simple man i like when things are shaped like other things. stool shaped like a mushroom. pillows shaped like fruit. salt and pepper shaker shaped like two friends hugging. in my ideal world i will have a house stocked entirely with novelty objects shaped like other objects and it will be beautiful.

[anxietyproblem]

[mr-urine]

it'd be symbolic to kms the day before my nineteenth birthday

[mr-urine]

I hate everything i wanna die. then all of a sudden everyone would be my best friend

[mr-urine]

and im just never gonns have that its not gonna happen its too late fuck

[mr-urine]

im so jealous of my gf shes always hanging out with her friends and she has a best friend that comes over all the time and I just dont have friends like that I want friends so bad but my friends don't like me as much as they like their other friends

[mr-urine]

softlaunching my suicide