Lisa and I walked over to them and the girls went inside. Lili was grasping onto my arm, while I took the hat off my head, smoothing out my hair. “It looked cute,” she pouted and I swear it was the cutest sight ever. “I need to look somewhat rich, he’s a fucking billionaire. I have nothing compared to him,” I said, pulling my shirt over my cleavage. “Stop doing that,” Lisa pulled my hand away from my shirt. “No one cares about his money, he shouldn’t even be here. We are finally in the same city and he has to show up,” she sighed, just as we were a couple steps away, she put a smile on her face since there were other people who didn’t know a thing about us two.
Not gonna lie I was nervous. I didn’t know the guy. I don't know how he is with Lisa, how friendly they are, or how much of his intentions were actually friendly or strictly business. “Hi,” Lisa spoke first and Frédéric immediately went for the hug, although Lisa didn’t let go of me and only gave him a side hug. “Hi, I heard the show was great,” the tall man said. Damn, he really is not the most handsome man. Believe me, if he wasn’t involved with Lisa, I wouldn’t even say a word about him but unfortunately that’s not the case. “Yeah, it was awesome,” she replied. Frédéric and I made eye contact and we shared the probably most awkward smile I’ve ever experienced. You know it was that tight-lipped smile that you give elderly people on the street when you accidentally make eye contact. Horrible. “I’m Frédéric Arnault,” he extended his hand out, the heavy French accent in his voice screaming he was a billionaire. “Y/n Fleur Depp,” I shook his hand, with a polite smile. “Ah yes, you’re one of the ambassadors for Louis Vuitton.” Yeah and like a well-known artist but whatever. “That’s right,” I said and a little awkward silence fell on the group. I looked at my sister who already had her eyes on me, a smirk pulling on her lips. Then a very tall guy, over 6 feet, walked over to our group with a big smile on his face. He was good looking I admit. Dark brown fluffy hair, light brown eyes, freshly shaved face, and a pearly white smile. He was very well built, lean but also masculine, and overall very well dressed. He was more like a Greek-looking man than a French one. “Sorry, important call,” he said, then looked at me, noticing a new face with his friend. “We haven’t met, I’m Henri Vaux, big fan,” his accent was less harsh and smoother than Frédéric’s. Henri held his hand out which I shook, surprised to hear he knows me by only my face. “I’m Y/n Fleur Depp, thank you, nice to hear that,” I replied, letting go of his hand. My sister seemed to know Frédéric and I was a little upset that she didn’t say anything about him before but maybe she didn’t know he was involved with Lisa.
I asked for a cigarette from Lily-Rose but just as I lit it, Frédéric spoke. “Should we get inside?” He looked at Lisa, who quickly glanced at me, watching as I blew the smoke out. “Sure,” she cleared her throat. Her fingers brushed over my arms as she let go, giving me a soft smile. “Are guys coming?” She asked my sister and Shake and they nodded, Frédéric’s friends following but Henri stood still in his place before stepping a little closer now that it was just the two of us.
I never wanted to smoke a cigarette quicker in my life. “So you’re friends with Lisa?” He asked. “Yeah, for a couple of months now,” I nodded. “And you and Frédéric are friends, work together?” I asked. “We’ve been friends for a while, since high school actually.” “That’s a long time. And what do you do?” I asked, curious about the man. “I’m the CFO of Tag Heuer.” Another millionaire, great. “Big job, huh? Must be exciting,” I said, and he chuckled. “Probably not as exciting as yours.” “Probably. But I’m sure you’re not cooped up in a 1 billion dollar mansion in Paris.” He smiled and nodded. “Yeah, I’m definitely not.” I watched as the end of the cigarette burned, with a couple of minutes still left of it. “So I suppose you know about Frédéric and Lisa?” He asked and I looked up at him. “Of their relationship?” “That it’s fake,” he clarified. “Oh, yeah. I find it very… hard to work out. I’m sure they don’t enjoy all that much,” I said, knowing how Lisa felt about the situation. “Yeah, well if Frédéric tried harder maybe it could’ve been real but obviously he didn’t,” he shrugged and my eyebrows furrowed. “What do you mean? I thought they tried to be in a relationship but it didn’t work out.” “Fréd is a very work-driven person and he puts work above anything and anyone and clearly that doesn’t work with a relationship already being so publicized and long distance, so they said that it’s better to just keep it business-like. Frédéric can build his brand in Asia, and Lisa in Europe. It works well for them I guess,” his words made me want to vomit. If I understood well, he basically said that Lisa wanted a real relationship with Frédéric but he was so obsessed with his job that he didn’t care enough. What a stupid man. Well, I guess lucky for me. “It’s a difficult thing, that’s for sure,” I blew out the last of the smoke, before stepping on the cigarette end. “You don’t like business relationships?” “No, I think they are useless. It’s very caging and… I don’t know, if one of them finds someone they actually love and want to be with, then what? Now they have to hide two relationships? I think it’s a stupid concept,” I got a little passionate about this. “So I’m guessing you and Harry Styles are not in a PR relationship at the moment?” He tilted his head with a smirk. “Definitely not, we’re not even together. That’s in the past,” I stated. My phone buzzed in my pocket so I pulled out to see Lisa texted me.
Lisa💋: how is that cigarette still burning?! Get inside
“We should get inside, don’t want to keep them waiting,” I said and he nodded, me leading the way inside the house. A lot of people were there who were familiar but I didn’t know why they were there. Like what is Tyga doing here? Anyway, we fought ourselves through the crowd and quickly found the bar where Henri paid for my drink, although I insisted he didn’t have to. Since he was tall he spotted Frédéric’s head above all the people with normal heights. Henri grabbed onto my hand, leading the way to our group. I was very confused about this guy. Once I saw the French billionaire heir, I also saw Lisa by his side, holding onto a cup, listening to whatever Frédéric and his friends were talking about. Lisa did not waste time and walked across the group. “I’m going to the bathroom, coming?” She asked and I didn’t have a chance to answer because she was already pulling me through the crowd to the bathroom. Lisa pushed open the door sticking her head in and once she saw it was empty she pulled me in, locking the door. I leaned against the door, sipping my drink while Lisa was standing there looking very frustrated.
“So how are we gonna do this?” She asked and I raised my eyebrows. “Do what? The house is packed, and he’s here, clearly, we’re not gonna do anything,” I said, stating the obvious. “It’s so unfair,” she leaned her head back with a groan, making me laugh. “I mean it was bound to happen, even if he wasn’t here we wouldn’t be out there on top of each other. Everyone thinks you’re dating him,” the words so bitter in my mouth. She rolled her eyes and downed her drink in one. “Okay, maybe slow down,” I suggested, and took her hand, bringing her closer. Lisa looked genuinely upset that we couldn’t have fun freely on one of her biggest nights. “Look, I know it sucks but we have all week. We could go over to my house in LA or we can stay here, whatever you want. Until then, we’ll have to sneak off to bathrooms or storage rooms,” I said with a grin and she nodded with a smile. “But you look way too hot for a storage room,” her hands snuck around my waist, lips lingering over mine. I wrapped my arms around her neck, leaving a soft peck on her lips. “I watched you dance on a pole tonight, you think it’s easy for me to stay away from you?” I asked, a smirk pulling on my mouth. Lisa rolled her eyes playfully, connecting our lips in a long, deep kiss. I could feel my skin burning from her touch, her hands sliding down to my butt, gently squeezing, earning a moan from me. I pulled away, taking a deep breath. “We can’t… As much as I want to, we really can’t,” I sighed, brushing a piece of hair out of her face. She smiled softly, nodding. “Yeah. Let’s get another drink, it’s gonna be a long night.”
After a while, we were sitting around the lounge area outside on the patio, just drinking and chatting. I was sitting on one couch with Rose while Lisa sat across from us with Frédéric, his arm around her shoulder. Rose and I were drinking pretty heavily, she kept bringing drinks and I didn’t mind. I was not up to see Lisa with the guy’s arm around her. “Have you talked to her?” Rose asked subtly, surprised she could still do that. “No, it’s too early for that.” I shook my head. “What are you waiting for? For Frédéric to make another move on her?” She questioned. “Obviously not, but what if she says no? She’ll cut me off and will think I’m a weirdo.” “Y/n, everyone sees the way you two look at each other. And I know both of you’ve been saying it’s just fun but believe me, this is more than fun. I wouldn’t buy birthday gifts for my hook ups,” Rose pointed out and I couldn’t help but think about it seriously. It’s probably the alcohol getting to my head also, but maybe she’s truly right. “Fine, I do like her. A lot. But what about Mr. Billionaire over there, he’s clearly hoping Lisa will get with him,” I said and she rolled her eyes. “If she does, I will smack her. So far I really think it’s just business for her. When he made a move on her, she rejected him after two dates or something. I can’t believe you don’t think you have a chance with her. You’re one of the coolest people, have some confidence in yourself,” she pushed my shoulder playfully. I laughed at her actions, also finding it sweet how much she was trying. “I will ask her soon, now stop pushing me,” I grabbed her hand and she started laughing, clearly drunk. Tyga walked out of the house with a wooden box in his hands, and he walked up to my sister and Shake before opening the box, revealing a bunch of blunts. They took one and he was by my side the next second, offering me one too. “Do you mind?” I asked Rose since she was the one sitting next to me and I didn’t know what she thought about the subject. “Go for it,” she waved me on, so I took one thanking Tyga, and disappeared again. I asked for a lighter from my sister and after I lit the blunt I passed it right back. “Have you smoked before?” I asked Rose and she nodded her head, I was surprised not gonna lie. I think I needed this to ease my mind a little. “Only twice, it’s not legal in Korea,” she said. “You want some?” I asked and she shrugged, taking the joint and gently taking a puff, before passing it back.
We were all having our own conversations with each other, the house starting to clear out as it was way past 2 am. Rose and I shared the blunt, and our conversation just got more and more philosophical as time passed. I felt my phone buzz in my lap and as I looked at the screen, I saw Lisa’s name.
Lisa💋: having fun?
I glanced over at her, still sitting by Frédéric’s side, barely even making conversation with the girls too. Lisa looked pissed. Like really pissed and I understand that she’s annoyed that he announced his arrival so last minute, but damn.
me: am I not supposed to be having fun?
Lisa💋: Rose and you are vibing
I looked at her and she didn’t even look at me, she pretended to listen to whatever Frédéric was saying to his friend. Her hands were gripping her phone, I don’t even know when she had her latest drink.
me: well you haven’t left his side since we got back, you barely talk to me
Lisa💋: you and Rose were talking, didn’t want to interrupt
I gave her a questioning look and she just shrugged, acting like that was a proper excuse.
me: you could’ve, why are you sitting there anyway? You barely drank and you haven’t talked much to the girls either. Leave his ass already
Lisa💋: he came here for me
me: have fun then
I closed my phone, took the blunt from Rose, and took a long puff. From the corner of my eye, I could see Lisa stand up and as I blew out the smoke, she walked over, and the next thing I knew she was sitting on my lap sideways, an arm around my shoulder. “Took you long enough,” I murmured and she pinched my neck, making me groan. “Rosie, since when do you smoke weed?” Lisa scolded her band mate and Rose just waved her off. “At least she’s enjoying herself,” I said, picking up my cup from the table, a hand on Lisa’s lower back, just so I could properly reach the cup but she snatched the drink out of my hand. “I am enjoying myself,” she said and took a sip of my drink before handing it over. “Yeah? I haven’t seen a smile on your face since we came out here.” I said and she looked away, a frown on her face. “You need to loosen up, this is your night baby,” I said quietly, and she looked down at me, a small smile on her face. “You’re so high,” she said slowly and I nodded. “You’re right. And you know what?” I pointed at her before looking at Rose. “We need burgers and fries,” I said and her mouth dropped. “Fuck yes!” She nodded excitedly. “I’ll call the place,” I asked for Rose’s order and I convinced Lisa to have some too, Jennie and Jisoo were up for burgers too but no one else so I placed the order and we just had to wait for it to arrive. “How is a burger place open on a Saturday at 3 am?” Lisa asked. “It’s Coachella weekend, drunk and high people love burgers.” “I’m one of them,” Rose put her hand up and took a puff once again then handed it over. “So… Lisa,” I started and Lisa was already chuckling. “Just keep your voice down, whatever you say,” she said, her hand gently massaging the back of my head. “First of all… that feels very nice,” the words came out kinda slow as her fingers kept a steady pressure on my head. “And second?” “Have you smoked before? It’s a big question because my friend here, Roseanne, she’s a pro at it as you can see,” I tapped Rosie’s shoulder and she nodded enthusiastically. “And I don’t want to make you uncomfortable by smoking next to your very beautiful face, if you don’t like this,” I said and Lisa’s smile just kept growing. “I have smoked before, and I don’t mind,” I leaned against her shoulder, her hand coming up to the side of my head, softly caressing the skin. “You okay?” She chuckled. “Yeah, I’m just dreaming about the burger. It’s gonna be a great burger,” I mumbled and her chuckle made me look up at her. She looked so beautiful. Her eyes were so shiny and her smile was so warm and sweet. “I really want to kiss you right now… you’re so pretty,” I couldn’t help but whisper, my hand ending up on her knee, I could tell my eyes were hooded, and my words probably came out slower than I imagined. Lisa just smiled, shaking her head. “The burgers are here!” Rose jumped up from the coach then Lisa stood up too and followed them to the front door, paying for our food and Jisoo joined with Jennie. We settled around the kitchen, everyone munching on their food. “It’s good,” said Jisoo, and I was surprised she finally spoke English without being forced to. Then I thought why not say something I’ve learned in Korean from all the time Lisa was eating while we were on the phone. “맛있는,” (tasty) I said and the girls were laughing but also very surprised that I could actually say something.
Then we saw a couple of people lining up for something before we realized they were waiting for the photo wall. “We should totally take pictures!” Rose got up, taking her little platter of food and making her way over, followed by Jisoo and Jennie before I got up too, looking over at Lisa. “You coming?” I asked and she just looked up from her phone. “Yeah, I’m just gonna check on Frédéric. I’ll be there in a minute,” she gave me a small smile and left for the backyard.
I walked up to the three girls and they noticed Lisa’s absence. “Where’s Lisa?” Asked Jennie. “She’s checking on her boyfriend,” I shrugged and Jennie immediately made a face to my attitude. “Okay, stop that.” I avoided her eyes, just seeing if we would be next in line anytime soon. “I didn’t do anything.” “Y/n… You’re so jealous,” Jennie raised her eyebrows at me and I rolled my eyes. “You’re saying this like I don’t have anything to be jealous about,” I leaned against the wall as we were still not the next in line. “Because you don’t. She doesn’t have feelings for him. You have to believe that,” she said and I just didn’t know what to say. I’m not even supposed to be jealous, he’s her “boyfriend” even though it’s supposed to be fake. And everyone keeps telling me that Lisa doesn’t have feelings for the guy but I just can’t seem to fully believe that. “Whatever, I don’t care. She’s not my girlfriend anyway,” I cleared my throat and thankfully we were next up. “You should really think that over,” Jennie said and I just tried to ignore that sentence before she took hold of my arm, making me look at her. “Y/n, you don’t have to worry about this. I would tell you if there was something between them,” she said and I only nodded before Rose pulled us over to take pictures in front of the PinkChella wall. We took a bunch then Lisa ran over to us, ready to join.
“Sorry, sorry, my mom called,” said Lisa, giving us a big smile, and wrapping an arm around Jisoo. My eyes met with Jennie’s upon hearing Lisa’s words, and I gave her a “told you” look, to which she just frowned.
We posed for pictures, some sexy, some funny ones, but Lisa and I stayed on the two ends. After like 20-something photos I told them to do more as just the four of them, since it’s truly about them.
I made my way back to the patio. My sister and Shake already left, so it was basically Frédéric and his friends out there. Henri and I made eye contact and shared a small smile before he ditched his friends and sat next to me on the couch. “How’s it going? Did you get your burger?” He asked with a slight smirk, which made me chuckle a little. “Yup, already gone. It was very nice,” I smiled, making a drink from the bottles on the patio table. “I’m not gonna lie, I bought tickets for your show in Paris. My sister is a big fan of yours,” said Henri, and I was happy to hear that. “Is she?” “Yeah, she really loves your music, that’s all we listen to when she’s with me.” “Must be so annoying to hear my voice all the time then,” I teased with a smile and he shook his head, a small laugh leaving him. “Could be much worse, you know.”
Henri and I fell into conversation very quickly, just getting to know each other and learning about each other’s lives, since it was very different but also similar. He is a very nice person, very funny and like real. You would think someone like him would be so full of himself and have a huge ego, but he is so down to earth and he talked a lot about his family, how he is so close with them and that they love to just spend time together in the countryside.
“So how long are you guys staying in California?” I asked, taking a sip of my drink. “Couple of days, not long, I need to get back to work. You?” “I leave next Monday. Then I only have a few days off until the summer.” “Maybe we could hang out sometime this week,” he suggested and I honestly didn’t know what to say.
Obviously, I am very uncomfortable and confused about this whole Lisa and Frédéric thing. And obviously, I have no right to be jealous because she is not my girlfriend. But clearly, it’s not an ideal situation overall because she is not in a real relationship with him and it’s just so difficult to make the right choices. Also, Henri is a nice guy and it doesn’t have to be a date, it could be just a friendly meeting. “Yeah, sure.”
We exchanged numbers and soon after him and his friends, including Frédéric, left.
A few minutes later Lisa came out to the patio, a bounce in her step and a sly smile on her face. “They left,” she said excitedly, coming over to grab my hands and pull me up from the couch. I couldn’t help but chuckle slightly, seeing how happy she was about them leaving. “Yeah, they did.” Lisa looked around, but we were the only people on the patio so she looked at me with a tiny smirk. “We seem to be alone…” She said, her arms sneaking around my waist. “One of a few moments,” I added, my hands coming up to rest against her biceps.
I felt the heat radiating off her body, the intimacy between us growing to a fever pitch.
She tilted her head, her lips hovering just millimeters from mine. Her eyes searched mine for any hint of hesitation, but all she could see was desire, mirroring the same feelings surging through her.
And with a soft exhale, she closed the gap between us, her lips finally meeting mine in a kiss that was equal parts needy and tender.
I couldn’t tell if I was hallucinating or not. Her body moved around like it was the easiest thing in the world. I didn’t even know she was gonna pole dance!
Lisa walked off the stairs and she was in a different outfit and my eyes didn’t move from her body.
“Give me what the fuck I want!” As she sang those words, my mind just went to so many places. “I would give her every fucking thing!” I couldn’t help but say, my sister, laughing hysterically while pointing a camera in my face.
Lisa’s dance parts were just INSANE. She was so flexible and well controlled, it was unbelievable.
“I think I’m high,” I said once she was off stage. Shake grabbed me by the shoulder and shook me a little. “Bro, you’re so damned! You gotta talk to her later!” She said and I didn’t know what to say. “I’ll need a lot of alcohol for that!” Yeah… My brain was fried.
The dancers left the stage soon, then pitched black again.
And then BOOMBAYAH started playing. Literally one of my top three BP songs.
The way Lisa said that bad girl line was like a big hit of green. Her outfit was even better than the previous two, hugging her body perfectly.
I was jumping, dancing and singing at the same time. So happy to be there, spending my birthday like this was the best.
Lovesick girls came next, and Lisa’s part in this song is just so good. I was literally just watching her dance and sing her heart out.
Type girl was alone an experience. The way this choreography was put together was absolutely incredible. These feathers were fantastic. Lisa’s rap part was hot as fuck like all of them so far.
Shut down is my favorite. Like all time favorite. The way I sang this song with my shitty ass Korean was criminal. I filmed a lot again, taking a bunch of pictures but also just staring at Lisa.
I feel like Tally is the most relatable for me. And clearly the girls were really enjoying every word and singing with their heart.
One of the last songs was Ddu-du ddu-du and the crowd ate it up. Everyone knows this song so even if you’re not a fan you’ll know it. The visuals went off once again, looking so dope. The dance was so fun and iconic. I didn’t want any of it to end.
Forever young was the closing song and they were on a platform now, rising to the sky, and I bet even from there they couldn’t see the end of the crowd. Then the girls were on the stage again, making their way back to the main part. All of the dancers came in for the last few minutes, lights and special effects going crazy, lighting up the crowd. It was a big ass party.
The girls said their goodbyes and Lisa was almost running off stage. But they stopped at the top and said a couple more things while the platform took them down.
Lily-Rose, Shake and I fought our way backstage which was very hard but we made it. Obviously it was very rowdy and busy back there, so I thought I’d wait for a while so the girls have their moments with their team. I asked for a round of drinks for the three of us and paid but then my phone buzzed.
Lisa💋: where are you?
me: backstage, we’re at the bar
Lisa💋: stay there!
I took the gin and tonic from the bartender and looked for any possible signs of Lisa. Then I saw slender arms wiggling in the air, making their way through the crowd. Phone in one of the hands while the other held a pink plastic cup. The last couple people stepped away and Lisa popped out of the crowd, an enormous smile on her face, looking around then she saw me. She didn’t waste time and ran over to me and wrapped her arms around my waist and lifted me off the ground. My hands immediately grabbed onto her shoulders, trying to balance my cup in one of them as she spun us around. After a couple seconds she put me down, the smile didn’t disappear from her face. She was breathing heavily and her eyes were sparkling. “You were fucking amazing!” I acknowledged, my hands still on her shoulders, and hers around my waist. “My jaw was literally on the floor. I’m sure my sister has pictures of it.” Lisa chuckled and she looked away because of shyness. “I’m glad you enjoyed it,” she said, her voice very humbled and genuine. “And your solo… Why didn’t you tell me you’re gonna be dancing on a pole?” I raised my eyebrows and a smirk immediately pulled on her fluffy lips. “It was a surprise… You knew a lot about the show already, I had to keep something special,” she shrugged and I scoffed. “Well that… I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget. A birthday to remember…” I tilted my head a little, looking down at her lips then back to her eyes. “The night is still young,” Lisa lifted the cup to her lips, taking a long sip of whatever she was drinking. Her eyes remained on me and all I could think about was her dancing on that pole and the video that was on the screen before she came on.
Lisa changed into a different outfit but kept her hair and makeup, while I waited for her I chatted with Rosie and she was getting tipsier by the minute so it was really funny. We were sitting on one of the coaches in the garden area, and we were having drinks. Suddenly she put her arm around my shoulder, and looked at me with a serious but funny face. “Can I tell you something?” She asked and I chuckled but nodded. “Lisa is so much happier since you two are talking. She always talks about you, it’s getting annoying sometimes but you know…” she shrugged and I could only laugh. I’m sure Lisa wouldn’t be happy to hear Rose spill her secrets. “Well I’m much happier since I’m talking to her. I guess that’s a plus right?” I asked, curious about her tipsy answer. “Aw come on, just ask her out already. I’m 100% sure she would say yes, actually…” She leaned back in her seat, taking a sip of vodka soda that she was drinking. “101% sure.” Rose said and I shook my head with a smile. “You really think she would say yes? The circumstances are pretty shitty, you know that,” I downed the last bit of my drink. The trailer door opened, Lisa and the girls came out in their different outfits, a drink with each of them. “It’s worth a try,” Rose whispered before standing up, pulling me with her. “Y/n rides with us,” she announced to the three others and I looked at her questioningly. “Am I?” “Yes.” Lisa said with a serious face, coming to my side and putting her arm around my waist. I gently put my hand over hers, brushing my thumb over her knuckles. “And where are we going exactly?” I asked. “We rented a house for the after party, it’s not far from here.”
After everyone got their stuff we all made our way to the cars waiting for us, Jennie texted Lily-Rose the address so they could come too. Jisoo and Jennie sat at the first two seats behind the driver, then Rose took two seats, saying she needs to rest her legs, so Lisa and I were in the back, not that I minded. “I took so many pictures and videos, I think my phone is gonna explode,” I said as I scrolled through my gallery. “Are they any good?” Rose asked and I pulled a face, knowing probably half of the pictures will be blurry. “No comment.”
Lisa was staring at her phone next to me, and she was very quiet. I didn’t want to peek at her screen so I just turned my head away. Her hand landed on my knee, making me look at her. She handed me her phone, her messages with someone. Oh shit.
Frédéric A.: hey, I just got the invite to the after party from your team. Just wanted to tell you I’ll be there
My eyes were on Lisa in a second. She looked furious. “A lot of people will be there, it’s gonna be fine,” I brushed my hand along hers. “Yeah, but I thought he was busy and he couldn’t come, now suddenly he has time,” she said. “But he doesn’t know, does he?” I asked, not sure about this reaction. “No, of course not.” I’m so curious about this guy though. “Have you guys talked about this though? I mean… seeing other people,” I asked carefully. Lisa closed her phone without giving a reply to Frédéric. “We said if there’s someone, obviously we’ll have to keep it very private. I’m sure he has someone too,” she said, avoiding eye contact. So this means she’s somewhat serious about this?
We were listening to music on the way to the house, and altogether had a very great vibe from that. I couldn’t help but always have my hands somehow on Lisa. Either on her thigh, her arms or her waist but it’s not like it wasn’t the other way around.
Soon we got to the house and already there were a bunch of people, colorful lights escaping through the tall windows. I could see Lily-Rose and Shake smoking outside the house, talking with some other people, but I couldn’t see who so I just left the subject. Then we got out of the car and Lisa grabbed onto my arm, pulling me to her side which made me look up at her immediately, thinking something’s wrong. “Why is your sister talking to Frédéric?” As she said those words I looked over and noticed him right away, then me and my sister made eye contact. Lily-Rose waved us over, and I cleared my throat. “This is gonna be awkward.”
synopsis; it's her birthday and she only has one wish
wc; 17k+
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a/n: this was written in two days, sorry if it is not up to standard with my usual writing. i forgot about the bday since i don't usually write for anything special for them
Loud music, drinks (many free ones), dancing, and partying in a way she hadn’t been able to do in a couple of months. She was finally able to party like a teen which had been hard. Jennie had turned 28 and was reaching her peak yet at some point everything had turned sour and bitter in her life. It wasn’t unusual, things would always go up and down and she was old enough to accept it.
What was a lot harder to accept was the break-up she had with her ex-girlfriend about four months ago. The concept of not being good for each other, that loving wasn’t enough if they brought out these bad sides of jealousy, possessiveness, and the fights it would cause. It was a tough fall to break up with someone who she had started seeing when she was in her early 20s–22 to be exact and broken up with later on. That was someone she had spent half of her tweenies with.
That person who she had been at a peak with, who always made her feel like a teen in love. Who flew her through the sky, into a new universe and now had her crash back down to earth after a high that lasted for five years. Five years had been bumpy, but it didn’t matter if they had been trying all the time. There was only so long they could go off of feeling like teens when they were adults. At some point the fun had to be limited, or did it have to be? Did she have to grow up?
It was her Birthday.
Jennie and her friends had pre-gamed before they went bar hopping.
The idea?
They couldn’t wait for Jennie to get laid now that she was over her ex-girlfriend who they liked to call an asshole. Jennie would argue about that because she wasn’t an asshole. She just loved too hard and so did Jennie. An asshole wouldn’t be able to give Jennie the best years of her life despite having many more to come, nor would an asshole be able to give her mind-blowing sex.
The sex.
Jennie had found herself horny for the past month.
Jennie had found herself pathetically wasting money on sex toys that sufficed for the moment, but not long term.
All that, but she hadn’t been able to go out and meet someone to hook up with.
She was scared she would get disappointed and feel like only one person could satisfy her truly.
The woman wasn’t supposed to be running back to her ex after crying for two months straight, and then managing to slowly start functioning normally on the third and now was the fourth and she was out partying–looking to get laid and fully forget her ex by finding someone who could fuck her good enough.
Fuck it out of her mind, leave her memories a blur.
It was the third place they had been to.
“Anyone hot yet? We’re not leaving until you leave first because you’re going to drop your panties for a stranger.” Lisa was right by her ear as she spoke, shot still in her hand as the dozen girlfriends that Jennie was with had just been served another round.
“You have to lose your post-breakup virginity, babe.” Jisoo came from the other side and spoke into her ear, making Jennie giggle at the slurred words of the drunk woman.
“I’m literally on it, I’ve been standing and looking pretty the whole night,” Jennie argued as she wasn’t the one to walk up to someone.
“To sex!” Lisa’s words earned squeals and shouts from the other girls, Jennie drowned herself in yet another shot. Her world was slowly starting to spin, knowing that in three more shots, she would be perfectly drunk. That type that left her euphoric and not blackout drunk.
“I will be back.” Jennie found herself making it to the bathrooms, there was no line fortunately for her as she walked in. The music was still making her body vibrate despite being muffled in the bathroom that was filled with the chatter of girls in the cubicles and by the sink.
She was trying her best, but it was difficult to just throw herself back out there. There were plenty of fish in the sea, but the deep waters would always be scary and she had just managed to dip herself in it.
She reached into her purse after finishing her quick business as her phone had started to buzz. Her eyes squinted to read the texts that were a tinge blurry, all she could tell was that they were from her friends who had spammed the group chat and made it hard to understand what the topic was or why they were texting incoherent words to begin with.
“Jesus!” Jennie exclaimed at the bang that came on her door, making her shut her phone off right away. Her heart jumped at how scared she got and she planted her hand against the door for safety even if there were other people in the bathroom.
“Knock knock.” Her heart jumped much higher now.
“Y/n?” She questioned the voice that was all too familiar and made her whole body feel like jelly from the second she heard it.
“Hey, sexy.”
“No, definitely not, Y/n–get the fuck away from me.” It was like a disease if Y/n touched her. She would get infected right away.
Fun fact: Jennie lied to her friends when she said that she was over Y/n.
“Happy Birthday, Jen–”
“Please, we’re over, I do not want to see you and you know it, Y/n.” Jennie was desperate for the girl to leave. Her night had been perfect and now that Y/n had appeared from nowhere, she knew what mistakes she would make and how the night would get better because she missed Y/n. The easiest fish to catch for Y/n was Jennie, she reeled her in with ease.
It never was a messy breakup as they agreed on it, but it still took a toll because despite knowing that they at times were no good for each other, they still loved strongly. They loved each other stronger than anyone else, even their families didn't get that kind of love and Jennie loved her mother dearly. Which also made it an easy decision that was hard to go through with.
“Do I? I know that I want to see you, Jennie. I am quite sure you want to see me too.” Jennie heaved a sigh, staring at the stall door while fighting all these urges. She wanted to convince herself that she would stand in this cubicle until her death just to avoid Y/n. That if she walked out of it she would walk right past her and not look back because they were supposed to be looking at their future.
This was the woman Jennie had planned a future with.
She would let Y/n spit that addicting poison right back into her mouth, there were still remnants of it left as she hadn’t moved on.
She unlocked the cubicle.
God, Jennie was weak, as in literally and metaphorically.
Y/n blocked the way as she stepped inside the cubicle and closed it before locking it too. She leaned back against the door and her eyes took in Jennie to the fullest.
The brunette widened her eyes and looked up at the girl who was younger by a few months as she had that usual enigmatic smile that always made Jennie curious about what she was thinking. That always drew Jennie in and made her cling to her and ask about it all, the answers were always the best. Her face was still as perfect as when they met, those eyes that would always gaze with adoration, perfectly plump lips, upturned nose, her slim figure, and all that Jennie always was attracted to when it came to her looks. Although, it had always been far more than just her looks that Jennie was attracted to.
“Sexy was no joke–” Y/n stopped talking, realising that she hadn’t seen her in four months after seeing each other every day for the past five years and living together for the past three and a half. The cubicle was getting Jennie’s scent trapped, the one that made it possible to sleep at night and Y/n had to spray her sheets with it unless she wanted more sleepless nights. The woman was dressed simply yet she made it look complicated with her beauty, a backless top, and black cargos, her figure shown off. Black had always been her colour and Y/n had always loved her in black, from clothes to lingerie.
Neither of them was over the other.
“Y/n.” Jennie said and her hands came up to plant themselves against Y/n's stomach when she stepped closer. Y/n smiled, her hand brushing over Jennie’s bare arm and it was enough to send shocks of familiarity and longing through the kitten's whole body. It was like it was shaking her from how electric it was, it was as if her body was charged right back up and coming back to life.
She sighed and suddenly took the few steps back that were needed for her back to touch the stall and make her somewhat squirm at how cold it was against her shoulder blades. It was overwhelming to have Y/n so close to her, their eyes stuck right together, those emotions of longing, and sadness, yet so much happiness at the back of it all of seeing one another again.
“It was so different waking up today with an empty bed and no Jennie to spoil from morning to night—it was more than an empty bed.” Y/n’s tone fell, one that was loud enough just for Jennie to hear. The slender fingers reached up to the face that held home on it, fingers running along Jennie’s jaw. It was still the same woman, the one Y/n fell in love with.
This was so bad for the Jennie who had lied about moving on.
This was so good for the Jennie who never wanted to move on.
Jennie grabbed hold of Y/n’s hand and removed it from her face, although she didn’t let go of it. It felt too good to hold her again. “How did you know I would be here? You weren’t looking for me, were you?” A sly and cheeky smile graced Y/n’s lips at the question. Out of the whole nightlife of Seoul she still somehow managed to run into her. It was the popular area in Gangnam, one they used to head to all the time, but still.
“No, not much better to do on weekends than to go out with friends now that I don’t have you. I knew it was your birthday, so all I did was hope that you would show up at this club at some point.” She had hoped she would at least catch a glimpse of her. It was shot in the dark as Seoul was big and it had been hours since they went out, but all she did was hope that Jennie would head out for her birthday–hopefully without anyone new.
“I’ve missed you–a lot.” Y/n was the first to admit it, her fingers intertwined with Jennie’s as she had never let go of her hand. She raised it before pinning it beside her head, taking that small step that left them dangerously close to each other. Jennie gripped Y/n’s black sweatshirt, unsure if she wanted to push her away or drag her closer.
“I’ve missed you too.” There wasn’t a single nerve in her body that could make her hold back on those words. Jennie looked down at Y/n’s lips as she had licked them. God knew how much she had missed her. It couldn't have been healthy. It made Jennie act out in way she hadn't done before. It made her feel crazy.
“Are you here with someone?” Y/n knew the question could have many answers, she was praying for one that didn’t involve someone who had replaced her. Could anyone replace her?
“With–” The answer came before Jennie could utter it herself.
“Jennie?” It was Jisoo.
Followed by Lisa. “Are you here?”
“You think she just left?” Chaeyoung questioned.
“Check the stalls?”
The two looked at each other. It would be bad news for Jennie if she was seen with Y/n in the same cubicle right now. There was no way she would be able to explain herself and even if she would be able to–was it bad that she didn’t want to leave just yet? Maybe the best gift she could have received on her birthday was to fill that hole that had been left after an important part of her life had left. Even for one night.
Their silent communication worked wonders still after being away for four months. Y/n stepped back, grabbing hold of the top of the stall as she got on top of the toilet seat while helping Jennie up by pulling her by her hand. The two somehow managed to squeeze on that seat, holding onto one another to not fall.
Even if it was just for a night, it would still make it another memorable birthday.
Jennie didn’t have to tell her friends about it.
“I swear to God if she left with her.” The two looked at each other at what Chaeyoung said.
“Are you sure it was Y/n?”
“Yes, I could recognise that little shithead from miles away.”
“What did you tell them–” Jennie covered Y/n’s mouth so they wouldn’t be heard by accident. It was baffling to the girl to hear Chaeyoung talk about her like that. Had they both agreed to a breakup if Jennie had talked bad about Y/n to relieve her gloom and anger?
“She’s over her.”
“Who knows anymore? It’s like she’s someone completely different without her and it’s not even in a good way.” Y/n’s eyes softened at the words that left Jisoo and Jennie hid her face in her arm as she was still covering Y/n’s mouth.
“Maybe she found a hookup and forgot to text–just send another message because she’s not here.”
The two waited for a good minute before they climbed down the toilet seat and Jennie opened her phone to see the text in the group chat. This time she scrolled up to see that they were all saying how Y/n was at the bar and they were waiting for Jennie so they could leave for a new one. She decided to text them about finding a hookup.
“What did you tell them to hate me so much?” Y/n questioned again and Jennie put her phone away.
“I was pissed okay–cut me some slack if you were the one to walk out the door,” Jennie grumbled and opened the stall as she walked out of it at last. Y/n followed right after her, picking up in her pace as the shorter girl took quick steps until she got to the countertop with the sinks.
“Hey, hey, I thought it was a mutual agreement to break up.” Now Y/n was confused because despite it feeling almost impossible to leave they agreed on it. She thought they both left with the same intentions and the same mindset. They loved each other, but at times it felt like they did love too much and it held them back.
“Yeah, it felt like I had no other choice but to agree when you suggested that we break up.” Jennie had tried to force that mindset on herself, to be on the same page because she knew what the problem was of being together and still living in the past. They needed to grow up. It was stupid, she did want to grow up, but she didn’t want to grow apart. It caused her temporary depression, anger, and frustrations which she took out by bad-mouthing Y/n to her friends. It hurt her to see the woman she had spent five years with just walk out the door as if Jennie hadn’t been a major part of her life.
“Are you angry at me because you didn’t tell me how you felt?”
“Yes, I am because what would it change if I said no? I thought you knew me well enough to understand that I didn’t want any of this, Y/n.” The latter was in disbelief at the words as she stood behind Jennie who was furiously washing her hands. It went quiet between the two of them, the only thing filling the silence was the muffled music and chatter of people around them. No one around them mattered though, they never did when they were together. It was like they were in a different world with each other.
Jennie stopped and held onto the counter, a frown on her face as she looked at Y/n through the mirror. She felt like a fool for being the only one, for thinking that Y/n would be able to read her mind. She knew that it was her fault too because it had been a suggestion and she agreed when she felt like there was no other choice. There was a reason why she had suggested it and Jennie knew that it was valid. She just didn’t want to go through with it and stupidly expected for Y/n to read her mind like some idiot.
“Come on.” Y/n didn’t answer the question. She couldn’t answer it because she didn’t want to hurt Jennie by making her realise the time they wasted away from each other. Y/n would have stayed. She only suggested what she thought would benefit them both, it did in one way as it let them realise what they truly needed.
They needed each other.
She grabbed her hand and Jennie was led through the club. She just let her steal her away. It was how they met and she would always let Y/n drag her anywhere like the first time they met at a party where Y/n dragged her away from it only to give her the most memorable night of her life by showing her how to let go.
“Jacket, why do you not have a jacket?” Y/n questioned as they stepped out of the bar and were met by the cold night of January with snow lying around.
“I left it in the car we came in.” Y/n shook her head while exhaling through her nose and removing the oversized leather jacket she had on.
“You’re being stupid–What’re you even planning to do?” Jennie questioned, Y/n was now left in the black loose sweatshirt as she moved behind Jennie. The girl looked back while putting her arms through the sleeves. She was confused, but she couldn’t just walk away. She had no idea what Y/n was planning on doing. They weren’t together, they were supposed to live their own lives, and she had no clue why she had stayed. What was the plan if they were broken up?
“It would feel wrong to run into you and not give you a gift on your birthday,” Y/n argued, coming back around and bending her knees slightly to grab the ends of the jacket to zip it up. Jennie was drowning in the warmth that Y/n had left after her together with the scent that she wanted to bury her face in. It felt like she would maybe regret it afterwards because she was quite sure they would go back to their new lives right after parting ways again. It would feel like the break-up all over again.
“I do not expect anything from you if we aren’t toge–” Y/n didn’t seem to listen to Jennie when she grabbed her hand and made her walk beside her. She didn’t hold her hand like they always used to do, but her palm rested against Jennie’s lower back to make sure that she wasn’t getting lost anywhere.
It was crowded with people, they were flooding from everywhere and Y/n kept walking without a stop. She was stuck with her gaze on Y/n who looked down at her with a small smile. It was enough to make Jennie’s world blind and her heart bounce in a familiar beat. Had she just broken Jennie’s walls down once again, but even quicker than she did the first time? It was frustrating. She let Y/n in so easily when she should lock her out, put up millions of walls, higher than the sky, with no way in or out.
“Y/n?”
There was so much she could tell her right now and she couldn’t tell how Y/n would respond to any of it.
“I know it’s a lot to ask for after everything, but could you do one thing for me, Jennie? To just forget everything for two hours, three tops.” Y/n interrupted all the questions Jennie would like to ask. She felt horrible to know the truth that they both agreed to something they thought the other wanted. Y/n never wanted to break up with her, but neither did she want to be an obstacle in Jennie’s life. The stupid little fights they had still hurt them both, the last thing Y/n ever wanted was to hurt Jennie, but she still somehow did.
She knew that she should have known, and maybe she did at the back of her head since she had known Jennie for over five years. Things sometimes just didn’t go as planned.
It wasn’t hard to forget when she was with her again. Y/n made everything bad go away.
“Fine, Y/n,” she still trusted her with her life. She'd jump right back into those deep waters where her only safety was Y/n.
“Okay, sit down right here and do not run away,” Y/n said after they had entered a convenience store. She pulled the stool out and guided Jennie to sit on it who was still busy figuring out what the girl was doing and why they had to pass so many other stores and stop at this one. With no other choice, Jennie sat and only glanced back at Y/n who disappeared between the shelves. There was slight anticipation growing in her the whole time, she stayed fiddling with her fingers as she rested her hands atop the table.
She stopped for a moment, grabbed the collar of the jacket that was oversized and pulled it up to her nose. The scent had washed off of her clothes at home, the clothes Y/n had left behind had been worn to where the scent no longer lingered on them and she had to wash them. It made Jennie curious how Y/n went through it.
Had she also been pathetically looking through endless photos in her gallery?
Drowned herself in Jennie’s scent?
Had Y/n finished the season finale of the series they had been watching together, but broke up right when the finale came out. Jennie had been waiting even if they weren’t together and would never get to know the end.
Had she been dwelling in all their plans for the future that now only was a past?
Had she been hurting just as much?
Jennie heaved a sigh and let go of the collar, reaching her hands up to her eyes as she knew that she wasn’t over Y/n. She was holding on, she was even out with Y/n even if it would feel like the break up all over again once Y/n would leave. Her fingers gently patted away the wetness that had warmed in her eyes. How did she let go of something that was securing her from falling off the ride?
It was time to stop dwelling when Y/n sat down right beside her on the vacant stool.
“Fuck, that’s hot.” The girl sucked air through her teeth and quickly put the noodle bowl down that was steaming. Jennie looked at what more she somehow managed to carry when she leaned over and dropped the things on the table.
“Since I am no chef, this is the best I could do and the ramen is how you like it.” She started while taking the ice cup and opening it. Jennie slid it over to herself and peeled off the lid fully. It was just ramen with Y/n making it fancier and better by adding more toppings; Jennie was desperate as she could never get it right since Y/n always made it for her the way Jennie loved it. It was just instant ramen, but it was her comfort food which hadn’t been the comfort she had been looking for. It would somehow suffice for now.
“Thanks.” She was a bit more than thankful, but she wasn’t sure how else she should thank her.
“Don’t thank me, it’s your birthday.” Jennie chuckled at that as she grabbed the chopsticks and looked at Y/n who poured the mango-flavoured iced tea into the cup with ice.
“Very thoughtful to drag me to a convenience store.” Y/n shook her head and picked up the cup, taking two big gulps before placing it back down.
“Yeah, God forbid I drag you to a fancy restaurant–don’t worry though…” Y/n trailed off and Jennie moved back slightly when she reached over to her. She smiled at Jennie, her face just a few inches away from Jennie’s as she reached over to the other side. Y/n’s hand reached into the right pocket of her jacket that Jennie had on while sitting on her left.
Jennie wasn’t sure what she wanted when Y/n was so close to her. One thing she was certain of was that she missed all of Y/n’s loving and caring touches, the ones that always touched her soul. Jennie missed being held in her arms, falling asleep with them around her. She missed the safety, the security that came from being in them, and the feeling of not having to be afraid to be herself because she trusted Y/n so much.
She grabbed what she was looking for with a sly grin as she pulled away. “If you celebrate, you have to celebrate right, don’t you?” Y/n let out in a more hushed tone that was still honeyed and Jennie could listen to her talking all day. That was something she had done because Y/n always had something to talk about.
The kitten parted her lips at the flask Y/n had taken out of her pocket, taking the cup down and placing it between her thighs. “Since when do you carry a flask around?” Jennie questioned, the last time she had seen Y/n with one was when they were still in college. It kind of worried her that maybe the girl had started drinking. Y/n let out a breathless chuckle, unscrewing the steel flask before filling the iced tea back up to the brim, but this time with tequila.
“Only today.” She reassured Jennie and lolled her head to the side to look at Jennie. That smile did not leave as she put the lock on, the flask back in the left pocket instead and she put the straw through the lock before mixing it up.
Jennie rolled her eyes as she, at last, started to eat the instant ramen that tasted better than most things she had ever eaten simply because it was made by Y/n. It also was something that killed all her cravings that were caused by the alcohol and food had simply never tasted better. Y/n always knew just what Jennie needed by looking at her. Yet she had somehow missed how Jennie never truly wanted to part ways.
“Just don’t inhale everything, I want a bite before you do.” Y/n laughed when Jennie elbowed her, making Y/n squirm away. “God, you’re rude.”
“Stop being a little piece of shit, Y/n.” Jennie seriously said and looked at Y/n who was already looking at her through her lashes with the straw in her mouth. “Not cute.”
“I tried.” Y/n said in defeat and handed the large plastic cup to Jennie who slid the ramen over to her with the chopsticks. “Oh, my bite is gonna come with extra flavours since there are Jennie germs in it.” Jennie hurt her throat when she swallowed the lump of iced tea with tequila before she could spit it out because she felt that huff before she giggled.
“Stop acting imbecilic.”
“Imbecilic, big words for a 28-year-old. I can say that I’m proud of you.” Jennie rolled her eyes and watched Y/n slurp up a bite of noodles with a hum after. “So good–”
“Don’t.” Jennie stopped her before she could say something stupid again and pulled the ramen back to herself. It was all coming right back, just being with Y/n for a few minutes, starting a conversation, and she was reminded all again why she loved her so much. How she made her feel so good about herself, how she cut Jennie slack by being herself which let Jennie drop all her guards down right away and be herself too. How she was back to feeling ten years younger and like she could just be herself for the night or whenever she got back home to Y/n–used to.
“Here, the monster is coming for your mouth, Jennie.”
“You did not just say that out loud Y/n.” Jennie giggled, the younger girl holding the gimbap and guiding it towards her mouth as it was still in one piece. Y/n gasped and looked at Jennie in disbelief. “Ew, why are you being dirty-minded, Jen.” She slapped Y/n’s shoulder, her cheeks hurting from how much she had been smiling and giggling. It didn’t matter if Y/n had asked her to forget everything for a few hours, Y/n automatically made her forget everything.
“You are, I didn’t say that I had something dirty in mind.” She defended herself. The two did not care about the rest of the people who went in and out of the store, or the people passing by the window. The radio played the most recent K-pop songs to fill the store, but all they could focus on were each other's words, giggles, and stares which were numbing all the pain.
Y/n grinned and shot her eyebrows up in a manner that suggested that the next words to leave her mouth would be far from appropriate as she still held the gimbap up ready to feed the feline. “Well, you can surely open wide enough for it to fit–” Y/n squeaked at the pain when Jennie this time hit her thigh, hitting a nerve because the pain made her hunch over.
“Not fitting at all.” Y/n chuckled at the words that came from Jennie and she looked up at her as she was still hunched over. “Is the joke not fitting or the gimbap?” Jennie groaned at that and Y/n sat up straight.
“Okay, here comes the train–Better?” Y/n asked.
Jennie hummed and opened her mouth as Y/n went back to trying to feed her a bite after they both devoured the noodles together. She grabbed hold of Y/n’s writs to make sure she aimed right and at last managed to bite off a piece. The latter reached over to Jennie’s face whose cheeks were fluffed out from having her mouth full.
Her finger brushed the corner of Jennie’s lips who only turned her head more to Y/n as she was used to it. The girl always fed her, always wiped her mouth, always knew what to order, what was needed in which mood. She scooped up the grain of rice and licked it off her thumb before poking Jennie’s cheek who whined.
“You’re still as cute when you eat, God I could squish the literal life out of you until there’s a bloody explosion.”
“That raises many warnings, Y/n,” Jennie mumbled as she swallowed the food at last and watched Y/n take a bite herself while Jennie took a sip of the iced tea that they had drunk a third off. It had made Jennie more than just a bit tipsy now, the drunk slowly incoming, but she didn’t mind as she could tell that Y/n was in the same state.
“It should because if I were to use enough pressure to squeeze you, you’d die.”
Jennie widened her eyes and slowly turned her head to the side to glance at Y/n.
“Why are you saying these things?” She questioned and Y/n fed her another bite.
“I don’t know, they are just these impulsive things that leave my mouth so be careful if they become actual gestures.” Jennie shoved Y/n who was laughing yet again.
The girl always did the most random gestures of affection towards Jennie. Say these words that were somewhere between cute and concerning, but Jennie loved it all. The way she would do more than just buy her flowers, all these small things Jennie had always taken notice of. She’d go as far as to perfectly place Jennie’s slippers beside the bed so she could slip them on right away when she woke up. Now Jennie’s slippers were mostly discarded messily because she always kicked them off when getting into bed with no Y/n to fix them.
“Hold on, or we will get there next week.” Y/n stopped and let go of Jennie’s hand that was clasped with hers, the older one swaying them back and forth as she was walking in a mix of steps, skips, and whatever else she was doing with her feet, dancing her way to the next destination which was slowing them down. Y/n needed to be there on time.
“You got me drunk.” Jennie sang out, shuffling in place with her feet.
“We’re in the same boat, Miss Kim.” The said girl giggled as she had been slowing them down by doing everything but walking. Y/n pulled Jennie to her by the jacket and she crashed into her.
“Where are you taking me?” Jennie questioned and Y/n turned around.
“Get on my back first.” She ushered and bent her knees.
“Want me to mount you like a stallion?” Y/n snorted at that.
“Who is dirty-minded now?”
“It’s a disease carried by you,” Jennie replied and grabbed hold of Y/n’s shoulders with her hands. She huffed and Y/n stumbled a step before managing to stabilise herself with her arms wrapping around Jennie’s thighs.
“Now I’m carrying a parasite–ouch.” Y/n winced when she got gently bonked at the top of her head before she looked to her side. Jennie peeked in with a smile on her lips, her arms loosely wrapped around Y/n’s shoulders whose eyes were creasing from her smile.
“Well? Walk, horsie.” Jennie ordered and gently nudged Y/n with her heel as if she were an actual horse.
She did start walking, making it out of the Gangnam district much quicker despite her legs needing some stabilising to not fall as her coordination was slightly off and she was carrying Jennie. The girl on her back rested her cheek against the side of her head, snuggling closer to Y/n to keep her warm as she still had her jacket on. She had already planned how to end up with the jacket at home because she knew that Y/n would walk her to the entrance of her apartment building at the end of the night. She never let Jennie walk alone at night, she’d always pick her up with the car if Jennie didn’t drive, or she’d walk with her. It didn't matter if Jennie was with friends or if Y/n was busy, she would always get there.
“Y/n…” Jennie mumbled, looking ahead as they continued to walk, Y/n adjusted the girl on her back as they were close to the destination. She hummed, glancing down at Jennie’s fingers to see the girl tugging on them and she could tell that whatever it was it was something that made Jennie worried or uneasy. “Did you–did you try seeing anyone during these four months?” She asked, dreading the answer because she had no clue how Y/n had spent these past four months. If she had spent two whole months crying, a month trying to leave the house without bags under her eyes or if she skipped all of it.
Y/n chuckled, giving her thigh a squeeze that made Jennie whine at the ticklish sensation. “God no, I’ve been staying with my mum at this big age and working from home. I didn’t leave the house and just stayed with mum even if she continuously scolded me.” She admitted. She hadn’t even thought about another woman aside from Jennie. Y/n couldn’t tell how many hours she spent in bed crying while listening to the 'Disintegration album by The Cure'.
Jennie felt relief wash over her to know that she hadn’t been the only one. It made her feel less of a fool and made her feel better. It was confirmation that they both took it hard because they both loved each other.
“What was she scolding you for?” She curiously asked.
“Not obvious for your little pea brain?” Y/n questioned.
“Never mind then,” Jennie grumbled, rolling her eyes and Y/n stopped walking.
“Get off me now–” Y/n wiggled Jennie off of her, the girl sliding back down onto her feet, her hands letting go of Y/n’s shoulders when she was fully off. It felt cold and if they were both honest neither of them wanted to pull away. “She scolded me for leaving you and said that I would never get the family ring to propose to the next girl I would meet because you were the only right one and worthy of having it.” It made Jennie’s heart drop as Y/n grabbed her hand in hers, intertwining their fingers. It hurt, it hurt them both badly to know that the planned future was in the past.
They had both agreed to wait for marriage and a family until they were at a perfect place in their lives. There was no such thing as a perfect place in their lives when it had been perfect ever since they met. The only thing they had to wait for was to finish studying and have stable enough jobs to start a family. Nothing could have been more perfect and they had waited long enough for a perfect moment to never come now.
Jennie sighed and looked down at her feet as she walked in sync with Y/n. The realisation of actually being 28 now hit her, and if she would ever move on, she’d be too old to start that family of two kids. Unless she would rush into it all. The anxiety started to eat at her as she had never processed what being 28 meant. What did it matter if she was working her dream job if she was earning money that let her live comfortably, if she was in a stable place in her life? When she wasn’t even close to stable in her love life that was dead.
“We’re here.” Jennie looked up from the void under her that was ready to swallow her as it had started to drag her down and had invited her to suffer with endless anticipatory fear. Over the five years she had spent her birthdays with Y/n, she had managed to forget how depressing they were. How anxious they had always made her. Another year had just passed by and there were things Jennie had yet to do. She had forgotten how much she hated birthdays.
Y/n took out her phone and looked at the time it was 11:09 P.M. and Jennie gasped when Y/n tugged on her. “Quick before it’s too late.” Jennie found herself running towards the Banpodaegyo bridge whose neon lights were glowing. People were walking along the bridge, but Jennie and Y/n were running like their lives depended on it.
“I’m gonna fall,” Jennie whined as her legs were barely keeping up with Y/n’s longer ones, to add she was still under the influence and her running felt bumpy and very unsteady. They made it onto the bridge, Jennie tried to slow down, but Y/n did not let her and continued to run. “Y/n!” The girl let out in panic, making Y/n look over her shoulder at Jennie who was doing her best to keep up. The two were too occupied to care about anyone who would glance their way. Her shorter legs were messily trying to run and she was sure she'd run into something if Y/n wasn't guiding her as she felt herself leaning to one side more.
It soon turned into giggles and Y/n finally stopped, letting Jennie crash into her when she turned around and yanked her into her. Her arms wrapped around the panting girl as they made it to the middle of the bridge. “I could have died.” She tiredly complained, heaving for breath as she was not the best athlete after drinking. Y/n chuckled and grabbed hold of Jennie’s waist, gently pulling her away and looking down at her as she looked up.
“You’re being dramatic–” Y/n said and turned Jennie to face the Han River, the kitten leaned against the railing and looked over the dark river where the moon was being illuminated. She let out a sigh, taking in the scenery while fog left her mouth from the small pants of air.
The younger one busied herself with digging through the pocket of her loose jeans. She got nothing and put her hand into the left one and finally stumbled upon what she was looking for. “Okay, here–you have to throw the coin into the water and make a wish, it’s about to be 11:11 and it’s your birthday so whatever you wish for has to come true.” Jennie turned her head and looked at Y/n with some confusion before letting her eyes fall onto the coin in Y/n’s palm.
“Y/n, I’m not five–” She was cut off by Y/n who took Jennie’s hand and put the cold coin in her hold.
“You are never too old for wishes, I have never heard of that law.” The younger seriously said and Jennie sighed as she turned back to the river. She looked down at the coin in her palm before she clutched it in her hand while Y/n leaned beside her and waited patiently. “Make sure to close your eyes, it’s 11 now.” She reminded her and watched how Jennie closed her eyes and bit her lower lip. Despite trying to protest at first she seemed to be in deep thought as her brows creased slightly and she was focusing hard.
Jennie threw the coin and opened her eyes as she stood on her toes to follow it with her eyes, but lost sight after a second as it got swallowed by the darkness. “When will it come true?” She asked and looked to her side at Y/n who was also looking over the railing too.
“You have to wait and it will come, could be in the next hour, day, week, or years, but at some point, it will come true.” Y/n reassured her before she pulled away from the railing. This time she took out her earphones, putting one in her ear.
Jennie frowned as she now was invested in the whole ordeal and wanted to see if it really would come true. Would she have to wait years?
“Come on,” Y/n grabbed hold of Jennie’s hand and the girl was somewhat hesitant to leave now that she had made a wish. Scared it wouldn’t come true if she left.
“But it will come true, right?” She asked to make sure while taking the one earphone that was handed to her.
“It’s the best day to make a wish since it’s your birthday, so obviously yes.” Jennie took one last glance before she clung to Y/n’s arm.
‘L$D - A$AP Rocky’
The two walked in silence through the rest of the bridge, rather admiring the moment in silence than filling it with chatter while listening to the music. The peace still managed to create memories as Jennie felt nostalgic and she wasn’t sure if it was because she was walking with Y/n again or not. Her side leaned into Y/n who put her arm around her shoulders as they walked instead. By the time they made it to the end of the bridge, the next song started playing and Jennie was so familiar with them that it confused her.
‘As Long as You Follow - Fleetwood Mac’
“You won’t mind if I take you to one more place?” Y/n questioned and Jennie looked up at her with docile eyes. She blinked them as they had glossed over and there was a lump in her throat for whatever reason. God, she did not want it to end. Jennie wanted this night to last forever. If she could somehow make it last forever she would do just that. Everything to not have Y/n leave her by the end of the night. Jennie shook her head as Y/n could take her to the edge of the world and she wouldn’t mind, she could drag her across all continents and she would be content.
The song was warming Jennie's soul, the lump pushing itself in her throat and she couldn't get over it. She almost wanted to curse Y/n out for playing Fleetwood Mac as they always listened to the band together. Y/n especially loved them. It was as if Y/n wanted to make her cry by playing this song and Jennie was forcing the tears back despite a few strays falling only to what she thought was her knowledge, forgetting that Y/n noticed everything about her. Her lips quivered and her heart thudded heavily.
Y/n hauled a cab and opened the door for Jennie who was citing all the songs.
‘Wot’s…Uh the Deal - Pink Floyd’
All of them weren’t necessarily songs Jennie listened to, but what Y/n listened to as she had a wide range of music tastes. She could still remember how excited Y/n would get to play them to Jennie on the guitar, acoustic or electric, it didn’t matter. She would sit down with Jennie and teach her how to play certain songs and help the girl get better at the string instrument. Sit right behind her and teach her each fret, tab, and chord that had to be played. She would always be so patient.
‘10:37 - Beach House’
Her eyes gazed through the window as she held onto Y/n’s hand who had her arm around her shoulders. The night slowly passed, people still roamed the streets, and lights turned red before turning green, Jennie only watched how the time passed while the car moved through the streets of Seoul.
‘Five String Serenade - Mazzy Star’
If she couldn’t make this night last forever, she would like time the time to pass by slowly. To make it last as long as possible, or for the road to never end and sit in Y/n’s arms her whole life. That way all her worries about her uncertain future would disappear. She would disappear in these songs while loving whatever simple things came to her as long as they were from Y/n.
‘What kind of love - Childish Gambino’
“Where are we going?” Jennie asked at last as she hadn’t heard where Y/n was taking them. She just followed. Y/n gave her a cheeky smile as she looked down at Jennie. Her hand untangled itself from Jennie’s two and she used it to brush away some of the hair that was falling in her face before letting her hand fall back down as it was resting around Jennie. The girl clung back onto it, playing with Y/n’s fingers. “You will see in a second ‘cause we’re almost there.” Jennie pouted at that and rested her head on Y/n’s shoulder.
‘Teenager - Deftones’
She started to feel like she had been thrown in a time capsule as the view of the Seoul tower was much more clear now. Jennie moved from Y/n’s hold and looked closer at where exactly they were heading. Her sight was somewhat blurry from the alcohol that she had consumed, but she knew that she wasn’t drunk enough to be this delusional.
‘Bel Air - Lana Del Rey’
“Why are we stopping by the cable cars?” She questioned and looked back at Y/n who paid the man who had driven them from the bridge to the cable cars that went up to the tower. Jennie wouldn’t be questioning it all too much if it hadn’t been for the fact that it was closed.
“I rather take a cable car than walk a dark trail at night, Jen,” Y/n said with a chuckle and opened the door before getting out. She held it open and Jennie got out with the girl’s help, bidding one last goodbye to the driver before closing the door to the car. With that she led the way, still dragging a confused Jennie with her.
“It’s closed though.” She deadpanned. It closed at 11 P.M. and it was 11:45 P.M. and Jennie’s birthday was almost over. She was starting to feel like Cinderella and soon enough she’d leave and leave everything behind her. Maybe this would be her last time with Y/n. It didn’t add up in her head and she didn’t want it. Although she felt like she wasn’t the one to make this decision, she was too scared to do it. What if she would get rejected?
“I helped a client invest and win a lot of money. He’s connected to the news Channel who owns it and since he was going to give me a bonus I asked if he could instead fix this for me.” Y/n explained and the girl frowned.
‘When the Sun Hits - Slowdive’
“Okay, and how did you time it all so well that it happened to be now that you ran into me?” Jennie questioned with some suspicion. Y/n chuckled, the kitten looking at her to see the dimples showing and she squeezed her smaller hand.
“Hey, I told you that I hoped I would run into you earlier and so with that hope, I picked this date and if I hadn’t run into you, I would have gone with one of my friends or alone.” Y/n shrugged it off as she knew that Jennie would realise soon enough as the strongest effects of the alcohol had slowly started to subside. They were approached by a guard and Y/n confirmed her identity as Jennie was digging in her blurry brain for what it exactly was.
It wasn’t long until they had made it up the stairs and the cable car was open and waiting. Y/n let Jennie get on first before getting on after the door closed. It was in queue when the next song started playing and Y/n laughed.
‘How You Remind Me - Nickelback’
“It doesn’t count if you aren’t screaming the lyrics Jennie—And this is how you remind me.”
“Y/n…”Jennie shied away like she always did.
“Come on, it’s just us—” Jennie looked unconvinced for a second as they sat in the cable car that was riding up over the dark forest, over the empty road. She giggled as Y/n pulled out the invincible guitar as the pre-chorus started. It was somewhat between childish, but also freeing as Y/n turned up the volume. “Sing or you are flying out.” Y/n threatened.
There truly never were any reasons to hold back when she was with Y/n and they always screamed songs until they lost their voices.
“It’s not like you to say sorry!”
Maybe it was because she was still under the influence, but it could be Y/n’s influence or the alcohol. She found herself singing the whole song with Y/n, knowing every word of it while sharing the invincible microphone with Y/n. The second Y/n laid her eyes on Jennie the girl had that big gummy smile that she adored so much. It was a smile she always wanted to be the cause of and she knew that it wouldn’t be possible if they were away. Unless Jennie still smiled this big whenever she looked back at the memories they had made together.
It was that feeling of being back in college, of being back together with Y/n. Screaming songs, wandering nights, getting lost in what love was for them. It was overwhelmingly good and it was sentimental whenever she looked back at those times. They had never been lost as she knew that Y/n let her live it all over and over again, but that was when they were together. Love was something only Y/n could make her feel on this type of level. The one that healed all the time, surely forgetting all the suffering she had done the past four months.
“All we need to do now is start a band together,” she found herself giggling at Y/n’s words, burying her face in her shoulder as they took out the earphones. She wrapped her arm around Jennie, rubbing her back and unable to even try to let the smile fall. Compared to the Jennie she first cornered in the bathroom, it was like seeing the Jennie she left, being able to bring her right back to life. The Jennie she never should have left even if they both agreed that it would be better. At times there is no such thing as the right thing to do, but possibly people could forgive the mistake when all she had in mind was the best for the girl.
Jennie heaved a sigh and suddenly, as if lightning struck her and woke her up, she realised what it was. Her lips parted, but before she could say anything they had reached the top and their fingers intertwined as they walked out. With a man from staff, they were led to the tower and then to the elevator.
Y/n looked down at Jennie, she kind of figured that the woman had figured it out by now. She looked almost devastated as her gaze was on the floor.
She felt like crying, she wanted to hate Y/n for doing something like this to her, but she couldn’t. This was probably the best gift she could have received, but the biggest problem was that she didn’t have Y/n. They walked out of the elevator, it was silent with just the two of them and Jennie let go of Y/n’s hand as she walked over to the windows. The whole thing was overwhelming as she was keeping her tears at bay and bit her lower lip, taking in a shaky breath as she looked over the view of Seoul at night in the tower that was closed to everyone but them…again.
Y/n put her hands in her pockets to warm them and stood just a step behind Jennie, being able to catch the woman’s reflection in the window. She had realised and Y/n had been expecting Jennie to get emotional because she was always a soft and emotional kitten.
“Those were all the songs we listened to that night in the exact order.” Jennie pointed out as she realised why the songs brought her so much nostalgia and why the order of them rang so many bells in her head. She wouldn’t have noticed otherwise, but the order was just right and now they had screamed the lyrics in that cable car once again while reaching the top. It all came rushing to Jennie.
“I know,” the taller girl simply replied, but she had hoped the whole night that Jennie would realise.
Now it made sense why they walked past so many convenience stores before they at last walked into that specific one.
“But you said that you put on shuffle with over 5k songs in your liked ones,” Jennie mumbled and lifted her head to catch Y/n’s reflection. The view was mesmerising, but what Y/n had done, what she had given her as a birthday present was much more meaningful and mesmerising than the view. It made Jennie turn around to look at her, a pout resting on her lips as her cheeks were stained with a few tear streaks.
“I made sure to put them all in a playlist until we stopped listening, which was when we left the cable car back in 2018, January 16th when we first met and I stole you from a club.”
Jennie jutted out her lower lip as Y/n had always been thoughtful, had always done small gestures that meant the world to her, and had been loving and caring. She hated that she had to be all those things when they weren’t together. It wasn’t fair. “Why?” Her voice cracked and her nose pricked before the tears won and spilled over her eyes.
Y/n gave her a soft and gentle smile, taking her hands out of her pockets. Her hands came up to Jennie’s face as she cupped her cheeks which were cold and soft in her hold, wet with tears that were warm on her cold skin that was tinted a light pink like her nose. She leaned into her hold with a sniffle, the ice on her skin melting at how good it felt to be in the warmth that was home.
“I kind of figured out that night that I would marry you and you seemed to be in bliss because of the night—so I thought that if I were to mess up big along the way I could replay the night for you and make it good again by doing exactly what I did the first time we met and then got together shortly after.” The girl admitted. She had regretted every moment away from Jennie because what she thought was right truly wasn’t. Her last hope was to show Jennie what they were together and hope that even if she suggested it, Jennie would want her right back. It was a stupid mistake, but everyone made them. Y/n just hoped that it wasn’t too late to fix what was broken.
She at least didn't want Jennie to hate her, hoping all she could leave were good memories after her.
Nothing was broken though. They were only broken away from each other, but it was like kintsugi the second they were right by each other again.
“I regret even suggesting it but I was thinking of you—” Jennie didn’t want to hear it, she didn’t blame Y/n. She had seen it from Y/n’s point of view and she knew how she always put Jennie first.
“I know that you were. I think we needed to be away from each other to truly realise how much we need one another to never take the other for granted or do anything to lose each other. To remember how much good we brought each other.” Jennie mumbled and Y/n huffed in relief through her nose as Jennie had always been understanding of her thinking and how she didn’t mean to make things more complicated than needed. It was enough for Jennie to forget the bad and only remember how much good they had brought, how much that had changed their lives in only good ways and she would forever cherish that.
She let go of Jennie and pulled her in for a hug, the shorter girl wrapped her arms around Y/n’s waist. She shed her last tears into her shoulder while Y/n soothed her, kissing the side of her head, and rubbing her back while holding her firmly. Jennie couldn’t tell what she was crying over anymore, but the relief made it impossible not to cry. She was still trying to comprehend how they after six years did everything they did the first time they met on Jennie’s birthday.
How Y/n somehow convinced Jennie to leave the club with her (she forgot safety the second she saw the girl).
She had dragged Jennie to that exact convenience store where they ate the same things, and Y/n mixed mango iced tea with tequila that they shared.
When they left and got to the bridge where Jennie made the wish and threw a coin in. A wish that came true because her drunk self wished for Y/n to ask her out despite meeting just an hour prior.
How they listened to music after (those exact tracks) and took a cab.
The only difference was that Y/n had managed to lie their way into letting them take the cable car and be in the tower for just a few minutes.
After that, Y/n walked Jennie to her college dorm and got her number before they parted ways.
They had taken a cab back to the place they used to share where Jennie stayed alone now. Y/n took the elevator up with Jennie who was now opening the door and as she did– “My baby boy.” Y/n cooed as Kuma ran out barking and jumping at her legs as she hadn’t seen him in four whole months. She picked him up, moving her face away as he tried to lick at her.
“I feel bad for even saying this, but he stayed every day whining by the door and waiting for you,” Jennie admitted as she stood in the door frame, removing her sneakers and pushing them aside. She looked at Y/n who was crouched on the floor with the dog going crazy in her arms. The little puppy they had gotten together because they had still been young and wanted some kind of family together.
“I am so sorry, Kuma.” She apologised, feeling almost just as bad for leaving him as she did with Jennie.
Jennie bit her lower lip, watching the two as Y/n put him down, but he started to run around her and barked some more. Kuma wasn’t letting Y/n go, just like Jennie didn’t want to let go. “You could come in, Y/n…” She suggested and Y/n looked from the floor, a glint in her eyes as they trailed from Jennie’s legs, over her whole body before they got to her eyes.
“Nightcap?”
“Yes, just get inside.” Y/n chuckled and picked up the dog before stepping inside the familiar apartment. It was a home, it used to be at least, but what made it a home was Jennie. She slid off her shoes as Jennie walked further inside. Her feet led her to the living room that still looked the same and the other woman wasn’t there yet as she trailed to another part of the apartment. She slumped down onto the couch and put Kuma in her lap.
Her eyes landed on the marble coffee table and she leaned closer while petting the dog. She chuckled at the thought that came to her mind. “Jennie?” She called for the woman, and the sound of her light footsteps came from behind as she left the kitchen. She hummed and Y/n turned to her, taking the whiskey on the rocks that Jennie handed her. “Did you manifest this?” She questioned and looked back down at the Polaroid photo of her right by the candles.
Jennie groaned at that as she saw how it looked. “No! I did not. I like candles and it just happened that I left it there before leaving the apartment.” She explained in her defence. The photo had been behind her phone case for all those months until she left today with the plan to hook up with someone. God forbid one of her friends would see her still carrying that picture after she purposely made Y/n look like she was a jerk behind closed doors—she wasn’t. Now it was lying by the candles and looked like she had been sitting and manifesting all of this.
“So, I’m the only one?” Y/n questioned as she took out her phone and placed it upside down on the coffee table. A polaroid of Jennie in the case and she took a sip of the cold hard liquor while glancing at Jennie who walked around to sit on the couch. The jacket she got to borrow was discarded as she left it in the kitchen just to make sure that Y/n would forget it.
She rolled her eyes and pulled her knees up to her chest before taking a sip of the golden brown liquid that hit her taste buds. It made her somewhat wince as she was always between liking and hating whiskey depending on the brand. “First of all, I took it out today, second, I'm not obliged to carry it around,” Y/n gave her a look as she knew that Jennie was trying to get on her nerves. She loved playing those little games where Y/n would piss her off and she’d do it back. Part of why she told her friends things that weren’t true.
Jennie loved being petty like that and was getting back at Y/n right now.
“So, you’re not going to put it back?” She questioned, taking sips from the crystal whiskey glass, the ice clanked around in their glasses while they looked at each other.
“Nope, it would get in the way, wouldn’t it?” Y/n helped Kuma down on the floor before she reached back for her phone. Jennie watched the girl with intensity and felt something boil in her when she saw Y/n open her case. “What’re you doing?” She seriously asked. Through the months just the thoughts of Y/n seeing someone else made Jennie kick and scream in emotions that were green and red. She was ready to pay people to stay away from her and hire people to pull every person Y/n would try to be with apart.
“Your picture will get in the way.” She shrugged, quickly taking yet another sip of the whiskey and putting the glass down. It let her use both her hands and Jennie found herself placing her glass down too. It was boiling inside Jennie and she wanted to strangle Y/n for even uttering those words.
“No, you don’t get to do that.” Her tone went into that angry one that Y/n knew. Not angry even, emotions she only felt when it came to Y/n who she couldn’t stand thinking about being with anyone but her. She would be jealous, she’d die in jealousy, she lost it when she saw Y/n being approached by women who had clear intentions of flirting–she knew that Y/n at times gave in to the flirting just to see Jennie jealous and angry.
“I think I do if I want to find someone to hook up with–” Jennie clenched her jaw and moved onto her knees as she faced Y/n. She tried to reach for her phone but the girl held it away from her, making Jennie crawl to get closer and try to reach for it. “Weren’t those your intentions tonight when you went out and took out my picture? Oh, I clearly remember what Lisa said in that bathroom.”
“Stop that.” Jennie snapped as Y/n was reaching to remove the polaroid. It made Jennie grab hold of her arm with both hands and tackle it down onto the couch.
“You little bitch.” Y/n grumbled as Jennie snatched the phone out of her hold, lying across her lap. She tried to reach for it with her right hand since Jennie was lying with her upper body on her left one. The kitten bit Y/n’s hand when she tried to take it, busy adjusting the picture so it would be back in place. She hissed and pulled away to see a bite mark on her skin right under the knuckle of her thumb.
“Hey!” Y/n exclaimed.
“Hey.” Jennie mocked and tried to open Y/n’s phone only for her face ID to not work. She gasped as her face ID had been removed, she tried the pin, but it wasn’t working either.
“Jennie.”
“Jennie.”
“Give me my phone before you block it.”
“Give me my phone before you block it. Who do you have on here that you changed your PIN and removed my face ID?” Jennie continued to push Y/n’s buttons who had been pushing hers. That brattiness came right out as she was ready to give her attitude because she couldn’t phantom that Y/n had done these things. Furiously, she continued to guess the pin with all the important dates and numbers Y/n liked.
“I told you something.” Y/n tried to reach for it again while trying to wiggle out her other hand that Jennie had in a death grip. It only got smacked away.
“I told you something. How ‘bout you do something about it?” Jennie pushed and looked over her shoulder with a frown to ask about the pincode. “What’s–Ahh, Y/n.” She whined when the palm collided against her ass making her squirm at the pain. Jennie had almost forgotten about how horny she had been until that pain shot to her clit instead. She felt somewhat embarrassed and her head fell as she kicked her feet with another whine. It was so unexpected that she had no clue how to react or feel.
“Stop being a pain in the ass.”
It went silent and Y/n waited for what Jennie would say or do. That smack just came naturally and she hadn’t controlled it. Whether Jennie was pissed or not, that spanking wasn’t something she could take responsibility for when Jennie worked her nerves so well.
“Stop being a pain in the ass.” She mocked once again, imitating Y/n who groaned. The little giggle that came from Jennie who lifted her head didn’t go unnoticed.
“Are you laughing?”
“Are you laughing?” Jennie knew exactly how much Y/n hated it when she would imitate her without an end. The thoughts made her lift her ass slightly, wriggling in Y/n’s lap as she pushed it out. There was a tension between her legs and she wanted it gone.
“You’re so annoying.”
“You’re so annoying. Cry about it, Y/n.” She hissed at the girl. It was soon followed by something that was between a groan and a moan as Y/n spanked her ass once more which made Jennie raise her hips and writhe into the couch cushion. That sensation made her cunt throb and slowly start leaking as she clenched her thighs for some relief. It was hard to control as her ass purposely tried to invite Y/n for more as it was turning her on.
“Tell me what it is, Jennie. Why do you need this?” Y/n questioned and looked at Jennie who was still clutching the phone. She huffed and lifted her head, looking over her shoulder and at Y/n. A little smile on her lips, one that was mischievous.
“I did some things you wouldn’t be happy about–been a very bad girl.”
Y/n gripped at the underside of her thigh just under her ass, squeezing it and making Jennie squirm at how ticklish it was on her sensitive thighs.
“You have?” Jennie bit her lower lip and nodded her head.
“What did you do?”
Jennie purposely lifted her hips and arched her back, being on her knees with her hands stretched out in front of her, chest pressing into the couch. She let go of the phone, Y/n’s eyes on the ass that was in the air and she moved her hand up to it. The kitten jutted her lower lip out in feigned despair. “I’ve been out the whole night looking for someone who would fuck my needy little pussy because the toys haven’t been able to satisfy me…” She looked even sadder now as if she's been having the hardest time of her life because of these things and what she said after seemed to be even more devastating for her. “There hasn’t been any cum in me for so long, no one to fill me, breed me, no cum for me to clean up–I’ve been feeling so useless and empty.” She mumbled, with tears brimming in her eyes.
“So, it’s not my fault for looking for someone to do it,” Jennie added in her defence. The heat shot right to her clit again, her ass burned in the best way possible as she could only moan when Y/n spanked her again.
“Y/n, it’s not fair!” She cried out despite enjoying it. The latter was growing hard, thinking about Jennie’s snug and pink pussy that she’s missed being inside of. The one she missed abusing, filling with cum, if not her other holes. Jennie loved it all, she especially loved cleaning up the cum that leaked out of her after.
“How is it not fair? I’m not the one who's been walking around like I’m in heat and looking for strangers to fuck me.” Her hand ran over Jennie’s inner thighs before she made it to the girl’s pussy which was covered by the black cargo pants. It was enough to make Jennie whine and try to rub her throbbing cunt against the hand that cupped her heat. Y/n’s other hand stroked along Jennie’s bare spine which was warm and arched to show off her ridges.
“It’s my birthday.” Jennie slyly pointed out.
“I’m supposed to give in because of that? Give you a free pass?” Y/n asked, gently rubbing Jennie’s clothed cunt. The girl desperately tried to push her hips more into the hand that removed pressure every time she tried. It was keeping her on the edge as she pathetically continued to try and hump at Y/n's hand.
“Yes. Please creampie my pink and tight little pussy and make me a mommy tonight.” The erection was now straining against Y/n’s jeans as the offer was one she did not want to pass on despite it giving Jennie a free pass. Her brain cells reasoned with each other, agreeing on it being Jennie’s birthday even if it was past 12, but it didn’t count until they went to sleep and woke up. Her eyes gazed into Y/n’s, practically daring her to do it.
“Get up,” never in her life had Y/n seen Jennie get up so fast. The girl always liked to take her time simply because she wanted to or because she wanted to annoy Y/n. The giggly and horny Jennie ran towards the bedroom with Y/n taking long strides right after her.
The bedroom was also the same with Jennie on the bed unzipping her pants. “Hey, hey, slow down,” Y/n complained and the feline pouted when her hands were pushed away from the fly of her cargo pants.
“I’m so horny though.”
“I can tell that much,” Y/n commented with her hands pulling Jennie up to sit. Her arms wrapped around Y/n’s shoulders and she pulled her down, hands gripped at her waist and she got her breath taken away. Jennie melted and healed when she finally had Y/n’s lips against hers again. She didn’t want to wait when she tilted her head and opened her mouth for the tongue to push against her. It tasted of whiskey, it was just as intoxicating and was washing over her body, injecting itself deep within her veins.
One person could only satisfy the other.
Jennie couldn’t even satisfy herself when she was horny. Y/n knew just how to eat her out, stuff her with cock, fuck her, make her orgasm and beg for more.
She swallowed Y/n’s tongue, sucking on it and the girl groaned when Jennie’s hand came down from her shoulder and rubbed at her cock through the pants. It was making Jennie’s clit throb painfully, just feeling Y/n’s cock was making her try to clench her thighs that Y/n stood between. Both her hands went to the bulge, rubbing at the outline while undoing the zipper with her other while Y/n threaded her fingers through Jennie’s hair.
“Please, please–” Y/n cut Jennie off who pulled away and was about to plead for her to start fucking her.
“I will, but you have to show off for me first.” She pried Jennie’s hands away from the hem of her jeans and pulled her up onto her feet. “I know it’s your birthday, but you said yourself that you were a bad girl, so this is the least you can do.” Y/n ushered and smiled at Jennie as the girl squinted her eyes.
The girl was determined to show Y/n exactly what she walked out from. Her eyes were laced with seductiveness even if the girl was stalling her orgasm. The girl reached into the pocket of her pants and took out her phone, Y/n smiled bigger and leaned back against her palms as the smart home speakers started to play Champagne by The Weeknd . Jennie turned around and tossed her phone onto the dresser.
Her eyes watched Jennie’s every move and her fingers grabbed hold of the small piece that was tied at her side to hold the shirt against her body. She pulled it, slowly, Y/n’s eyes stuck on the slim back and just watching her was enough to make Y/n’s chest heave even more. Jennie undid it, her hands running over her body, tugging up the open-back shirt with her before letting go as it fell back down. Y/n waited in anticipation, almost regretting it as she couldn’t wait for Jennie to remove the shirt and turn so she could see her chest.
Her body gently moved to the music, her fingers ran over her arm and over to the one strap before she gently tugged it down. The other hand ran under her shirt towards the other strap. She made sure to let out a light hum to let Y/n know that she ran over her breast before she reached the strap. Jennie slid them down her shoulders, the shirt fell with a soft thud to the floor.
She had yet to turn around though.
Instead, she finished undoing her pants and proceeded to bend over with her fingers hooked around the hem. It couldn’t have gone slower, the way she slowly started to pull them down her ass, revealing more and more of the flesh and lacy material of her black cheeky underwear. They went up her ass as she got the pants under her cheeks. Her ass was plump and pushed right out with her puffy pussy, the woman’s back arched and her eyes coming to peek over her shoulder. Her feline eyes were clouded by lust and she looked back in front of her as Y/n looked hypnotised.
She pulled them further down, revealing her creamy thighs inch by inch while making sure to show off how agile she was by slowly bending herself in half. It wasn’t until they were resting by her calves that Jennie started to get down on her knees to the music. The girl was holding back from dragging Jennie to bed now. She got on her knees, her back straight and showing off her perfect posture as she slid into a side-sitting position with her legs on one side (left), the pants fully discarded now. Her hand came over behind her and dragged her hair to one side of her shoulder, looking to the side while doing so. The movements were soft.
She moved her legs further, taking them in front of her and spreading them open. Her palms planted behind her and slowly slid against the rug, reclining herself back. It was hypnotising, her chest at last coming into view, more and more until she was lying on her back. Jennie loved showing off her body, especially to Y/n and no one else. Her body was just for Y/n and whether it was her birthday or not, a striptease was just as satisfying to her as it was to Y/n. (She was also aware that she had to pay for what she did when trying to look for someone else.)
She couldn’t begin to explain how much her clit started to throb when she caught the look on Y/n’s face. The wetness was gushing as she loved being admired by Y/n. It was almost enough to get off for Jennie. Her hand came between her legs, her hips moved in a fluid wave like motion when she whined them into the fingers that brushed over the slick material, fingers threading into the rug as her eyes closed. She continued to run her hand up her body, fingers feather-likely running over her skin which made her chest heave and body move. A soft moan slipped past her lips when she brushed over her nipple until she reached her throat.
Jennie was quick and agile in the way she smoothly turned from her back and onto her stomach. Her eyes were almost predatory the way she looked up at Y/n while slowly pushing herself up, ass coming up first with hands stretched out in front of her until she pushed herself forward and was standing on all fours.
Slowly she crawled the small distance like a cat over to Y/n, her hips moving, her back still arched. Jennie reached the girl and got on her knees while looking at her through her lashes, her hands grabbed hold of Y/n’s knees, pulling her legs apart to get between them. In one smooth motion, like waves, she slid up, getting on her feet and coming face to face with Y/n, her hands holding onto Y/n’s shoulders.
“Am I excused for being bad?” Jennie questioned, her chest heaving, as if she ran a marathon, but the arousal was just getting overwhelming. She could feel how sticky it was between her legs, everything spilling and smearing on her inner thighs. The underwear piece was ruined. Y/n licked her lips and grabbed her hips, looking down at Jennie’s chest, her nipples perky, her breasts plump.
“More than excused—you deserve to not only get your pussy stuffed but also eaten.” There was that vocal fry in Y/n’s voice that Jennie knew so well. It meant that she would get her pussy messily devoured. She squealed when Y/n got up and put Jennie on the bed, she pushed her back and leaned down. Fingers threaded into her hair when she attached her lips to Jennie’s chest first.
It was eliciting small whines and gasps, the tongue swirling her nipple, teeth gently tugging, the other being roughly groped the way she liked it. Y/n wrapped her mouth around as much soft flesh as possible and sucked before licking. Jennie’s hips were pathetically bucking at the heat that was bubbling in her stomach because of it. “Y/n!” She cried out at the way her nipple was pinched between Y/n’s fingers, the girl tugged on the bud after and started to kiss down to Jennie’s cleavage.
“Please, I promise, I taste so good,” Jennie begged as Y/n was kissing down her stomach. The kitten squirmed when her nipple got flicked, the bud more swollen and red now as Y/n had abused the sensitive nub that was stiff.
“Have you been cleaning up your messes lately?” Y/n asked with a smirk, glancing up at Jennie who had her head thrown back with her back arching, hips desperately pushing into Y/n. She whined, not wanting to answer the embarrassing question as she had been feral trying to fuck herself right only to make a mess but not orgasm hard enough. This time she cried, slightly kicking her feet when Y/n twisted the same nipple again.
“Answer, Jen.”
“I lick my fingers clean because they get so messy.” She admitted in a whine, her cheeks even more flushed as it was now just flowing out of her. Jennie always got so wet, and someone had to clean it after. Y/n was well aware of how Jennie would always leak with juices. The videos she’d send of playing with her pink pussy when Y/n wasn’t there to eat her out, making sure to show how she would lick up the sticky mess of her fingers after getting as much as possible on them. She loved sucking Y/n’s cock, especially to have cum shoot into her mouth that she’d swallow.
“You want me to taste you?” Y/n continued to tease as she was on her knees and Jennie pushed herself up. A look of desperation on her face, tears welling in her eyes as it was hurting now. “Yes.” She watched Y/n who hooked her fingers around her underwear and she started to tug them down. They clung to her wet cunt, pulling a sticky mess with them as Y/n peeled them off and dropped the ruined material on the floor.
“All for you.” Jennie surely invited the girl who was on her knees in front of her by spreading her legs, her hand coming in between her legs. She bit her lower lip as Y/n watched her use her fingers to spread her glistening and puffy folds. Her hole was clenching in greediness as her arousal was slowly leaking out of it, running down her ass and onto the sheets. She ran them over to her clit, showing the swollen bud by pulling back the hood. Y/n smiled and gently removed Jennie’s fingers as she had shown off her cunt enough.
The girl waiting, finally in the only suitable outfit on a day like this, in her birthday suit.
“I will make sure to take it all.” Y/n reassured her and Jennie’s hand gripped onto her hair while Y/n moved Jennie’s leg to wrap it around her shoulder. The girl groaned as Jennie forcefully pulled on her hair and shoved her face fully into her cunt. She gasped, squirming and grinding her hips into Y/n’s face when she licked right up along her slit, tongue spreading her lips. The taste washed over Y/n’s tongue, it was addicting and she moved back down, her tongue flat against the heat as she licked up from the sopping hole, bringing it all up to her clit.
Jennie’s lips stayed apart, breaths desperate and the sounds falling from between them as she couldn’t control it neither could she control the squirming into Y/n’s face. “Fuck, Y/n–more, I want more,” she whined, her eyes falling closed and her back hit the mattress as she couldn’t hold herself up.
Y/n sucked onto her outer lips, sucking them in and teasing with her tongue, dipping down and nudging the grasping hole with her tongue, swirling it which made Jennie gasp and writhe for more. However, she would feel bad if she teased Jennie for too long as the girl had been all ready since they entered the bedroom. Her hand gripped Jennie’s hip to ground them and control their whining as they weren’t controlled by the nymphomaniac that Jennie was.
“Oh God, I’ve missed you so much, the way you fuck me.” Jennie cried out when lips wrapped around her clit, the tongue firmly flicking at it at a perfect angle. Y/n ran her other hand over to Jennie’s hole, her one finger teasing around the hole while she continued to flick at her clit. Her tongue moved quickly, harshly flicking back and forth as it always made Jennie’s thighs quiver, trying to close around her head and leave the girl unsure of what to grip onto or how to act.
Her juices were smearing over her chin, running down and creating a mess and Y/n couldn’t help but dip down for more. The pleasure didn’t stop for Jennie who gyrated her hips into Y/n’s nose while the girl lapped at her hole, gathering the stickiness on her tongue before bringing it back up. She swirled around her clit before she wrapped her lips around it and suckled hard enough for Jennie to moan louder and arch her back off of the mattress. The birthday girl had always been vocal and sensitive to all touch when it came to Y/n. She was quite sure it was because of how many chemicals her body released around her, the oxytocin overflowing.
With ease, Y/n pushed two fingers into Jennie who sucked them in right away. Her walls were warm and throbbing, continuously clenching around the two slender fingers that started to push into her. “So close, I want it,” Jennie mumbled, a few coherent words coming from her now and then as she was lost in the firm and slick muscle that worked her swollen and pulsating clit while fingers pressed against her g-spot. She could feel it coming, the way her stomach started to drop and heat up.
“How bad do you want it?” Y/n gruffly questioned by pulling away for a split second before going right back.
“So bad, I will cry if I don’t get it–play with my pussy until it hurts. All yours.” The words flew out of her blabbering mouth, gasping and falling out of breath. She had been longing for more than Y/n and her love, but this type of love too.
“I love it, you fuck me so good with your tongue. Oh God–” Her chest heaved, her fingers tangling themselves in Y/n’s hair who groaned at the pain while eating at Jennie’s cunt. The mess ran down her chin, down Jennie’s ass, staining the sheets. The sounds were lewd, Jennie moaning, gasping, and whining, and the way Y/n was eating her pussy was making the wet sounds bounce off the walls in the room from the licking and sucking. The younger let out her moans and groans at how much she enjoyed having Jennie squirm while eating her out.
Her thighs shook while clenching around Y/n, her voice strained, her body spasming as she arched off the bed with her hips bucking into Y/n. Jennie lost control of her voice, cries flying out as everything disappeared, her ears ringing and her vision dying out. Her hand flew to her breast, grabbing hold of it as she had no clue where else to grasp. Her walls clasped around Y/n’s fingers, thudding around them as the orgasm crashed through her. It went on for a good few seconds as Y/n didn’t stop and continued to flick at her bud.
It wasn’t until Jennie was panting for breath and instead of pulling her into her pussy she was pulling her away that Y/n stopped. She slowed down, gently cleaning up the mess that Jennie’s cunt was, the girl wriggling under her from the kittenish licks lapping up the juices. Her body relaxed at last, slumping into the mattress and closing her eyes, her pussy palpitating from aftershocks.
“No…” She whined, convulsing and closing her legs with her hands flying between them as Y/n was no longer between them. A heat ran over her at the painful slap that landed against her swollen pussy, the sound wet and harsh.
“Don’t you want my cock too?” Y/n questioned and the girl opened her eyes, looking at Y/n who was using her black sweatshirt to wipe at her chin and mouth. It made her pussy clench at how it was missing Y/n.
“I do.” She dragged out and pulled herself up, her hands grasping at Y/n’s sweatshirt and pulling it up. The latter helped her by fully pulling it over her head and discarding it to the floor with kittenish hands pawing at her slim stomach before they dropped to her pants. Although Jennie didn’t pull them down, she instead moved onto her knees. “Hurry up, my pussy is waiting for your cum, baby.” She purred out while turning around and getting on all fours, showing off her ass and dripping pussy while looking over her shoulder at Y/n. Her ass pushed out for Y/n as she arched her back to further the invite.
“You’re so bad.” Y/n groaned and fully undid her pants, letting them pool around her ankles before she kicked them to the side with her boxers. Jennie bit her lower lip, eyeing the thick and long member, the tip bulbous and red, leaking with precum, the long vein dragged on the underside and Y/n’s slim and veiny hand came over to it. She stroked herself, her other hand caressing the plump outline of Jennie’s ass who only pushed more into her.
“Such a bad girl after not getting my attitude fucked out of me…I get so mean when I don’t have your cum stuffing my pussy.” Jennie agreed, drawing her words out while lowering herself until her chest pressed against the mattress.
“I need–” Jennie stopped Y/n who was about to get to the bedside drawer where she knew condoms were. They always hit it raw, but she wasn’t sure if Jennie had continued with her birth control after four months of being alone.
“No condom,” it wasn’t an ask, but more so a demand. Y/n didn’t mind condoms while Jennie hated them.
“You’re on birth control,” Y/n concluded and went right back to place, guiding her tip between Jennie’s folds who let her head drop at the feeling that sent shivers through her spine.
She bit her lower lip, forcing the smile to not get too big as she couldn’t wait longer as she confirmed Y/n’s conclusion. “Yes.” A sigh followed when the stretch came, Y/n’s tip pushing inside her, spreading her open, splitting her folds and disappearing into her sopping and snug heat. It was squeezing her cock as a moan slipped from her mouth. The warmth of Jennie was so familiar, it was leaving her cock to throb the further she slipped inside the confines of her pink cunt.
The brunette whined, her insides twisting at how good it felt, the cock too big for her smaller body as it was always a tight fit and a big stretch for her to take the girl behind her. Y/n stopped as her pelvis met Jennie’s ass, filling her to the hilt with her hands gripping Jennie’s hips. Her lips parted at the feeling as she stalled any movement and got lost for a second in just the feeling of having Jennie around her.
However, Jennie wasn’t nearly as patient. “Are you going to fuck me or act like a virgin who wet their dick for the first time?” It brought Y/n right out of her drowning thoughts at the rude tone of Jennie who sounded annoyed.
“What?” She breathed out.
“Fuck me or I will find someone else to do it.” Jennie loved digging her own grave. At least she got buried with her back being blown.
“Who else will fuck you this good?” Y/n didn’t wait for an answer as she pulled out almost fully before Jennie was sent flying forward when she slammed her hips back against hers. It drew gasps and moans from Jennie as Y/n proceeded with the deep and hard thrusts. The thick cock dragged along her tight walls, and the wet and squelching noises got louder as Jennie's pussy was a mess. Y/n’s pelvis slapped against Jennie’s ass and started to fill in with moans, groans, whimpers, and gasps. All occupying the room.
Jennie bunched up the sheets in her fists, her face buried in them. She could feel the curved tip abusing her g-spot as it continuously dragged along the soft and spongy spot in her. The cock was hitting deep in her, filling her and hitting the right spots that she wasn’t even able to hit when fucking herself with all kinds of toys.
Her moans were erotic, they fueled Y/n on who was going carnal as Jennie’s pussy, body, voice, and everything else always had that effect. The brunette's hips started to meet Y/n’s thrust, clenching and helping her drag her cock in her pussy.
“Fuck, your cock is so big, it hurts so good.” Jennie moaned as the pain always mixed with the pleasure.
Y/n huffed, biting her lower lip as she moved one hand and landed its palm against Jennie’s ass since the girl was pushing it out for her so much. It was followed by a mewl from the birthday girl.
“Are you going to take all my cum?” Y/n groaned out, the answer taking a second too long and earning Jennie’s bright red ass cheek another spank. The heat only shot right to her clit and she couldn’t feel embarrassed about it as she loved every second of it. “Everything, I’m going to keep it all inside and be a mommy,” Jennie whined, the words only made her clench more as her own words fueled her.
“You look so good with cock in you, your slutty pussy takes it so well.” Y/n complimented, her eyes falling on where her hard cock was disappearing. The wetness was running down Jennie’s thighs, and her pink folds spread because of the cock that was drilling into her cunt which was growing sore. She was sucking Y/n in, doing everything to milk her and get her cum as she forgot about wanting to orgasm. All she wanted was to be creampied and keep it all inside for as long as possible because it made her feel full.
“Only you can play with it so well, fuck it until it hurts–your cocksleeve, for you to warm in and empty into.”
“You love being used.” Y/n threw her head back, her fingers digging into the flesh of Jennie’s ass and hips. The thrusts were hard, the bed squeaking with every stroke inside the snug sleeve that Jennie was for her cock. The smaller girl moved with each thrust that was throwing her forward, making her grip harder to stay in place.
“Yes, yes, yes.” Jennie spewed out, the tension in her stomach started to grow and Y/n could feel how much tighter her walls started to get around her. Her hand dropped from Jennie’s ass and went right under her, pushing onto her lower belly, able to feel herself bulge the small brunette's stomach. It was making Jennie dizzy, the pressure grew and she was getting sent right back into floating.
“I’m gonna come, I’m gonna come so hard around your cock, Y/n.” Jennie cried out, writhing in the sheets as she pulled on them with her hands. Her jaw fell slack, the moans going up in pitch and the heat flashed over her, the cries slowly coming in breathless as the control was lost and she couldn’t tell what was going on.
Y/n continued to pound her, the tension slowly easing from Jennie, although her mind remained clouded. Her body was warm and covered in a sheet of sweat. “I’m so close.” Y/n groaned, her tip twitching.
Jennie could feel the cock grow harder in her. “Fuck, breed my cunt, Y/n–shoot it into my womb.” She intentionally clenched her walls and Y/n’s hips stuttered, Jennie, pushing her ass flush against her to get it all shot deep in her. It filled her even more, Y/n and Jennie both moaning. Rope after rope of thick and creamy cum painted her walls white, making her hum at how good it felt to be filled so well again.
“So good,” Y/n mumbled, her body collapsing onto Jennie’s who slumped down on her stomach. Her chest heaved as she peppered kisses along Jennie’s warm shoulder. The kitten hid her face in the sheets, the cock growing limp in her throbbing cunt as she tried to get back on a normal breathing pattern.
“Happy birthday, Jennie.” She let out a breathless chuckle and Y/n slowly pushed herself up.
“It’s not my birthday anymore.” The brunette mumbled, turning onto her back and raising her knees, trying her best to keep the cum within her walls. Her soft eyes fell onto Y/n, dreading it as she was scared that she would leave. The night was over, and so was her birthday.
“It’s the 16th until you go to sleep.” Y/n reminded her and she smiled, biting her lower lip while Y/n reached for her boxers, pulling them back on.
“Y/n…” The latter looked up at Jennie who was already looking at her. She looked like she was on the verge of tears. “Please don’t leave.” She mumbled.
“Jennie–” She cut Y/n off right away.
“Please, even if it’s just for the night.” She begged and Y/n chuckled
“Why on earth would I leave?” She questioned, baffled that Jennie thought she would just leave her, especially after having sex. Maybe they said it during sex, but she would never just use Jennie and leave her behind after.
Jennie felt a weight fall off of her, there was a lightness in her chest. She at times hated how sensitive she was as her lower lip jutted out and her breathing picked up to hold her tears back. Y/n heaved a sigh and got on the bed, with ease she pulled Jennie’s limp body with her as she kicked the duvet down before pulling it over them. The girl hugged around Y/n’s slim waist, burying her face in her shoulder as she couldn’t help but cry.
“Will you leave tomorrow?” She asked through her tears. The younger clicked her tongue and ran her fingers through Jennie’s hair. The both of them drowned in the warmth they shared.
“Do you want me to?” She had a good feeling that Jennie did not want her to leave. She wouldn’t be crying otherwise. Y/n was right as Jennie shook her head, tightening her grip around her to make sure that she would stay. It made her pull her small body closer to her and she kissed the top of her head.
“If you want…” Y/n trailed off and Jennie lifted her head, her eyes exhausted and filled with tears. Y/n wiped her cheeks with the pad of her palm before she leaned in and kissed her forehead. “I could stay forever.” She suggested and Jennie closed the little gap between them. This time the kiss was soft, neither of them wanting it to rush into anything else than the adoration and love they still and always would have for each other.
“Yes, please.” She mumbled and Y/n smiled against her lips, pecking them.
“I love you, Jennie.” To hear those words again healed all those empty and torn parts in her. They were eager to say them again and wanted to say them a million times more to make up for all the four months that they hadn't said them.
“I love you, Y/n…” She cleared her throat and looked down a little guiltily and Y/n hummed confused. Jennie mumbled something under her breath, her eyes avoiding Y/n’s as she lay in her arms.
“You have to stop mumbling.” Y/n seriously said as the guilty look on Jennie’s face was starting to worry her. She sighed at that and lastly spoke up.
“I’m not actually on any birth control,” Jennie admitted as she had lied. She didn’t care when she hadn’t been sure if Y/n would have stayed. If she had to force Y/n to get back together then she would do so by trapping her. It only made sense to try and get pregnant if she was ovulating and wanted nothing more than Y/n to stay and to have a baby with her.
“You’re evil,” Y/n whispered and Jennie gave her a haughty little smile, showing that she wasn’t as guilty as she pretended to be.
“I don’t care, I only want you.” She pecked Y/n’s lips before she laid her head on her shoulder, nuzzling her face in her neck, drowning in the comforting scent of home that Y/n was to her.
“I only want you too, Jen.” She couldn’t find it in herself to be angry with the kitten. Y/n loved her too much and neither would she mind having kids with her. All she did was pull her closer and hug her, holding her in a way that would lull Jennie right to sleep and at last let her wake up well-rested after so many bad nights of sleep and crying.
“Start preparing to be a parent and do not forget the ring before I get pregnant.” Jennie pointed out and lifted her left hand, showing the empty fingers to Y/n who leaned in and pecked her ring finger. She giggled when Y/n gently bit it and she quickly hid it after.
“Don’t worry about any of it, I still want to marry you and have a family.”
Chapter 6 - Dark Phoenix II - Emergence of conflagration
Part 5:
As Natasha pulled up to the base, I couldn’t take my eyes away from the buildings surrounding us. The abandoned World War II Soviet station was something I’ve definitely seen before and visited.
“Stasya, get to the roof, special forces are on the way,” I heard over the comms and immediately made my way to the roof of the closet building. “You know, I thought this would be an easy one,” I said as I climbed up the stairs. “It still can. Get the M40, it should be where you’re headed,” my partner’s voice ran through my ears just as I reached the roof. My eyes spotted the weapon immediately. “Oh you shouldn’t have,” I smiled and quickly got to the gun.
“We have to leave you’re injured,” the blond widow kneeled by my side as a gap caused by a knife pushed blood out from my thigh. “The mission’s not over, we need to retrieve the drive,” I groaned as I tried to put pressure on the wound. “I have it, Stasya, we need to leave or you’ll bleed out.”
“Y/n? Love, are you okay?” The next moment Natasha’s face was in front of me, a soft hand on my cheek and a worried look in her eyes. I blinked a couple of times before looking around, Nat’s hand falling from my face. “I’ve been here before,” I murmured. “In the Red Room, I had a mission here. With another Widow and I got stabbed in the thigh, that long scar is from here,” I searched for the building where I was shooting years ago. Then I saw. It was more rusty and destroyed by now, probably from what happened that day. “I was shooting at the Ukrainian Special Forces from that building,” I said, the flashback still lingering before my eyes. “Here? What would Dreykov need from an abandoned Hydra base?” Natasha asked. “We were sent here to find a drive, if it involves anything about the Winter Soldier program, we won’t find it,” I turned to look at the two. “We need to make sure. Maybe Hadria isn’t after that, but whatever she’s looking for could be here,” Nat spoke and I nodded. “Yeah, let’s go,” I cleared my throat with one last look at the building from the flashback. A familiar hand slipped into mine, intertwined our fingers, and pulled them closer to her. “Are you okay?” Nat’s soft question made me look at her, seemingly still worried. I nodded. “Yeah, it’s just… it was weird.”
Once we found the underground entry, Natasha stepped up to the seemingly ancient console. “Why is it that we always end up with this old stuff?” She asked more rhetorically than seriously. “They are from my generation, don’t call them old,” Bucky stepped in. I tried to hold back my smile but the face he made just didn’t let me. “But you are old too,” I said and he rolled his eyes then we heard a small sound coming from the door. “I’m in,” Natasha straightened out. “Am I not amazing?” She spread her arms with a smirk on her face. “You are, but you’re kinda milking the situation since you can do this in your sleep,” I said and her eyebrows raised high. “I love you, but we have to move,” I left a kiss on her cheek before moving inside the base.
The inside of this place was basically just a big mess. Dirty papers on the floor, burnt tables, and dirt everywhere. Even some computers were smashed in but a few were left untouched. “Okay, so at least we don’t have to spend much time before a rusty screen,” I shrugged and looked around my feet to see the papers. “Wow, I just got excited,” Bucky said, his words drenched with sarcasm. “I’ll check the computer,” Nat walked to the device. “I’m just gonna start with the papers, I guess the ones on the tables,” Bucky sat down on the closet chair and started to go through everything. “Then I’m just gonna… look around I guess.”
Made my way across the room, looking at the different pictures on the walls, seeing multiple people on them but no one familiar. The hallway to the few offices was very quiet as everything was in the base. The shattered windows of the hallway made it easy to look into the offices.
I got to the first one but there was nothing interesting, other than a broken computer and some burnt-down papers. But the one across from that, almost seemed like it was untouched.
The different folders filled the shelves in the room, their names on their sides. I scanned the whole shelf, then I saw Програма «Зимовий солдат».
Winter Soldier Program.
Snatched the folder off the shelf, and sat down at the table. As soon as I opened the file, Bucky’s face along with his biography was on the first page. No new information obviously, but then I flipped the page seeing the unexpected.
Hadria Folks’s face but with a different last name. Hadria Pierce. The file contained everything from her height to her age, from her relatives to her occupation.
Relatives: Alexander G. Pierce (father, active), unknown mother.
Must be very old files, haven’t been updated since Pierce’s death.
Occupation: Adventurer; HYDRA operative; Soviet-American assassin; freelance assassin; Winter Soldier program participant; failed Winter Soldier program participant
So she was a part of the program. She was supposed to be a female Winter Soldier.
I flipped to the next page, a full report attached to her profile.
Hadria Pierce has failed to complete the Winter Soldier program. After three attempts, her body partially rejected the serum, making her unavailable to the serum developed by Arnim Zola.
After numerous tests and studies, the only serum that could work on H. Pierce is the serum created by Howard Stark.
Damages: Hadria Pierce has suffered multiple burn injuries on her body. From the high burn damage, her left leg was amputated to be replaced with a cybernetic limb.
At the bottom, it said the files were written in 1989, just a couple of years before my grandparents were killed.
I gathered the files and ran into the room where Nat and Bucky were but when I stepped in I saw both of them with their guns in their hands, head whipped towards the door we entered from, hidden behind cabinets. I made sure to tuck away the file in my suit before reaching for my gun, squatting down to be well hidden.
“Could’ve given me a heads up that someone’s coming?” I spoke into the comms lowly. I saw Natasha look at me, but keeping her position. “She’s here with 5 men, armed,” she said very quietly. “Guys I know what she’s looking for…” I tried to explain but then a grenade rolled into the room, Nat and Bucky immediately dropping to their knees trying to take cover.
The grenade exploded inside the room, the tables and computers blown into pieces, lines of fire lingering around the floors. My ears rang as the explosion happened so closely.
“Now’s not the time to share that,” Natasha’s words made me roll my eyes, as she stated the obvious. “Nat, get the hell out of there now, Buck, cover her. I got what we wanted. We need to leave,” I ordered. “Copy that,” Bucky answered and then I saw Natasha swiftly making her way over to me, then I heard gunshots immediately.
James stood from his place aiming through the door, used bullets dropping to the ashy ground. Natasha slid down next to me, gripping her gun, trying to look at the entrance.
Bucky started to walk backwards slowly, while still firing at Hadria and her men. “All of them still standing?” I asked through comms. “Pretty firmly if you ask me,” he said. I stood up and poked my head out to see all six of them slowly edge their way into the room. All 5 men were big and beefy, with heavy armor and weapons. This was not a silly little woman with a bunch of super soldiers. She had a deadly assassin army. “Natasha get out of here,” I looked back at her, and her eyebrows basically shot up to her hairline. “Come again?” Grabbed her wrist, trying to be persuasive. “Natalia, this is not a joke. You’ve seen them. You are very much human, and even though you’re the best there is, I’m not gonna let you fight them. Not now. We came very unprepared for this, we underestimated them. So please do me a favor and get the hell out of here.” My voice was stern and serious. “If you don’t walk out that door, I will find you in another life and beat the hell out of you, am I understood?” She cocked her eyebrow at me, and I couldn’t help but chuckle. “Charming as always, now get back to the car.”
She took off to the exit that we originally didn’t plan to use, but clearly we had to. I grabbed my gun and got on one knee, firing at the super soldiers, trying to get to Hadria. Once they noticed me, they started shooting at me too, right past James. “I’m almost out,” I heard his voice in my ear. “I’ll hold them off, go and take this,” I said while pulling out the file from under my vest, dropping it behind me so he could take it on his way out. “Romanoff will kick me back inside once she sees I left you alone here,” he said and I smirked, knowing how right he was. “Fine, take my gun, I can handle myself without it.”
He backed his way towards me quicker and as soon as James got to my side, I threw the gun to him and I pulled up a fire shield in front of us. “We are clearly outnumbered, just throw a grenade at them and we run,” I suggested as he took up his position and continued shooting at the soldiers. “Fine,” he kept the gun in his left hand while picking a grenade from his waist and pulled the pin off with his teeth then threw it over the fire shield. Bucky turned around immediately picking up the file. “Come on!” I sent a big wave of fire right at the 5 people before making a run for the door, Bucky right beside me. “Nat, get the car ready,” I shouted, hoping she was paying attention. “Already done,” she said with a bored voice.
They kept shooting our way, but I made sure to send some fireballs right back at them. “You’ll have to make some pretty sick armor for me because I won’t miss another one of these,” Natasha’s voice said inside our ears as the exit finally came into view. “You’re not making this easier,” I said, then I saw Bucky pick up his pace and the next second he ran right at the door, breaking right through it. I was so happy to finally get out of there, I ran as fast as I could not caring about what was behind me. Bucky got in the backseat of the car, leaving it open for me, and just as I reached the ground, I was hit. I fell to my knees, feeling the pain in my stomach. “Fucking hell…” I groaned, lifting my hand to the painful area and then seeing the deep red blood on my palm. “Y/n get up!” Bucky yelled, and with a big breath, I stumbled up to my feet, and waved my hand over my head, pulling a fire shield over my back as I kept my other hand on the wound and trying to get to the car.
I could hear Hadria’s people getting closer and I had to gather all my shit to get to the car but then I finally reached the door then Bucky pulled me inside the car and Natasha drove off in a hurry. “That’s just not how I expected to go,” I groaned as I tried to sit up although it hurt like a bitch. “We need to get back to the safe house,” Bucky voiced his concern then put his metal arm right at my wound and pressed down hard, making me scream out in pain. “What did I say about getting out?” Natasha asked furiously. “Well… I got out, didn’t I?” “You’re not funny!”
Natasha basically kicked the door open of the safe house, and Bucky carried me inside. Nat swiped everything off the dining table and Bucky placed me down, while I was on the verge of passing out from how much blood I lost. “This… is not a normal bullet,” I said shakily, lifting my head to look at my bled-through suit. “Shut up,” Natasha said angrily and unzipped my suit as Bucky ran back with the medical kit. “Just take the bullet out and I’ll burn the hole in,” I told them, propping myself up on my elbows but Natasha was quick to push me back on the table. “Stop talking,” she looked at me with a strict attitude and I could only sigh and do as she asked.
I turned my head just so I could see what they were doing, and then Natasha took a clip while Bucky wiped the blood away from the open wound. “I’m going in, take a deep breath,” said Nat, and I did then the next second I felt the clip go in my stomach as she tried to fish out the bullet. The way my hands gripped the edge of the table, I really thought the wood was gonna break. My eyes squeezed shut, pain shooting through my body. “I’m sorry, it’s almost out,” Natasha said softly, her free hand dropping to my arm and squeezing gently. A few minutes later I could feel her pull the bullet out of me, then I heard the sound of the clip and the bullet dropping on the table. Bucky wiped the blood like crazy and I opened my eyes, lifting my head, before pushing his hand away and pressing my hand over the wound, burning the skin and the wound so it would close. “You’re insane,” Bucky mumbled, shaking his head.
Rosie texted Lisa soon that they’re gonna be back in a couple of minutes, so we sorted ourselves out and started having our dinner.
There was a very hearty knock on the trailer door, and I got up to open the door, all three of them looking inside with curious eyes, which made me chuckle. “Aren’t you gonna come in? We’re eating, no need to worry,” I said and left the door open for them to come in, and sat back down next to Lisa and continued my meal.
The girls came in cautiously looking around, their management and assistants yet to come in. “Did you guys see anything fun?” Lisa asked them, but Jennie just kept looking at us with narrow eyes. Rose quickly found her food and sat by the counter and started eating, while Jisoo sat on the couch across from us.
“You can’t go out with that?” Jennie pointed at me, and I looked down at my clothes not sure what she meant. “What? You don’t like my outfit? Lily-Rose said I look good,” I replied. “No, that on your neck,” Rose added and I got up to stand in front of the mirror and looked down at my neck. My eyes widened a little but I actually wasn’t surprised. “Oh shit… I have some makeup in my bag,” I reached for it and found my foundation and powder, hoping to cover up the bruise that Lisa left behind. “It kinda looks great…” I heard Lisa’s voice and I looked back at her sitting on the couch with a smirk on her face as she kept eating her lunch. “Oh gosh you guys are gonna be crazy for these two weeks,” Rose chuckled and I also did at her comment. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I shrugged with a smile on my face.
We hung around a little more, they were all pretty nervous so I tried to lighten the mood with jokes and stuff, and it seemed to work. They soon had to get ready so I thought I’d leave them just to get in the zone. “I’m gonna get a drink, text me if you need anything,” I grabbed my bag and gave a smile to Lisa. She took my hand and pulled me closer to her, pecking my cheek sweetly. From the corner of my eye, I spotted a Blackpink bucket hat. “Is this yours?” I asked and Lisa looked at what I pointed at. “Well, it’s everyone’s.” “Can I wear it? I need some Blackpink merch on me,” I asked and Lisa reached for it then gently placed it on my head. A big smile on her face as she fixed the hat. “Cute.”
Their staff started to flow in and that was my cue to leave. I called Lily-Rose to ask where she was and she and Shake were literally on the other side of the festival, so I needed to mingle with whoever was in the backstage area. I got myself a drink and I had a light conversation with the bartender then someone stepped up next to me, who I thought was going to ask for a drink. As soon as the person spoke, I knew who he was.
“Can I get a vodka soda please?” Harry’s voice spoke from next to me and I was utterly shocked to see him there. “Still drinking that bitter stuff, huh?” I spoke and he saw me before stepping up to the bar, since he kept his eyes on the bartender making his drink. “Gin and tonic is just as bitter,” he smiled gently. “Happy Birthday, by the way.” “Thanks.” “How come you’re here alone?” He asked. “I was just with my friends but they are getting ready for their set,” I said, sipping my drink. “Blackpink right?” Harry asked with a knowing smile. “Yeah, what’s that face?” I chuckled and as he paid for his drink, we moved away from the bar to a free sitting area. “You have a Blackpink hat on Y/n,” he said with that duh voice. “Oh yeah, I forgot.” “They were at your show in LA, right?” “Yeah, they are on tour too so this is the earliest I could come to see them. Pretty pumped to be honest,” I smiled excitedly to finally be here. “So you’re staying for next week too?” He sipped his drink, casually sitting in his chair. “Yeah, I have some time before I get back to the tour. The girls and I became pretty close since we met and we’re just happy to spend time together finally.” I explained and he smiled widely, shaking his head before breaking into a laugh. “Dude, what?” I spread my arm, my eyebrows high. “Nothing, I just can’t not notice this,” Harry pointed at a spot on his neck. My eyes widened and I brought my phone up and checked my neck in the camera, and it was still visible from up close. “I was trying hard to cover it up, I haven’t had one in a while. But I can’t just walk around with it, I got here without it and I left the trailer with it, it would be pretty obvious,” I took a sip from my drink. “Is it serious then?” I shook my head and opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. “It’s difficult, and we’re just having fun,” I finally spit it out. “It shouldn’t be difficult if you’re just having fun,” he shrugged like it was obvious. “I mean yeah but… she has a PR boyfriend and I feel like I’m doing something illegal, you know,” I explained and he nodded. “Well, do you like her? Or is it strictly just fun?” He asked and my breath hitched in my throat. “I mean yes. She’s really sweet, like the sweetest human being ever. She’s funny, and full of joy and energy. I haven’t really met anyone like her in a long ass time. I love talking to her, she is really good company. But also this is like our second time seeing each other. It’s a mess,” I sighed. “Do you think she would want a relationship? Do you want a relationship?” Harry asked and I didn’t know what to say. Do I want a relationship? Do I want to be with Lisa?
“I don’t even think she’s been with a woman until an hour ago,” I said and he laughed. “Damn you’re not wasting time, but I guess I understand. But if she’s willing to do more… than kissing, then she probably won’t reject you.” Harry spoke and he was very convincing. “I mean she got me a gift for my birthday too. I don’t know, I don’t know. The girls are under very strict rules, I don’t think it would be even possible to be in a relationship.” “Y/n, you’re literally just making up excuses. If you like her, go for it. She wouldn’t get under you if she didn’t like you.” His words made me lean back on the chair. “Dating is horrifying.”
After a while of talking with Harry, Lily-Rose and Shake got backstage and he went back to his friends. I was on my third drink already and my conversation with Harry really just made me think. Should I make a move on Lisa?
“You look… dreadful.” My sister spoke as she stepped up to me. “Wow, thank you.” “No, I mean your look… I don’t know, did something happen?” She asked and I just shook my head, then my eyes wandered down to her interlocked hand with her girlfriend’s. “Do you think Lisa and I could be in a relationship?” I blurted out and her eyes widened by surprise. “What?” I let my head hang low, then moved away. “Forget I said anything, I need a drink.”
I asked for another drink and after that Lily didn’t really press on the subject and we mostly just waited around and talked about random stuff.
Around 8:30 Lisa texted me that they were ready and they’re gonna come out and take pictures. In a few minutes, the trailer door opened, and basically everyone who was in there flowed out in one go, about 15 people just leaving the trailer. I couldn’t even see the girls from the amount of staff people that there were. “Can you guys see any of them?” I asked Lily-Rose and Shake but then I spotted Rose. “Got ‘em,” I put my hands in the air. Rose and I spotted each other and she waved her hand then turned to the side and then Lisa’s face popped up next to her, Rose pointing in our direction. Lisa smiled softly as we made eye contact then I made my way over and so did she.
Once she was fully out of the crowd of people, damn did my breath get caught in my throat. She looked absolutely stunning. Her hair is half up, half down, bangs obviously perfectly set. The custom outfit was just so clear it was made for her. That long-sleeved cropped shirt and the shorts with the pink fabric are just amazing.
I looked up at her eyes and she obviously noticed how my eyes roamed her body, by the smirk on her face. “I wish I could say all the things running through my mind,” I said as we finally reached each other. She let out a chuckle and I was questioning every word that’ll fall out my mouth for the rest of the week. “Thank god you can’t because I wouldn’t be able to go on stage with a clear head,” she said quietly so only I could hear. I nodded with a smile. “Oh, that’s for sure. But you look amazing, I’ll give you that,” I quickly looked her up and down. “Thank you. I’m so nervous though,” she shook her arms and let out a shaky breath.
Reached out to put my hands on her shoulders and gave her a gentle squeeze. “You will be amazing. You can do this in your sleep. Deep breaths and just let go. Think of it like a normal show, it’s the same,” I tried to reason with her, keeping a calm voice. “Yeah, it’ll be fine,” she shrugged, leaning her head back. “Whenever you feel nervous, just look at the front row and find my goofy face in the coolest bucket hat. I’ll make a funny face then you’ll just think, damn she’s crazy, and you’ll forget your nerves,” I joked around, earring a laugh, making my heart swell from that goddamn smile. Harry really just put that bug in my head.
“Y/n! Let’s take pictures!” Rose jumped over, she looked more excited than nervous. She was all smiley and happy. “Yes!” Lisa grabbed my hand, and Rose led the way where Jisoo and Jennie were, right by their trailer. “This will be fine, right?” Jennie asked as she looked around the area. “Yeah.”
Lisa stood on my right side while Jennie was on the left, and Rose was next to her while Jisoo was by Lisa’s side. My arm naturally went around Lisa’s waist and I subtly looked at her. “This is fine, right?” I asked in a low voice and she nodded with a small smile. My left arm went around Jennie’s shoulder, and we were ready to take some pictures. Their photographer was kind enough to take a bunch of pics but I saw Lily-Rose next to him taking photos with her camera too which I appreciated.
We checked the pictures and they seemed good so after a few words with the girls I told them we’ll go and get a good spot and let them take pics and get in the mood for the show. Lisa quickly grabbed onto my arm and brought me in a tight hug. “You got this.” I squeezed her gently, rubbing my hand up and down her back. “Maybe making out for a few minutes would help,” she whispered and I couldn’t help but laugh. “Oh, I bet.” I pulled back but kissed her cheek in a friendly way. “You just have to show you’re the best there is, no biggie,” I shrugged with a smirk and she shook her head with a smile. “Take good pictures at least,” she said and I nodded. “I will, now go and make me proud.” I blew her a kiss and we parted ways, Lily-Rose, Shake, and I made our way to the audience section, staying close to the front of the stage.
We bumped into Rosalía and we’ve been friends for some time now so we finally caught up then the stage lights started to flicker, meaning they would start very soon.
“I’m so fucking excited!” I jumped up and down and my sister laughed at my actions. “Calm your tits down, they didn’t even come out yet,” she said. “I don’t care, I want it to start! I’ve been waiting for this for months!” I got my phone out of my bag and checked the time to see it was 2 minutes till the start.
The pink lights ran through the top of the stage and the iconic Blackpink chant went off every other second, one silhouette shown off on the big screens each time. I immediately started to take a video, not missing a second. Then the instrumental of Pink Venom started to play, and a bunch of dancers on the main stage going crazy to the song. It was sick.
Blackpink scattered around the screen and then the girls were on stage, throwing their coats to the side before walking further down the stage, becoming fully visible.
Lisa looked everything but nervous, she walked and moved like a boss and she looked so fucking hot. Her part came right after Jennie’s and damn she was fire. Seeing her live was so much better than through a screen.
All the visuals were so dope and they were doing so amazing. When Lisa’s rap part came, I couldn’t hold back but sing along because Pink Venom is one of my favorites. Her rapping though was something else… It was so attractive. And the dancing was literally everything. It’s the first song!
The end of the bridge came quick and Lisa screamed Coachella and the crowd went even crazier as they sang the outro.
The quick tradition to Kill This Love was so fun and this is when they made their way down the stairs. Everything was so insanely good that I could barely focus on one thing.
Once they got to the second verse, Lisa and Jennie did their iconic body roll and it stung a little but damn did she look good.
The fire and smoke effects made everything look like a music video and I can’t say enough how amazing it was.
As the song ended the lights cut out and a couple of seconds later the girls were well-lit, I assumed they were gonna speak a little.
“What’s up Coachella?” Rose started. “How’s everybody feeling tonight?” A big smile on her face while the crowd cheered. They introduced themselves as usual and Jennie and Lisa interacted with the crowd also, Lili looking cute as ever.
They said their names individually, like the crowd didn’t know them but then they got into formation and a beat played to their moves. “Coachella… Are you ready for tonight?… Let me hear you fucking scream!” Jennie spoke and it made the whole audience crazy. How you like that started playing and it made the crowd even louder.
The whole song was just a whole fucking mood. The dancers were amazing and the girls were just otherworldly. Lisa’s smile throughout the whole performance was hypnotizing.
After that Pretty Savage was next and I went insane when I saw Lisa’s part, the dance was fucking dope and she looked so sexy. My mouth was basically open for the whole song and I couldn’t even sing a word.
Lisa let the girls right to the runway part of the stage before Rose’s part came and she went ahead. I noticed there were four chairs on the other side of the stage and as the bridge ended they all sat down and lights cut off from them before they were barely lit again and I could see them well from the screen and from where we were standing the screen was huge and I had to look up but damn did my eyes almost pop out of my head.
The way Lisa was dancing while sitting down was something that I would like to see more often. Preferably when we’re alone. The outro was slow and hot, and my brain not functioning at all.
For the next song they didn’t move far from the chairs at first and I was very glad because Lisa basically smiled like she wasn’t dancing like a demon. A demon, yes. I said that.
As Whistle ended the dancers remained on stage and I guess this is where they’ll have their solo stages. The dancers were so fucking dope. Everytime I see people dance like that I envy the way their bodies move because of how cool they look.
Jennie was the first person on stage, her hair now in two ponytails, and a white dress. Her stage looked very beautiful. It gave very similar vibes to the music video. Her rap verse was very dope and it gave a very good mood to the crowd.
Jisoo’s set was so pretty. The screen was covered with this Korean pattern and changed into flowers. I adore Flower so I was singing alone, taking pictures.
Not gonna lie I was so excited about Lisa’s solo, that I could barely stay still at my place. When the stage went dark again I waited with an anxious look on my face, for whose name is gonna appear next on the screen, then I saw Rose and I smiled knowing Lisa was probably freaking out backstage.
So far probably Rose’s stage was my favorite. It looked so well-lit and her voice was amazing. She started with Gone but then she was on the stage for On the Ground. It was one of my favorites also.
And when she finished I couldn’t keep it together and I grabbed onto Lily-Rose’s shoulders and started to shake her with excitement. “I’m gonna explode,” I jumped up and down. She and Shake just laughing at me. Then Lalisa’s notes played subtly before on the two screens something very blue appeared then I looked closer. It was Lisa’s silhouette. My mouth fell open as I watched her move. “She’s so fucking hot,” I said out loud, literally not caring who hears me. Lalisa was plastered on the screens, my eyes stuck on the stage.
Strangers in the night - Scarlett Johansson x Fem!Reader
Part 21:
“That was amazing guys. Let’s do it one more time and we’re all done for the week,” Greta said from behind all the cameras and we all got back to our starting spots. “And action!” She yelled out and everyone was focused on their lines.
Speaking over each other, bumping into each other, working out every little thing that Greta asked for the scene.
“Christopher Columbus, look at that,” I walked in front of the painting, Timothée joining me. “That’s my grandfather. Are you scared of him?” He asked with a calm tone. “No, I’m not scared of anyone. He looks stern, but my grandfather was much more handsome,” I said. “Jo! We do not compare grandfathers,” spoke Laura from behind us and that was our cue to turn around surprised.
***
“When are you coming back?” Asked Flo as she was laying on my hotel room bed while I was packing a bag. “In a week. I won’t be needed for that time anyway,” I said. “Ah that’s a shame, but tell Scarlett happy birthday for me. What did you get her by the way?” She asked while munching away on her dinner. “I made a painting for her because she wanted one for a while now. I got her a bunch of little things, like new sunglasses because she broke her favorite pair, a necklace, stuff like that. And booked us a 5-day vacation between Christmas and New Year’s. I checked with her assistant and she doesn’t have anything booked and Rose will be with her dad, so we’re free to go.” “Aw, that’s nice. Where are you guys going?” “The Maldives. I haven’t had a real vacation all year and neither did she so I think we both deserve it,” I said and Florence nodded with a smile. “Yeah. I can’t believe you guys are going to be together for a year soon. It’s crazy, isn’t it?” She said and I was quick to let the smile loose on my face and think about my relationship. Oh, how I love my girl. “How you were pursuing me to get together with her because we were supposed to do a lesbian drama together?” I smirked and laughed after Flo’s face dropped. “Okay, now that’s not true,” she pointed her finger at me and I spread my arms with a smile. “Well, it worked, didn’t it?”
Hours later Florence was kind enough to drive me to the airport and after a quick goodbye, I was on my way back home, ready to kiss my girlfriend and see little Rose running around my living room.
Rolling my suitcase out with a hat on my head, trying to be very low profile, and find Scarlett quickly. As I exited the building I called Scar, looking around the parking lot. “Hey, are you out yet?” Spoke my girlfriend on the phone. “Yeah, I’m at exit B. Where are you?” I asked and the next second her car pulled up in front of me and the window started rolling down. “I could’ve spotted you from the other side of the parking lot,” she said as she hung up the call and I walked closer to the car. “No, you couldn’t, you can barely see without glasses,” I put my suitcase in the back and jumped into the passenger seat. Scarlett’s hand quickly found mine. “Hi,” I leaned to kiss her cheek, but she made sure that I gave a kiss to her lips also. “Missed you,” I mumbled against her soft skin. Looked from her lips to her eyes and I just fell in love with her eyes again and again. They are so inviting and warm and so seductive the way she could look. “I missed you too. Couldn’t really sleep without you,” she said, making me smile giddily. “Yeah?” Her eyes were just stuck to my lips and I could never get enough of that. She was magnetic, pulling me in with only a look.
But the next moment ruined the vibe very swiftly. Camera flashes lit up the car during the early hours of the New York night. Scarlett let out a heavy sigh before we both settled into our seats and she drove off with a huff. I took hold of her right hand and planted a soft kiss on the back of it. “Relax, baby. Frowning attracts wrinkles,” I said and a small smile pulled on her lips. “What, you’ll leave me once I have wrinkles?” She suggested jokingly and I chuckled while shaking my head. “I will love you and your wrinkles until my last breath, babe. Remember that when you first have wrinkles.”
About a 40-minute drive later we finally pulled up to my house. It was 10 pm already so I was a little tired but I wanted to spend all my time with Scarlett while I was here.
I brought my suitcase up to my room and then rushed down the stairs. Scarlett moved around the kitchen, looking for something edible but to her luck I cleaned out the fridge before I left so I wouldn’t come home to a rotten kitchen.
Quietly snuck up on her and wrapped my arms around her waist and left small kisses on the back of her neck and shoulders. Her hands held onto mine which was secure on her stomach while a light chuckle left her mouth. “What are we gonna eat? There’s nothing here,” she said but I couldn’t really care less about food. “We’ll order something,” I leaned my head against her back, closing my eyes and letting myself soak in the warmth of her body. “You’re very clingy, everything okay?” Scarlett asked rightfully because I’m not always this touchy. “I’m just happy to be home,” I mumbled. “Yet you’re not hugging your couch,” she chuckled but I just turned her in my arms and leaned on her shoulder, nuzzling my face into her neck. “You’re my home, you crazy woman,” I said, her arms wrapping around my shoulders. “I love you with all my heart baby,” said Scarlett then leaving a kiss on the top of my head. “And I love you forever.”
Soon we ordered some food and watched a movie. My choice was Grown ups but I was quickly shut down so we watched Dirty Dancing for the 100 time. I swear Scarlett acts like it’s her first time watching every single time but she’s cute about it so I don’t mind it.
We took a long shower and it was 1 am when we finally got to bed. I basically pulled the cover up to my ears and turned towards Scarlett. She was on her phone, just going through some emails before she put her phone down for good. “How’s the skincare stuff going? Any progress?” I asked and she nodded. “I found a potential business partner, so it’s coming together. If that works out we’ll have a great deal and it should be fine from then,” she explained and closed her phone, putting it on the charger.
Moved her pillow just a little closer to mine then got under the covers, wrapping her arms around me. “This is my favorite moment in the day,” I said with my eyes already closed, snuggling my face closer to her neck. “Yeah, mine too.”
***
Waking up in the morning I was very tired. It was 7 am when my eyes shot open and I couldn’t go back to sleep at all. I looked over at Scarlett to see her still fast asleep, so I got out of bed as gently as possible and pressed a soft kiss on her head before getting dressed and brushing my teeth, getting my hair ready before making my way to the grocery store.
Got enough food for the remaining days of my stay. I thought I’d make some great breakfast for Scarlett’s birthday tomorrow, so I got the ingredients for that. Bought some wine and a couple of candles for my bedroom because I’ve used up all of that was there. After paying I packed everything in the car and made my way home but as I was stuck at a red light, Scarlett’s small picture popped up on the console screen.
“Good morning,” I picked up the call with a small smile. “Where are you? It's 9 in the morning,” Scarlett’s raspy, heavy morning voice rang through the car as I drove on the streets of Manhattan. “I was at the store but I’ll be home in like 10 minutes. Did you sleep okay?” I asked. “Yeah, would’ve been better if you were here but it’s fine.” “Sorry, I just got some food and stuff. I’ll be there soon though.”
Once I got home, Scarlett was already sitting in the kitchen, drinking her coffee. I made breakfast for the two of us then we answered some emails and I approved some of the fresh cuts from Jojo Rabbit.
In the afternoon I made sure everything was set for Scar’s birthday dinner. I asked whether she wanted something smaller with a few close friends or more like a party thing, and to my surprise she asked for the party so I made sure to invite everyone she requested. I still haven’t met a lot of her friends so I was a bit nervous but I was happy to finally meet them.
Rose sadly only arrives on my last day in New York but it’s still better than nothing. So Scarlett suggested we stay home and hang out, rather than going somewhere public.
The next day rolled around quickly and when my eyes opened in the morning I was way too excited. Scarlett was obviously still sleeping so I gently slipped out of bed and made my way to the kitchen. I thought through the whole breakfast that I’d like to make for Scarlett’s birthday. It’s our first birthday together and I just wanted to go all out.
I made the fanciest breakfast I could think of that Scarlett liked. I prepared mimosas with the prettiest cutlery and plates that I had. And by the time I was finished, it was already 10 am so I went upstairs to wake Scarlett up.
She was wrapped up in the covers like it was freezing cold in the room and it obviously wasn’t. The blinds were still closed off, not a single source of light in the room. I got on my knees next to the bed and brushed a piece of hair out of her face, smiling like an idiot. I love this woman with my whole being.
“Scar,” I said softly. Put my hand on her shoulder and brushed along her arm. “Wake up baby,” I tried again then her eyebrows furrowed slightly before she let out a deep sigh. “It's morning already? We just went to sleep,” Scarlett murmured, her voice very deep and raspy. A smile pulled on my lips as she said those words, and even though she didn’t see me yet I nodded. “Yeah, it’s 10 actually. Slept well?” I asked but she still didn’t open her eyes. “Mhm,” Scar pulled the covers off herself a bit and turned to her back. I sat on the edge of the bed, putting a hand on Scarlett’s side to hold myself up. “Happy Birthday baby,” I leaned down to kiss her cheek. “Thank you,” her hand blindly found mine and placed it on her stomach as she kept her eyes closed. “I’ve made breakfast,” I said and she opened one eye, eyebrows furrowed. “Really?” I nodded to her question then she closed her eyes once again making me chuckle. “Get ready, and downstairs,” I left a kiss on her cheek before I got up. “You’re the best,” heard Scarlett say as I walked out of the room. “Just for you, love.”
I already started plating our food when I heard footsteps on the stairs. “Whatever you made, smells good,” Scarlett said as she entered the kitchen before I felt her arm being wrapped around my waist then a kiss on the side of my head. “Here,” I handed her a mimosa and grabbed one for myself. My free hand rested on her shoulder as she patiently waited for my next move. “I love you and I hope everything you wish for will come true. You’re amazing and I’m honored to spend this day with you. I love you. Happy birthday my love,” I said, short and sweet. Leaned in to give her a long kiss, purring all my love into it before Scarlett smiled into the kiss and we pulled away. “I love you and thank you. I wouldn’t want to spend this day with anyone else.”
We sat down at the table and had breakfast in peace. It was a lovely thing really. Very quiet music was playing from the radio in the kitchen and we had light conversations and just soaked in the moment. Scarlett praised my cook all along and I was just happy she liked it. I wanted her to know how much I appreciate and love her, and sometimes my only way with that is food.
“So, first gift, are you ready?” I asked once both of our plates were empty and we had time to relax. Her hand fell off my knee as I stood up and walked behind her to get the painting I made for her. “First? Baby, you really didn’t have to,” she insisted and I just shook my head as I pulled out the wrapped-up canvas. “I didn’t but I did at the same time.”
Got back to the kitchen and stood beside her as she now turned her chair outward and looked up at me. “Please tell me you painted something,” she said with a smile and I just checked before handing it over. “Well, open it,” I shrugged and stood behind her, putting my hands on her shoulders as she ripped the wrapping off then when she saw the popping colors she let out a relieved sigh. “Wow… this is beautiful. I’m still amazed that you can do things like this. Thank you,” she grabbed my hand and planted a kiss on the back of it. “You said you wanted something in the dining room, so I tried to make something that fits in there aesthetically.” “Yes, this is perfect. I love the peaches, it’s amazing.” “I’m glad you like it,” I gave a kiss on the top of her head. She slid the painting away carefully then looked up at me, and pulled me in front of her. “Honestly, I don’t even need anything else,” her smile was everything. Scarlett’s hands were on my thighs, running up and down my skin. “But you will, I thought out everything very well,” I said and she shook her head with a sigh before she pulled me down onto her lap. “I have everything I need right here,” she said gently, although a seductive smile pulled on her lips, and her hands slid up to my bum. I chuckled and shook my head lightly. “Is that a subtle hint for my ass or…” I let the end of the sentence linger and Scarlett just rolled her eyes then put a hand on the back of my head and pulled me down into a kiss.
Her touch was soft but her kiss was passionate and fierce. My hands quickly found their way to her shoulders, before one of them slid to the back of her head, my fingers tangling in her short hair. I pushed myself a little on my tippy toes, and slowly started to grind my hips, kissing her deeply. Scarlett hummed against my lips, her hands sliding around my waist, pushing me down on her lap.
My hands trailed down on her chest, fingers tangling in her hair as she whispered, "I want you." With a smirk, I whispered back, "For what, may I ask?" Scarlett’s eyes sparkled mischievously as she replied, "To make my birthday even sweeter."
I smiled, kissing her soft, plump lips once again. She did not waste any time to take my shirt off, letting it fall by her chair. Her hands eagerly explored every inch of my exposed skin, with her mouth following suit, leaving a trail of kisses and gentle bites.
My breath hitched as I arched into her touch, her fingers digging into my back. My boobs rose and fell with each ragged breath, my eyes darkening with desire as she placed one of my nipples between her lips, causing me to gasp and arch further into her.
Her hands explored every inch of my body, tracing every curve and dip until she reached my shorts, which she slowly slid down my legs along with my underwear. Allowing her, I lifted myself to help her remove them completely, revealing my naked body to her.
She watched the way the light of the room danced across my skin, highlighting every contour. With a soft moan, I reached for her, pulling her closer and pressing my lips against hers. My wetness was evident against her thigh as I pressed myself against Scarlett.
Her hands landed on my hips, pressing me down onto her thigh, allowing me to grind against her. My soft whimpers filled the room as I moved with increasing urgency, my body responding to her touch. As her hands moved my hips at a slow, agonizing pace, her lips sucked hungrily at my neck, leaving a trail of kisses down my collarbone.
"Please," I gasped, my voice barely above a whisper. "Faster."
She obliged, increasing the pressure and speed of her movements and feeling my body tremble in response. With each movement, her name became a desperate plea on my lips, my breath coming in short gasps as I surrendered to the pleasure she was giving me.
My nails dug into her back, my body arching in pleasure as I cried out her name in a mix of pleasure and desperation.
"You want to come, baby?'' Scarlett whispered in my ear, teasingly, as she felt my body shudder with anticipation. All I could give in response was a breathless nod, my eyes pleading for release as she continued to push me closer to the edge.
Her grip on me tightened, helping me speed up as I finally reached my peak, my body trembling in pure bliss as my eyes rolled back, lost in the overwhelming sensation of pleasure.
"You’re doing so good for me," she encouraged me softly, feeling a sense of satisfaction as I finally found release in her arms.
As I came down from my high, she held me close, kissing my forehead gently as I caught my breath. I stood up from her lap, my legs a little wobbly but I pulled her up from the chair and led her to the couch, pushing her down on her back.
“Your turn.” My hands explored her body as I sucked on her neck. She couldn't help but let out a soft moan of pleasure.
Pulling her underwear down, she lifted herself slightly to allow me access, eagerly anticipating the pleasure I was about to give her in return.
With each caress and kiss, I felt her surrendering completely to me. "Please, Y/n," she gasped. My fingers expertly found their way to where she needed them most, sending waves of pleasure through her body.
As I circled her clit with just the right amount of pressure, she arched her back in ecstasy, unable to contain the overwhelming sensations she was feeling.
“Baby, your fingers," she moaned, wanting them inside of her. My fingers slid inside her effortlessly, matching the rhythm of her body's response.
"You're so perfect," I whispered, my voice husky, nipping her jawline as I continued to please her. The combination of my words and touch drove her wild, pushing her closer to the edge of release.
Her walls clenched around my fingers, her breaths coming in short gasps as she surrendered to the intense pleasure building inside her. My skilled touch and whispered words sent her over the edge, her body trembling with the force of her climax.
As she collapsed back against the couch, panting, I couldn't help but marvel at how effortlessly beautiful Scarlett was.
"Come here baby," she whispered, pulling me into her arms and kissing me deeply. Straddling her, I smiled down at her, "I'm not done with you yet, love."
My swollen lips brushed against hers as I leaned in for another kiss, my hands already starting to explore her body once more. I moved her legs to allow my sensitive clit to meet hers, sending a surge of pleasure through both of us. The room filled with the sounds of heavy breathing and soft moans as we both lost ourselves in each other, completely consumed by desire.
"Baby, go faster," she gasped, unable to control the overwhelming sensations coursing through her body.
I picked up the pace, my movements becoming more urgent as we both raced towards ecstasy.
As the intensity grew, I felt a wave of euphoria building inside me, pushing me closer to the edge. Scarlett’s breath hitched as she matched my pace, her own pleasure evident in the way her body responded to mine.
With one final thrust, we both reached the peak of pleasure, exploding in a shared moment of pure bliss and our juices mingling in a beautiful, messy symphony. As I collapsed on top of Scarlett, the scent of sweat and sex lingered around us.
I sat the boxes of food on the counter, starting to unpack our meals. The sudden hot breeze on my neck made me take a deep breath while a smile just uncontrollably spread across my face. “Lili you really need to eat,” I tried but her arms snuck around my waist before I felt her lips on my neck. “Oh, I really do…” She gently bit my lips after she husked those words in my ear. I turned around in her arms and tried to get her to focus. “You’re so impatient,” I laughed as Lisa showed no intention of stopping. Teeth scraping over the column of my throat. She hummed in response, the vibrations tickling my neck and making a shiver travel down my spine. “Come on, food can wait,” Lisa pulled her head back and looked me in the eyes. The way her head was tilted and how her eyes just reflected playfulness was driving me crazy. How her lips pulled into a smirk and her neck was so defined. She looked perfect. Wrapped my arms around her neck, pulling her closer. I bumped my nose to hers and a smile appeared on her face straight away. “I missed you,” I whispered like I was afraid someone would hear it, even though there was no one around.
Lisa’s hands locked behind my lower back, and her eyes smiled like I’d never seen before. “I missed you too. And you know it’s your birthday… we should celebrate,” she looked at me with that suggestive look and I had to smile. “It’s your big day, I have a birthday every year, it doesn’t matter,” I said and Lisa rolled her eyes. “There’s no fun in that. By the way, I haven’t even given you your gift,” said Lisa, and my eyebrows shot up. “You got me something?” “Of course, I did.” “Now I just feel bad because I’ve only given you flowers,” my shoulders dropped and I was actually a bit frustrated that I didn’t get her anything other than flowers. “They were the most beautiful flowers,” she pecked my lips before she pulled back her hands, letting her left one slide over my stomach as she went to her bag. She was searching for something enthusiastically before she pulled out a smaller bag that I knew well. “You can’t be serious… Louis Vuitton?” Now she’s just trying to embarrass me. “It’s just a little something,” she shrugged like it was nothing. Lisa handed over the bright orange bag and pushed her thumb through the loop of the side of my jeans, her palm resting against my hip. “Happy Birthday,” her soft voice and gentle smile made my heart skip a beat.
I looked inside the bag to see a longish box. Took it out and put the bag behind me on the counter. The box laid in my hands, before I lifted the top off to reveal a beautiful necklace. A tag-shaped yellow gold medal, with navy blue in the middle and the iconic Louis Vuitton patterns engraved in the middle. Subtle and elegant.
I wrapped my arm around her waist and brought her closer, leaving a kiss on her soft cheek. “Thank you, it’s wonderful.” “It’s not much but-“ “No, it’s everything. Thank you for thinking of me. I’m pretty sure it’s the best gift I’ll get this year,” she had a shy smile on but then playfully rolled her eyes. “Yeah, sure,” she scoffed. I pressed gently on the low of her back, making her look at me. “I’m genuinely saying it,” I started. “I love it, in fact, I want you to help me put it on,” I carefully took the necklace out of the box and handed it to Lisa before turning around, and lifting my hair.
Lisa unclipped the necklace and lifted it around my neck then clipped it. Her hands gently lowered onto my skin and turned me back to face her. My hands let my hair fall on my shoulders, and I leaned back to the counter.
She was staring at me with her pretty eyes, making me feel all kinds of things. I think she knew exactly the effect she had on me by the little smirk on her full lips. I could feel my fingers burn on the skin of her waist. My heart was pounding faster by the second. The way she was looking at me didn’t leave one clear thought in my mind. “How long till the girls are back?” I asked, getting more impatient as the time passed, even though I tried to resist the urge to do more than just kiss. But man, I was failing.
“Long enough…” She said, and damn I needed no more than that. I took my hand and placed it under her chin, bringing her closer. I leaned in, our lips almost touching but I tilted my head just in time to see Lisa chase after the kiss. A smirk pulled on my lips, then she groaned and her hands were on my cheeks the next second, pulling me into a deep kiss. The sound she made, squeezed out a moan from me, my hand gripping her hip, the other sliding up her side. The kisses grew hungrier by the second, then her hands left my face grabbing me by the waist and pushing me to sit on the nearest couch. A huff left my chest as she pushed me down, just before she straddled my lap.
Lisa grasped my neck and swiftly brought her lips to mine. I groaned as I felt her starting to grind her hips against mine. My hands gripped her thighs, as her lips trailed down my neck, biting and licking the skin. Held back moans were escaping from my throat almost every minute as I felt her teeth nip on my neck, definitely leaving a bruise or two.
Her hands fell from my shoulders to the hem of my shirt, fidgeting for just a few moments before I grabbed her wrists pinning them behind her back. I felt her breath hitch at the action, making me even more aroused.
I pulled Lisa’s head back with my other hand, revealing her neck. Instantly, brought my lips to her exposed jaw, pressing open-mouthed kisses down the column of her throat and back up, paying attention not to leave any marks behind.
Shaky sighs left her mouth, already getting addicted to the sound of it. Temporarily released my grip on her hair to lift the cropped top off her, letting it fall from my hands to the floor.
Ran my fingers down her exposed chest, reaching her bra and unclipping it, making it fall off her chest. I leaned into her chest, taking one of her nipples into my mouth. I alternated between them. Lisa bucked her hips needily, whimpering when she didn't get the contact she needed. “Stop with the teasing,” her voice became raspy and her accent was even stronger than it usually is, making my head spin.
Kissed, bit, and sucked up and down her chest, finding it harder to hold her wrist together with one hand, while we were both moving, so I had to let go of them. Lisa’s hands were immediately on my face, pulling my face upwards for a wet kiss. My hands-free by then, I unbuttoned her trousers, gripping and kneading her thighs then slipping my palms to her butt, squeezing just enough to earn a moan from Lisa, her mouth falling away from mine.
I brought my dominant hand to her front, pulling the front of her pants out of the way before sliding my hand in. Lisa drew a sharp breath once I touched her, grabbing onto her center lightly, her hands gripping my shoulders. “You have to be quiet,” I murmured against the skin of her collarbone, kissing her skin softly. “Fine, just do something already,” she whined, my eyes rolling just by how she said those words while grinding on my hand. I could feel the heat that gathered there, even through her underwear. She moaned, pressing herself against my hand.
Pulled her panties to the side, pushed her lips open, and slipped two of my fingers in, making her shudder and cry in response. She whined, slightly grinding on my finger slowly, her hips rolling. Without warning or saying anything, my two fingers moved in and out of Lisa, prompting a little scream from the woman. I brought my other hand to the back of her neck, pulling her lips on mine, trying to muffle her screams even though I didn’t want anything more than to hear her.
Her head falls back, eyes shot close when my thumb presses against her clit. As I sat there, looking right up at her, I felt like I was high, like I was in a haze. My mind felt dizzy, tingling shooting down my spine. “You’re so pretty for me,” I couldn’t help but say, her divine neck, her sharp jawline, a sight that surely I’ll never forget.
My thumb remained on her clit, pushing more firmly. This time she moaned out loud, and her legs trembled. Chest rising and falling so forcefully that her breasts practically bounced. Her legs totally gave out, losing their strong grip on the side of my thighs, and I could see she was only minutes from coming undone.
“Oh my god…” Lisa’s shaky moans filled the trailer again and again, as her inner muscles tightened around my fingers almost excruciatingly tightly. Her body trembles from head to toe, her body almost falling as her muscles fail and she is unable to hold herself up. My hand from her face immediately moves to her back, hoping to support her weight, bringing her to my front, keeping her close.
Continuously move my fingers and circle her clitoris while she grips me tighter and tighter, whimpers following her convulsions. “Come on, baby,” I kissed the side of her neck gently. “Fuck…” Lisa pushed her head against mine, making me hear her moan out her climax clearly. I slowly started to ease out my fingers, trying to be as gentle as possible, leaving small kisses on her shoulder, neck, and chest.
She bucks a bit, her sweaty face leaning against my head and her hands barely holding onto my shoulder and the back of my neck. She was gasping for air, eyes shut closed. I pulled my hands out of her trousers now completely, and then her eyes opened. She looked at me through hooded eyes, a dazed look on her face.
I lifted my fingers to my lips, maintaining eye contact as I put them in my mouth, sucking them clean.
Lisa’s eyes rolled back, completely sitting in my lap again. “Everything about you is just… so fucking addictive.”
The last show in New York was here in no time. I was happy and also a little bummed about it because I enjoyed every show in Madison Square Garden but I was glad to have 2 weeks off and then go to the next city. My birthday was tomorrow also and what better way to celebrate than go to a Blackpink concert?
But before that, I had one last run in New York. While getting ready I was just really quiet trying to store all the energy for the night and be very electric. I will be presented with a Banner Dedication so it’s gonna be fun.
About half an hour into the show I was sitting in a chair in the middle of the stage at the piano. I was speaking before and the next song was New York on the setlist so I needed a few seconds just to settle in and have a more relaxed demeanor. But then the crowd started singing. I didn’t hear what they were singing because of my earpiece so I took them out and then realized they were singing Happy Birthday.
My mouth fell open and tears immediately welled up in my eyes. The smile on my face was so big that my face hurt and when the crowd was lit up with a big light I saw that everyone was holding a paper with Happy Birthday written on it and a gray heart that I always use. I was so happy and filled with joy as the tears slid down my cheeks.
When they finished singing I took a deep breath and tried to get rid of the huskiness in my voice from the crying then spoke into the mic. “Ah, you guys are the most beautiful people out there. Thank you so much!” I wiped off the tears from my face. “I love you all so much you don’t even know. This means a lot!”
The show moved along pretty fast and the next thing I knew was that we were on the last song. I was taking a water break when another voice rang through the arena. It was Jimmy Fallon. “Y/n Fleur Depp everybody,” he said and my eyes shot to the side of the stage where he walked out from. The only thought running through my mind was What is he doing here?
“Jimmy? Hi!” I said, genuinely surprised that he was on the stage. “Hello buddy,” he walked up to me and we shared a quick hug before I looked backstage’s way trying to find out why Jimmy Fallon was on stage. “You’re surprised, aren’t you?” He asked and I nodded with a smile. “Yeah, I don’t know what’s happening,” I chuckled a little nervously. “Well… I received the unbelievable honor to say thank you to you and to say how incredibly proud of you I am. We all are, right?” He asked the crowd who cheered very loudly. “Thank you,” I smiled shyly, now knowing what this is. “These past two weeks you’ve been giving your heart and soul to the people of New York but actually you’ve been doing that ever since you put your first song out. You are electric. You are dazzling. Your music gives us joy and you give us joy. But most importantly you are inspiring. Y/n you are one of the most impactful people in this generation,” said Jimmy, and the audience expressed their agreement with loud applause. All I could do was smile like an idiot already getting emotional. “And we know it’s not a surprise but we have a little something for you,” he said and then a line of light went straight to the banner with my name on it. “15 consecutive sold-out shows in Madison Square Garden! You are officially the youngest artist alive to ever do that,” Jimmy spoke excitedly as I just kept staring at the banner being pulled up to the top of the stadium. Tears rolled down my cheeks for the second time that night. My name hanging next to Billy Joel, Phish, and who else but Harry Styles. Insane moment. “You made over 250.000 people sing over the past two weeks and we enjoyed every minute of it. And there’s no denying it, you are a legend already!” Hearing Jimmy’s words I stopped looking at the banner for a moment and hugged him again. “Thank you so much. It’s an honor to have this presented by you dude,” I said without a mic just trying to soak in the moments of this evening. “Of course buddy. You’re amazing!” He said then I cleared my throat and turned to my fans.
“Thank you so much.” I bowed in front of the stadium. “This is absolutely insane and surreal. I only say a few words because I don’t want to talk too much…” I wiped away a tear that bothered my eye. “There are no words to express how happy every one of you makes me every single day. Your support is something that makes me feel and live. Without you, there wouldn’t be 15 nights here or a single show in the world, so thank you from the deepest parts of my soul. I'm forever in debt to every single one of you. I love you endlessly.”
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The alarm next to my bed was going off for the fifth time this morning. But finally, I decided to wake up and start getting ready to leave for California for the first time in a while. I was very excited but at the moment I was more tired than excited.
My phone was going off all day, getting birthday messages from basically anyone who had my number. I answered my family and my close friends then left the others till I had time to look at them.
I left the hotel pretty quickly. By 11 am I was already on the plane, trying to get some sleep. Thankfully I slept through the whole 6 hours of the flight so I will have enough energy for the concert.
Got home and Lily was coming over so I had some food then she arrived. We picked some great outfits and while that we listened to music getting in the mood for Blackpink.
“So how are things with Lisa?” Asked Lily as we were finally on the way to the festival. “Everything’s good. I’m excited to see her finally. We’re still getting to know each other but it’s fun,” I smiled and Lily gave me a weird look. “What?” I asked and she shrugged. “I didn’t say a thing,” she insisted. “You made a face.” “It’s just you know that a relationship will definitely won’t be an option,” Lily said and I glanced out the window and then back at her. “Who said anything about a relationship?” I asked and she sighed. “I just hope you know what you’re doing.”
Once we got to Coachella, Lily and I met with some friends, just chatting with people who we knew. Lily went off to find her girlfriend, Shake, so I sent Lisa a text that I arrived.
me: hey, I’m at the backstage area. Are you getting ready already?
Rosalía was currently on stage so I was watching her perform from the TV at the tent. My phone buzzed in my hand but before I could open the text, arms wrapped around me from behind.
“What’s up, Birthday Girl?” The voice I only heard over the phone for the past weeks was by my ear now physically, I looked up at Lisa smiling and I got up from the couch and immediately wrapped my arms around her waist and hugged her tightly. “Careful, we’re filming for Blackpink’s YouTube,” she whispered and I looked for the camera and spotted them right away. “Mhm,” I cleared my throat and let her go. “Are you nervous? I’m so excited to see you perform,” I said as I turned my back to the cameras and also tried to speak quietly. “I’m so nervous,” said Lisa, and I smiled gently. “Come on, you will eat this up,” I brushed my hand along her arm. Lisa sighed, still looking anxious. I reached towards her and brought her into the friendliest-looking hug, hoping she would get a little more loose and be more excited than nervous. “I’m so happy you’re here,” she whispered and I couldn’t contain my smile. “Me too.” “Come on, let’s see the girls,” she pulled me to their trailer.
As we stepped into the trailer she said something in Korean and all three girls turned their heads towards us. “Hi,” I smiled widely and we all greeted each other and they introduced me to their assistants and managers. We sat around the lounge area just talking and catching up. Lisa got up to get herself something to drink and then sat back next to me. She looked very out of the conversation, just fidgeting with the water bottle. “What’s up?” I leaned closer to ask her and she shook her head with a soft smile. “Have you eaten today?” I questioned because she seemed like the person who won’t eat if she’s nervous. “Yeah…” Lisa was clearly avoiding eye contact and I sighed. “Come on, let’s get something to eat. Do you guys want anything?” I asked the rest of the people in the trailer and only Rose asked for something so it won’t be hard to remember.
We walked around the backstage food trucks, looking for anything comforting for Lisa to eat. “You don’t have to worry about anything, you know? This is your thing, you were born for this,” I bumped my shoulder to hers and she let out a soft chuckle. “You still haven’t seen me perform.” “But I’ve seen videos and my sister also told me. I’m just excited to see it live finally. And not just me, everyone will be at your show,” I said and she smiled. “It’s gonna be insane,” said Lisa. “Yeah, it will. Best way to spend my birthday honestly.” Lisa laughed at my comment but I just spread my arms. “What? It’s true. It’s kinda unfair that you’ve already seen me perform twice,” I smirked. “It’s kinda unfair there are so many people around,” I felt her fingers brush along mine and I laughed. “It’s a shame, yes, but we’ll have enough time. Two weeks seems like a year these days,” I said and she nodded. “Is your boyfriend coming?” I asked and she shook her head. “He’s busy, but it’s better that way.”
Found the right food place, and we got our meals and for Rose. We made our way back to the girls’ trailer, then Lisa looked at her phone before handing it over to read a message she got.
Rosie💩: we all went to look around
Rosie💩: the trailer is free
Rosie💩: LOCK THE DOOR!
I laughed at Rose’s text and gave Lisa her phone back. “Like we would do anything bad,” I said and Lisa looked at me with her eyebrows raised. “We won’t?” She asked and I chuckled, wrapping an arm around her waist and bringing her closer to my side. “Forbidden things have a charm to them.”
A few articles were written about Blackpink coming to see my shows in LA and how Lisa and I had dinner but nothing serious.
A couple of weeks went by as the tour kept going, visiting cities all around the US. I loved every minute of being on stage finally and seeing my fans sing the new songs.
Lisa and I talked every day. With the time difference, it was a little difficult to keep our conversation going but we managed most of the time. I did a little digging because I wanted to know who she was involved with, who this said boyfriend was, and dude… She could do so much better. Yeah, he was awfully rich and influential in France but damn.
I started writing some songs in my free time, being inspired by a lot of things lately and it’s always relaxing to me when I can write.
It was already the end of March when the tour reached New York. And since I’ll have 15 shows in Madison Square Garden, we’ll be here for a while.
“So when are you leaving New York?” Lisa asked over the phone as I walked around the arena. “On the 15th. I have two off days,” I said. “Two? Isn’t that way too few?” “I’ll be fine. How was the show yesterday?” I asked as I sat down at the back of the arena staring right at the already built stage. “It was so fun. Such a good vibe from everyone, I loved it. I can’t wait for you to see it,” Lisa’s excited voice made me smile from ear to ear. “Ah me too, I'm already looking for dates when I can just run off to a show.” “Summer is still so far, you sure you won't have any free days sooner?” “I don’t think so but I’ll check again later. When’s your next show by the way?” I asked. “8th of April. Tokyo, I haven’t been there in so long.” “It seems like I’ll only reach Asia in years, but it’s just a couple of months.” “Yeah, your tour is so long, I don’t know how you do it.” “I will lay in bed for a whole year after this tour ends,” I said and Lisa chuckled which made me smile. She has such a good aura all the time, it’s so energizing.
We talked for a little while then I had to go to rehearsal so we hung up. I got my mic and the dancers arrived soon too. Went through the whole show with everyone, checking the speakers and mics and instruments then I got into hair and makeup before finally sitting down to have an early dinner.
***
“Okay, your favorite part of the show… Reading signs. These get crazier with every day so let’s see…” I walked around the stage looking at different signs that people were trying to rise higher and higher. I spotted the first interesting one before lifting the mic to my mouth and pointing at the girl who held the sign. “Hello there, do you mind me reading your sign out loud?” I asked and she said go for it. “Alright your sign says, I’ve bought a ticket to all of your MSG shows hoping you’ll sing ‘I’m yours’ at one of them,” I said and the crowd cheered loudly which made me laugh. “But that’s unreleased and old,” I said to her and everyone around her screamed that it’s a good song. “Maybe we’ll do that song, who knows?” I spread my arm out before moving to another part of the stage looking for more signs. Then I saw one and the word Blackpink grabbed my attention quickly. “Collab with Blackpink?” I read it out and the audience literally erupted. I let my head hang as I laughed. “Guys, I literally just met them. But wouldn’t that be cool? They are so nice,” I said with a smile. “Okay okay, one more then we’ll continue the singing,” I spoke into the microphone and searched for the last sign. When I found the one I went down to one of my knees to get a better look. “With this one, don’t be weird,” I looked at the whole crowd then back at the sign and its owner. “Hi, what’s your name?” I pointed at the girl. “Hannah,” she screamed and I was surprised how loud she was. “Hi Hannah, you have a very interesting sign there,” I said and she laughed. “But it’s true!” She said. “Well, can I read it?” I asked and she nodded enthusiastically. “So the sign has… a picture of me and an Englishman…” I said and the audience screamed. I chuckled, holding my head not knowing how crazy it would make the crowd. “Saying… I’m a child of divorce,” I said but the last word muffled into a laugh. “But we’re friends guys, there’s no trouble for you all,” I stood up and spread my arm, trying to make it into a joke. “Okay now, should we sing some more?” I asked and the crowd cheered. The music started in seconds and the show went on.
“Thanks, guys, great job,” I walked through backstage as I got rid of my mic and walked back to my dressing room to get changed. My phone rang as soon as I opened the door and saw the picture of my best friend on the screen. “Hey dude, what’s up?” I put the call on speaker. “I just wanted to tell you I just landed in the city, we can go out to dinner,” spoke Hailee from the other side of the call. “Sure thing, I’ll change and I’m ready. Where are you?” I picked some clothes and started to change while I waited for Hailee’s answer. “I’m on the way to the venue, I’ll be there in like 10 minutes,” she said. “Okay, tell the driver to come into the venue, I’ll let them know you’re coming.” “Cool, see you.”
Soon Hailee arrived and after I spoke to a couple of people, I made my way to the car. “What’s uuuup?” I opened the car door and Hailee looked up from her phone and smiled. “Hey, bro!” We hugged and I got in the car and we got on the road to the restaurant.
“How was the show?” Asked Haiz. “Really fun. It’s crazy that there’s 14 more here, I could basically move in,” I said then a text popped up on my phone.
Lisa💋
“What’s that?” Asked Hailee from across me and I just closed my phone shaking my head. “No one,” I shrugged and she raised her eyebrow. “Who are you texting with?” She asked, leaning a bit forward. “Just my sister,” I put my phone in my lap, trying to move it further from her. “I know you, who is it?” She asked more aggressively and she reached for my phone. “Nobody!” I took hold of my phone and held it far from Hailee so she couldn’t reach it. “Dude, just tell me!” She grabbed my arm and took my phone. “Okay! I’ll tell you if you give my phone back,” I said and she stopped for a second. “Tell me and I’ll give it back,” she said, holding the phone protectively. “You know Blackpink,” I started and Haiz nodded. “They came to the shows in LA since Lily is friends with Jennie and the girls came along and stuff-“ “Which one of them?” Hailee interrupted my speech and got to the main thing. “It’s Lisa. We kinda had a moment and we’ve been talking since,” I explained and she had a growing smile on her face. “Ooh, that’s juicy. Why didn’t you tell me?” She handed my phone back. “Well she kinda has a boyfriend but it’s also PR so it’s tricky but also not. But she’s so fun… and hot and sweet,” I leaned my head back to the seat. “And what kind of moment did you have?” She asked with a smirk. “We kissed. Then had a very short make-out sess. Dude, it was so good. It was hot and exciting and also sweet, I haven’t felt that in a long time. She gave me adrenaline and we met for two days,” I explained and Hailee smiled. “So what’s up with this boyfriend? Is he famous?” She asked and I searched him up on Google and gave her the phone. “Oh… yeah he is uhm… he has some money,” she cleared her throat and handed the phone back. “Is he competition though?” Hailee raised an eyebrow. “She said they tried dating but it didn’t work out but I’m not sure about that,” I said. “Well, what did she text?” Asked Hailee and I went to my messages and then read her text out loud. “‘I just got your gift! Thank you so much, I love it!’ With lots of heart emojis.” “Ooh, what did you send her?” “Yellow roses, those are her favorite.” “That’s cute.”
We soon arrived at the restaurant and we had a great dinner and caught up on recent events. The paparazzi were there once again even though we tried to keep it low-key.
***
As the shows passed by, I started to feel really comfortable on stage in New York and I had lots of fun. The fans didn’t lose their energy even at the fifth and sixth show which was so good to see. I was enjoying every minute and it felt so electric to be there that I never wanted to stop.
When the 10th show rolled around I started to feel a little tired so I was happy to have an off day tomorrow.
Lisa and the girls will have another show tomorrow in Tokyo before they have a two-week break and as I know she’s going to Paris for a little then they go to Vegas to prepare for Coachella. She said she would try to come but won’t promise anything. Not gonna lie I was hoping she would show up even just for a day.
I was back on stage in just a blink of an eye. My off day just flew away as I slept kind of the whole day.
“So we have 4 more shows left to go here in New York. How was it so far?” I walked along the stage, trying to see more of everyone. The crowd cheered loudly, and I just couldn’t contain my smile. “Aw, it’s so nice to hear this. You know when we started I was a little afraid of how my stamina would be but so far you guys give me so much energy and I am so thankful that you keep coming to the shows. I’m forever grateful for your love,” I spoke into the mic and I slightly bowed as the audience expressed their love. “This will be my longest-running tour and I honestly can’t wait to see more of you all around the world. I’m excited for what’s yet to come and I love how dedicated you guys are, coming to multiple shows and camping outside the arenas. I will thank you for this for the rest of my life and more!” I spoke so honestly because today I felt extra special because of the fans and the amazing things they do for me. “And now… for the next bit, we’re gonna slow things down…” I walked back to the mic stand at the main part of the stage. “This is Pretty Boy.”
***
“Hey pretty girl,” I picked up Lisa’s call. It was late at night by the time she called. I was just sitting on the balcony having some wine and writing a little.
Lisa chuckled over the phone and I instantly smiled as I heard. “Hey 아름다운(beautiful),” she said and I stopped for a second. “Ooh, what does that mean?” I asked, clearly still not picking up on Korean. “It means beautiful,” said Lisa, and I felt heat fill my cheeks and I just chuckled. “You really need to teach me some basic Korean, I need to know what you are all talking about when you put me on speaker. Every time you do that I just hear yelling,” I said and Lisa laughed. “I will teach you, but you’ll have to prepare yourself, it’s hard.” “You speak 6 languages and I speak two. If it’s hard for you I will pass out by just learning.” “Nooo, you’ll be great at it,” she encouraged. “Hopefully. How’s Paris by the way?” I asked, then sipped my wine. “I haven’t done anything yet. I’ve been in the hotel since yesterday.” “And any plans while you’re there? Or just relaxing?” “No plans just hanging around. How was your day off? Did you sleep enough?” Asked Lisa. “Yeah, basically slept all day. It was so nice, I barely got out of bed,” I said. “You need to have breaks more often or do something for your health, your schedule is terrible,” Lisa spoke and I smiled at how cute it was that she looked after me. “I know, but I’m doing great. I sleep, eat, and train so I can keep up with the shows, no need to worry.” “Yeah yeah. The girls have been missing you,” said Lisa, and I smiled. “Aw I miss them too, can’t wait to see all of you,” I said and there was silence for a couple of seconds. “I miss you, it’s been boring here,” Lisa’s now softer tone reached my ear. “I miss you too… Can’t wait to kiss you,” I said a little shy and nervous about her reaction. “Ugh don’t tempt me to just get on a plane and fly there,” Lisa groaned and I chuckled. “Would it be so bad?” I smirked as I moved my things inside. “No, but at least we will be in the same country in a couple of days,” she said. “Yeah, just a couple hours away then, that's an improvement. How’s Coachella coming together?” I asked while I got under the cover of my bed. Only left one light on by the bed and just laid there, listening to Lisa talk. She was telling me all about their prep for Coachella and how exciting it was for them but the only thing I could focus on was how husky her voice sounded and how I wish we were in the same place. “Did you fall asleep?” The question brought me back to focus. “No, I’m here. I just… nothing. I hope I’ll make it in time for the show, I’m just way too excited to see you perform. Although I will probably blend in with the fans because I’ll be screaming every song and jumping around,” I smiled knowing that something like that would happen but maybe I exaggerated a little. “I will notice you, I’m sure.” My smile grew even more and I think I blushed even. This back-and-forth flirting was fun not gonna lie.
I closed the door behind me and let out a long sigh, only now getting out of the daze she had been keeping me in for the last couple of hours.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Stepped Lily in front of me with her arms crossed. She looked pissed. “What?” I asked walking past her to the bathroom. “Y/n she literally said she has a boyfriend and you kiss her?” She argued. I started to get my makeup off not really caring about her tantrum. “She said it’s a business relationship, PR if you ask me. So it’s not really a relationship. And she kissed me,” I pointed out, totally chill about the situation. “Since when do you play like this?” Asked my sister as she leaned on the doorframe of the room. “You know I don’t do this,” I chuckled on my way in the dating scene. I truly don’t live up to the pop star image. I’m not really a one-night stand person and I’m not a crazy party person either. Even Lily says sometimes I’m boring as hell.
“I’ve seen you drunk, you never do this. Are you on drugs?” She asked and I looked back at her like she was crazy. “Can’t I kiss someone without getting accused of being high?” I turned back to the mirror and continued to remove my makeup. “I kissed Lisa because she wanted me to and because I wanted to. It wasn’t in the middle of the street and front of cameras. I kiss whoever I want to.” She stayed silent for a minute before she walked over and sat on the counter next to me.
“Was it good?” She slightly kicked my thighs with her dangling feet. “I’ve never kissed someone like that. I know I was tipsy or drunk whatever… but damn it was like I was on drugs,” I tried to put my feelings into words and this was the only way I could do it. “Jennie said Lisa is not usually this open to new people lately so I think she saw something in you.”
***
I walked to the front of the runway part of the stage, the light following my steps. “With older songs, I always have someone in mind that I write these songs about, but as time passes they sometimes change. So this is, Into you,” I said and the crowd screamed and before the light on me turned off, I looked up to the balcony where Lisa was standing with the girls. She was far from me but I could tell she was looking at me too.
As the song started, I slowly started walking back to the main stage deciding not to look up at the balcony throughout the song.
A little bit dangerous
But baby that’s how I want it
I sang this like it’s meant to be sung. When I wrote it I was still with Harry and that time was a really great wave of our relationship. But after the breakup, it kind of lost its meaning to me and nobody else really took its place but now, I kinda think it’s coming back.
For the rest of the show I can’t lie, I couldn’t stop glancing up at the balcony. I was distracted by the kiss that kept replaying in my head.
Saying my farewells to the crowd I blew kisses all around and waved like a maniac. “I love you! Thank you guys! Get home safe!” The lift went down and I was quick to hand off my mic and vires to the staff. Immediately I took off my jacket because I was sweating like crazy and I needed a bucket of water just to shove my head into it.
Just as I reached the hallway to my dressing room, I spotted the girls waiting outside the door. “Great show, Y/n,” heard a man say behind me and I couldn’t help but look since the voice was way too familiar. And there was Harry Styles in the flesh. “Harry, hi. I didn’t know you were coming,” I said genuinely confused as he said he would reach out if he could come to a show. “It was a very last-minute thing. I thought I couldn’t make it,” he explained. I glanced back at the girls and by that time only Lisa was standing there. She was just on her phone, not really caring about what was going on around her. Lisa looked very hot. She had light baggy jeans on with a black crop top and a Celine jacket and hat on. I really like how she styles herself and be comfortable while still looking fine as fuck. “I’ll let you go, you shouldn’t let your guests wait,” Harry’s voice brought me back. I chuckled and shook my head. “Sorry, uhm… Thank you for coming. I really appreciate you being here, I’m sorry I can’t hang out,” I said and he just smiled. “That’s fine. You were amazing, I’ll see you around,” said Harry and we shared a quick hug before I turned in my heels to get to Lisa.
She was leaning against the wall, mindlessly scrolling through her phone. I couldn’t really see her face from the hat and her hair but a little part of her nose and lips were still visible. I got closer and closer to her and she still didn’t notice me. “Hey,” I said and she shot her head up. “Hi,” she said cutely, with a smile on her face. She looked behind me and then back at me. “I thought you were hanging out with him,” she said with a weird tone. “No, he just came to say hi. Where are the girls?” I asked. “They went back to the hotel. Jisoo was feeling sick and the girls didn’t want to leave her alone,” she explained. Her eyes were scanning my whole body while she talked and I couldn’t let that slide. Grabbed onto her hand and opened the dressing room, checking if there was anyone inside but it was empty. I pulled Lisa inside the room and leaned against the closed door, pulling her close to me. “So are we just drunk kissing or what?” I questioned the woman and the smirk on her face was so fucking hot. “I hope not,” she husked and her sneaky hand just fell around my waist, locking her fingers behind me. My hands fell on her shoulders, slowly moving towards her neck. I leaned close and when she tried to kiss me I pulled back a bit. “You’re pretty fucking hot, you know,” I mumbled against her lips, looking up into her eyes. “Yeah?” She asked and I nodded. Her hands slowly slipped towards my lower back and my heartbeat started to pick up the pace. The anticipation was strong. “You were pretty cool today,” said Lisa, and she surprised me by leaning down to my neck, leaving small kisses on the skin. Her soft lips were gentle and tender. “You think so?” I leaned my head back and she didn’t waste any time to kiss up my neck to my jaw. “Yes.”
Once Lisa reached my chin her hand came up and placed it on my neck gently, her fingers set on my jaw. She moved my head to face her and the devilish smile on her face was making me crazy. “Oh we’re gonna have so much fun together.”
Our time was cut short in the dressing room because we had to leave the stadium soon and still needed to change. I got that done quickly and I wasn’t sure if Lisa wanted to spend time with me or not. “Do you want to get some food?” I asked and was a little nervous about her response, hoping she would say yes.
“Yeah, let’s go,” she smiled and I got my phone, texted my assistant that I’d be out and we made our way outside. On the way to the car, I said bye to everyone who crossed our path even though I’d see them in two days.
One of the security guys opened the door for us to the back where the car was waiting for us. And as he opened the door flashes were everywhere. I went blind for a second and grabbed onto Lisa’s hand to try and find my balance. With a helping hand on my waist, she slowly guided me to the car and we got in quickly.
Wiped the tears off my face that had come out because of the lights and the car took off in no time. “You alright?” Asked Lisa with a hand on my thigh. “Yeah, I just couldn’t see,” I gave her a slight smile.
It was about a 30-minute drive to the place we chose so we had a little time and I really wanted to get to know her better.
“How long are you staying in LA?” I asked. “I’m leaving tomorrow,” Lisa said with a sigh, her hand still on my thigh, caressing my jeans-covered leg.
“And where are you going?” “I will go to Paris and the girls back to Korea,” she said, obviously disappointed with that. “What’s in Paris?” “My boyfriend,” she looked away, sitting straight ahead. The expression on her face seemed angry and frustrated. I still didn’t know enough information to give any advice. “Can’t you just end it?” I asked and she shook her head. “It could be worse, you know. He’s not a bad guy, we’re just not great together,” she shrugged. “So you guys tried being in a real relationship?” “Yeah, for like a month. There was no vibe,” she looked at me with a sad smile. “It is complicated, I don’t really understand how this is beneficial for either of you if it’s not public. But yeah at least he’s not an asshole then.”
Once we got to the restaurant, thankfully there was no paparazzi so we could enter calmly. The place was mostly empty, with one or two tables occupied. I asked for a more private table just to be sure, not wanting any unnecessary attention. It wasn’t anything fancy, more like a diner but still demanding.
We both got our menus and after the waitress left Lisa looked at me. “I didn’t even ask last night if you were in a relationship,” she said and I chuckled. “Oh, I’m not. I’ve been single for a couple of months now.” “At least you're free to live,” she said with a sarcastic smile. I nodded and looked for any sadness in the sentence. “Thankfully I’ve never been in a relationship like that. I don’t think I could do it. You seem to be doing a great job, though,” I said and she shrugged. “I get stuff out of it too. His parents are involved with Celine and Louis Vuitton, so I have endless options of clothes. I go to Paris a lot and it’s a beautiful city. I don’t have to go public and pretend how in love we are. It’s easier than a public relationship,” she explained. “But you can’t even be in a public relationship, right? Isn’t that a big thing in K-POP? I always read about the insane rules you guys have.” “Yeah, it’s not really allowed. I don’t think it’s gonna change. Only if we get a new management,” said Lisa, and honestly, I don’t think I would be an artist under these conditions. They take everything just to keep a good image. “And will that happen? You guys could have an American label,” I suggested and she shook her head. “As a group, we're probably not gonna change. But all of us want to continue with our solos so I guess that’s our best option, to sign with someone else as solo artists and stay as a group with YG. It’s really complicated and messy. It’s hard to trust new management and labels.” “Would you consider signing to an American label as a soloist? Or do you want to stay in Korea?” “I want to have as much freedom as I can. I want to travel, be with who I want, and get tattoos without having to hide them and drink in public, and in Korea, they have a say in everything you do. An American label is the best choice obviously, but then I’ll have to go between the US and Korea all the time.” “I’m sure you’ll work something out. You’re the most well-known K-pop artist, every label would want you,” I said and she shyly smiled. “I’m not sure about that.” “Oh, believe me, they do. You have two solo songs out and they are performing crazy numbers, plus you’re a very loved person with an existing fan base. Even if you’re not something they are interested in, artist vise, it’s a great business deal.” “I don’t think I would do something for only business again,” said Lisa, and I quickly looked up from my menu. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like“ Her hand was quick to find mine on the table, gently placing hers on mine. “I know, it’s okay. Thank you for trying to help, though,” she said kindly.
We ordered shortly after and we got to know each other better.
“I saw a picture of you wearing the Nepobaby shirt, it was pretty funny,” Lisa mentioned and I laughed a little knowing how interesting that was in the media. “Yeah, I like to play with these things. I don’t care if they criticize me or my work, but I still see it. Without my parents, it would have been much harder to get where I am but I still have done it,” I explained. “Do people always ask about your parents? Like in interviews and stuff,” asked Lisa then sipped her drink. “Not as much anymore. When Dad and his ex-wife had this whole trial, I didn’t do interviews because of that and even after it was done, I made sure I was not asked about it. It’s not my business to talk about it.”
Our food arrived soon and the conversation didn’t die down one bit. I was so eager to know more about Lisa, her life, her friends and family, her cats and dog, everything. She was so interesting and fresh from the people around me. She had a whole different experience than I did. She works with different personalities and I wanted to know everything she wanted to share.
People in Los Angeles tend to be very egotistical and they think they are better than anyone. Lisa is the total opposite. She is one of the most humble people I’ve ever met. Yes, she’s aware of how good she looks and that she’s talented, but her personality is not built on that. She is kind and views you as equal.
Also, Lisa’s very funny. Very quick with her comebacks and they are really great. She gets a joke, she doesn’t find it offensive and most people get upset with sarcastic jokes.
And her smile. Oh gosh, that smile is everything. When she smiles so widely that her eyes close and her cheeks grow, it’s the sweetest.
While we were eating, Jisoo called her and obviously, they were speaking Korean. Even though I didn’t understand a word, it was extremely hot how she jumped from English to Korean and how her tone changed to a higher level.
When it came time to pay, I insisted on paying, not even letting her take her wallet out. We called a cab and around midnight we were already in the car.
“Thanks for this, it was really fun. I haven’t been out like this in a while,” Lisa said and I smiled. “I loved it too. It was a nice change of pace,” I spoke and at that moment we pulled up to Lisa’s hotel.
“Have a safe flight tomorrow,” I said and Lisa smiled. “You too, have fun on your,” she leaned in to kiss my cheek. “Back at you. Hopefully, I’ll see you guys play live soon.” “I hope so.” I reached for her face and gently cupped her cheek before pulling her into a long kiss. Who knows when we will see each other again? Lisa kept her balance by putting her hand on my knee before we pulled back and with a smile she opened the door. “I’ll talk to you later,” she said before she closed the door and walked inside the hotel.
Chapter 6 - Dark Phoenix II - Emergence of conflagration
Part 4:
Soon Bucky got some clothes for himself and some hygiene supplies before we made our way to the safe house.
Natasha was driving and I was in the passenger seat while Bucky was in the back. We sat in silence for a little, before I spoke. “Katarina can speak now. And her hearing is perfect also,” I said with a smile and I think I heard Bucky gasp. “Are you serious?” He asked with a shocked tone. “Yeah. My dad found out that the super soldier serum they injected in her when she was still in the womb thing at the Red Room, affected her hearing and speech. I found the best neurosurgeon there was and he helped her. Whenever I hear her voice I could just cry,” I explained and he listened closely with a smile on his face. “Do you want to see some videos?” I looked back at him and he nodded. “I’d love to.”
I gave him my phone, showing him where the folder was full of pictures and videos of Katarina. There were moments when we heard Bucky watching a video where Rina was laughing and talking. He watched those videos over and over again. Sometimes there was silence, I guess where he was looking at the pictures and then I heard the video playing where Natasha was having a chat with Katarina in the living room and I was filming them from the kitchen.
Hearing her speak made me smile, just thinking about how amazing Nat is with my daughter and I couldn’t wish for anything more. I reached for Natasha’s free hand and gently took hold of it, before bringing it to my lips to leave a kiss behind. Intertwined our fingers and let our hands rest in my lap, just happy to have her by my side.
When we got to the safe house, Natasha went to eat something in the kitchen while I showed Bucky his room. “Make yourself at home. We’ll stay here for a couple more days,” I said and he nodded, dropping his bag by the bed. “Thanks for this,” said Bucky, looking around the room. “You’re welcome,” I put my hands in the pockets of my jeans. “So you guys are back together?” Asked James with a sweet smile and I looked at the ground shyly, smiling ear to ear. “Yeah, we uhm… Just needed a break I guess,” I admitted. “You seem happy,” he said and I nodded, looking up at him. “I am. My life seems to be at peace at the moment. Except for this mission right now,” I smiled gently. “I’m glad you’re doing well. Natasha seems to make you all smiley and stuff.” I laughed. “Yeah, she is amazing. Nat is just… she makes it so easy to love her,” I said and he nodded. “I’m glad someone is looking out for you, not that you need it but… you know,” he shrugged. “Yeah, I understand.”
Once I left Bucky to himself, I went to the kitchen and got some food before heading to our room. Walking in, Natasha was laying on the bed, reading a book silently. A blanket was thrown over her legs, and her socks-covered feet poked out. I closed the door behind me and changed into something more comfortable. Nat was still silent but I could tell she wasn’t reading anymore. “I can feel you looking at me,” I voiced, my back turned towards her. “You’re feeling is right,” her monotonous tone made me glance back at her but then I saw the light smirk on her face. I smiled and turned back to the closet. “You’re so obsessed,” I chuckled and then I heard the bed creaking before Natasha’s arms snuck around my waist. “Could you blame me though?” She murmured against my skin as she started kissing the exposed skin of my neck. “No sex on missions, that’s the rule,” I removed her hands gently and turned around to face her. “You made that rule,” she said, kind of annoyed with our deal. “And you agreed to it,” I smiled and moved out of her arms to get my snacks. “But we broke that rule a couple of times,” she pressed, following me to the bed and laying on her stomach while I sat next to her. “That was a long time ago,” I said and she rolled her eyes. “Don’t roll your eyes at me, Romanoff,” I pointed at her and she smiled. “Or what?” “Or we won’t have sex for two more weeks,” I shrugged, calmly munching on my snack. “You wouldn’t last that long,” she said and I looked at her with my eyebrows raised. “Oh, I wouldn’t? Wanna bet?” I held my pinky out and she looked at my finger, clearly debating whether to agree to this or not. “2 weeks…” Natasha thought out loud. “Fine.” She locked her pinky with mine and we kissed our hands. “The first to give in, cooks and cleans for 2 weeks,” I said and she nodded. “I’m fine with that.”
The next day we came up with our plan and I informed Sam of all the new updates. “He’s there with you two?” Asked Sam. “Yeah, he’s staying with us. Not a word to Steve, okay? I don’t want him to get all emotional with this one.” I pressed, really hoping Sam wouldn’t say anything to Steve. “I know, I know. Keep me updated with the plan. Oh by the way, T’Challa was here earlier today and we gave them all of our Vibranium.” “Okay, that’s great. Do they have anything on Klaue?” I asked as I walked back into the house. “No, still nothing. They better show something after they just took the Vibranium,” said Sam, and I sighed. “Yeah, I hope so too. We had way too much work on that. Look, I’m gonna go. I’ll call you if we find something. Keep Steve away from this mission.” “You got it, boss.”
“Anything new?” Natasha asked from the couch as she was reading her book. “The Wakandans took the Vibranium but nothing on Klaue yet,” I sat down next to her. Nat closed her book right away and turned to me. “You barely slept last night, why don’t you take a nap? We won’t leave for a few more hours anyway,” Natasha massaged the back of my neck with her left hand while the other held onto my right hand. I closed my eyes from the satisfaction of the neck massage and I hummed. “No, I need to finish James’ suit. But I’m not that tired, I’ll be fine,” I sighed and opened my eyes before giving Natasha a soft smile. “Don’t overwork yourself please,” she said gently and I just loved whenever she was like this. Soft and calm. “I won’t,” I left a kiss on her cheek before standing up to make my way downstairs. As I walked past she patted my bum on the way, making me chuckle. “You’re unbelievable.” “I love you.”
“So, how does it feel? Is it comfortable enough? I can make the shoulders a bit loose if you need it,” I asked James every question possible as I inspected the suit on him. “I’ve told you about 100 times now… It’s great,” his monotone voice was the last straw to make me stop. “Alright, fine. Don’t take it off, we’ll leave soon anyway,” I started to pack up my stuff to leave everything in order and try not to lose anything. “Thanks for this. I like it.” “You’re welcome. One more thing, in your mask there’s the mic for the comms and it connects to your ear so you can also hear us. And, Drew my artificially intelligent system, he’ll help you with… well anything,” I explained while showing him the mask. “Great, thanks.”
By the time the sun started setting, we were all getting ready to leave soon. I looked through the weaponry of the house, trying to decide what would be best against super soldiers. “So how do you want to do this?” Natasha’s voice made me turn away from the shelves of weapons to look at her. She was already dressed in her new suit and the vest that I gave her, only it wasn’t zipped up yet. “I don’t know. Honestly don’t know,” I sighed and went back to the weapons. I finally picked out two different knives and 3 different guns. Just to be sure.
“The last time we were in a HYDRA bunker we were almost blown up, we were on the run and we were trying to stop Pierce from killing millions of people,” I spoke, while placing the knives into their places on my boots and thigh. “I hope it’s not the same this time around,” I sighed and looked at Natasha. “Yeah, well we’re not in hiding right now. Legally at least,” she tilted her head with a small smirk before picking her guns off the shelves. “I’m glad Bucky came along though. At least I know he has his mind in the right place, to some extent,” I said. “Yeah…”
We packed everything in the Quinjet that we needed before getting on the road. The first bunker was in Uzhhorod, Ukraine. With the Vibranium locator, I was able to detect the huge amount of Vibranium moving around Europe. And it seemed that they were looking for something and not someone. “Are you sure they made super soldier serum there?” I asked Bucky as we were going over the plan once again. “Yes. There were only a few, and from where they’ve been so far, there’s only two more cities left besides the US and Russia,” Bucky explained and I nodded. “Then we need to stop them before they go overseas.”
As we edged closer to our destination, oddly familiar buildings came into my view. I moved to the front of the Quinjet, sitting in the second pilot seat and leaning forward to have a better look. We flew over this very secluded area and as we got lower and lower, it seemed more like I’d been here before. “What are you looking for?” Natasha’s voice came from my left side but I didn’t take my eyes away from the town. “Nothing I just… I don’t know, it’s like I’ve been here before but I don’t remember clearly.” My eyes jumped from one house to another as they passed by. “Russia and Ukraine have very similar parts, maybe you were on a mission somewhere identical,” said Nat, and I nodded. “Yeah, maybe.”
Natasha landed the Quinjet on the edge of town, where a car was waiting for us already, which I requested Fury to arrange. We made sure the Quinjet was invisible after packing our things in the car then made our way to the bunker that was a couple miles from our landing position.
I watched the sensor closely, as Hadria’s squad was close to town also. “We’re gonna get there before them, we’ll have to be quick if we find anything .” I started explaining the situation. “We’ve all been to a bunker like this. There’s one entrance from above ground and three passageways. Since we don’t want them to know we’re there, we’ll enter through the Northern passageway,” I showed them the map on the screen. “The base is very similar to the one where we find Zola’s computer, but I’m sure there won’t be any SHIELD, only Hydra. If you find any intel on super soldiers, take it. Leave SHIELD data behind, we don’t need that,” I glanced at Natasha at the last sentence. And she shook her head with a smirk. “Is she always this controlling on missions?” Bucky’s question made me turn to the backseat with my eyebrows raised. “You can’t even imagine,” Natasha answered, which made me look at HER. “Okay, now this is insane. Here I was, thinking you two wouldn’t get along. And by the way, I’m not controlling, I’m just trying to do a great job,” I said, very surprised at their bond over my questionable behavior. Nat’s hand landed on my thigh as she glanced at me. “We know, Y/n. You’re doing an amazing job.”
Chapter 6 - Dark Phoenix II - Emergence of conflagration
Part 3:
*Third person’s view*
The room was quiet. The only source of light was which came from the kitchen, barely giving any visibility in Y/n’s bedroom. Light from the skyscrapers around the flat was barely enough to light up the room, so the two were laying in the darkness mostly.
Natasha supported herself with her elbow and her other hand was resting on Y/n’s stomach who was laying next to the Russian on her back. Both were covered with silk black sheets, bare shoulders poking out.
Y/n seemed to be deep in thought, which made Natasha watch her moves closely. The younger girl’s eyes moved around the room, sometimes sticking to one place and then looking elsewhere. She took deep breaths, making Natasha’s hand on her stomach lift as she took each breath. Once Stark realized how quiet the room got and how Natasha didn’t seem to move, she looked at the redhead.
“You should move in with us,” said Y/n all of a sudden, taking Natasha by surprise. Her eyebrows shot to her hairline, so she wouldn’t even be able to lie about how surprised she was. “Really? You’d want that?” Nat asks softly, a smile already curling up her lips. Y/n nodded with a sweet smile, her hands coming up to frame Natasha’s face. “I love you. I want you to be with us every day and night. Katarina adores you out of this world and you make us happy. I know I said I want to take it slow but honestly I don’t care. I want you with us,” she confessed, while caressing Natasha’s skin. “I don’t think I’ll ever stop falling in love with you,” Nat was in a full daze from her feelings. The love she felt for this woman was something she could never comprehend.
Y/n felt the same way. Her heart was so light from how easy it was to love Natasha. She couldn’t imagine her life without the Russian anymore and she didn’t want to either. “Kiss me,” whispered Stark, and with a kiss Natasha leaned down and captured her girl’s lips, kissing her like it was the first time. Natasha finally felt like she was safe with this girl and she understood what love is. Y/n was love for her.
Natasha slowly pulled the covers off of themselves and her hand quickly found Y/n’s soft skin. Stark wrapped her fingers into Natasha’s fiery hair, pulling her slightly back as she scattered kisses and bites onto her neck. The low moans the Russian let out made Y/n smile to herself. She made Natasha lay on her back so she could climb over her, while still leaving kisses all over her girlfriend’s neck.
She quickly fastened her lips onto Natasha’s nipple, causing her to gasp. She swirled her tongue around it, then lifted her left hand to take the other one into her fingers. “I love every inch of you,” said Y/n against the Russian’s skin. “I can feel that,” Natasha husked out, her breaths getting shorter and quicker.
Y/n’s touches were slow and tender. She wanted Natasha to feel every ounce of love she had for her. Stark kissed all over Nat’s body, biting and licking, leaving marks all over Natasha’s stomach and hips. “You always do this… it’s your obsession,” Natasha chuckled sweetly, finding it cute how Y/n worshiped her body every time she saw it without clothes.
As Y/n got lower and lower with her kisses she gently placed herself between Natasha’s legs, wrapping her arms under Nat’s thighs and kissing the inside of them. Natasha lifted her hand to her girlfriend’s head, her fingers getting tangled in her dark hair while her other hand barely held onto Y/n’s fingers on Nat’s left thigh. “You’re taking your sweet time there, baby,” Natasha spoke as Y/n didn’t think to rush things but since Nat seemed so impatient she looked up in her eyes before bringing her right hand over.
Natasha threw her head back as she felt Y/n slowly move her tongue inside of her. “Gosh…” The Russian’s right hand quickly released Y/n’s hand and grabbed onto the sheets, fisting the material between her fingers. Stark’s tongue slowly hit her g-spot, making her whole body spasm.
The wetness from Natasha was all over her girlfriend’s face, her thighs, and the sheets. Nat’s body knew this pleasure oh so well, making her leave her mouth wide open as her eyes rolled back. Y/n then moved her thumb to Natasha’s clit, rubbing it in small circles making her feel overstimulated. “Let me hear you, baby,” Y/n spoke from below, slowly easing two fingers into Natasha, making the redhead arch her back in pleasure and let out a raspy moan. Y/n went back into sucking, teasing her clit at the same fast pace her fingers were going inside of her. The exchange of pleas and curses repeatedly were the only words you could hear from Natasha. And she couldn’t think, but she knew she loved the way Y/n was touching her. “I’m so close,” Natasha barely spit it out, pushing Stark’s face closer to her sex, trying to reach her high.
Y/n loved watching Natasha throw herself around the bed, her back arched as she felt a knot forming in her abdomen. “Come for me, baby,” Y/n spoke, but she didn’t stop her actions and just kept going. Y/n’s tone has Nat’s hips bucking into her wildly Stark’s name spilling from her lips, she watches her come undone with a satisfied smile, slowly easing her into a calmer state with gentle kisses.
Stark kissed up her way to Natasha’s face, leaving a soft kiss on her red cheek. She looked into her deep green eyes with a sweet smile. “My sweetest girl, I love you,” Y/n whispered softly, Natasha feeling her cheeks keeping up the redness from her words. “I love it when you act all innocent after you do stuff like this,” Natasha caressed her face with a smirk, still trying to catch her breath. “Just for you.”
*Y/n’a POV*
With one last kiss on Nat’s lips, I laid next to her, pulling the sheets over us. Natasha wrapped her arm around my shoulder and brought me closer. Her hand slipped down to my waist, keeping me close. I laid my head on her chest and let out a satisfied sigh. “I’m happy. I’m glad we worked things out,” I admitted honestly, drawing circles on Nat’s covered stomach with my finger. “Me too, baby. You make me the happiest.” Natasha’s words made me smile and with the thought of us working out, I soon fell asleep.
***
“Heeeey, honey. I’m sorry I couldn’t pick you up yesterday but I got some work to do this week so you’ll have to stay with Grandma and Grandpa,” I spoke over the phone with Katarina, trying to feel less guilty about leaving her for a week. “It’s okay, Mama. Grandpa and I built a tower in the backyard, you have to see it when you finish work. You can bring Natty,” I looked over at Natasha who was currently hunched over my desk at home, looking for any possible attacks from Hadria. “I will bring Natty with me. Did you have breakfast, honey?” I asked while walking over to Natasha, looking above her shoulder, checking the papers and pictures. “Yes, Grandma made eggs and bacon.” “Was it good?” I asked while my free hand came up to Natasha’s back, gently massaging her muscles. “I like yours better, but don’t tell Grandma,” said Katarina and I chuckled. “I won’t. Did you have any homework baby? Should I get anything for school?” I questioned, just simply worried that I’d miss anything. “I did my homework with Grandpa. He showed me a science thing, it was really cool,” she explained excitedly and I had to smile at how amazing she was. “Really? Did he blow something up?” I asked, already knew he definitely did. “Yes, it was so big!” I shook my head, but I didn’t want to ruin her moment so just went with it. “That’s amazing.” Looked down at my watch and saw that it was almost time for school for Katarina, so I had to cut the conversation short. “Honey, Grandpa should be taking you to school soon. I will call when I can okay, baba?” “Okay, be careful Mama,” she said and my heart melts every time she says this. “You too, honey. I love you.” “I love you more. Tell Natty I love her too,” she said loudly, which made Natasha look up from the files with a smile. “I will tell her.” “Okay, bye!” She said excitedly before hanging up the phone. “She’s so cute,” said Natasha with the sweetest smile. “She really is. I feel so bad that I have to leave her with Dad again,” I looked down at the papers with a sigh, hoping Katarina really didn’t mind being with my dad and that it wouldn’t have a bad impact on her life. “Y/n she is just fine. Your dad probably showers her with love and affection and shows her so many interesting things, she doesn’t even have time to miss you. It’s sad, but true,” Natasha said with a cheeky smile and I chuckled. “That’s great. I lost my daughter to my dad.” “Oh yeah, there’s no chance. You’re the best mom ever,” a soft kiss on my cheek and I was blushing. “I doubt that,” I chuckled and picked up a paper, trying to find the reason why this woman attacked all these cities. “Baby…” Natasha’s hand slipped around my waist pulling close to herself. She left a kiss on the side of my head before she spoke. “You do all of this stuff to make a better world for your little one, I don’t think you could be better than that,” she said and I leaned my head against her chest. “I just don’t want to miss out on her life by trying to make the world safe for her.” “You won’t, trust me.”
After hours of research and data collecting we finally found something. Hadria attacked Bucharest, Prague, Athens, and Rome. All of these places had Hydra research bunkers during World War 2, making it possible to have some super soldier serum hidden somewhere in those bunkers. “So we just have to find out where the old Hydra bunkers are and hope we get her at some point? There is basically a bunker in every big city in Europe, how are we gonna find her?” I leaned back in my seat, throwing the files on the table. “Maybe we could send her some signals to one particular base and she would go there as if there was something,” Natasha suggested and I thought about it. “You think that would work? What if we get James involved for real?” I came up with the idea again. “Do you think he would fight? Especially in a case like this?” She asked, leaning against the table, crossing her arms in front of her. “I don’t know. But he could help to fight them off for sure. He knows how they work,” I said and Nat seemed a little hesitant about the idea. “I guess it’s worth a try,” she shrugged and she seemed very odd. “Yeah?” I asked, waiting for her response. “It’s just you guys haven’t seen each other in a long time… Things were different then,” she said awkwardly and I think she even clenched her jaw, looking very tense. “And things are different now,” I said and she didn’t say another word, just turned to the laptop. “You don’t have anything to worry about,” I brushed my hand along her arm. “Okay.”
In just hours we were on a Quinjet to Romania. Just the two of us, keeping Steve in the dark, hoping he won’t find out where we’re going. Natasha didn’t lose her tense behavior and I still didn’t understand why she was like that. James and I are clearly done with each other and I just asked her to move in with us.
We landed a little further from the town James was staying at and took a car to his location. “Do you think he’ll help us?” I asked Natasha, who was driving. “He would help you if you’d need it. I’m not sure he will come with us though,” she said and I nodded. “Yeah, I doubt that too.”
The ride to his apartment went by quickly and the closer we got the more nervous I became. I haven’t seen him in a long time and I just hope he’s in a good state.
We parked outside an older apartment building and I glanced down at my phone. “He’s supposed to be at level 8.” “Let’s go then,” Natasha walked ahead and I followed close behind. We both had a gun at us, but well hidden trying to look friendly even though we came in peace.
Once we reached his door, I stepped up and with a sigh knocked on the wooden door. There was no answer for a while and I knocked again. Nothing. I reached into my pocket and got the burner James put aside the letter he sent me a little while ago. “What are you doing?” Asked Natasha with a low voice. “I’m going to call him,” I dialed the only number in the phone then we heard the ringing from inside the apartment, and a couple of seconds later he picked up. “Yes?” He spoke. “I need to talk to you. Natasha and I are outside your apartment,” I said and heard him take a deep breath then hung up the phone. In moments the door opened and there was James. Cal on his head, long sleeve shirt covering his arms and he had leather gloves on, covering his hands. “Can we come in?” I asked and he stepped aside letting us into his apartment.
It was a very sad-looking flat. He only had a mattress on the floor, no proper bed. His kitchen was probably the most well equipped and I didn’t even see the bathroom yet. Windows covered with newspaper, barely letting any light in.
“What are you doing here? I told you my location for emergencies,” spoke James, clearly not happy that we were there. “I know, that’s why we’re here. You live here?” I asked, looking around once again, very sad that this is where he spends his days. “What, you expected a mansion with floor-to-ceiling windows and gold cutlery?” He asked sarcastically. “No, but at least a comfortable bed or something…” “What’s the emergency? Is Katarina okay?” He asked, changing the topic. “She’s good, we’re not because of her,” I reached for my bag, and got the fresh files for Bucky. “There’s a woman with a super soldier army. She has Vibranium armor made for them by a Black Market operator. And she makes weapons for them too,” I handed him the folder and he started to look through it. “There were multiple attacks in big European cities. We suspect she’s going after old Hydra bunkers, looking for more super soldier serum,” Natasha explained, arms crossed in front of her chest, very closed off, to say the least. “I heard about this. They were in Bucharest not long ago, I didn’t know they were super soldiers. How many?” “15.” He kept reading the report. “And how do I come into the picture?” Asked Bucky. “We thought you could help. Steve is not on the case and we could keep you a secret. We’re working with outsiders,” I explained and he glanced at Natasha. “Since when do you work with other people?” He asked more so from Natasha. “They’re Wakndanians, the Vibranium they stole belongs to them,” said Nat. “Do you have a plan?” He sat down on a chair nearby and took off his gloves.
“We track down every Hydra bunker and once we find the least dangerous to the nearby city, we send signals to them so they get there and we take them down,” I explained and he shook his head. “That’s not gonna work. Super soldier serums were only made at certain places. Maybe they are not even after the serum. Have you ever seen them in action? When they were in Bucharest, they rigged bombs and shot in crowds. They are looking for something, but I don’t think they would kill civilians for something they don’t even know about,” he suggested and I sighed. “Okay, then any ideas what they could be looking for?” I spread my arms, looking between Natasha and Bucky. “Maybe they are looking for someone,” spoke Natasha. Bucky shifted in his seat, already knowing where this was going. “Not specifically for you, maybe Steve. Maybe she wants to draw attention to one of you and lure you into her team,” Nat elaborated on her idea. I went through every option on how we could come out good in this situation. We could use Bucky as a decoy but I’m sure he wouldn’t be happy about that. Involving Steve is the last thing I want to do. “We find out where their next attack will be. If T’Challa can find Klaue in time, maybe he has something on her that could help us. I can make you a suit so you won’t be recognizable,” I pointed at Bucky and he just nodded. “Klaue is the dealer, right?” He asked and I said yes. “We have a safe house on the edge of town, you can come with us. Have a good night's sleep. In a bed,” Natasha nodded towards his pathetic mattress. “I’m fine here, don’t want to bother you guys,” he said, avoiding eye contact. “Bucky, please. It’s the least we could do after barging in on you,” I insisted and he looked at me with an unsure expression. “Alright, thank you,” he agreed with a tiny smile.
Chapter 6 - Dark Phoenix II - Emergence of conflagration
Part 2:
We slowly moved inside, taking down guards one by one. Natasha secured the security room and Sam got the armory room.
Us 5 had successfully reached the entrance and the only thing we needed to enter was Nat’s signal of a clear path. “How are you guys doing?” I asked in the comms. “There are about 50 guards left inside. Klaue is at the top of the building,” Natasha informed us. “How’s our way inside looking?” I asked. “Just a second…” She said, clearly focused on what she was doing. “You’re clear, go get him.” “I’m planning on it.”
We made our way through each level quietly. Collected all the files we found, searching for Vibranium and Klaue.
In no time we were nearing the top floor. We were left with 7 men and Klaue. “You get the guards, I have Klaue,” I looked at the agents, and once they all nodded we broke in the door, not leaving a second for them to escape.
Our agents were on Klaue’s men quickly and I spotted Klaue at the other side of the room. “Sam get over here and collect the Vibranium, Nat get all their data from the main hardware, and send your team over here. I’ll get Klaue,” I said and ran to Klaue. As he saw me coming he held up a different-looking gun and he aimed at me. Kicked up a metal table and threw it at him, making him fall back into a door and roll down some stairs. I followed him to the stairway and before I got to him, he started running down the stairs. Sent a fireball in front of him, trying to stop him, but it didn’t bother him, and jumped over the burning area and continued running.
Trying to stop him I tried to fire at him but somehow he managed to run out of the building. I followed him closely and finally hit him with a fireball, making him fall to the ground. “Who are you working for? Who needs this much Vibranium?” I asked as I stood over the man. “A lot of people,” he said with a devilish smile. “Who are you providing this for?”
He looked behind me and the next second someone jumped at me, sending me about 100 feet away from Klaue. I rolled in the dirt making me cough. I looked up and saw a man in a black catsuit, helmet covering his head. “What the hell, man?” I got up and when I looked to Klaue’s way he was gone. “I lost Klaue,” I said in the comms. The cat man didn’t waste time and started punching me. I tried to block his moves, and when I grabbed his arm I burned him but it seemed he didn’t even notice. “Why are you stealing Vibranium?” He asked and I frowned. “Stealing? I’m trying to get it away from Klaue!” I explained while we kept fighting. “How do you know him?” He asked not even bothering to stop. “I’ve been after him for months, he’s supplying someone with Vibranium, I’m trying to find out who! Stop fucking punching me,” I said angrily and with a big kick I sent him back.
He got up and took his helmet off and my eyebrows shot up. “Aren’t you the Prince of Wakanda?” I asked and he frowned. “Yes, I am. And who are you?” He walked closer. “I’m Y/N Stark. I’m part of the Avengers.” His face dropped and looked where Klaue had been laying a couple of minutes ago. “I blew that up, didn’t I?” He asked and I spread my arms. “Yeah, kinda. This was the first time in 6 months that we had eyes on him, so thanks for that. Why did you even stop me?” I asked frustratingly. He seemed like he didn’t know the answer either. “I’m sorry, I thought you were with him.” “Y/N I think we found the person he’s supplying, you’re not gonna like this,” heard Sam over the comms. “Yeah, and I bumped into the Wankandan Prince. I’ll be there in a second,” I said then turned to the Prince. “If you’re after him, come with me,” I said and he nodded.
“So what is this cat thing? Are like a… Cat-Man?” I asked, not really sure what he was supposed to symbolize. “I’m the Black Panther. It’s been the protector of Wakanda for centuries, once I become king I’ll be the official Black Panther.” He explained. “Right and what’s your name?” “I’m T’Challa.”
Once we got up to where the team was I explained what happened and Natasha wasn’t happy at all to lose Klaue. “I can help you find Klaue if you hand over all the Vibranium you found so far. It belongs to Wakanda,” T’Challa said and Nat looked at me questioning if he was trustworthy. “That’ll work. Sam, what did you find?” I asked and he handed me some files. “Hadria Folks. She has an army of super soldiers with Vibranium armor. Klaue has been supplying her for the last 3 months,” he explained as I looked through the pictures of the armor and the amount of Vibranium she got her hands on. I looked at T’Challa and handed him the papers. “You’ve got a bigger problem than just stolen Vibranium.” He looked at the information splattered on the files and he glanced at me with a weird look. “Send your team home, you three come with me back to Wakanda, we’ll get to Klaue that way.”
We made our way to the Quinjet and I tapped Sam’s shoulder. “Take the files back to the Compound and look her up. We need every information we have on her. And look up this Black Panther guy too just to be sure,” I said and he sighed. “Why can’t I go with you? Wakanda must be so cool,” he whined and I chuckled. “You’ll get there, Wilson.”
Natasha and I followed T’Challa to his plane which looked very cool. “How did you lose Klaue?” Asked Natasha. “This guy jumped on me and when I got back up he was gone. I really hope he can get us to Klaue because if not I’m gonna be very angry.”
We got the plane and the technology was very advanced. It looked amazing. I stepped one step closer to a sand table and suddenly a blade was by my neck then I heard a gun being held up by someone. “I wouldn’t do that,” Natasha spoke and I carefully looked to my side to see the woman who was holding a long spear. I guess Natasha was holding a gun at her. “Okoye, they’re Avengers, lower your weapon,” T’Challa spoke and she took a look between Nat and I then pulled back the spear. I looked at Natasha and glanced at her gun, signaling that she should withdraw too. “Okoye, this is Y/n Stark and Natasha Romanoff. Ladies, this is Okoye, the commander of the Dora Milaje,” introduced us, the Prince. “Dora Milaje?” I asked. “Special forces of Wakanda,” said the woman with a straight and intense look.
Once we got off Natasha and I sat down, she still looked very unimpressed with the situation. “It’s gonna be fine, trust me,” I said to her and she just sighed, and I saw the look she gave me and it seemed she was trying to make an effort. “I trust you, not them,” said Natasha, and I put my hand on her thigh in a second, slightly squeezing. “Natalia, we know about Wakanda and they are trustworthy,” I explained and she looked at me with a tense expression. “She held a spear to your neck, Y/n.” “She didn’t know who we were.” Natasha sighed and leaned back in her seat. “I really hope you’re right.”
***
As soon as the jet landed T’Challa went ahead and then us two, Okoye followed behind. When we all reached the ground, I saw the King and Queen of Wakanda with two other women, one younger than all of us. “Baba,” he bowed slightly, then looked at us. “This is Y/n Stark and Natasha Romanoff, Avengers,” he said and we bowed too. “King T’Chaka, a pleasure to meet you,” I said and he nodded. “Likewise, welcome to Wakanda.” “Thank you, didn’t think this would be the reason for our first visit,” I said and he nodded. “Yes, it’s very unfortunate. In the meantime, this is my wife Ramonda, and my daughter, Shuri. And Nakia, member of the War Dogs, also the girlfriend of my son,” said the King, and T’Challa was quick to get flustered. “Now, I think we should get to work,” T’Challa said, trying to avoid the topic.
***
We made contact with Sam at the Compound and as he was on video call with us, we saw all the information on Klaue from what T’Challa and the others had so far. “We unintentionally found one of Klaue’s hiding places around six months ago. He had a full cabinet of Vibranium but we didn’t know who he was at the time. Then we went after him and retrieved over 100 million dollars worth of Vibranium in the last six months. And today was our first time locating such a big amount that led us to Klaue. Then we found out why he needs this much. Sam, what did you find?” I looked at him on the screen and the next second he sent over everything on the bigger screen in the room. “Hadria Folks, ex-KGB. She has approximately 15 super soldiers with Vibranium armor and weapons. There were multiple attacks in Europe, but nobody got them in time. Police can’t handle them obviously and Folks haven’t been seen in 2 months. Her station is said to be in Siberia, a familiar place, don’t you think?” Sam said and I looked at him immediately. “He’s not there,” I said, crossing my arms. “Who’s not there?” Asked Nakia and I just kept staring at the screen. “Another super soldier, he was a Hydra weapon until we got him and now he is hiding, keeping himself off the radar. Maybe he could help us,” I said and Sam interfered quickly. “We couldn’t locate him for a while now, how are we planning to do this?” He asked. “You haven’t been able to locate him. He sent me a letter about two weeks ago, saying he was in Romania. He’ll know where to find her. Nat and I will go to Romania, get Barnes and you find Klaue. I’ll get you all the Vibranium we retrieved. Are you familiar with super soldiers?” I turned to the Wakandans. Shuri typed it into her computer then multiple images came up on the screen. One particular picture is of James. “Captain America is one of them, right?” Asked Nakia. “Yes.” “Why not get him involved with this?” T’Challa suggested. “He’s got other stuff to deal with. And besides, I think we’ll be just fine doing this.”
After some discussion, they flew us back to the Compound and I was ready to go home. I really thought that this could be a promising opportunity for us to get more allies and maybe get James out of hiding.
“When will you pick up Rina?” Walked into my office Natasha but stopped at the door. “Dad picked her up already. I asked him and Pepper to watch her for a while. I don’t know how long this thing will last,” I explained and packed up all my stuff, ready to leave. “So, you’ll be alone?” She asked with a gentle but clearly seductive tone. My eyes lifted in her and the smirk on her face was undeniable. I began to walk past her and before I stepped out of the room, I looked her up and down. “Care to join?” Natasha didn’t answer, she just grabbed onto my hand and kissed me on the lips. “Great choice.”
“I didn’t even know you guys were coming to the show. It was a nice surprise though,” I said as we settled into the car. “You would’ve been nervous if you’d known,” Lily explained and I shrugged. “I was nervous anyway.” “You hid that very well,” Rosé chuckled. “Have I? I felt like I was gonna faint at every single dance move.” “You dance well, it wasn’t noticeable at all,” spoke Lisa for the first time with a small smile on her face. We made eye contact and my heart was just beating funny. I didn’t pay much attention to it since the adrenaline still ran through my body at that moment.
“Thanks, that's a huge compliment from you,” I said with a smile and she smiled back softly. She’s got really clear skin, damn I’m jealous.
Once we got to the hotel there were several paparazzi outside the door so we had to move quickly. “Sissy, you go first and I’ll close, yeah?” I glanced out the window, seeing multiple people standing on the two sides of the road. Lily got out of the car and the girls followed closely behind, Lisa stepping out last before I did. “Y/n! Y/n! How was the show?” Asked a man. “Good,” I smiled softly. But suddenly it got really crowded in front of us and I quickly pulled Lisa to my side. “Guys, step back,” I said loudly and pushed some people out of the way while holding onto Lisa’s hand.
Once I managed to clear a path for us, I held onto Lisa’s waist and guided her right to the door and we were in. “You okay?” I looked at the girl. “Yes, thank you for that,” she said with a hand on my shoulder.
We all went up to my hotel room and we quickly settled around the living room, room service already on the way. The conversation just started naturally, we were laughing and chatting with ease.
Suddenly Lisa gasped and we all looked at her quickly not knowing what happened. I followed her eyeline and saw Bucky waltzing out of the bedroom carefully. “Totally forgot about him. Girls, this is Bucky my cat,” I said and Lisa was already very determined to meet him so she got up and sat close to him. “Oh my god, hi,” she said with a high-pitched voice, and Bucky as the whore he is immediately gave into her touch and let her pat him. “We lost Lisa for the night,” said Rose, and she chuckled lightly at her friend. “You love cats?” I asked but Jisoo scoffed. “She has 5,” she said and my mouth fell open. “5?” “And a dog,” Jennie added and I just found it hard to believe. Lisa was quick to bring Bucky back over to us and he comfortably laid in her lap as they settled on the floor. “He’s in good hands then.”
“What do you guys want to drink? Wine, champagne, or shots? I can’t really choose,” I went up to the mini-bar in the room. “Wine would be great.”
I poured everyone a glass of wine and soon the food came too that we ordered. Some of us sat on the floor, someone on the couch.
“When are you guys going back on the road?” I asked while eating the pasta that I got for myself. “In about two weeks. We’re going to Malaysia,” said Jennie. “But you guys are coming back to the US later this year, right?” “In the summer yeah, they’re gonna be kind of last shows, then we go back to Soul for two shows and that’s it,” explained Rosé. “I have to go to a couple of shows. Lily’s always bragging about how good the shows are and I’m just so jealous of her.” “You should totally come, that would be awesome,” Lisa said with her mouth full of food but eyes very fixated on the conversation. “I will, I will. I have a couple of weeks off along the tour so I can finally make it work.” “How many shows will you do?” “112 or something, I don’t know.” “How?” Jisoo asked and I smiled. “I sleep. I literally sleep, perform, sleep, perform. I’m sure you guys know.”
We’ve talked about all sorts of things throughout the night. I asked them about the whole trainee thing and I was fascinated by how they made it through. If I was there I probably would’ve been eliminated on day one. The Idol came up and I was excited to hear the girls’ opinions and of course, they were very supportive of Jennie just like I was of Lily. They were all so nice and funny, I was genuinely surprised by how quickly we got along and spoke without being weird and awkward.
Rose was so fun, we talked a lot about music and how she’s writing all the time but scared to share it with other people. I tried to give her some advice on these things and just told her how exciting it is once you get different stories in a song.
Jisoo and I had a really fun time and our conversation was mostly about her refusing to speak English so we were basically playing Activity. She has a great sense of humor and I love how she makes fun of the other girls with just facial expressions.
With Jennie, we caught up since the last time we saw each other. She showed me pictures of her dog and told me all about how she’s a little nervous but excited about The Idol coming out soon. What I heard from Jennie and Lily it’s going to be crazy and I really don’t know what to expect other than I’m excited for them.
And Lisa was quiet. Towards me at least because she was talking with everyone but with me, not really. I could tell it wasn’t because she didn’t like me because she seemed to enjoy my jokes and paid attention to my stories. Maybe it was the language barrier but she seemed very good at English so I was confused. Bucky didn’t really move from her side. Sometimes he wandered around the girls and me but eventually he went back to Lisa each time.
“I’m a little drunk not gonna lie,” I leaned against the foot of the couch. “Same, should we play something?” Suggested Rose and with that she grabbed my attention quickly. “Oh gosh, yes! Any ideas?” I looked around and seconds later, Lisa spoke. “Truth or drink?” She came up with the idea and we all agreed. I brought a bottle of vodka and some orange juice for chasers just in case.
“Jennie, you should start,” I said while pouring a shot for everyone beforehand. “Okay, Lily. Truth or drink, did you ever get turned on while filming a scene for The Idol?” She asked with an evil smirk. Lily chuckled and she shook her head. “Easily no. Abel is not my type at all,” she said and I shrugged knowing that he was really not. “Glad it didn’t go the other way,” I said and she gave me a dismissing look which made me smile. “Your turn.” Jennie nudged Lily and she looked around the room. “Who was the worst in bed out of everyone you slept with so far?” She asked and I sighed. “We’re on these questions already? It’s literally the second question, anyway uhm…” I leaned my head back thinking of every person I slept with. “Some guy from one of your campaigns. I don’t remember his name, but I think he was older by 3 or 4 years and he was crazy hot but he was so bad dude. He couldn’t tell what’s what and he thought everything was going fine and I was enjoying what he was doing but damn I was turned off by 20 minutes of it,” I explained. “When was this?” Asked Lily. “8 years ago or something,” I shrugged. “Okay, me. Uhm…” I looked at the three girls, Rose had kind of a terrified face on so I was sure not to ask her, and then I saw Lisa all in her little world, patting Bucky.
“Lisa…” I dragged out the a which made her look up with a curious look in her big eyes. “Have you ever given your partner a sexy dance?” I asked with a small smile and she blushed right away, shaking her head and looking back at Bucky. A nervous chuckle left her mouth before she answered. “No, my boyfriend’s not really into that,” she said shyly and my eyebrows furrowed. Not into that? What is he gay, had he seen his girl? And she can dance. Like dance. I didn’t even know she had a boyfriend in the first place. “Not into that? How?” I asked out of pure curiosity. People would line up to get a dance by her. “I don’t know, it’s not his thing,” she shrugged and swiftly looked at Jisoo. She asked her a question in Korean and clearly, I didn’t understand a thing but Jisoo seemed to think about it for a second then chuckled to herself before starting to tell a quick story that made Lisa laugh.
How can a guy not enjoy a potential lap dance from a girl like Lisa? I’m still hung up on this.
We played a few rounds and we all took at least two more shots each so I don’t think any of us had a clear mind.
Rosé was the next person to ask someone and her eyes fell on me. “Y/n, truth or drink, would you kiss the person next to you?” She asked and the last words were muffled by her laughter but I could hear it clearly. And since to my left was Lily and to my right Lisa, I guess she wasn’t referring to my sister.
I glanced at Lisa who was visibly avoiding eye contact with me but a defeated smile was still on her face. “I mean yeah,” I said with a confident look, and the three girls “Ooo”d while Lily just shook her head unamused. “But Lisa has a boyfriend, so out of respect that can’t happen,” I said and they started booing which made me pick up the vodka shot in front of me and the one in front of Lisa which I handed her. “We should drink this,” I said and she gladly took the glass but meanwhile she showed her middle finger to her booing friends. “Good idea,” she took the glass and we cheersed before downing the shot. Lisa put the class back on the table and cleared her throat then leaned close to me. I could feel her hot breath on my ear and the side of my neck.
My head was a little fuzzy from the shot so my balance wasn’t that good. Lisa was close to my ear and I turned my head a little so I could hear her perfectly. “You wanna piss them off?” She husked in my ear and I got goosebumps from just that. I found her eyes and she clearly had something in mind. “What do you suggest?” I couldn’t help but look her up and down. The alcohol really got in my head. “Do you trust me?” She asked me and her accent just made it sound so convincing. I nodded and she glanced at the girls, who were chatting.
“Just go with it,” she said and the next second her hands were in my face. Our eyes met and she was clearly in a better state than me. Lisa had pretty doe eyes, and with a little scares in them, she gave me a small smile. “It’s okay,” I said quietly and nodded, knowing what she was planning.
When you kiss someone for the first time, take a second to look at them. They are so new, so unfamiliar. Right now you don't know how they taste, how their hands will press against your skin, how they'll breathe. You won't see them like this again.
Lisa leaned in and I let her do whatever she wanted. She seemed to be serious about whatever was happening but still hesitant so I was just happy to participate.
Our lips touched and every sound around us muffled out. Her soft hands framed my face, and her lips felt so fluffy. The kiss was slow and clearly for show.
As we both became short of breath she pulled back but her hands remained on my face. I looked down at her lips and then back into her eyes. She wasn’t my first kiss but this… this was different. Drunk or not.
“Don’t you have a boyfriend?” I asked lowly, to which she rolled her eyes. “It is complicated,” she said with an annoyed tone. Her eyes stared at my lips. “How so?” I heard ‘It’s complicated’ a million times, who knows which situation she’s in?
Lisa didn’t move her hands from my face but now she tucked a piece of hair behind my ear. “It’s a business thing,” she said and I raised my eyebrows, not yet hearing this one. “Is he a guy at the company or what?” I questioned wanting to know more.
I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. I don’t know if it was the booze or simply her. “No, he’s around the same age as us. A business guy,” said Lisa clearly not interested in sharing more about him. So basically he’s got money but how is that a business thing for her? “Is this a long-term thing or what?” I asked. “It’s for this year.” “But it’s not public?” She looked back into my eyes with a slight smile. “You ask a lot of questions,” she mumbled, then pressed a kiss on my lips. “I just wanna know who I’m kissing,” I smirked and leaned closer, almost touching our lips but pulled away at the last minute. “We can talk later,” she said before connecting our lips again with more passion. Lisa swiped her tongue across my bottom lip, wanting to deepen the kiss and I gladly agreed. I lifted my left hand to her side, pulling her closer.
I felt like my head wasn’t in the right place. At that moment I thought I could kiss her forever but I still had the word boyfriend lingering in the back of my mind.
She was fierce with her kisses but still felt like she was holding back for obvious reasons. I didn’t want to move my hand from her side, out of respect to her and the girls. The girls.
“Okay, you can stop now,” Jennie’s voice made Lisa pull back and clear her throat. She glanced at me with a hint of mischief in her eyes and all I could do was smile. I looked on my phone to check the time and it was already 1 am. I didn’t mind staying up late since I didn’t have rehearsal in the morning and I wasn’t tired anymore.
Lisa blocked out all the teasing comments from her best friends and I looked at Lily who had a very unimpressed look on her face. I raised a brow and she just shook her head before going on her phone.
We chatted for a while then they thought it would be better if I went to bed and got some sleep for the show tonight. They called for their driver and once he said he was here we all got up and I walked them out to the door.
“We should hang out more if you girls are staying in LA,” I said to them. “Yes, definitely that would be fun,” said Rose, sneakily eyeing Lisa who didn’t dare to say anything to my suggestion. “Thanks for having us over,” came Jennie to hug me bye. “Of course, I had fun.” I hugged Jisoo and Rosé bye too and they already walked off leaving Lisa standing there. “I guess I'll see you at the show tonight,” I said with my hands in the pocket of my sweater. She nodded with a smile and spread her arms for a hug and who was I to decline? Her arms went around my shoulders and mine around her waist. As Lisa pulled back, she left a kiss on my cheek. “It was fun kissing you,” she whispered and I chuckled. “The pleasure’s all mine. Hey, can I give you my number? You should call me when you get to the show,” I said and she nodded. “Yeah.” She got her phone out we exchanged numbers and with a quick goodbye, she followed the girls.
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