Ever since I caught up with the manga, Iāve made countless attempts to guess what happened to Norman during his time stuck in Lambda. But thatās because I have a strong assumption that this particular mystery is being set up as a potential plot point of importance within the near future.
So after spending the last few weeks tossing around potential possibilities and updating ideas based on new information from recent chapters, Iāve come to one conclusion. Due to the nature of the theory that Iām about to make, @couldnt-think-of-a-better-name recommended that I write out my post using a research paper style format.
First, Iām going to give a brief summary of the main theory and then Iām going to follow up with my personal observations and evidence towards this theory. With that in mind, please note that there will be manga spoilers up until chapter 127.
Lambda has been described as an āexperimental facility,ā which was intended to test various genetic and body modifications on children. Theyād test whatever they wantedā¦ and only worry about the after effects later.
When Norman was entered into this facility, he wasnāt exposed to the same experiments as the other children. His living conditions were vastly different and over all, he was treated a lot better than other cattle children. Almost like a highly prized research subject.
But this begs the question. What could have possibly happened to Norman that would elicit such a strong avoidance towards Lambda? Why does he avoid answering any questions about what happened to himself at Lambda?
In reality, this reaction makes perfect sense if the Lambda scientistsā¦
ā¦experimented with Demon genetics on Norman and modified his body into having a similar biology akin to a Demon. And its very likely that this happened (intentionally) as part of Peter Ratriās personal research.
OBSERVATION #1
PETER RATRIāS INFLUENCE
On November 3rd 2045, Norman was shipped away from Grace Field House.
Originally, the reader is led to believe that Norman is simply going to be harvested for meat. But in reality, it is revealed that Norman had been taken to meet Peter Ratri, the 36th head of the Ratri clan.
Thanks to his family and rank, Peter is (arguably) one of the most important human figure heads within the Demon World. So why would he make a special appearance to simply meet with a cattle childā¦?
His true intentions behind meeting Norman become clear when he requests for the boyās help with some āresearchā that he has been working on.
But throughout his entire conversation, Peterās face is covered in shadow, hereby preventing the reader (and Norman) from being able see his expressions. It is obvious that Peter is hiding something.
From here, we can presume that Norman was sent straight to Lambda.
OBSERVATION #2
LIVING CONDITIONS AT LAMBDA
When we see Norman again, we are treated to our first glimpse at his living conditions. And it actually looks rather comfortableā¦
He has his own private room ā complete with a bed, desk, plenty of books to readā¦ His doctor (even) does regular check-ups on him to observe his health.
As shown by the date, it is January 29th 2046 ā almost three months since Norman had left Grace Field. Underneath the date, we see the results of Normanās check-up such as body temperature and blood pressure.
After his check-up, Norman is treated to a full breakfast, complete with main meal and side dishes. Along with a dose of required medication.
The rest of the day would follow the typical schedule ā his routine wasnāt much different than his old schedule back at Grace Field. The only difference was that Norman has been confined to stay in a single room when he wasnāt in the presence of his doctors (or other Lambda scientists) as they needed to accompany him everywhere within the facility.
But even when Norman is left alone in his room, heās constantly being observed by scientists. Theyāve got video cameras on him 24/7 and someone is always watching at all times.
After only three months in Lambda, Norman has already figured out that his living conditions merely are a facade meant to imitate a sense of comfort. The harsh reality behind this set up is blatantly obvious; heās being taken care of because heās a highly prized specimen.
And he knows that heās being used as the test subject for an experiment. But the question isā¦ what type of experiment?
OBSERVATION #3
REOCCURRING THEMES OF CHANGE
Only after the time skip, do we see Norman make his official re-debut back into the story. By this point in time ā it is October 2047. But Norman had already been destroying farms for six months prior to October.
Based on later information that Cislo provides as context, it is discovered that Norman was still twelve years old when he escaped Lambda along with the other children.
So we can make a relative guess to the time frame when the escape occurred. It likely was late February (or) early March 2047. This would make the amount of time he spent stuck in Lambdaā¦ a grand total of sixteen months. Almost a year and a half.
And ever since escaping, Norman has been playing the role of William Minerva.
While Iāve touched on the subject plenty of times beforeā¦ it can not be ignored that there an underlining theme that has persisted since Norman re-debuted in the story.Ā
Is he (still) that same innocent child that he was once back at Grace Field?
Or has his experiences changed him ā whether for better or worse?Ā
Both the characters (and the audience) are constantly looking for reassurance when faced with this question.Ā Despite the length of time that they spent apart, the characters canāt help holding onto a sense of hope that things can simply āreturn to the way that they used to be.āĀ
Oddly enough, Norman seems a little too eager to put these worries to rest whenever they are brought up. With a smile on his face, he eagerly reassures his family and confirms that nothing has changed ā nor will anything ever change.
But sometimes, without realizing it, his smile begins to slip. And this brief moment where his smile faltersā¦ it betrays all the reassurance that he spoke previously.
Norman is later confronted by Vincent and this theme is brought back up again. But it is used in a different format ā this time emphasizing that Norman has changed compared to his old self. This is in direct opposition to the words that he was telling everyone else in the previous chapter.
Vincent admits that he was curious to see how the āold Normanā acted. But this simple comment is enough to upset Norman who appears to take personal offense to it.
A reaction that seems odd at firstā¦ but speaks a lot when taken into context.
He has seen and experienced horrible things in Lambda. He has learned things that have changed his perspective and worldview. He can no longer be considered the same boy that grew up in Grace Field, without any knowledge of the world outside.
But is it possible that he has (also) changed physically ā and this change is merely a contributing factor to his mental state?Ā
OBSERVATION #4
IN-DEPTH KNOWLEDGE ABOUT DEMONS
In chapter 120, Norman takes the time to explain a question that the reader has been dying to learn since the beginning of the story.Ā
But he doesnāt give a simple answer to this question.Ā
Instead he reveals an extensive and in-depth narrative about how the Demons evolved to become the sole apex predator. Along with this, he has knowledge about their biological functions and how their unique genetic traits are inherited.Ā
And while it is extremely satisfying to have some new information revealed that impacts the lore like thisā¦ unfortunately, there is one glaring issue that canāt be ignored.Ā
This is highly advanced and classified information that Norman should never have possibly had access to. He had been stuck in Lambda and would have had no way of learning this.
But Norman did gain a lot of information about James Ratri and Peter Ratri from Smee. So it wouldnāt be surprising if Smee had included some classified information about the Demons that he knew and passed it on to Norman.
Wait. How would Smee know the evolution, biology, and inheriting of genetic materialā
Smee was a scientist at Lambda.
He probably came in contact with Norman because he was one of the scientists overseeing the experiment.Ā
Iād imagine that Smeeās personal guilt got the better of him.
Unlike all the other scientists at Lambda, Smee would have been the only one who saw Norman as an actual childā¦ and not a lab rat to experiment on.Ā
And he couldnāt stand to see them testing on a child who had absolutely no idea what was happening behind the scenes. Unfortunately, Smee paid with his life for this.
OBSERVATION #5
HOW DEMONS REACT TOWARDS NORMAN
When Norman meets with Lord Giiranā¦ it becomes apparent that the elder Demon notices something intriguing about Norman. He can see that Norman shows no fear towards himā with the former going so far as to bring only one ally with him as a sign of trust.
But as Lord Giiran listens to Normanās request for an alliance, he interjects with his own comment.Ā
This is the first time that weāve seen someone point out how Normanās plan appears to be built around his own personal revenge. While in the past, weāve seen him use the cattle children as his motivationā this is the first moment that such a motivation has been brought into question.Ā
There is a lingering suspicion that Norman is holdingĀ a grudge against the Demons and this grudge is (primarily) fueling his need for revolution.Ā
But when faced with this question, Norman avoids answering. He simply smiles and lets the conversation continue naturally, without giving any heed to Lord Giiranās accusation.Ā
And after getting a taste of Normanās blood, Lord Giiran comments that the taste certainly proves that Norman is noĀ āordinary human.āĀ
OBSERVATION #6
HOW NORMAN REACTS TOWARDS DEMONS
In previous posts, I pointed out that Norman was displayingĀ various symptoms of Post-Trauma Stress Disorder, both blatant and subtle.Ā Ā But this fact is still incredibly important to bring up; it reveals the dramatic shift in his mental state.Ā
He has become extremely reckless in his actions, almost as though he lacks a sense of self-preservation.
He walks right into a den full of Demons, without so much as a single care about his own safety. And later he even acknowledges the fact that he knew that these Demons would happily eat himā had they been given the slightest opportunity.Ā
He has prided himself on his singular goal of protecting all the cattle children. Often he has repeated the same line in response to this goal.Ā
If the blood of any cattle child is spilled, then his rebellion will have been for nothing. He wants to see only Demon blood be spilled in this upcoming revolution.Ā
So why does Norman feel that its necessary to spill his own blood for the revolution to be effective?Ā
Because under his new revolution, he doesnāt consider himself someone who is in need of protection. Heāll happily spill his own blood to achieve the results that he wants to acquire.Ā
From his own perspective, heās simply spilling more Demon blood for the revolution.Ā
But if Norman doesnāt consider his own blood to be worth the same asĀ ācattle childā blood, then why does he see himself as expendable?Ā
Weāve seen Norman eat food beforeā¦ so if he were more akin to a Demon, then heād have to have obtained a similar biology to a Heathen.Ā
A Demon that doesnāt have to eat human meat in order to keep their intelligence or humanoid formā¦Ā
But how in the world would it be possible for him to obtainā
The blood of a Heathenā¦ one that had the ability to infect another individual with their characteristicsā¦Ā
BONUS OBSERVATION
HOW WOULD THIS THEORY AFFECT THE STORY?Ā
What if Norman was revealed to have a biology similar to a Demon? How would his motivation and plans be viewed differently in hindsight?Ā
It is important to remember how closely this arc is attempting to parallel the Escape Arc. And one of the memorable moments from the Escape Arc was Normanās shipment.Ā
Heās always had a habit of trying to sacrifice himself for the happiness of Emma and his family. This personality trait certainly hasnāt disappearedā no, itās only gotten stronger during his departure from the story.Ā
Now that he has taken on the role of William Minerva, heās become aĀ āsaviorā orĀ āmartyrā figure for the cattle children.Ā
And his newest goal is to wipe every single Demon out of existence.Ā
So if Norman considers himself to ābe similar to a Demon,ā then heĀ probably has every intention of sacrificing himself for this goal to come true.
In a parallel to hisĀ ādeathā during the Escape Arc, Norman will hide his intentions of sacrificing himself. Heāll keep it a secret from both Emma and Ray.Ā
He has already shown that he would be willing to kill Mujika and Sonju for the sake of his revolution. And even in spite of Emmaās pleas that they areĀ āgood individuals who saved them,ā Normanās own thoughts stand unwavering.Ā
If theyāre Demons, then they must be destroyed. No matter whether they are āgoodā people. They must be killed. Every single one.
Norman took on the identity of James Ratri/William Minerva because he can not (in good conscience) call himselfĀ āNormanā anymore.Ā
Heās a Demon nowā¦ so it would simply be better if his family remembers Norman as he once was. Instead of the monster that he has become.
And that is why he can not let his family ever find out.
Because knowing Emmaā¦ sheāll probably just argue that nothing has changed about him. She say that heās still the same Norman as before.
Thatās just like her.
Sheās far too kindā¦ and extremely naive about how the world works.
And if she found out, then sheād never let him kill the Demons.
But sometimes life isnāt kindā and you donāt get what you want.
