Brokeback Mountain

i am 19 and this is my cupboard

[blackturtleneckgirl-deactivated]

[i-am-a-fish]

whose dumb ass idiot fuck idea was it to make medicine cost money

[i-am-a-fish]

go to triple hell

[mudmushrooms]

at which point does it turn from love to humiliation? how do you separate your love and hate, and separate your delusions from your truth? every argument, every response of silence, every time you ignore my real issue, you get blurry, you get so blurry, i feel as though i have lost myself, my principles, who i am, i feel trapped, i tried leaving and nothing got better, im here and nothing got better, am i the attention seeking liar everyone insinuates i am? do i have a underlying mental illness so big everyone sees it but me? am i so stupid to feel so humiliated by your words, even though they should be nothing? should they be nothing?

i see so many people in love, their responses, their special little things, their excitement for one another, genuine improvement and self interest in the other, and every single time i ask myself what am i missing? what is wrong with me for feeling this way? am i that ungrateful? i cant swallow the love that was graciously given to me? the love my partner believes i deserve?

there has to be something wrong with me, it cant be anything else, even its anything else, i am humiliating for not changing it, i am humiliating myself staying here if there isnt anything wrong with me

[mudmushrooms]

[mudmushrooms]

AND ITS YOUUUUU AND MEEEE IN THE SUMMERTIMEEEEE

[exhausted-undead]

tried out apothecary diaries the other day, got inspired to do a study, redrew jinmao as Gustav Klimt's "The Kiss", died

ive been sick for a while so excuse the messiness

[heareriispurr]

mwah

[cattnipt]

most annoying man vs. world's strongest idgafker!! who will win!!

[heyhanibee]

walk’ em like dog!!!

[exmpdg]

“apothecary diaries is a romance” “apothecary diaries is a court drama” wrong. jinshi’s apothecary diaries is a first love romance and maomao’s is a workplace drama. her biggest problem is being fired via execution and his is falling behind on work worrying she’s taking the wrong man home

[sillysear]

[dalooch]

[alexandriaocasiocortez]

Being a flop changed my life. The world is not my oyster, I am glowing. I walked into a pole this morning. There's very little I wouldn't do for $1,000

[kappa-crossing]

bugs on a date 😳😳

[prettyboyharrington]

thank god Joe Goldberg is officially out of my life, i am sick of that man and his antics

[whitefluffyyeti]

You "The luckiest guy in NY"

You can be the new you...and the old you. It's all just...you.

[chaewberry]

when i enter a "hunting the narrative" competition but guinevere beck comes up behind me with a steel chair