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hi ive been missing for a while - but i think we as a society need to STOP SLEEPING ON EMRAAN HASHMI he is such a cutie
âmust everything be homoeroticâ no. but many things are, you will find
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the boys are back! the boys are.... well check it out for yourself?
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A ficlet based on the fact that Jaskirat already had a trio with Harleen and Jasleen, but then had to pretend to be part of another with Rehman and Uzair.
Sometimes he turns around and almost calls out Didi, but then stops in the face of Rehman's indulgent smile towards Uzair, a smile he used to see their didi throw towards Jasleen and himself all the time.
His sisters' faces blur and blend and dissapear into the deceptive smiles on the Baloch brothers' ferocious faces... but genuine in their love for each other, the ferociousness reserved for outsiders.
He wonders if there's a world where he gets to be part of his actual trio. Where the only separation him and his sisters are forced to endure is when they all leave for their studies or sports matches or honeymoons. Where they live only a hair's breadth away from each other, Jasleen with Pinda, nearby Jaskirat with Uzair.. and Harleen, always the papa ki pari, never leaving their dad's side and instead bringing her wife to live with her at their childhood home.
Then Rehman bhai's voice breaks his daydreams, bringing him back into this false life with a false trio whose comfort feels like a betrayal to his sisters.
Later, as he punches in Rehman's face, watching the bones buckle under the pressure, he remembers the post mortem reports with Harleen didi's face broken in with farm tools.
It's ridiculous.
To compare this monster to his angel of a big sister who used to beat up boys that would bully Jaskirat and Jasleen when they were young (he carefully doesn't think about the time a man tried to stab Uzair who barely escaped with a scratch on his face, a scratch Rehman had stroked with a trembling hand because Naieem was always a fresh wound, and then had proceeded to beat that man to death for touching his baby brother). His big sister, who didn't care for rules, the only one in this world to tell him she would destroy everything for him and their little sister, and he's killing her, he's killing her, he's killing himself and becoming something else-
He can almost hear didi rolling her eyes and calling him overdramatic.
She comes by often, telling him to focus. Don't die. Return to mom and Jasleen. Kidnap that Uzair boy and take him with you.
Time passes and ghosts flicker in front of his eyes, Rehman looking at him silently, Harleen didi throwing him a basketball, and then Uzair arrives and they dissapear, leaving Hamza Jaskirat, once again, with a broken trio.
Hamza x Uzair - Haunted
So who's up for Gangster Rehman x Gangster Ulfat (bohot din se dimaag mai yeh idea basa hai but this reel made me solidify my decision to start writing it đâđ˝) FIRST CHAPTER IS UP GUYSSS
Hello ji,
So I am here with the headcannons as promised. Or rather, the first set of odd af headcannons.
rehman baloch / uzair baloch : moodboard "i thought we'd have more time."
Dhurandhar Fanart #6 Uzair 2
A fully finished piece :]
I was actually drawing Hamza next to him, but ran out of motivation so I erased him-
Can you guess who my favorite is? Lol
Major Iqbal x reader
"Lafz aur Lakeerein"
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The heavy mahogany doors of the study felt like the entrance to a courtroom.
Inside, the air was thick with the smell of expensive cigars and the suffocating weight of "duty."
Y/nâs father, politician Hashmi, sat behind his desk, his spine as straight as a bayonet.
Opposite him sat Major Iqbal, in charcoal suit he wore seemed to carry the same authority.
He sat with one leg crossed over the other, a glass of amber liquid untouched on the side table. He looked like a man who had already won a war he hadn't even started fighting yet.
âTumhe pata hai maine tumhe yahan kyun bulaya hai,â (You know why Iâve called you here,) her father began, his voice echoing in the silent room.
Y/n stood by the door, her fingers digging into the fabric of her lawn dupatta.
âAbba, meri parhayi ka kya? Mere exams aanay walay hain,â (Abba, what about my studies? My exams are coming up,) she argued, her voice trembling with a mixture of fear and fury.
Her father didn't even look at her.
He looked at Iqbal.
"Iqbal, mere dost, mere bhai... Hamare khandaan naslon se is mitti ke satoon rahe hain. Mein is rishte ko mazeed mazboot karna chahta hoon. Mein tumhein apni beti ka haath deta hoon, nikkah ke liye. Us ki hifazat aur meri viraasat ke liye tum se zyada qabil-e-bharosa koi doosra mard nahi hai."
(Iqbal, my friend, my brother-in-arms... our families have been pillars of this soil for generations. I want to solidify that. I am offering you my daughterâs hand. There is no man I trust more with her safety and my legacy.)
Y/nâs eyes snapped to Iqbal.
She expected him to look shocked, or at least uncomfortable.
Instead, he slowly turned his head to look at her. His gaze was slow, scanning her from her frantic eyes down to her clenched fists. He looked... bored.
âMajor sahab toh mujhse umer mai bahut bade hain!â (The Major is double my age!) y/n burst out, losing her filter.
âYeh nikkah nahi, saza hai. Yeh... yeh toh bilkul 'Uncle' lagte hain!â (This isn't a marriage, it's a punishment. He... he looks like a total 'Unc'!)
The room went deathly silent. Her fatherâs face turned a shade of purple y/n had never seen.
âY/N! Badtameezi ki hadh hoti hai!â (There is a limit to insolence!) her father roared, slamming his hand on the desk.
âInse maafi maango! Abhiiiiii!â (Apologize to him! Now!)
Iqbal raised a hand, silencing the politician.
He finally spoke, his voice a deep, smooth baritone that felt like velvet over gravel.
âRehne dein, Hashmi sahab,â (Leave it, Hashmi sahab,) Iqbal said, his eyes never leaving y/nâs face.
A small, almost imperceptible smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth.
âBachpana hai. Abhi duniya dekhi nahi hai innhone.â (Itâs childhood. She hasn't seen the world yet.)
He stood up, his towering height making the room feel suddenly very small.
He walked toward her, stopping just inches away.
Y/n refused to back down, tilting her chin up even as her heart thundered against her ribs.
âToh... main 'Uncle' lagta hoon?â
(So... I look like an 'Unc'?) he asked, his voice a low murmur meant only for her.
âbhudhe,â (oldie) she muttered under her breath thinking he wouldn't understand.
Iqbalâs smirk widened. He leaned in, his scentâa mix of tobacco and sandalwoodâinvading her senses.
âZuban bohot chalti hai aapki. Dekhte hain nikkah ke baad bhi yehi tevar rehte hain ya nahi.â
(You have a sharp tongue. Letâs see if these airs remain after the Nikah.)
He turned back to her father, his voice regaining its professional coolness.
âHashmi sahab, rishta manzoor hai. Agle mahine ki tareekh nikaal lijiye.â (Hashmi sir, the proposal is accepted. Pick a date for next month.)
âLekinââ (but) y/n tried to interject.
âKhuda hafiz, y/n,â( bye y/n) Iqbal interrupted, walking past her.
He didn't look back, but she could feel the weight of his decision settling over her like a shroud.
Her father sighed in relief, but y/n stood there, burning with a rage that felt suspiciously like a spark.
She hated him.
She hated his composure, his "Unc" energy, and the way he looked at her like she was a puzzle he had already solved.
The memory of that day burned in y/nâs mind as she sat on the floor of the haveli weeks later, the cold henna being applied to her skin.
The "Uncle" had finalized their fate with a single sentence, and now, as the dhol played, she was preparing to become the property of the man who had turned her "No" into a challenge.
The air was thick with the scent of crushed henna leaves and expensive oud, a heady mixture that signaled the beginning of a union y/n never asked for.
The courtyard of the ancestral haveli was a sea of marigolds and shimmering lehngas, but for y/n, it felt like a gilded cage.
She looked down at her palms, intricate patterns of Mehendi staining her skin a deep, promising crimson.
To her father, this was a strategic allianceâa way to bind two powerful military legacies.
To her, it was an interruption of her dreams and a forced tether to a man who lived in the shadows of war and silence.
"Dulhan ko toh dekho" (Look at her), one of the cousins whispered.
"haaye dulha sone ki kadhai min qasmat lakh ke aaya hai" (The Majorâs luck is written in that gold embroidery.)
Y/n ignored them.
Her heart was a drum of rebellion.
When the last stroke of the paste was applied, she didn't sit still like a docile bride.
Fuelled by a mix of spite and the rhythmic beat of the dhol, she rose.
She wanted to prove she wasn't just a trophy; she was alive.
She stepped onto the center of the floor.
Her movements were graceful but heavy with unspoken defianceâa shy, swaying dance that drew every eye.
The circle of women cheered, their bangles clinking in a frantic rhythm.
For a moment, she forgot the "Uncle" she was supposed to marry.
She forgot the "Major Sahab" with the cold eyes and the sharp uniform.
She was just y/n.
She didn't notice the shift in the room.
She didn't see her father nodding toward the entrance where a tall, imposing figure stood.
Major Iqbal didn't belong in this world of glitter and song.
He stood there in a charcoal-grey kurta, his presence cutting through the celebration like a blade.
His gaze was locked on her.
He watched the way her dupatta caught the light, the way her eyes were closed in a rare moment of peace.
He was mesmerized.
He had expected a crying girl; he found a storm wrapped in silk.
As the music reached a crescendo, y/n spun one last time and opened her eyes. The breath left her lungs.
There he was. Uncle.
The "crusty" Major was looking at her with an intensity that made her skin prickle.
Panic flared. She immediately stopped, the bells on her ankles let out a final, dying chime.
In a reflex of modesty and sudden shyness, she raised her hands, covering her face with her henna-stained palms.
Iqbal didn't look away.
He walked toward her, the crowd parting like the Red Sea.
His footsteps were deliberate. When he reached her, the height difference felt like a mountain standing before a flower.
"Itni jaldi ruk kyun gayi? Raqs toh abhi shuru hua tha," (Why did you stop so soon? The dance had only just begun,) he murmured, his voice a low, gravelly vibration that sent a traitorous shiver down her spine.
Y/n didn't move her hands.
"Aap yahan kya kar rahe hain? Yeh auraton ki mehfil hai," (What are you doing here? This is a gathering for women,) she snapped from behind her palms, her voice muffled but sharp.
He chuckledâa rare, dark sound. He reached out, his large, calloused fingers gently wrapping around her wrists.
He didn't pull; he waited for her to yield.
Slowly, he lowered her hands from her face, forcing her to look at him.
Before she could protest, a loud, mischievous voice rang out from the crowd of aunties.
âMajor Sahab! Rukiye! rukiye! Yeh ek purani rasm hai,â (Wait! This is an old ritual,) the eldest aunt announced, stepping forward with a glint in her eye and giggling.
âAapko apni dulhan ki mehendi mein apna naam dhoondhna hoga. Aur agar aap nakaam rahe, toh dulhan jo maangegi, aapko woh karna padega.â
(You must find your name in her henna. And if you fail, you must do whatever the bride asks.)
Iqbalâs eyes flickered with amusement.
He looked down at y/nâs small hands held captive in his. Her skin was warm, the mehendi still slightly damp in the crevices of her design.
"Toh... kya shart hai aapki?" (So... what is your condition?) he asked, his gaze lifting to hers.
"Agar main haar gaya, toh kya maangengi?" (If I lose, what will you ask for?)
Y/n narrowed her eyes, her "Enraged Bbg" energy returning.
"Mera dakhila. Sheher ki sabse bari university mein. Aur meri azadi," (My admission. In the cityâs biggest university. And my freedom,) she whispered defiantly.
Iqbal tilted his head, a smirk playing on his lips. "Manzoor hai." (Accepted.)
He turned her palms upward.
The light of a hundred candles danced on the intricate swirls and floral motifs.
The crowd went silent, leaning in.
Iqbalâs thumb traced the line of her life, his touch lingering longer than necessary.
He was methodical, his soldierâs eyes scanning the "I-Q-B-A-L" hidden expertly by the artist in the garden of vines on her skin.
Minutes passed. Y/n held her breath, praying heâd be as blind as he was old.
Suddenly, his grip tightened ever so slightly.
He traced a tiny leaf near the base of her thumb, then a curve near her lifeline.
"Mil gaya," (Found it,) he whispered.
He didn't just point to it.
He leaned down, his breath ghosting over her palm, and pressed a lingering, soft kiss right over the spot where his name was etched.
The room erupted in cheers and "Masha'Allahs," but y/n felt like the world had tilted.
Her heart was hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird.
"Main jeet gaya, y/n," (I won, y/n,) he said, looking up, his dark eyes now burning with something softer but also there was a glint of teasing, something more dangerous than his usual coldness.
"Lekin aapka dakhila phir bhi hoga. Humari biwi parh likh kar humein 'Uncle' bulaye, yeh zyada behtar lagta hai."
(But your admission will still happen. I prefer it if my wife is educated when she calls me 'Unc'.)
He let go of her hands, but the warmth remained, branded into her skin deeper than the henna itself.
He turned to leave, pausing only to look back over his shoulder.
"Mehendi ka rang gehra charha hai. Lagta hai mohabbat dono taraf barabar ki hogi."
(The color of the henna is deep. It seems the love will be equal on both sides.)
As he walked away, y/n stood frozen, staring at her hands.
She hated him.
She definitely hated him.
But as she looked at the spot he had kissed, she realized that "Uncle" was going to be much harder to fight than she thought.
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Arjun Rampal ( as Iqbal) Fanfiction: An Ongoing List
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Spoiled princess
Nurse Sahiba
Major Iqbal x reader
Wild mistake?
Major Iqbal x reader (smut)
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You can be the boss, daddy
Blue jeans
Lafz aur lakeerein
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Major, oh my major
Lafz aur lakeerein (3)
Major Iqbal x Zehra
The eclipse of her grace
Farsooda
Operation desert bird
Before he knows
Major Iqbal x Esra
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In his own way
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Only of things I can't control
Stitches and secrets
What walks at night
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Battle of the Dads: A Dhurandhar Crackfic
"This seems completely unnecessary."
Three pairs of eyes swiveled to glare at Ajay Sanyal. "Shut up, infidel" Major Iqbal snarled, and Sanyal sighed. He'd never had high hopes about after-life but even he had never imagined it to turn out quite like this.
Rehman Dakait, who looked glorious and menacing as he had in life, held a 5kg weight in his palm. "Let's settle this then, once and for all" he drawled.
"I thought you'd learnt your lesson in life, but I can't say that I don't love the idea of killing you twice," laughed SP Aslam and grabbed his revolver. It was empty, but there were other ways to make a gun lethal.
Jameel and Aalam (or their real names: Venkat and Kanhaiya) instinctively sidled out of the way. It was no less than Sanyal expected of them, after all, they weren't combat specialists, theyâd been trained to avoid attracting attention to themselves first and foremost.
SP Aslam threw the first blow at Rehman, who ducked, causing the gun to strike Major Iqbal instead. In return, Iqbal headbutted the SP and Rehman used the distraction to punch the weight into his back. The two tall men toppled down. The SP caught Rehman by the Kameez and dragged him down. This resulted in all three of them brawling on the floor messily.
Seeming to be driven by instinct, Jameel fluttered over to their side and yelled encouragements, like an ardent fan cheering on their sports team, "SP, kya kar raha hai yaar, uska naak pakad ke kheech!" or "Rehman, mere bacche, mat chod uss kameene ko! Maar saale ko!" Mutely, Aalam looked at Sanyal in a "are you really not going to do anything about this?" way.
Sanyal was content to watch, mildly amused, until his cigarette burnt itself to cinders. Once that happened, the situation felt less entertaining.
For reasons unbeknownst to him, the large after-life chamber in which they were trapped closely resembled a dojo court, with a big gong hung at the end of the hall. He walked up to it, lifted the stick and brought it down with unceremonious force. The resulting sound was deafening and succeeded in stopping the mad brawl. The men peeled themselves off eachother and rose. The Major now had a bleeding nose, the SP was nursing his hand which bore teethmarks, only Rehman emerged graceful and unscathed.
"I will say it again. This is ridiculous." His eyes jumped from one man to the other, lethal killers and cold-blooded murderers. In life, they'd had so much strife, so many grievances they'd caused eachother, so many darn good reasons to fight with one another and yet for some unfathomably absurd reason, they'd now chosen this dumb reason to fight. "I can't believe I have to explain this again," he started again, slowly, pushing his glasses further up his nose, hoping that he could somehow bring sense to this senselessness. "But as I said before, Hamza doesn't belong to any one of you. He considered none of you his father. I can't believe this is even an argument."
"And why should we listen to you?" Rehman demanded, cocking his head to the side, "Who are you again?"
Iqbal answered before Sanyal could, "A filthy Indian." He spat. "Stay out of this Indian, this has nothing to do with you." Evidently believing he'd dealt with Sanyal effectively, Iqbal rounded on Rehman, "Rehman Bhai, you know how much respect I have for you. Your death had really saddened us all. But you must know that a lot has happened since your death. While I understand why you believe what you do, things have changed. Hamza willingly became my protege, my boy. I'm certain he looked up to me as a father. Why, from our first meeting itself, I believe we'd formed a close bond-"
"Looked up to you??" Rehman sounded incredulous. "Are you joking?? He hated you! After we came back from meeting you for the first time, he begged and pleaded me not to make a deal with you. He declared that you and your entire organization were rotten in the head!"
That seemed to hurt Iqbal a great deal, his mouth slanted downwards, which added to the absurdity of the situation.
"On the other hand," Rehman continued. "He always looked up to me and stayed at my side day and night for five years. When this fucker SP kidnapped me, do you know how feral Hamza became? He chopped off my cook's fingers and doused the SP's men in kerosene, which of you can say the same?" A wide smirk etched itself on Rehman's handsome face as his gaze roved over them, assured of his own victory.
"You are as mad in death as you were in life, Baloch," the SP laughed. "Did you forget how that ended? The boy teamed up with me and Suar Jamali to take your life, what is left for you to brag about?"
That seemed to be new information for Rehman, who turned his glare on Jameel, "You too?"
Jameel exaggeratedly quivered in his boots. "Rehman mere bacche, that's all so far back in the past now. And it's all semantics anyway. Like- did I help plan your death? Well if you were being technical about it, I suppose the answer is yes but-"
"Not. That" Rehman snarled impatiently and took a menacing step towards Jameel. "Are you trying to claim Hamza as well?"
"Claim?" Jameel started sweating and wiped his palms on his kameez. "As a son, you mean? Waise sochoon toh woh mera baccha hai hi. And he's my son-in-law, some would say that makes him closer to being my son than for all of you, right?"
All three of the Pakistani men, in complete synchronization, took a threatening step towards Jameel, who quivered and backed up against the wall.
"Some would say! Some would way!" Jameel held up his hands out in front of him, as if to ward them off. "I personally wouldn't. I personally think it's ridiculous. Hamza, my son? No no, not at all. I mean did you ever look at him? His biceps are the size of my head, who'd ever think of something so stupid?" He kept babbling and chuckling nervously.
The three men turned back to eachother. "As I was saying," the SP continued like nothing had transpired. "Hamza teamed up with me to kill you, Rehman. That should settle the debate."
"He killed all three of you," Sanyal felt compelled to point out. Nobody paid any attention to him.
"What's a little patricide between a father and son?" Rehman waved a dismissive hand. "I killed my father as well. And my mother too, for that matter."
"Me too," Iqbal agreed. "My father, I mean. I would never have killed my mother, she was an angel."
SP stared at them, eyes flicking from one to the other, seemingly at a loss on how to continue an argument about fatherhood when the participants had made peace with patricide.
"Besides," Iqbal continued, taking an indulgent tone like he was preaching to kindergarten students, "that argument is a moot point. Hamza has killed all three of us."
"He killed me too," Aalam agreed, joining the conversation for the first time.
"See, a wonderful case in point." Major Iqbal walked up to Aalam and slung a friendly arm around his shoulders, apparently having forgotten his hatred for Indian spies. "Hamza even killed Aalam Bhai, his fellow countryman with whom he'd shared close quarters for so long. That goes to prove that murder is no way to disprove Hamza's affection."
"He didn't kill me" Both Sanyal and Jameel said at the same time. Immediately, Jameel clapped his hands over his mouth and his eyebrows curled in regret of ever having spoken.
Rehman's attention turned to Sanyal once again, his sharp eyebrows knotting together, "You again? Tu hain kaun?"
"Hamza's..."Â Recruiter. Handler. Manipulator. "Mentor" He provided finally.
"Mentor" Rehman mocked, measuring Sanyal with his gaze. "In what, exactly?"
"Everything. The man you saw, the man he performed, it was all at my direction. Hamza was a man created by me, molded by me." This was stupid, he couldn't believe he was being drawn into this conversation. But stupider still was that, despite his better judgment, his argument was in earnest. Indignation filled him at the sight of these fuckers fighting over Hamza like they knew the tiniest thing about him. "Mera ladka hai woh. Mera babbar sher." The pride was loud and hard in his voice. Intelligence officers were meant to be detached from their agents, but Sanyal had always found it difficult to feign indifference towards Hamza. The boy had a way of gnawing his way into your heart and taking root. That same attachment had driven him to call the ISI Director that day, to negotiate for Hamza's release instead of leaving him to his fate.
"Tumhara babbar sher?" Rehman parroted, head still cocked to the side. "And tell me, O great mentor, what have you shared with Hamza? Have you played football with him? Have you seen him get drunk for the first time and taken care of him afterwards? Have you checked in on him when he got sick?"
Heat crawled up his face. "No," Sanyal admitted. "I haven't". No, he'd instead taken a broken, destroyed young man and buried him under layers of trauma to build him anew. He'd torn a loving boy from his family, not once but twice. That was something heâd always carry with him.
"No, I thought not." Rehman turned to the others. âI think weâve had enough discussion on what Hamza has done to and for us⌠The better question is what have you done for him?â
A pause. Then, âI helped him gain power and brought him to Bade Sahabâs notice,â Iqbal genuinely sounded convinced of his victory. âI also always made sure to express my pride and affection for him, unlike my own acidic father.â
âI schemed with him to make him King of Lyari,â SP answered.
âI married him to my daughter and did whatever he told me to do,â Jameel contributed obediently. They all turned to Aalam, who looked confused but replied, âI⌠taught him to make juice. I also always tried to be there for him, whenever he needed someone.â
Nostrils flaring, Rehman added his two paisa, âI gave him all the comforts he could desire, treated him like my own family. I rewarded him when he did well and taught him better when he didnât. I played football with him, dragged his drunken ass home with Uzair, and had soup delivered when he was sick.â Somehow, Sanyal didnât doubt that. Rehman struck him as a man terrible and loathsome to his enemies but deeply protective of his own. He wouldâve been good to Hamza. If only that goodness had extended to innocents on the other side of the border.
And therein lay the answer. Sanyal stepped down, closer to them, âI saved him from certain death, not once but twice. I gave him something to live for when heâd lost everything. And I canât say that I didnât care for him, he wasâŚâ His fingers twitched, itching for a cigarette, anything to ease the confession. âBut, thatâs not the whole of what I did to him, is it? No, I saved him, but I also sentenced him. I took a lost young man and reshaped him entirely; I threw him into the hellscape called Lyari, far from home, for twenty years and instructed him to walk through that fire alone.â Jameel met his gaze across the room, lips pursed. Aalamâs eyes were wide, unused to hearing such self-critical rants from his superior. It felt freeing, speaking the truth. What use did the dead have for lies?
âSo at the end of the day, I suppose thatâs what it comes down to. Not the best youâve done to Hamza, but the worst.â He raised his brows at them.
Rehman was the first to reply, mouth twisted, âI betrayed him.. I hurt his people⌠At the time, Iâd thought it was the Baloch he hated me for betraying, but it had been India.â
âIf I know him well, Iâd say it was both,â Aalam said. âHeâd come to care for the Baloch cause as well, it spoke to him.â Taking a deep breath, Aalam lifted his head, âOn his first night in Lyari, Iâd left him on the road, at the mercies of Babu Dakaitâs men.â The confession was old with regret. Sanyal nodded, Aalam had conveyed this to him in their first briefing after Hamza reached him. Aalam had narrated the incident with cold facts, as he was trained to do, but Sanyal had felt nauseated all the same at the prospect of Jaskirat having to endure sexual violence, especially after everything his sisters had undergone. The daughters thrown to the wolves by the judicial system, heâd thought then, and the son thrown by me.
âI used him to gain power in Lyari,â Jameel said. Of all of them, heâd probably inflicted the least pain on Hamza.
The SP looked skeptical, âI taught him to be too smart and maneuver too well.â The rest of them shot him looks. âAnd I suppose there was that time I planned to murder him, and that other time I threatened to pimp him out?â
Major Iqbalâs face twisted in a grimace, âI stabbed him in the back, but he deserved it really, Iâm sure he understood. Itâs not like I tried to kill him, well⌠not till the end atleast.â
Sanyal was incredulous, âDidnât you wrap chains around his head and drag him around? Those marks still havenât healed!â
âWell, he was no fairy to me either, he gave me the worst death amongst everyone here. None of the rest of you lost limbs to Hamza, right?â Major Iqbal looked around at the others for confirmation, they shook their heads in assent. âSee? Hamza and I were just more intense to each other. Maybe because-â
âDonât say itâs because of your deep bond,â The SP said, throwing up his hands. âFor fuckâs sake, you know what? I actually give up on this. Itâs clear that all of you are fucked in the head and have no idea what a healthy father-son relationship looks like. Why did I even think this would be a sane argument when two of you have offed your own fathers?â
âI would have you know I was a great father to my sons,â Rehman countered.
âAnd I to my daughter,â Major Iqbal added. He turned to Rehman, âRehman Bhai, now that the SP has given up, why donât you as well? You already have two sons and Uzair as well, why do you want Hamza too? Canât you leave him to me, for old timeâs sake?â
âAre we still having this discussion?â Sanyal could not believe his ears. His persuasion skills were usually top notch, heâd really started to think heâd gotten through to them.
âYes, ofcourse,â Major Iqbal raised one hand in a âisnât that obvious?â gesture.
âNo way, the SP might be a loser, but Iâm not. Hamza is mine.â Whatever introspection had been surfacing in Rehman had now been tugged back down, leaving him with his trademark confidence.
âSabhash, mere bacche,â Jameel cheered. When Sanyal shot him a look, he meekly justified, âI have gotten invested now. There has to be a winner.â
âLetâs go then, you, me and the bald man.â Iqbal needlessly shrugged off his shirt.
âMe? Why me?â Sanyal asked.
âAre you saying you want to withdraw your claim on Hamza?â
âNever,â he declared before better sense could prevail. He held up his fists, readying for combat for the first time in many years. They gathered into a Mexican standoff position, each facing two opponents. There were worse reasons to fight, he supposed, like religion. âAnd his name is Jaskirat! Not Hamza!â
Suddenly, a new, confused voice spoke and they all jumped. âJaskirat?â
There, in a dark corner of the dojo court, sat a tall man with a turban, clad in an army uniform. How did none of them notice him earlier? âAre you all talking about my son, Jaskirat?â
Realization broke. In uncharacteristic unity, all six of them turned to glare at the new claimant.
In the end, none of them won.