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TJ/Lychee | 24 | They/Them | Main: @enderpearlgurl13 | Icon from this Picrew: https://picrew.me/image_maker/1014150

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💞🎶Oh, your love is sunlight~~🎶💞

Hey there! I'm TJ (they/them), and I made this blog to gush about my f/os and infodump about my self-inserts/ocs!

BYF/DNI

I'm an adult. I'll try to avoid posting straight-up nsfw stuff but I'll tag anything suggestive as "minors don't look"

I follow from @enderpearlgurl13

I selfship both for fun and to cope with trauma. Part of coping for me involves maladaptive daydreams where I fantasize about my s/is and f/os

I also selfship with ocs, but I don't have them listed because I don't feel comfortable sharing them. It's nothing personal

A lot of these ships occur in AUs. I will provide background information if prompted

I also make furry designs of characters. If you don't want to see them block the "furry au" tag

I'm a part of the Multimedia System/the Botnet, and some of the other alters are also selfshippers. While this blog is mainly for my own use I can't guarantee that the others won't hop on occasionally

I am critical about the fandoms I engage in, and don't condone the negative actions that the source author/any characters have done. If you're still uncomfortable with interacting that's ok, but don't send anon hate or attack/shame me

I primarily post about Pokemon, Project Moon, Space Colony, and Stardew Valley; there might be a few other fandoms I forgot to list here. I will tag the fandoms accordingly but you might not want to follow if you're troubled by these fandoms

You can follow if you're younger than 15 but please don't DM me unless you're asking for something to be tagged/you're letting me know someone I reblogged from is a bad person/I followed first (although I try to stick to following people around my age range)

The usual DNI applies here: no terfs, no ace exclusionists, no proshippers, no n@zis/Trump supporters, etc.

My S/Is

Employee O1395 aka Lee (Lobotomy Corporation / Library of Ruina): They/them, captain of the Welfare Team and Chesed's right-hand human(?), soft-spoken but can take charge when needed. Often found near Punishing Bird's containment chamber, wears the Pink EGO set and is not afraid to use it

Limbusverse Lee (Limbus Company): They/them, a totally different character compared to O1395. Has no memory of Lobotomy Corporation or the Library, and tags along with the Sinners on the quest for the Golden Boughs in an attempt to unlock their memories. Usually quiet and contemplative, but has no qualms with speaking their mind to defend their beliefs or actions. Their laid-back demeanor is merely a well-crafted facade

Farmer Lychee (Stardew Valley): They/them, just a leetle creacher, a half-cryptid farmer. A master fisherman who always has their trusty chicken Chubba by their side

Farmer Kien (Stardew Valley): He/they, stinky trash man homewrecker. Full-blooded Cryptid with mental manipulation and time-jumping abilities who can and will use them at the slightest inconvenience. Lychee's older cousin from their dad's side

Trainer Ender (Pokemon GO): They/she, member of Team Mystic. Very casual trainer who enjoys catching Pokemon and hatching eggs, not one for battling unless they have to. Their ace is a shiny Porygon-Z named EternalBlue

Lee (Pokemon BW): They/them, a part-time cashier in Gear Station that lives in Anville Town. They're not a registered trainer and have no interest in battling, though they do have several rescued Pokemon living with them. They have a service Absol named Angel that helps with their PTSD and anxiety

Relationship Tags and F/Os

💍Safety and Welfare💍: O1395 x Chesed x Netzach (Lobotomy Corporation, romantic)

Snake Charmer: O1395 and Yesod (Lobotomy Corporation, platonic rivalry)

That's That and This is This: O1395 and Roland (Library of Ruina, platonic/romantic?)

Woven by Fate: O1395 and Yan Vismok (Library of Ruina, queerplatonic)

Weathering the Storms: Limbusverse Lee and Heathcliff (Limbus Company, even I don't know what they have going on)

Birds of a Feather: Limbusverse Lee, Sinclair, and Yi Sang (Limbus Company, platonic)

💍Feel the Smoke and Waves💍: Lychee x Sebastian x Elliott (Stardew Valley, romantic)

Dungeon Crawlers: Lychee and Abigail (Stardew Valley, platonic)

Ruffled Feathers: Lychee and Shane (Stardew Valley, platonic rivals/lovers)

Cure for Lovesickness: Lychee and Harvey (Stardew Valley, platonic/romantic)

Sibling Rivalry: Lychee and Sam (Stardew Valley, familial, unofficial siblings)

Lost and Found: Lychee and Kent (Stardew Valley, familial, unofficial child)

💍Rewrite the Books💍: Kien x Jodi (Stardew Valley, romantic, AU)

One with Nature: Kien and Linus (Stardew Valley, platonic)

Two Tracks Yet One Destination: PokemonBW!Lee, Ingo and Emmet (queerplatonic crush)

Burning Love: Ender x Arlo (Pokemon GO, romantic)

Rocky Road: Ender and Cliff (Pokemon GO, platonic)

💍A Timeless Tale💍: Adaman (Pokemon Legends Arceus, romantic)

Zap Out of It!: Melli (Pokemon Legends Arceus, rivals with benefits)

Familiar Stranger: Lee and Ingo (Pokemon Legends Arceus, platonic/romantic?, AU)

Breaking the Ice: Gaeric (Pokemon Legends Arceus, familial, mentor)

Space Cowgirl: Tami (Space Colony, familial, mentor)

It's Just Rocket Science: Nikolai (Space Colony, familial, mentor)

[Pending selfship tag]: Wilson (Don't Starve)

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See him cutes

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Sighs as I add yet another fictional man onto the list.

I am Not Immune to the Gentleman Scientist

[rotruff]

Do you plan on marrying your f/o?

Yes! I'm planning to very soon!

Yes, I'm waiting for a certain amount of time / other first though

Maybe, I'm not sure yet. Love takes time

Not really, I love my f/o but I'm happy as is

Other / Huion Inspiroy RTS-300

Voting ended onMay 7

cr - sisterlucifergraphics , proship + adjacent dni and don't repost

[kruxband]

if you selfship with a racist character, ESPECIALLY a character who's a nazi or klansman or colonizer, i'm just assuming you're racist too

"but they have a character arc-" "but the story handles dark themes-" "but they're fictional-"

and that's where the issue lies. for YOU, racism is just fictional set dressing for your favorite fictional racist

but for so many of us in the selfship community, it's real. it's so so so so SO real. we have to deal with it every single day of our fucking lives. and when we go home and just want to daydream about our F/Os, we STILL have to deal with it too!!!! even when we think we're in a safe space built around love, we STILL see racism!!!! oh my fucking god!!!!

no character is """"hot"""" enough to justify racism. no amount of half-baked excuses can cover your racist bullshit. just stop it. we're all so fucking tired

[aprilshowers-selfship]

I'm feeling crazy about dinosaurs again...reblog with your s/i or f/o and I'll assign them a dinosaur 🦕

proshippers do not interact please!

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OUGHHHHH dinosaurs... I love me some dinos and related theropods

Tosses these two your way (the character on the right is supposed to be a representation of my s/i)

[sacred-portal]

[dreamersofcolor]

for lesbian/wlw self shippers of color, i understand how frustrating it can be, to be perceived in ways by other people that aren't fair to you or your identity. whether the world thinks you're too masculine, too feminine, too neither, too dark, too loud, too confident-- your f/os don't care about any of that, because they love you because of all of those things, not in spite of them!

femmes, your f/os are always taking the initiative to make sure you're taken care of: from chivalrous acts and sweeping romantic gestures from your butches showing you just how special and beautiful you are to shopping dates and glamorous outings with your fellow femmes and being able to enjoy the world and all it has to offer with all of your f/os that might fall somewhere in between!

butches, your f/os can't help but feel utterly enraptured with you and the way you navigate the world so confidently: they coyly hook their finger through your belt loop or the carabiner affixed to it and yank you in for a kiss, smile as they button up your dress shirt for a formal date and tell you how handsome you look, and are more than ready to stand up for you when people try to give you shit!

and for everyone who falls somewhere outside of those labels, don't think i'm counting you out either! wherever you fall, whatever you look like, and however you present, your f/os are just happy that they're able to wake up with you every day and spend the day with someone so perfect for them 💟

div. cred

[throughpatchesofviolet]

Another lovely Heathlock commission from my dear friend @ariados, based on this fic! As always, thank you so much for drawing my lovelies ~

[cursed-casanova]

hey selfship community? Can we talk for a minute? why are you embarrassed to love a fictional character for your own comfort that you have to hide behind Japanese terms because it sounds "cooler"? because it sounds more "mysterious"? you know you're being an orientalist piece of shit and not doing yourself any favors by being ashamed of a hobby that brings you joy?

[selfship-writer-support]

Since so many self ship writers have expressed feeling discouraged, we've decided to make a blog to try and counter that! Though we only have a couple of mods, we're determined to try and help writers in self ship feel more supported. If you're a self shipper who writes fics for your ships, consider checking us out! We'd love to support you.

[Divider credit goes to @/throughpatchesofviolet.]

[throughpatchesofviolet]

Promo Me for International Women's Day?

⏳ Happy International Women's Day! I'm Sherlock (She/Her), and I'm hoping to meet people who may share my interests!

⏳ I've been shifting my blog to be more focused on talking about my OCs and their relationships with canon characters, but I do self ship!

⏳ My main romantic fave is Heathcliff (Limbus Company), but--in keeping with the day--I themed my promo around my main platonic faves: Outis, Ryōshū, Ishmael, and Don Quixote (Limbus Company)!

⏳ My main project is to rewrite Limbus to include the OCs my friends and I have created as we've played through the game, so you'll likely see me post about it--as well as excerpts I want to share.

⏳ Please read my carrd before following!

[h3xt0r]

We need more ships where it's romantic for one half and platonic for the other and both parties are aware and ok with this

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hello all i am sharing new templates that i have found on twt! these are by manjiroomf, if you're on twt please support them there :]

[throughpatchesofviolet]

12 Days of Self Ship - “Tranquility”

Synopsis: Heathcliff grapples with questions about his past ... and his future.

Ship: The Adventure of Wuthering Heights

Words: ~840

Warnings: religious references

I often found myself alone—I wasn’t close to any of the others, and I liked having time to myself, so it didn’t bother me too much. I’d find somewhere quiet, settle down, and busy myself with cleaning my shotgun, my thoughts drifting to the same old questions I’d asked dozens of times before as I listened to the rumbling of distant explosions.

Today, I’d perched myself atop a ridge, one leg crossed over the other as I gazed out at the ruined landscape I begrudgingly called home. Everywhere I looked, there was only red—the cracked pavement, the crumbling skyscrapers, the tangled lines of barbed wire … all of it was stained crimson. Whether it was from the bloodshed or the blaze of the setting sun, I couldn’t tell, but, whatever the answer, it changed nothing.

This was hell. Or something like it.

I laid my shotgun across my lap, reaching my left hand into one of the pouches clipped to my waist to retrieve a cloth. As for my right arm … I tried not to think too much about it.

It was just easier that way.

My mind started to wander as I began wiping down the barrel of my gun—again, those irritating questions surfaced. Why did I accept that deal? To forget … but to forget what? Something I’d done? Something that’d been done to me? Or was it not a something I wanted to forget, but rather a someone?

I grit my teeth, trying to ignore the ache in my chest—yes, it had been a someone. That much I knew. But just knowing that drew forth a new question, one that threatened to drive me mad.

Who? Who was it that I’d so desperately wanted to forget? And why? Why did I want to forget them? No … not them … her. Yes, I wanted to forget her. But who was she?

It had something to do with that ring—the one that hung from a cord around my neck. Sometimes, I wanted to throw the damn thing away, but I just couldn’t. I couldn’t bring myself to abandon the only reminder of my past, no matter how much I wanted to forget.

My swirling thoughts were interrupted by the gentle beating of wings, and the ache in my chest slowly faded, replaced by a new, warm sensation that made my face flush.

The angel—for that’s what she was—settled down beside me, her translucent wings brushing against my back and sending a delightful shiver up my spine. I risked a glance in her direction as she crossed her legs, laying a large, opulent bow across her lap. She emitted a soft, white glow, and I watched as the pavement beneath her trembled, blades of green poking through the cracks, struggling to reclaim the fallen earth.

 Without a word, she began to restring her bow, and my eyes followed her gloved hands as she worked. There was no need for us to exchange greetings, or anything else, for that matter. I doubted we’d be able to understand each other, anyway—we spoke two different tongues, she of the blessed, and me of the damned. It was an unbridgeable gap.

Or so I’d thought.

Even without words, I found she had much to say.

Her wings would brush against me whenever my mind started to drift back to those maddening questions, drawing me back to the present.

I’m here.

Her piercing blue eyes would catch mine whenever I hunched in on myself, and she’d frown, tilting her head slightly.

Are you alright?

Her hand would gently cup my chin, turning my gaze toward her whenever I tried to hide my face, and she’d smile as she observed the blush coloring my cheek before leaning to place a light, feathery kiss against my temple.

I love you.

Perhaps it was foolish of me to think an angel could love someone as broken as me. Perhaps she didn’t feel that way at all.

But if that were true, why would she treat me this way? What other reason could she have to extend such warmth and affection to a sinner? Was it because I’d saved her? Was she hoping to save me in return?

My brow furrowed, and I felt her eyes on me. She’d finished stringing her bow, and was now focused solely on me—I could already feel my face heating up, but I kept my head down, staring at the shotgun resting in my lap.

Even if she did love me, I couldn’t love her back. To do so would only put her in danger. If I allowed myself to love her, then the last shell of that gun would …

I stiffened as the angel leaned her head on my shoulder, and I glanced at her in disbelief. She looked peaceful, her eyes closed as she nuzzled into me, and I slowly relaxed.

It’ll be okay.

My lips twitched. Yeah. Everything would be fine. For now, at least.

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Collapses into bed the moment I walk through the door. Aughhhh I'm so tired and I just want to curl up under my winter blanket with my f/os...

[crybaby-selfships]

god i love self shippers. genuinely the coolest people in the whole world. i love hearing about peoples self ships and seeing self ship art and just knowing how hard people go for silly fictional characters. i love you self shippers, please never stop self shipping