vie

trying to make it through

[lovelyluiza]

[semisweet-stars]

throam ryan ross was a tortured poet

[tiredfuckery]

wish I was like you, blue eyed blondie, perfect body

[b33zsk1nny-deactivated20220815]

“nothing tastes as good as skinny feels”

— lol i still really like this quote, idk it hits differently

[g1rlykcals]

[railthinangel]

In 2 weeks you'll feel it

In 4 weeks you'll see it

In 8 weeks you'll hear it

[sowhatimded]

[sk3l3t0n-slxtt]

i want to show them how bad i can get.

[heavyemptyheart]

Sometimes I get this overwhelming urge to light a match and set everything on fire. As the smoke escapes my cracked lips and my fingers shake with the badly lit cigarette between my two fingers, I imagine what it’d be like to watch as everything I claim to love burns to ashes. This city is too quiet. 
This city judges me. 
This city doesn’t feel like home. 
What even is home to me anymore? 
In my bubble of self-destruction, I even imagine myself amidst the flames. Hot, fiery lava just erupting out of my fragile bones leaving debris in every corner I turn. As the embers crackle in the air, I imagine myself thinking, “finally some noise in this dead city.” So I scream as loud as my decaying lungs let me and thrust my arms up to the sky. Then, I take a step out of the demolition and watch. 
Watch as everything I’ve ever known and could never get myself to love, burns to a tiny pile of ash. I pick it up with two shaking hands and lather it all over my body. 
“Finally”,
 I think, “some colour in this dead soul.”

homesick | @heavyemptyheart (via heavyemptyheart)

[promisesofamazing]

And if you’re going to love me, you need to know that I am a complete mess. I cry whenever someone raises their voice and I always think that I’m never good enough because in the past that’s been the case. I cry whenever I start to even remotely think about my future because I don’t know who I am without this sadness and I don’t think I’m ever going to get better. I love animals way too much so I’m always bringing strays home. I get attached way too easily and I don’t know how to keep a conversation going. There’s days when everything is too much and I won’t speak to a single soul so please don’t take offense when I don’t return your calls. I come with a lot of baggage so you should know that I am no ray of sunshine and I am not made of fairy dust and everything pink and sunny. I am made of heartache, tears and sadness. If you’re going to love me, you should know that I open up way to easily and it leaves me with nothing for myself and that hurts. I let people take pieces of me whenever they decide to leave so I’m hoping that you won’t do that. As much of a realist that I am, I love romance. I don’t believe in a prince saving me, but I do believe in unicorns and ghosts. I always say my favorite color is blue, but if you ask me why I don’t have a happy meaning for it. I haven’t been to my father’s grave since the day we put him in the ground and that eats away at me. Holidays are always hard even though I always have a smile on my face. If you ask me what’s wrong more than likely I’ll say that nothing is wrong and that I am in fact fine. This is far from the truth. I am never fine, but there are days when I’m okay and if you can’t understand that then you should not be telling me you love me. I’m scared of love and what it does to people so if at times I push you away I am sorry. So I guess what I’m trying to say if that I am no picnic in the park and I hope that you can still say you love me. I am not for everyone, but I hope I am for you.

Deeply Feeling Series // via promisesofamazing (via promisesofamazing)

[jung-koook]

summary of taehyung in 2019; 951230 - happy birthday! I wish you to be happy and stay healthy always! 💜💜💜

[multiplydeath]

like / reblog if you use

[deep-dark-fears]

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[dreaminterlude]

the cutest fluffiest pumpkin ever ^0^

[mockiato-deactivated20200315]

From the moment a child is born, they crave touch. They want to be held, not just to eat, but for safety, for warmth, for comfort, for affection–for love. A newborn will show preference in who they want to be held by, especially when they’re tired or sick or scared. We are born ready to be loved. Our first need is to be cared for, to be fed and changed, and held. To learn that we are loved.

Don’t let anyone, anyone tell you have to be able to love yourself before you can be loved. You were born ready to be loved wholly, and having self-esteem issues or a mental illness doesn’t make you any less lovable.

You don’t need to fulfill any condition. You are worth loving. You deserve to be loved, and have deserved to be loved since the moment you were born. You are worth loving.

[chacha-slideintoyourheart]

Rocky: What happens to the car if you press the break and the accelerator at the same time?

Moonbin: It takes a screenshot

Eunwoo: Get out both of you

[chacha-slideintoyourheart]

Rocky: What happens to the car if you press the break and the accelerator at the same time?

Moonbin: It takes a screenshot

Eunwoo: Get out both of you