doctorum manes.

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    Elisha whimpered against Fiona’s mouth. She wrapped her arms around the blonde and gripped her butt. She smiled against her lips then kissed her with a passion. she slid her hands down and touched Fiona’s butt, giving it a good squeeze as well.

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Fiona made a sound when her backside was groped, sliding one leg between Elisha's and slid it between her legs. She had no idea what she was doing, but she was going to wing it. She kissed her again before breaking for breath, her hands going to her face. 

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     Elisha whimpered and pushed her chest forward towards Fiona’s hands. she leaned forward and kissed her again, making sure to meet her half way. She slid her thumbs against Fiona’s nipples then moved in so their breasts were pressed together. She slid her arms over Fiona’s shoulders and kissed her again.

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  Fiona dropped her hands and got her arms around the other woman when their bodies were pressed together, kissing her with fervor. She had kissed a woman before, but anything sexual was new territory. Her whole body was sensitive and she felt hot all of the time. She moved her hands down the other woman's back, pulling her closer. 

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     Elisha let out another low moan when Fiona groped her again. She returned the favor and gave Fiona’s breasts a squeeze. “I haven’t either… but… its fun.” She moved a little closer to Fiona, then leaned forward and… her lips touched Fiona’s for a second, just a second. She pulled back and smiled shyly, her fingers went back to moving against Fiona’s breasts

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Fiona made a sound when she did that, shifting a bit into her hands. She reached out and gave hers a squeeze again. "It is entertaining," she whispered and then kissed her when their lips touched; something felt different and she smiled a bit. She kept giving her breasts a squeeze before leaning in to kiss her again. 

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     Elisha looked down when Fiona gripped her breast. She moaned just softly then slid her hand forward and gripped Fiona’s breast. She sunk her teeth into her lower lip. “I’m liking this.” She laughed a little uneasily. She gave her breast a squeeze again then rubbed her thumbs against her nipples.

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  Fiona made a soft sound when Elisha's hand went to her breast and nipple. Her body was extra sensitive these days and she really didn't have a clue why, but she wasn't going to question this. "Well ... I've never done this before," she said, giving Elisha's breast another grope. She tucked her lower lip between her teeth, curious to hear that sound again.

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     Elisha settled down next to her then looked over at her and started to laugh. “I did enjoy it.” She reached over and took Fiona’s hand, then brought it back onto her breast. “You can do it any time you’d like.” She smirked at her, she hadn’t been laid in some time, so she… admittedly was a little… excited or, well she was looking for that sort of attention.

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  Fiona had flirted with women before and in her line of work, had even kissed a few for tips. But she had never gone so far to actually sleep with one. So this was new territory for her. She blushed as Elisha moved her hand to her breast and then experimentally gave it a squeeze. "I will keep that in mind. You're welcome to give mine a squeeze while youre at it." 

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     Elisha watched Fiona sit up and laughed a little bit. She pushed her hair back out of her face and stared at her. “Uh… I was crossing the street in New York City, and then…” She beckoned to herself. She laid back down and stretched, finding it hard to be ashamed of her own body. “And the whole boob thing, s’alright, I kinda liked it.” She was kidding… right?

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   Fiona looked over at her when she said that, raising a brow. "Ow," she didn't know what else to say. She settled back in under the sheet and looked over at her. She laughed off the boob thing and waved a hand. "Good, I like my boob groping to be enjoyed, otherwise it would be awkward." She was teasing but was she? Curiosity swept through her and a blush. 

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   Elisha just barely stirred. She felt the hand on her breast, and even drew her hand down to set on top and encourage a squeeze. She whimpered slightly then dropped  her hand and her eye lids fluttered open. She looked at the other female then stretched her legs out and sighed. “Morning.” She mumbled. She rubbed her eyes then thought about it for a moment. Her eyes snapped open and she looked over at Fiona.

   ”Fee?!” She blinked a few times. “Oh my god.” She stretched out then sat up and looked around. “Oh… my god.” She turned bright red before laying back and laughing loudly. “S’a turn of events.” She turned her head and looked at the other female, then reached out and slid her fingers through her hair.

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   Fiona heard the voice and sat up, holding the sheet up to her bare body. She felt her face turning read before looking at the woman next to her. Her cousins first love and that was awkward. She slowly stretched out and slid a hand over her abdomen, smiling a bit. "Uh, yeah, completely," she said and turned to look at her. "Sorry about your boob ... " she couldn't help but laugh a little bit. Of course they were both in bodies not their own -- that's the only explanation for it. "So uh -- what happened ... " 

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He wrapped his arms around Dark and moved himself on top of him, then pressed a kiss to his lips, repeatedly. “Should I keep seducing you?” He teased him. He touched his cheek then kissed him slowly, passionately one more time. “Its extremely exhausting.” He rolled himself over to lay next to him then wrapped his arms around Dark’s waist and closed his eyes. “I think we deserve rest.” He mumbled, before he dozed.

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Dark shifted a bit when DDL's body shifted on top of him. He let his fingers crawl across the man's back with a smirk. He kissed him back, languidly and closed his eyes a bit. "Mmm, you should if you like, but I think you will need energy for that," he teased and shifted with him when he moved. He shifted and stretched, getting comfortable. "Mhm," he commented and dozed off. 

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Hours later, the soft tissue of a breast was felt underneath a hand. "Unnggh," the voice mumbled and opened their eyes. Blonde hair was in her face and inwardly Dark's voice groaned. "Shut up, Bryn," she mumbled, resting her cheek back down again. Again, the breast thing hadn't registered yet.

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    “What if I am trying to seduce you?” He joked. He climbed into bed, getting under the blankets then wrapping his bare body around and against Dark’s. “And she wasn’t sure due to her… betrayal.” He mumbled. He kissed him on the lips repeatedly and smiled contently before resting against him. “It feels good to have you in my arms.”

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    "Then seduce away," he teased and once they were both in bed, the TARDIS dimmed the lights immediately. He shifted and looked over at him when he said that. "As if betrayal can stop the heart from feeling, hm?" he looked at him, making sure to look in his eyes when he said it. He kissed him repeatedly and grinned a bit. "And it's good to be here. You know, having women in our head is exhausting." 

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    He smiled and took his hands with his own then led him down the hallway. “I know that, she… wasn’t so sure.” He joked a little, but it was true. Elisha hadn’t known one way or another, wasn’t sure… had been wary. He led Dark to their bedroom then started to strip himself out of his clothes. “Sleep naked?” He glanced over at Dark and gave him a wicked smile.

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    "Don't know how she couldn't be. I told her before she left. It wasn't like we broke up hating each other," he commented and let himself be lead. He got into the bedroom and looked at him getting undressed. "Hmm, if I weren't so tired, I'd say you were trying to seduce me," he teased and undressed himself. He climbed into bed and got under the blankets, stretching out. 

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     He reached out and grabbed Bryn by the shoulder, turned him around and planted one on him. He wrapped his arms around him and held the kiss. “Don’t ever feel like that again.” He murmured, as he slowly pulled back. “Don’t you ever feel like your emotions don’t matter, that you shouldn’t let your humanity back in. I love you.” He murmured. He kissed him again. “We love you.” His own voice and Elisha’s came out of his mouth in unison. “Come lay with me.”

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   He allowed himself to be grabbed and stepped forward, kissing him back and letting his arm drift around the man before him. Dark knew that his humanity was a fault, a weakness to a degree. However, with Lachlan and Elisha around, he would have no choice but to let it back in. "I love you too and you know that," he murmured, touching his face. "Both of you. You know it. You should." He nodded some. "Lead the way." 

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    “I would’ve died.” He stated, fairly flatly. “He’d have taken me away. You know my home life was miserable. I would’ve never found you again. I’d still be this, and you’d be human, ‘alive' as you say.” He pursed his lips. “You are alive. I don't… think you get that. You may not be in your original body, but Bryn, you are so alive. You’ve lived beyond death and thrived, even.” He rubbed his cheek. “I…” He sighed heavily. “I need to go lay down.”

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   Dark said nothing to this, now feeling as though he should not have voiced this opinion at all. Every innocent thing that had once been Bryn was no longer alive -- at least not to him. "Okay, so maybe it is wrong," he answered him. "But I wish it erased only if so my mother would not have had to live through that tragedy." He shrugged. "But there is a version of me human and out there somewhere, so she doesn't really. Need me. So it's folly." His feelings were definitely folly. It's what happened when he let his humanity in. "I'm sorry I brought this up. Just. It's what happens when there are too many human souls inside one head." He reached out to touch his cheek. "I'll leave you to it," he commented quietly; turning to leave. 

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   ”So you don’t feel anything towards her? Other than despair?” He shook his head. “Be honest, Bryn.” He closed his eyes when their forehead pressed together. “Would you have rather lived? Would you have rather been Bryn while I died and became this?” That hurt. That really, really hurt. 

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   "I didn't say that," he said and looked at him. "I love her, yes." And he looked over at him when he said that, narrowing his eyes. "I didn't say that either. Would you have died if I had lived, Lachlan? Would things have been like this if I had actually lived? Probably not. We would be alive." He waved a hand. "But there's no point in thinking about things like that. I can't change them. She can't either. I'm not mad about it, okay, I'm human in here. I sometimes think about what it would have been like if we had lived." He waved a hand. "That's not awful, is it?" 

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    “Its difficult, with a personality that’s this… strong.” He furrowed his brows. “I don’t have the experience you do.” He shook his head and slid his fingers against Dark’s face. “You understand that she never stopped loving you, right?” He kissed his forehead. “And you looked relieved to see her gone…” He furrowed his brows, finding it hard to keep tears back - she really was screwing him all up. “I’m sorry.”

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    "I can help you," he said and leaned into the touch of his hands. When he said that, he gave a nod. "Yeah, I know." He listened and he shook his head for a second, watching him. "I am for the moment. I am still deciphering how I feel about what she said. That doesn't mean I want her gone permanently." He reached up and slid his hands over his face. "Look at me, c'mere." He stepped in and rested his forehead to Lachlans. "It's just hard, okay. To hear that I could have lived. And not been murdered, it was hard to hear." 

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    He frowned at Dark’s reaction. He sighed heavily then reached out and touched his cheek. “Perhaps I should take her out of my body? We can drop her off… somewhere.” He shrugged then looked at the food. he took a piece and nibbled on it, then kissed his cheek. “I’ll do that… actually.”

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    Dark looked up and shook his head. "No, do not do that," he said quietly, and looked him over. "She is feeling guilty, she will come around soon. I will let her be until then." He watched him for a moment. "Can you not mute her? So your own emotions aren't affected by hers?" he reached out and touched DDL's face before leaning in to kiss his cheek in return. "I am not angry with her, just ... thinking about how different things would have been."  

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    Elisha insisted in his head to cook, so when Lachlan got to the kitchen, he turned back into Elisha… and she made Bryn’s favorite food, just the way she remembered how he’d loved it, the way she used to make it all the time for him when he spent the night.

    With the sound of Bryn’s voice, the body changed back. She fled back into the depths of DDL’s mind, and once more - he was Lachlan. “Hmm? I just…” he beckoned to the food on the counter. “Uh, was cooking.”

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   He considered the food on the counter and raised a brow at it, giving Lachlan a strange look. He had never told him about this meal or how he had liked it, he didn't eat much these days and if he did, it wasn't this. So there's no way Lachlan could have cooked this -- he knew it was her. "So she's hiding from me. Just as well, I suppose," he said quietly and reached for the plate, offering him a piece of it. "It's good, I swear. Doesn't necessarily look it, but it is." 

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    He stood there silently for a moment, then leaned forward and kissed him on the lips. “I’m not sure I believe you. So this is going to be difficult, the whole… female-in-my-head thing.” He nodded. “Probably a good idea.” He cleared his throat. “DG seems to be getting antsy, wanting him to wake up.” He nodded then turned and walked for the kitchen. He could feel the panic from Elisha, and it was overwhelming him.

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   "I just don't know how to feel is all," he answered honestly and looked at him. "That's how I feel with Fiona. Although -- she's more sad than anything else." He kissed him back and pressed his hand to his face. "Yes, I know, I'm going to have Emrys come check on him again." He licked his lips and tilted his head a little to look at him while he walked away. Dark did as he said -- going to check on Cefin and calling Emrys. Several hours later finding himself in the kitchen. "Coming along?"