I'm not sure if I can balance my life out anymore...
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@munipulationofthemind
I'm not sure if I can balance my life out anymore...
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He watches on as Hashirama makes peace with Madara and he feels the light of the strongest sun dissipating, following the black flame to god knows where⦠No more fighting, no more Senju vs Uchiha. It was done. Over.
This time, their souls will pass into the Pure Land. Soon, Tobirama shall follow suit.
He wonders how nice and peaceful it would be to sit with Hiruzen, to tell the boy his student just how proud he was and to hear Saruās many stories⦠especially that one of the Uchiha being wiped out. Thereās just so many things he wants to say (and know) but did not have time before.
Except,
He found himself kneeling over the pile of white ash that was his brother. Madaraās body was there too but Tobirama no longer cared. He looked over his hands: There are no more lines and he can feel his beating heart.
Heās hurting. ā Why is this happening⦠ā he mumbles. Weird that it wasnāt even a questionā¦
Tobirama doesnāt need to look up to see the shock faces of Kakashi, Naruto, Sakura, and Sasuke. He feels the disturbance in their chakra fairly well. There are vestiges of pity swimming near his Tundra. Naruto is the first one to come nearer but Kakashi stops him. Tobirama just needs⦠some timeā¦
How odd the sight playing before the eyes of several. No more fighting, not much left to see. Yet they all reveled in he moment where the body of Madara lay next to the ash.Ā
What was going on? Why was it going on?Ā
It was possible that no one knew he was one of the few people watching the occurrence. Alongside that of Kakashi, Naruto, Sakura, and Sasuke. Sai was there his jaw loose in awe. Dark orbs settling on the scene before snapping back into the reality.Ā
He could always feel confusion, but any other reaction was forced, or learned...robotic. But this reaction of confusion was genuine. Before his expression turned to its usual stoic self.Ā
saisbrothershin:
Shin was locked in battle with their target. His giant shuriken sent up sparks as it clashed against the Iwa spyās sword over and over. She was very good at kenjutsu and even better at espionageāwhich was why she had been marked for assassination as soon as Konoha realized she was a double agent.
His brotherās voice cut through Shinās concentration. āNii-sanā¦ā the boy cried, his voice filled with quiet desperation. The child had been looking for an opening to join the fight when a second, unseen opponent attacked him.
Horrified, Shin watched in his peripheral vision as his brother crumpled to the ground. Blood poured out of the boyās exposed stomach. This was Shinās worst nightmare: his brother was in mortal danger, and Shin couldnāt reach him.
Summoning all of his strength, Shin swung his great shuriken in a powerful arc. The Iwa shinobiās head toppled from her shoulders. Her body fell, spraying Shin with blood. The scream from the second attacker left no doubt that Shin had just killed the love of his life.
The Iwa man lifted his sword over Shinās brother to kill him in revenge. But before he could, the older boy flung the giant shuriken, infusing it with his chakra. It spun right through the man. The two halves of him crashed immediately to the ground.
āOtouto,ā Shin panted. He ran to his brother, lifted the gore-covered weapon back onto his own shoulders, and then turned the boy over. How much of this blood was the manās and how much was Shinās brotherās? Shin poured water from a flask over the boyās wound to clean it. The blood flowed right back out like a river.
Shinās heart plummeted through the ground. His hands were suddenly clammy and shaking. He did his best to stitch the wound and bandage it, but even that didnāt stop the bleeding. His poor brother began to cry, even in his swoon. Shin took a moment to rub his back and comfort him.
āShh, itās okay, otouto, Iām here,ā he said. Hopefully the fear wasnāt apparent in his voice. āLetās get you some help. Youāve gotta stay awake for me, okay?ā
He lifted his brother and took off through the treetops, thanking Kami that theyād found the double agent close to their village.
Clinging onto the light of his brothers face in the darkness of his subconscious. He could hear it. The true voice of his brother calling out to him. Protecting him. Telling him that he was there for him to get him some help.Ā
Never had he ever clung this much to his life. He was never this close to death before. His body losing a river of red.
Yet he still clung to the voice of the elder through the dark. While a happy setting played in his mind. A smiling Shin and a smiling Sai.Ā
Bright smiles leading him back home.Ā
Real smiles in his wake.Ā
āNii-san...ā A soft groan leaving his weakened body as he lifted his head. Black eyes half open.Ā
A bright light shining and blinding his vision. Blurs of grey and figures clad in white uniforms surrounding him.Ā
āWh-Where are we? What happened?ā Mustering up the strength to speak and begin propping himself up in the hospital cot he held his stomach where a sharp pain was tearing through him. He groaned a little louder, groggy from waking after hours.
The last thing in his mind was an ambush. After that he was confused as to where he was or how he got hurt.Ā
EDEN - Drugs
This is difficult for me to figure out. I donāt want to disappear. Trust me. I am working on finding a way. Itās just hard when you work 12 hours and come home exhausted and have one day off to run all your errands. I have no time to relax. This should be illegal...
(@saisbrothershin) Happy birthday, otouto! I got you some firm tofu, paints and brushes and paper, and a cake!
Overwhelmed by the amount of gifts and love his brother was showing him the artist smiled with some sweat dripping off his forehead.Ā āA-ah, Thank you so much Nii-san!āĀ
I feel so bad I havenāt been on! Work is killing me. 12 hours a day 6 days a week and now Iām sick⦠this is fabulous⦠I will be back when I get this all figured out. For now all replies are drafted and some may or may not be queued.
Reblogging this for anyone I owe stuff for so they know the reason why I am gone. š š š£
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REBLOG if you donāt mind other muses falling in love with your muse, even when it is unrequited.
Sai, Lord Danzo has misplaced his cane and he has ordered you to help him find it.
"Does he remember where he last left it?" He asked very confused by the request, but still able to rise to the occasion. The one who commanded him needed his help and he wouldn't let him down.
(@saisbrothershin) "Pain is the only thing I'm familiar with."
@saisbrothershin
Why did he always have to put himself in that position where pain was the only result. Sai couldnāt fathom the reason for why his elder brother could only cause so much trouble and endure the painful consequences.Ā
āIt doesnāt have to beā¦āĀ
Shin lay on his stomach on his tatami mats, clutching a pillow underneath his chin. The child hissed in pain as his brother cleaned the blood from his back. āThereās no reason you should have to spend all your time on taijutsu and kunai throwing when you can bring drawings to life. You should have time to work on that. And I should be able to focus on my big shurikens, not swords.ā
He wasnāt about to back down. Having techniques that set them apartāhaving opinions at allāthose were the only things that still gave the boys an identity.
Being one to always comply and not rebel that young artist tried to agree with his brothers opinions. His head nodding to each and everything he said, but no words were leaving pale lips. Treating is brother from the cuts on his back that were leaking crimson he stared blankly at the wounds. His facial expression was contorted with worry for the elder.
The fact that he always came back with wounds on his body each day for something pertaining to his identity. His actions and emotions rather than the lack of.
"Maybe...We learn the other stuff just in case of the person we fight? Or maybe because different skills can make a difference?" Finally voicing his opinion he stopped treating the elders back for a moment to allow him to take a breather from the stinging.
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Do I Follow Them?: YASSSSSSSSSSSSSsss
Why Did I Follow Them?: This mun and their muse is one of my very first RP partners that I started talking to first ever on tumblr! I absolutely love them and Sai and was SO FUCKING HAPPY WHEN THEY CAME BACK TO TUMBLR <3
Do We Role Play?: Kind of? I wrote a starter but weāre both extremely slow XDD
Do I Want To Role Play With Them: yeAH ;A;
An AU Idea For Our Muses: Mhn maybe some demon stuff? Nightmares? Hahaha like Kouha haunts Sai? Idek. Now that I think about that, sth like that could be better than our planned modern AU. I also just found this post again and you surely can already imagine what Iām thinking about (tho Iād stick to teen & maybe Kouha got to do social service for some parole or stuff?).
A Song For Our Muses: I donāt have any in mind yet ⦠(btw I donāt find any good video to the one you mentioned =/). To stick to that Sai/Kumo thing, espescially towards the end when everything was only angst and we lost contact before we were able to fix it, I think aboutĀ āJust Give Me A Reasonā by P!nk ft. Nate Ruess.
Do I Ship Our Muses?: Nah, and somehow I canāt imagine it even. It would be nice once they got there, but they would need to come past certain points that they wouldnāt ever pass in normal circumstances.
What I Think About The Mun:Ā We just went though so much together and Idk thereās even a bit of identifying stuff going on in my head. Like, wow, I can tell you stuff and you donāt only empathy with me but you understand because you know. Youāre such a sweetie and I can talk to you about everything and you always got such wise advices for me. For once itās not me whoās momma and tells people to eat their veggies, but you who cares about me. Somehow youāre one of the people who made it into my āadvanced friends circleā, as in those that I trust and that I trust that they wonāt leave me. Even if we donāt talk for weeks, months or even over a year I know you are out there and eventually we will talk again. Btw are there really people who donāt talk to their close friends for a while and then donāt want to try to pick up again where they left? D: Idk it just seems natural to me to talk to you as if our last convo was yesterday and not a month ago; after all I already know you and people donāt change that much down in the core of their personality ā¦Ā
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(@saisbrothershin) "Pain is the only thing I'm familiar with."
@saisbrothershin
Why did he always have to put himself in that position where pain was the only result. Sai couldnāt fathom the reason for why his elder brother could only cause so much trouble and endure the painful consequences.Ā
āIt doesnāt have to be...āĀ
my url please ;D (because everyone seeing me pop up here occasionally probably wonders~)
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Do I Follow Them?: YES!!!!!
Why Did I Follow Them?: Because I love you thatās why.Ā
Do We Role Play?: We used to all those years ago. And we shall once again.Ā
Do I Want To Role Play With Them: No duh.Ā
An AU Idea For Our Muses: We already got some crossover.Ā
A Song For Our Muses: I donāt have any for this muse you have, but I will just put a song that I have stuck in my head which is Jump by Skylar Grey
Do I Ship Our Muses?: I know I shipped Sai with Kumo, but this dude IDK. LOL
What I Think About The Mun: I love her because she is the best person ever. Your the one person I would keep in contact with sometimes after I disappeared. I love how we would just pick up where we left off. NeverĀ āOh Itās been too long, I just want to check in and see how you are.ā It was always us just talking about work, school, life, and progress.Ā
Overall Opinion: EVERYONE I KNOW MUST FOLLOW THIS BLOG!Ā
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My URL please :)
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Do I Follow Them?: YES!
Why Did I Follow Them?: Because I think write Itachi so well.Ā
Do We Role Play?: Not yet, but soon. Hopefully.Ā
Do I Want To Role Play With Them: Ā Hell Yeah!
An AU Idea For Our Muses: I have a few. Like a modern idea would be both of them in the Yakuza.Ā
A Song For Our Muses: Wither by Tech N9ne (I put my spotify on shuffle and put the first song that popped up.)
Do I Ship Our Muses?: I canāt say. Our muses havenāt interacted yet.Ā
What I Think About The Mun: They are very nice and everyone should follow them.Ā
Overall Opinion: I love your blog. Keep up the good work.Ā
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Sai do you consider Naruto to be a friend?
āI believe I do consider him a close friend of mine.ā
Violent and Dark Starters
"Did you think this was going to be some happily ever after fairy tale?"
"Take one more step and I'm going to shoot!"
"Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here."
"You're not going to leave me. Ever."
"I prefer doing my killing up close and personal."
"I'm sorry, they didn't make it."
"I am going to watch you bleed."
"Just say the word and they're dead."
"I just don't care anymore."
"Why don't you just leave?"
"I'm sorry. Don't hurt me."
"We're going to be together forever."
"Pain is the only thing I'm familiar with."
"If you're going to do it, DO IT!"
"Get on your knees and beg."
"This whole world needs to be cleansed."
"I have spilled blood and tasted it upon my lips."
"Kill them. Kill them all. Make them suffer."
"You're never getting out of here. You are going to stay here until you no longer draw breath."
"I take trophies from all my kills."
"There's nothing like the sound of pained wails."
"What makes you think you're ever going to live to see another sunrise?"
"My, aren't you pretty? I think I'll add you to my collection."
"If you think I'm going to be easy, you have another thing coming."
"I am not some object to be bought and sold!"
"Sod off, you sick fucker!"
"Has anyone told you you have amazing eyes?"
"Mine. You're all mine."
"If you're good, maybe I'll let you out for a while."