Act I: Calculated Gambit
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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
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noise dept.
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
YOU ARE THE REASON
almost home

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taylor price
RMH
Peter Solarz
i don't do bad sauce passes
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@muscle-blues
Act I: Calculated Gambit
Closed/Affiliated Yelan | brought to you by snes 🎲
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did you really log back into seele for this?!
yes. yes i did.
Hello y’all! I feel weird, calling this a goodbye. It’s not exactly like any of us are going anywhere – so many messages throughout the course of today expressed an interest to continue things as they are on a more indie scale, and I personally also maintain that sentiment.
I am open about the fact that I don’t consider myself the greatest in the way of expressing my emotions like this, and expressing affection – it’s a bit of a joke that I make with my other friends that I am not the biggest fan of PDA. I’m just really bad about expressing myself, because I want to be able to express myself in the most meaningful way possible, yet every time I am frightened that maybe I’m not doing enough, or that my words can be taken the wrong way. However, I would be so fucking remiss if I didn’t divulge just how much this group means to me.
I have enjoyed being able to talk to every single one of you. I have enjoyed being able to write with each and every single one of you. I said this at several points, but this has been my first time doing online roleplay in this sort of format, and it’s been the first time in almost a decade that I’ve tried to actually do online roleplay period. That, in its entirety, is why I choose to post this to Seele’s blog. Her blog was the dam that broke everything for me, and with Yelan’s being the second that I brought here – it feels only fitting that I reblog through her specifically, since she still is being written actively.
I have a couple of personal “thank yous” that I don’t want to divulge in this post (remember, I’m really shit at expressing PDA). But I will be making the rounds, jumpscaring people’s DMs over the course of the next few days (though, I will publicly thank kanoesa for dragging me here, because they really are well and truly the only reason I got to know any of you, and that much deserves public props to me).
This group has helped and inspired me to hone my writing. This group has provided me with a space to comfortably express myself in a way that I didn’t realize that I needed, but seriously needed. The past year was rough for me, in a lot of ways, many of them I tried (and hopefully succeeded in?) to keep bottled away; this group, and all of you people, were (and still are) a public display of positivity to me, one that I so desperately needed, and I never wanted to tarnish that. Frankly, it feels weird that I have to say goodbye to even part of that. I want to continue to interact with all of you, and I will damn sure try to with all of my strength and will. I want to continue to play dolls with my community of friends that I look forward to seeing every day.
I really well and truly love all of you. Even though this previous year was rough for me in a lot of ways, each and every one of you at some point or another, have made it so worth it. I legit think about seeing the reserve for Seele going through and seeing the immediate positive reception (and being called sneele hehe) and feeling so damn welcomed and warm. I want to hug all of you – like really bear hug.
I don’t want to start repeating myself, though I feel like I already have been, so I will close it off here (and I’ll post the status of my muses sometime later this week, I still need to think about that). Thank you, thank you so much for everything. And again, it doesn’t feel right to call this a goodbye- especially because a lot of us are going to still continue to talk, interact, and roleplay in part through this group. So, I will instead say something that probably feels more fitting for a Hoyoverse roleplay group. Ahem!
“See you tomorrow”, everyone.
red sun.
commission: preservation | qiaoying village | yelan & sunday
"I can't think of any at the moment, but I'll be sure to bring them up as they come to mind," the Halovian replies, offering the woman a polite smile as he shakes her hand. "My name is Sunday, I'm just happy to help. I know I'm not terribly strong physically, but if you need more detailed work done, I should be able to deliver accordingly—I'm a musician, you see." He pauses, earwing fluttering slightly in thought. "Though I will admit I am a bit curious: what's this about tea as payment?"
It'd been the most interesting aspect he'd found when reading one of the flyers he'd spotted in Liyue Harbor. Part of Trailblazing is connecting with the locals and assisting them with issues should they wish it, and though he isn't a true Nameless, it's only right that he pays the Astral Express back for helping him in Penacony and taking him on as a passenger. Of course, it doesn't hurt that the more he helps and the less trouble he makes for them, the easier (hopefully) his pilgrimage will be. He's acting as a sort of vanguard if he thinks about it, setting the expectations of the Astral Express as positive ones. In any case, the payment for completing the job isn't something he cares about—he'd still be happy to help either way—but the inclusion of tea in the compensation catches his eye. Him being an avid tea drinker aside, it'd be nice to get something to share with the Trailblazers, though he suspects Mr. Dan Heng and Mr. Welt will be the ones most likely to go for a cup. Actually, now that he thinks about it, the Halovian wonders how Liyuen tea compares to that from the Xianzhou... perhaps Mr. Dan Heng might be willing to share his insights as they try the tea together?
"I confess I'm not familiar with Liyuen customs, so please excuse any errors or missteps I may make; but I overheard something about this being the time of year for tea harvesting... is that true?" Further, this village, if he remembers correctly, is important in some way to the process, so repairing this bridge really does take precedence. They don't appear to have aircraft like the Xianzhou starskiffs, at any rate—for this harvest to succeed, it seems dealing with this issue is imperative.
A smile finds its way to Yelan’s lips, as the man’s questions were posed. She scans the young man’s expression as curiosity seems to paint on its canvas, questions regarding the choice of payment somehow bringing something of relief to Yelan, rather than further concern. She was concerned, frankly, that anyone offering to help by way of repair, would only be interested in the proposed monetary gain. Those types, typically, weren’t the ones who would put forth the best effort.
However, those who expressed greater interest in the things that were… considerably less attractive (especially to an individual's pockets), typically were far more prepared to give things their all. “Well, Sunday, I’m happy to have you on board. Regarding tea as the payment; I run a teahouse in Liyue Harbor. Yanshang Teahouse.” She wouldn’t admit that her teahouse also doubled as a hideout, as well as a center for possibly less-than-legal activities. After all, this Sunday was not privy to such information at the moment. “We can work something out, whether that means you walk home with the promise of some tea from the coming harvest, or even some from my establishment’s personal collection.”
She crosses her arms, nodding. Despite service being only a fraction of Yelan’s personal business ventures, she still sought to bring the best possible outcome in her offered servitude. To that, Yelan was rather confident in the quality of her tea.
“But yes, in fact it being the season for the tea harvest is why the Millelith and I are trying to rebuild the connecting bridge.” She walks away from Sunday, grabbing the necessities for construction. “You seem like an Outlander, and a recent one at that, so I don’t blame you for not knowing. Qiaoying Village, as you can see, has quite the farm culture, for lack of a better word. With the broken bridge, resources are stymied, and I’m sure you can see how that might impact Liyue’s commerce. With that being said-” Yelan approaches once again, tools now in hand and ready for what lays ahead.
“Ready to get to work? I trust that a musician’s hand can be careful and practiced even when it comes to construction. Anyone else that shows up can join us as we speed things along.”
ꕤ⠀in full bloom.
commission board : preservation. ⸻ yelan & march 7th
“have you ever been in love before, miss?” march 7th finally thinks to ask the question somewhere between finding cheska and the stolen ball peony hiding in an alley in the underworld and trying to coax her to let them help, but she only find the time to voice it when the two of them are alone. cheska had run off minutes ago, declaring that she knew just where to find some water and fertilizer to help, and that if they ran off with it she would make them pay, and the nameless had bit the inside of her cheek trying not to laugh as she assured the girl that they wouldn't.
she stares off in the direction cheska disappeared in now before shaking her head and turning back to her companion. “that's what this flower represents, right? undying love.” well, march hadn't known that off the top of her head, of course. she'd looked it up in some book in the data bank along the way. pinks and blues crease at their corners as she hums, thoughtful. “i don't really think cheska is a bad kid. she just seemed kind of...”
afraid? outcasted? skittish, mostly, but also, “...lonely,” is what march finally settles on. everyone said she was mistrusting, but it hadn't taken that long to convince her to let them help. march wonders if maybe she just hasn't had anyone offer it to her before. “don't you think so too? i don't think she stole it for the price; it would be kinda hard for her to resell for some credits anyway.” / @muscle-blues
“That’s an awfully loaded question to suddenly ask a lady, you know.”
Working in tandem with another, Yelan crosses her arms as the visage of a thieving little girl gains distance away. She tilts her head, considering running away with the flower in the pink one’s hand, just as the little girl practically threatened them not to. It would be better than answering the prying question of someone Yelan had just met at most an hour or two prior.
Instead, Yelan determines that silence and deflection are answers just as fitting for her pink companion’s question. Walking up to her, she crouches, eyes fixated on the ‘ball peony’. “I don’t know,” she answers truthfully to the follow-up question, “that’s what the flower shop owner said. I’m not inclined to argue against an expert.” A soft chuckle escapes Yelan’s lips, but soon the sounds quiet as her companion continues to speak further.
‘Cheska…’ Her eyes pull away from the ball peony, looking towards the path the little girl ran down. Her companion was right to an extent. Thieves who do so for the purpose of greater gain typically seek grander reward. Mora, or credits, as this place seems to use, tend to be the target for thieves with visages of grandeur. Thieves who do so for some sort of sentimentality, though, stray away from such grandiose gains. Mora, credits, treasure, such things typically didn’t matter. However, a lonely child who wants to feel some sort of undying love?
‘Yeah, she would steal a flower that represents that.’
Her eyes fall back to her companion’s curious gaze. Yelan plants a hand on the other’s shoulder as a smile forms. “You’re right. Though, I ask you, do you think Cheska has a person she wants to grow this flower for?” A chuckle escapes her lips, “in fact, since it looks like we’re gonna help her grow it now I guess, do you have someone you’d grow a ball peony for?”
And there was the deflection – rather than answering the initial question, Yelan would, somewhat indirectly, twist it back on her companion when least expected. Of course, this technique would bite Yelan in the ass surely – after all the question could be turned right back to her, right where it started.
Though, at least by then, Yelan will hopefully have a comfortable answer of some sort to give.
What are these? Here, let me show you what real fireworks look like.
Elation Comission with Yelan
Oh! A joyous day! The crowd wander the streets going about their days, eyes blinded by repetition and normality while their hearts should be full with excitement and anticipation! No.... Words like such are too mild. Grander words should be used. Hmmm let me think. How about…
Elation
How Yelan ended up in the role of some background investigator for a noir she couldn’t be considered the protagonist of, even she couldn’t explain. A trip to Inazuma, that was all she intended, all she wished for – yet tell of a stolen fireworks drew her nose towards the scent of mystery. Worse yet, among that bundle of stolen fireworks were those intended for Liyuean celebration, so it wasn’t like she could pay it no mind instead. ‘Fuck me.’ The thoughts carrying vulgar words weren’t said aloud, after all there were far too many ears belonging to what could be painfully disgruntled expressions.
Cracking her knuckles, though, Yelan’s gaze fixates on a mask that fell before her feet. Gingerly, she picks it up, and begins to examine it, gleaning clues of some sort. It almost looks of Inazuman make, similar yet obviously different from a mask that a Sakura Shrine Maiden may adorn.
“Toma, put the damn doll down man.” A guard’s voice cuts through Yelan’s introspection, and she looks up in response as ‘Toma’ places down the doll with a disgruntled murmur. For a moment, Yelan does a double take, looking over at the set doll, and the mask in her hand. Even from a distance, Yelan could tell that the doll’s outfit wasn’t too dissimilar to a kimono, and given its rather obvious status as a hint - ‘a sort of calling card, perhaps?’ - the Agent presumed possibility of the culprit being Inazuman, or at least parading as Inazuman, since that couldn’t be ruled out. However, what really caught Yelan’s eyes had been the mask the doll seemed to wear.
‘Same as the one in my hands. Is this culprit trying to play me for some kind of fool?’ This wasn’t Yelan’s first rodeo, in fact she herself would’ve done this, had she been a couple of years younger; this is also a clue, one functioning in tandem with the doll. However, its placement before Yelan’s feet had to have been orchestrated in some way. ‘Nothing that coincidental happens by pure coincidence.’
Carefully, she approaches the doll, picking it up once she does. ‘Perhaps,’ she thought to herself, ‘there are other clues on the doll. I shouldn’t jump to conclusions, there’s no way the culprit wants me to find her.’ She begins to examine it, trying to determine any possible clues and hints from the doll’s visage, much to the dismay of scoffing guards.
With an annoyed side-eye, she shuts up the murmuring guards staring in her direction. ‘What curious things can you tell me, little doll? Hm?’
the undiscovered self.
persona 5 royal AU | 'be your true mind.' | yelan // kazuha
The acrid scent of Mementos was a poison to Orchid’s sense of smell, yet each step was one further taken into the lonely abyss. Winding train tracks that spiraled in ways incomprehensible to the average person, yet expected for a lone Phantom Thief, littered the senses, and Orchid found herself feeling a mix of emotions.
For one – to be anywhere but here would be a blessing. Yet she understood that such blessings were a luxury to the woman who swore herself to walking down the Phantom Thief’s path – whether she had the right to or otherwise. For two, though, she was annoyed. She had been following the clue of a particular foreign politician, trying to sink their fangs into Japanese circles. Yet, all clues seemed to run cold, every time she found herself inching closer to the possibility of a distinct answer; hence – her annoyance, and one of many reasons to why she was strolling through Mementos.
Though, such clues were not her sole target. Rumors of a ‘new Phantom Thief’ began to surge through Tokyo recently, one who dedicated themselves to saving lost souls in the depths of Mementos. Of course, Orchid knew there was a level of falsity to those rumors. She was the only Phantom Thief that remained, and she would’ve known first and foremost if a new one entered the ranks. However, for these rumors to have sprouted at all, regardless of how quiet they were – there too had been some level of truth.
Mementos was the collective unconscious of Tokyo’s souls, and their thoughts (albeit corrupted) mired every train track that Orchid idly walked by, trying to find clues on her target, as well as signs of this mysterious ‘Thief’. If for no other reason, than to warn them that using the title of ‘Phantom Thief’ came with its own scorn – especially since the heart-stealing Thieves were looked at with public disdain as of late. But…
…Maybe she could recruit them, instead? At least briefly, if they wandered Mementos as much as rumors said.
She turned another corner – and rather than the nothingness she expected to be met with, she instead bore witness to a lost soul, standing in idle anticipation. The grip on her dagger tightened for a moment, but loosened rather quickly after as the soul began to transmogrify before her eyes – but not to her presence. A mysterious figure, shrouded in garb unfamiliar to Orchid, approached the soul that would soon become another Shadow to be felled. ‘That must be them.’ Orchid thought to herself, as she stood back, waiting to see how this mysterious presence would react to the soul to be saved.
@naturesmessages hyelp me mysterious stranger...
hello! i'm mr. krabs! i like money!
commission: elation. | 'hark! the solstice is upon...' | yelan // alhaitham
The Fabled Treasure of Reed Miller is nothing but a rumor heralded by the denizens of Nod-Krai. Despite that, the city was abuzz with the caws of its people, speaking of a rumored ’Black Raven’ who holds further clues for this mysterious treasure.
Unfortunately, at least for those seeking to find this legendary treasure, Yelan had been on the case far before anyone had picked up a whiff of the trail. In fact, she was the one who decrypted that initial clue – and the one who let such a fact slip intentionally, while also drip-feeding false positives to further throw anyone following the trail. Admittedly, there was a part of Yelan that had wanted the reward for herself. After all, human greed was a normalcy at some level. However, the main push for seeking to find the treasure was simple: prevent the Hoarders from getting their hands on it themselves – whether the treasure had been riches, or a weapon or artifact of some sort, it was at least obvious that it would be more concerning in the hands of a Hoarder.
As she trudged along, inching closer to what she presumed was the second clue to this mysterious puzzle, the sounds of footsteps trailed behind Yelan. Clearly someone had been on the same path as she, though she wasn’t sure if it was coincidence or concern. She hadn’t made it too far out from Nasha Town, though she was fairly discrete about her movement as well; anyone without a keen eye wouldn’t have paid any mind to her, just as intended. ‘It would be better to act normal, if it’s someone I know I’ll say hello, if it’s someone I don’t I’ll turn away again.’
With her plan set, Yelan turned her head to see who had followed behind; and if her eyes were sharp before, they soon softened from recognition. ‘Ah, the Sumeran (@silentintuition) from the party. I wonder if he recognizes me.’ Folding the little note she held in hand, Yelan then turned to wave as she intended, one hand balled with paper beneath it while the other was open for greeting. “Been a minute, didn’t know you were in Nod-Krai too. How’ve you been?”
so you want to be a pirate...
commission / elation | 'sailors from fontaine are...' | yelan / gepard
Yelan’s nostrils filled with the salty scent of the ocean air as she stood next to a ship docked to shore. Nasha Town was bustling, as it always had been but today especially, as sailors set their sights; Yelan could imagine that their ears were impossibly ringing with the melodic tone of Mora lining their pockets in an attempt to stake their latest bounty – a whale rumored to be within waters close by.
As it were, Yelan found herself just as intrigued at the possibility of a new monetary opportunity. But of course, first and foremost, rumors sang a far more beautiful melody to her ears than most things had - and she was already sinking her own claws into Nod-Krai, establishing herself as the sailor who found this rumored whale wouldn’t be a loss.
Especially if Yelan hadn’t been the ship’s captain, but merely a member of its crew.
The issue with that plan, though, had been the lack of a captain to begin with. She had the ship, as well as the crew to follow - a couple of Mora thrown in the direction of the right (preferably desperate, especially) people caused a proper crew to form. However, the seat of captain remained ever so empty. Yelan couldn’t bring herself to bear the role; ‘too much attention’, she argued to no one in particular. She flirted with the idea of finding Nefer’s darling little employee as well, but if Yelan peeled Jahoda away from her dear ‘Boss Nef’, she would expect a righteous Hell to follow. So that option was also out of question for her as well. Frankly, with options running ever-thin, Yelan expected more and more that she would have to bear the brunt of it and be captain; after all, those people desperate enough to have even taken this position as fellow sailors would not be so keen on Yelan taking back her money, and she didn’t want this to go to waste either.
But then she saw him – a man with golden hair, and a rather impressive aura of a leader about him. He even looked the part; tall stature, impressive build even if it were hidden by layers of clothing. If anything, he seemed shy, but he also didn’t seem like such shyness would stop him either. ‘That man has to be this crew’s captain. No ifs, ands or buts about it.’
With innocence and eagerness in her eyes, Yelan approaches the unfamiliar golden man. “Excuse me,” she states, not quiet by any means, but still rather obvious that he (@shieldsresolve) was the subject of her attention. “Would you like to be the captain of the Red Flag? We’re hunting for a rumored whale, you see…”
solwarm festival stamps! - Yelan | Museum
Snow Plains: Dahlia, Arlecchino Museum (You are Here!): Blade Fight Club: Aventurine, Kallen Kaslana Robot Settlement: Anaxa (thread), Administrative District: Alhaitham, Kaedehara Kazuha, Hyacine
"I saw the danger, feared the dart...yet open laid my wareless heart, and got the wound that keeps me waking."
title quote: "Could this ill world"
commission | with Yelan
Entropy never thought he'd be able to venture beyond his solar system so soon. That barrier was insurmountable to humanity in his era, and yet, here he was, visiting a planet who-knows-how far away, merely to attend a festival. Dr. Ajita really is amazing…
It was a happy accident that he even knew this was happening. A stray signal he happened to catch. Perhaps it was an intentional invitation. Perhaps it was a mistake. Regardless, he found out about the Solwarm Festival happening on the icy planet Jarilo-VI, and with nothing to do and none of his usual companions to accompany him, he thought he might as well go.
So here he was, on an unfamiliar world, mid-blizzard, wondering if it was cold. He still wasn’t entirely used to the lack of feeling. Being a digital life form when one had spent most of their life in a digital world, where everything felt real and full…it was something that Entropy had a bit of a time contending with. His friends never spoke of it, and so he didn’t think much of it either, but even so.
Movement in Entropy’s peripheral vision made him instinctively raise his figurative hackles before remembering that nothing could truly touch him like this. He took a few jittering steps forwards, wincing slightly at the visual glitches in his legs as he did so. Dr. Ajita may be amazing, but perhaps coming here was stretching it…As he moved closer to the source, he started to see a figure in the snow. It didn’t look exactly human. More like Litost’s shadow knight form than anything else…and as he approached further, he realized it definitely wasn’t. Perhaps that’s just what people looked like on this planet.
“Excuse me?” Entropy’s voice glitched slightly as he reached out a hand to the figure. They turned to look at him, and after a moment of processing, he pulled his hand back slightly. It did not look friendly, but he didn't want to make assumptions.
@muscle-blues
“LOOK OUT-!”
A piercing light of azure blue flashes by the unfamiliar figure, striking the Fragmentum that stood before them. The unfamiliar, yet oh-so-similar monster let out a piercing shriek for a moment, before being struck with another piercing arrow. Breaking out into a full on sprint now, Yelan’s bracelet began to glow, and soon that Fragmentum creature found itself wrapped in her Lifeline. Caught unawares, unable to react in any feasible amount of time, the creature was pulled apart at the seams, as Yelan forcefully yanked at her created Lifeline. In but moments, a creature once fully standing, was now naught but dainty flakes of ice falling to the ground with grace.
Sighing, the archer turned to face the person that now stood there. She walks up to her in a huff, bow still in hand as her bracelet ceases its glowing. “Why would you just stand there?!” Her voice, never raised above a certain octave, was stern, almost commanding. “That was dangerous, this whole area is dangerous, so might I ask why you’re all the way out here, away from Belobog?”
Yelan takes a moment to assess the situation, ensuring no other creatures of the Fragmentum were around, and that she had a moment to breathe with this stranger. Seeing no immediate danger, she releases another sigh, this one of relief rather than annoyance. She took on the commission to help clean up the Fragmentum monsters that lay in the outskirts, doing her best to learn everything she could possibly learn about them before coming out. For something resemblant of the Abyss to be this far out in the galaxy was… it was a little uncomfortable, to say the least.
Turning back to face the stranger, Yelan realizes their glitchy and slightly translucent disposition. She had recently befriended at least two people with similar statuses in their constitution, so she wondered if this was a similar case. ‘If that’s true, then was this person in any real danger?’ She shook her head, dispersing the thought. “Are you okay? That’s important to ascertain right now. I can escort you back to the city; no one is supposed to be out here right now, and should never be out here, according to those Silvermane Guard people.”
drown in that deep end.
commission / elation | 'fools! bumbling, greedy fools!' | yelan / raiden mei
Staring into the gaze of the Chasm’s Maw was no different from gazing into the depths of an endless abyss; the way in which it stared back was frightening to those who hadn’t grown accustomed to it, like a prey gazing into the maw of its would be demise.
Of course, this doesn’t apply for someone already well-accustomed to any danger the Chasm might propose. Yelan sat next to the elevator, fixing her bow while she sat in waiting. Several bandits, for what she could only accept as greed, were rounded up within the depths of the Chasm. Distress signals fired throughout the many forces of the Milellith, so it was no surprise that one who kept her ears so close to the ground like Yelan had would pick up on the concern. The fact that she was among the first to pick up the commission to save (and arrest) these bandits was also of no surprise, but she had to delay her spelunking into the Chasm momentarily; this was not her commission alone, as annoying as that was to admit.
She didn’t know who she was dealing with, and she knew even less whether or not they’d be collaborative, or if they’d be seeking out the treasure for themselves in turn. Yelan would remain on the lookout, of course, for any unscrupulous behavior; however, the fact that that had been something she needed to keep a keen eye out for to begin with was already issue enough. ‘Can’t complain,’ she thought to herself, ‘what’s done is done. I just hope this person is helpf-’
The sound of footsteps approaching broke through Yelan’s stream of thoughts. Though her movements say otherwise, as her head turned calmly to face the individual approaching, Yelan was well on alert. She looked back to her bow, noticing it was well tuned. As a result, she stood to greet her would-be partner for this operation with an outstretched hand. She looked up to meet the eyes of the taller woman before her. ‘Huh. Striking resemblance to Inazuma’s Archon.’ The resemblance itself didn’t necessarily matter, past a mild curiosity to whether or not this stranger might’ve been related somehow. “You’re the other one who took up the commission, I assume? Neat,” she smirked at her partner, trying to instill a sense of friendliness and camaraderie. “I’m Yelan. To my understanding, you already have the gist on what’s going on, right? And hopefully the sense to be careful when exploring the Chasm as well?”
@originsrebirth
no more what ifs. ⋆ ˚。⋆⚁
GHSnowSwept 2025 | The Moment of [STARS] | the end of the will they/won't they saga
“Comfortable with it is far from the right word,” Anaxagoras crosses his arms across his chest, pulling himself tightly together into the tangled mess that he had made himself into. Though he never would admit it without someone rifling through his head to find the truth, he had always been somewhat troubled by the loneliness and isolation that had followed him throughout his entire life, “It is simply something that I have come to accept. Though I guess some, like yourself, would describe me as reclusive. When I was a child, I would always hide and play with leaves on my own while the others in my hometown played together in the fields. Even then, I was the person I am now,” He laughs, almost gently, allowing memories of his childhoods to resurface after all the pain he endured after them, “I was often thrown out of the temple for questioning unspeakable things about our gods. That said, to me, intellectual pursuit has always been doomed to be a long and lonely road. I don’t believe much in fate, but it seems I was fated to be alone.”
He scowls at her flippant use of a pet name, and yet he finds himself wanting to reach for her hand at the same time. Focusing his gaze properly on the woman beside him, he finds himself noticing the little things that prove how nervous she is - though he could not say what she is worried about. The way her laugh trailed off to an anxious chuckle at the tail end, how awkward and unlike her her words sounded…
However cold he seemed, he’d always found it easy to see through human emotion with just a peek. There was nothing in the universe that could not be deciphered, so long as someone was looking for an answer. Anything that could not be solved was not an unlockable mystery, but simply a question that was waiting for the right person to answer it. Emotion was no different.
“I wasn’t worried before. But now I must say that I am,” Despite himself, he reaches for her hand, expecting simply for his form to phase through. Instead, it rests on top of hers, as if he was as real as he had been back in his countless lifetimes within Amphoreus. How odd… “You’re wholly unlike yourself currently, at least the self you have allowed me to see so far. Do share what it is troubling you, I do not have it in my heart to judge you, even if it is something blasphemous and out of this world. I’d be quite the hypocrite if I did that; now wouldn’t I?”
She chuckled, an awkward response followed by her ever awkward approach to Anaxagoras’ presence. It wasn’t adequate, far from it. To laugh in the face of someone who admitted the loneliness that permeated throughout their life- it was wrong, especially when Yelan understood that his loneliness was an acceptance rather than a comfort. No, her awkward chuckle felt more like an admission, one of a lack of understanding- she didn’t understand everything there was about this scholar. Because of that, the question still permeated, a stain on her conscious mind: Was she worthy of standing next to him here, at all? She couldn’t provide an answer to that, yet, so similarly, she couldn’t address the nature of Anaxagoras’ loneliness, either.
She didn’t know how to – no flowery language was needed to address such a painfully obvious fact.
Instead, Yelan wanted to run away, rather than face a confession that was soon to wretch itself from the annals of her core. It was too soon, and worse yet, she couldn’t even come into any sort of contact with… ‘huh?’
As Anaxagoras expressed his concern for Yelan’s wellbeing, taking note of the awkward approach she took to this conversation, she felt a touch. It was unfamiliar, yet it was recognizable in a way that she understood at its most intimate level. It was a touch that felt so impossible where they currently stood, yet she couldn’t deny its plausibility, its reality. Instinctively, Yelan pulled her hand away, as her figure snapped to face Anaxagoras with an alertness unbefitting of someone who… “What the fuck? Y-You’re tangible now?!” The words were all that could come to mind, and those words were undeniably unbecoming of the moment she found herself face to face with now.
Yet, it was true. Yelan’s gaze trailed up and down the scholar’s figure. Rather than the eidetic golden visage that was ever present in her mind’s eye, Yelan was welcomed with a sight only witnessed within Dreams. Yelan’s eyes were widened, and she couldn’t find further words to express the shock, concern, and relief that embraced her all at once. “Y-You’re…tangible…?” She repeated herself. Maybe it was to convince her more than it had been to convince him. She didn’t know what to do. Punch him? But that anger would be unfair and misplaced. Hug him? But she didn’t want to step that far out of bounds that quickly, regardless of the nature of their meeting. Hold his hand?
The third option was the best. First it was the index finger, then slowly the whole of his hand was enveloped by her own. “You’re… tangible…” The repetition came once more, as Yelan’s thumb began training back and forth against Anaxagoras’ dorsum, as if to try and coax herself to reality.
[PATCH] - Not far from the loud crowd is a dimly lit nook very few bother to look. It’s a place reserved for those who bit off more than they could chew. A spot or those who wants to hear awful advice from veteran fighters. Or, if you’re feeling extra generous, they could always use a few more helping hand here, too.
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From the cheers of the crowd just a bit away from her, Hyacine concluded another round had ended. Maybe a victory worth talking abou—is that lady okay? She must’ve partaken in one of the fights, with those bruises, Hyacine certainly hoped it was just a regulated fight.
“This way, Miss! I can help you next, don’t worry.”
Her smile gave nothing away in terms of concern, no creases of worry on it. To the other, it might look as if her injuries were the norm or maybe just easy to fix up.
“Gonna guess those are from a fight? Who did you go up against, if you don’t mind me asking?”
She hummed softly as she got to work, taking out her equipment and assessing each injury. It shouldn’t be… too hard to heal up. Maybe whoever she was up against was really competitive? The weapon she held… ah, bad matchup maybe?
“Oh, you’re an archer! I haven’t seen very many of them so far, is the space in the ring harder to work with?”
Wincing in pain from the round of combat prior, Yelan gave an awkward smile to the young lady who played the role of nurse today. She mouthed a ‘thank you’, as the nurse guided her to a seat. This wasn’t the first time Yelan had been in the doctor’s seat – in fact, this was one of far too many. However, she could admit that this was a bit embarrassing, given her public loss just moments ago.
“Ngh, ow… Well… to answer your question, I fought a samu- oh-! Ow, ow! Sorry, continue with your work…ow… don’t m-mind me.” As the nurse began to tend to Yelan’s wounds, the pain surged through her body with even the gentlest of touches. She tried to keep her reactions minimal, behaving normally in front of someone she had just met, but there was still a steady flush that formed across Yelan’s face as her gaze remained transfixed to the ground. This could (and would, to be honest) be chalked up to embarrassment. “I fought… a samurai. He’s someone I know, though, which could be more or less embarrassing depending on how you look at it…”
The nurse’s voice perked up at mention of Yelan’s chosen weapon. A chuckle escaped her lips, ‘she might think this was a bad matchup for me… it might’ve been.’ She nodded in affirmation, “I am an archer, yeah. I’m pretty confident with my bow, though, and I know how to throw a punch if I need to.” All of these were true statements, of course. But… Yelan scanned the nurse, trying to ascertain her status as a Vision-bearer or not. There were no open signs of a Vision – either she was Visionless herself, or had been one of the many from other worlds where Visions do not exist. She wouldn’t assume either. “My abilities also… lend themselves to working well in close quarters. It wasn’t the worst matchup ever… he was kind of just better than me?”
Weird to admit that, for Yelan’s hubris, but she still knew when to admit defeat. Besides, now she got to speak with an adorably approachable nurse. Truly, nothing one could complain about. “Are you a volunteer, by the way? You look out of place for all of… this.”
[ SNOWBALL ] - the children of belobog have learned to have fun even during times of great peril. a stray snowball sinking into donnie's blonde mop is enough to start a war! you can join these soldiers in their battle, or stand in the middle of no man's land and call for a ceasefire, just be careful not to fall victim to their projectiles. (with elements of [ SNEAK ] too).
the truth is: while kallen's had to chide the younger children for scampering off and throwing snowballs at unsuspecting targets, their resilient glee is — potently infectious. besides, it hasn't only been children participating, or even embroiling others in the all-out, yet lighthearted war. still, around the children, kallen feels obligated to pretend such frivolity is outside of her concerns — if only to better perform her duties of ensuring their safety. so, when the children finally tire themselves out enough to meander back to their parents and kallen's extended shift comes to an end, she decides to spend a little more time wandering. she dips her hand lower to allow her fingers to trail through the fresh snow, to gradually collect a small clump — that forms into a perfect, compact ball without much thought. there's no one around by now, as the sun slips lower and lower, but just the mild thrill of making a snowball — and the increasingly-cutting chill against her face — encourage her to continue anyway. she carries it with her as she drifts rather aimlessly, before she remembers, almost belatedly, that civilians are not to sneak out into the outlying snow plains.
yet, there isn't a single silvermane guard in sight. huh ... is it coincidental timing, or something else? sudden cautious, clarified from her childish wish, kallen decides to investigate — somehow. and to stand in as the interim patrol, in case any well-intention'd but ill-advised soul decides to sneak out from here.
a little while later — she hears, faintly, movement. the soft sound of snow shifting against snow, underneath nearly-imperceptible footsteps. she isn't sure if she imagined it, at first, then it happens again. that same, light steps — almost hurried, but not like a wild animal's. then, a person? surely, they must've seen her before she heard them.
“who's there?” instinctively, she throws the snowball still in her hand straight toward where the sound's source must be. it's — not exactly what she created it for, but ... as she gets a better look at her target, the dim atmosphere of night making it difficult to see, kallen exhales a sigh of relief. “miss yelan ... what are you doing out here?”
Making her quiet return back to the safety of Belobog’s walls, Yelan’s feet crunch through the snow littered ground beneath her. A trip to the snow plains was all she took, though against all advice of the Silvermane Guards and upper leadership of Belobog.
She was allowed to break the rules ever so slightly, even if all her rule breaking debauchery merely resulted in staring at the glistening snow uninterrupted. The snow plains were gorgeous, and as a tourist Yelan wished to take in the sights.
And she knew how to keep safe distance from any monsters that might seek to attack her. Stealth was her forte.
However, now her eyes found themselves upon a head of all to familiar silver hair. That moment of calm respite within the snow melted, quickly as it had arrived. ‘Of all people to be guarding…really?’ She thought this to herself, before she continued to quietly trudge through the soft ground. Of course, the call out from that overly righteous voice revealed that Kallen was already well aware of Yelan’s presence, or at least someone’s presence. “Who’s there?”, followed by the unexpected assault of a snowball Yelan to stop in her tracks, now wearing an unamused expression as her assailant welcomes her.
“Happy to see you too, Kallen…” Yelan spoke, sardonically, more annoyed at the sudden snowball that she had to wipe the remnants of from her chest. “You’re helping the Silvermane Guards now? Shouldn’t they have taught you not to shoot first, ask questions later?”
Despite her annoyed tone, she felt weird. By all means, Yelan couldn’t help but feel exceedingly bothered by the self-righteous woman that stood before her. Someone so annoyingly stubborn and self-sacrificial pressed her buttons in the ways that bothered her deeply, and reminded her of that vigilant Yaksha of whom she once crossed paths. Yet even Yelan couldn’t help but feel a bit awkward, harboring a one sided annoyance towards another over the course of months.
Besides, it’s not like Kallen ever found out about Yelan’s dubious schemes back in Penacony anyway. Maybe the disdain would be mutual, were that to come out?
Not paying much mind to her question, Yelan walked past Kallen; though she hadn’t before punching the other in her shoulder. “Get something to eat with me. I’ll pay. I’m sure we have a lot to catch up on…”
[RING] - The air is thick with the smell of sweat and your ears ring with the sound of loud cheers and disappointed yells. There’s no place for elegance here, only who could land a clean hit first! The rules are simple: bring your weapons, your gadgets, and what have you! Today is special, today you can go all out. Just be sure you don’t kill each other.
Getting a little extra training shouldn’t do him much harm, right? A crowd formed around him and his opponent, cheers and screams prevailing above all else. He assumed they were both the unknowns within this tournament, considering they were not from here and…
Not a single Vision…?
No matter how hard Kazuha looked through the crowd, no one else had a Vision on them. Strange, incredibly strange. Ah, but getting distracted during a match spells doom. Shaking his head, he readied themself for the fight.
“I hope you won’t mind me taking the victory.”
He had some prior knowledge of Yelan’s skills and she theirs, a steady smile appeared on his face. Win or lose, this would be great training for him. I should first learn of her strategies.
The rules dictated that anything worked so long as death did not occur, so Visions should be on the table, yes? Well, he could fight without theirs for a bit if needed.
Yelan found herself as the object of a crowd’s attention, and alongside her opponent she knew that there was expectation to be found in this match. “Kaedehara Kazuha~ gotta say, bit of an honor fighting someone as skilled as you.” Yelan’s words are filled with as much genuine praise as they had been dripped with the poison of sarcasm.
She could admit, boldly, that Kazuha toted strength over Yelan’s head. After all, someone adopted by the Crux wouldn’t become a member of such a famed crew without their leader being aware of a new potential member’s strength. Lovely, it was, to possibly confirm that the Crux’s vetting process was as thorough as Yelan perceived it to be.
She draws her bow with ease, and she holds that position as the arrow’s tip begins to glow a piercing hue of azure water. Watching the two combatants square off, the fight’s announcer shouts proudly, signalling them to begin.
The fight, however, did not last very long past that. Both combatants shot off, a gust of torrential wind against the crashing of river rapids. However, as much as those river rapids try to overpower the torrential winds, the overwhelming strength of that which becomes a hurricane, overpowering the waters that fail to grow into an everlasting tsunami.
Now laying on the ground, bruised and breathless, Yelan pants. “Holy…sh…shit.” They were the only words that she could muster, as the announcer screams of Kazuha’s decisive victory. ‘No wonder Beidou let him onto the Crux’, Yelan muses to herself. She sits up, wincing as the pain of battle mars her being. “Good job, Kazuha- ngh, fuck,” she winces again as she begins to speak. This pain was really bad. She should make a smart decision about this… “Could you help me up? I think I need to see a doctor, haha.”
Fluffy Frens || Neuvillette & Yelan
Chance meeting feat. otters || @muscle-blues || Commission Season: Preservation
Every once in a while, the Iudex of Fontaine, too, needed to get away from the chaos and tumult of human life.
Well, that is how he would put it diplomatically if asked, anyway. The actual reality was that Neuvillette found the never-ending noise of humanity and the waves upon waves of disordered emotion accompanying it to be quite overwhelming at times, and the superior physical and mental stamina of a Dragon Sovereign was the main factor he had to thank for still being able to hold on to his sanity to this day.
Still, it brought him much relief to find a chance to separate himself from it every once in a while. The nosy journalists of Fontaine could never hope to figure out his ways of vanishing from their sight, and he utilized that ability to its fullest to free himself of their insistent observation (on occasion, stubborn enough to border on stalking, really) and return to the nature, of which he was an inseparable part.
... Evidently, however, he let his guard down today.
For as he sat on a rock by the shore, relaxing idly as he allowed one Leisurely Otter to nap on his lap and two others to play with his hair, his hearing picked up the sound of steps, and his elemental sense - the sensation of a shard of Hydro that had been separated from him once upon a time.
He stirred, though still refraining from moving suddenly enough to startle his little companions, and looked in the direction of the one approaching - a young lady with dark hair. Her face brought forth no memories, but his eyes caught quickly the Vision on her side, and its Liyue-shaped casing. A visitor from the harbor nestled among the rocky mountains, it would seem.
"Who goes there?" He asked, his voice audibly softer than what one would hear from him at court. The otters, as if on cue, raised their heads in unison, looking at the newcomer curiously.
Yelan wanders along Fontaine’s lonely shore, basking in the sunlight that kissed her already tan skin with a gentle warmth that was indescribable beyond that. It wasn’t as thought the present weather was something beyond comprehension, more that Yelan herself couldn’t put into words the serenity that met her.
Her feet press into the ground beneath her, and its warmth causes a rippling pleasant sensation to wrap itself around her being. Yelan allowed herself a moment, just one, to relax and embrace her surroundings. Because of that, one could say her senses were heightened, as though she were so in-tune with everything that her awareness of anything was at an all time high.
So, a soft call in her direction doesn’t cause Yelan to jump by any means, instead her eyes turn themselves to the source. A man with several Leisurely Otter Pups at his side, seemingly alert to his surroundings, and to her. For a moment, Yelan remembers her recent success in finding several Pups a new home within Natlan’s warm embeace. She wonders how they were doing, and how Citlali had been since. More importantly (and presently) though, Yelan’s eyes focus in recognition of the lone man. ‘Is that…?’
Recognition processes, and it dawns on Yelan that she had been before the Iudex of Fontaine. Such a public figure wouldn’t go unrecognized to one who kept her ears so close to the ground whenever possible. Her steps halt, and instinctively Yelan raises her hands, trying to indicate that she wasn’t any sort of threat.
“…Monsieur Neuvillette.” She speaks his name with respect, as to paint a picture of high regard for the man before her. “My apologies for disturbing you, I was just taking a stroll. Fontaine is beautiful, this time of year, and it’s uncommon that I’m able to visit.”
Nary a lie escaped her tranquil lips. She had no reason to, and even further beyond that, someone as experienced as the Iudex of Fontaine would likely catch Yelan in a lie with ease. It was safer, and reasonable, to remain truthful.
“I see you like to indulge yourself with the Fontainian wildlife as well,” Yelan speaks, gesturing to the resting Pups, “they look comfortable. At home, when around you.” She shifts the conversation to another topic, not allowing the status of her intrusion linger for longer than necessary. “It’s nice”
And The Truth of the Matter Is I Never Let You Go
Traumabonding Once More w/ Yelan | Your beauty never ever scared me
“... There is… a lot on my mind to say the least,” Dainsleif ignores her gesture to sit next to her, sliding into the seat across from her. He wonders how he looks to the outside eye. Is it as tired and strung out as he feels? His eyes have been empty for a long time, but he can’t help but to think they must look even more empty now, “I certainly could use a drink though. Or two.”
Having a piece of his past just jammed straight into his face suddenly without any warning was jarring. Even more so when that piece was a man he had once considered to be one of his closest friends. The Racher of Solnari… Ved… Surtalogi… it would be so much easier if he could just put his feelings about them aside and eliminate them for the Sinners they were. But the memories of what they once were clung to his mind, unable to slide off as easily as water off a duck’s back.
“It’s just…” He folds his hands on the table, staring down at them with an oddly despondent look crossing his face. The curse permeating his right hand only reminds him more of the pain plaguing his mind currently, “Some things have come up that reminded me of my past once more, and I cannot help but to reflect on all those that I have loved and lost.”
Listening on, Yelan found herself tapping her finger against the table that separated them. ‘I guess I was wrong,’ she thought, ‘this conversation won’t be as short as I’d have liked.’ Despite that, she can’t find it in herself to push Dainsleif away. She already had enough on her plate, enough of her to portion off as is. Did she have enough of herself presently available to give Dainsleif the shoulder he so clearly needed?
Blankly, Yelan stares at the drink in front of her. It was untouched, there as mere decoration rather than something of substance. She knows this to be true, the reflection that refracted against that mulberry surface revealed the face of one that remained unchanging. Mundanity was not Yelan’s forte. She slid the mug of alcohol across, cleanly without letting a single drop spill. “I wasn’t going to touch it anyway.” A lie, spoken like utter truth. Dainsleif didn’t need to concern himself with the intricate details of her words, though; he needed the drink more than she, simple as.
Her eyes then met the gloves that adorned that most knightly Khaenri’ahn’s hands. Then, they train up his body, soon meeting the twilit gaze of a worn blade. Beneath those gloves, and beneath the mask, bore the mark of a man cursed by a means inconceivable. No amount of Yelan’s learned understanding of his history could even come close to the precipice of that worn blade’s reality. What did those hands feel? What did that tired, nightly gaze see? What could have happened to bring a most noble blade to her feet once more, begging to be understood in a way no one he already knew could?
She can’t turn the blade away. She wasn’t experienced in holding it, but she hoped even that inexperience touch would suffice. “Tell me about them,” her tone is tender, careful. “I want to know about those you’ve loved, and those you’ve lost. I can’t promise I’ll be the best person to carry this discussion with,” she wouldn’t say this aloud, but Yelan was confident that she had been the worst option, “but what I can promise is that I’m here for you, Dain.”