mushie!

just a mushrooms space for small yaps and to feel joy 🍄

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a blog just for small yaps :)

not intented to be found its just for me to be happy :) kinda like an outlet for things i enjoy without bothering the one person who will listen haha- just to get it out of my system!!

relevant tags added just in case!!

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having hyperfixations is so fun i went from a depressive spiral and then saw news about one of my fixations and shoved everything back into a bottle because PEICE OF MEDIA NEWS YAY :D

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hhhhh i fucking love persona. i love persona. i want to yap more about persona- i want to be able to vocally express how much the games mean to me. its stupid and silly and dumb but seeing edits and posts in relation to the game brings me so much happiness and i wish i could send someone the posts and they Get it. ugh. i love persona

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theres so many pros and cons to being busy?? Im b u s y and im chugging along and its almost Nice cuz theres always smth to do. But then theres ALWAYS SMTH TO DO....AND IM KINDA DYING....AND ID LIKE A MOMENT OF PEACE and then i get that and i want to busy agian

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we get to be busy agian and i already wanna die cries

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distracting myself from the evil thoughts with putting my characters in ryan gosling movies <3 i love them so dearly and neither are really that happy and yk <3 thats okay <3

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theres so many pros and cons to being busy?? Im b u s y and im chugging along and its almost Nice cuz theres always smth to do. But then theres ALWAYS SMTH TO DO....AND IM KINDA DYING....AND ID LIKE A MOMENT OF PEACE and then i get that and i want to busy agian

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i bought myself a cardigan (< expensive...much money spent but Treat) AND IT COMES TMMR AND IM SO EXCITED...i try to not buy myself many things. Especially expensive stuff but ive wanted it for so long......rahhhhhhhh comfy thing for meeee

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"ohhh mushie its summer tho...its to hot" DONT CARE!!!! i also cannot regulate my body temp. 2 minutes in cold ac im cold as SHIT OKAY :(

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i bought myself a cardigan (< expensive...much money spent but Treat) AND IT COMES TMMR AND IM SO EXCITED...i try to not buy myself many things. Especially expensive stuff but ive wanted it for so long......rahhhhhhhh comfy thing for meeee

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Started watching Witch Hat Atelier and one. FUCKING BEAUTIFUL?????? AND THE ENVIRONMENT IS STUNNING. THE ENTIRE SHOW IS SOSOSO BEAUTIFUL and the storytelling is Amazing theres so much mystery but the Foundation is so well explained i think..ough also the fact spells are DRAWN? OUFH.

anyway its making me think about my oc and age altercation magic 👍👍 everything comes back around to her sorry!!!!!!!!

anyway watch witch hat atelier this is me 6 episodes in and im only stopping to shower im probably gonna continue after :D

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dill pickle kettle chips....

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i want a tattoo so fucking bad its actually not even funny now. I need art on my body. I need stories and LIFE on my body. Art and color and Evidence that i have enjoyed things enough to want it PERMANENTLY ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT A TATTOO. SEVERAL EVEN.

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making a list of tattoos i have 2 goals for things and thats twitch con and TATTOOS.

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i want a tattoo so fucking bad its actually not even funny now. I need art on my body. I need stories and LIFE on my body. Art and color and Evidence that i have enjoyed things enough to want it PERMANENTLY ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT A TATTOO. SEVERAL EVEN.

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i love my cats so bad

bastard cat who attacks my feet and demands affection 24/7

stupid cat who begs for ice cream that has chocolate in it

these are 2 different cats i love them both dearly. but what

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I love having hyperfixations- i love loving a peice of media so much that it becomes apart of you for as long as you live. I think about the media that has shaped me to me- the ones of the past and the ones now- the ones i carry with me forever

It makes me so happy

I wish i had. the mentality to share it easier- i get so anxious and closed off and it makes me sad- it makes me so anxious when i ramble...

I wish i could do it more

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I may be struggling but im playing persona on the big tv and for just a moment letting myself feel happiness over my favorite game <3

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i really want to get into photography and in general art- theres a specific piece i want to try and make thats been clawing at me for months now..

In general i want to get back to it- baking is especially one of those- it grounded me and made me happy in a way i cant find with other things

theres not enough hours in the day :(

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listening and thinking of my ocs in a La La Land and wanting to CRY

Its oddly such a good story for them for a couple that are typically so. Set- if that makes sense

I love Sebastians path for Sam so much. Mias path with Amaris (that one is especially fun to think about) and just uuugh. Its so good

i love them in la la land so bad...it makes me want to cry which is funny cuz i didnt cry at la la land but when i put them in the context i want to cry over it so bad </3 but that just might be my attachment to them....

Rahg