The Insanity in my mind...

Deal with it

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She never stops amazing me. Comforting me when I feel low and kicking me in the butt when I need it.

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Best kisses are the ones you don't expect...

[bitch-po-zhisni]

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[greggaraki]

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Just need one...

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Put a ring on it. lol I promise to be true and try to make this work even when it hurts.

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Never saw it coming but I'm happy it happened. She gave me things I never knew I needed. Saw the real me through the wall. You're my sunshine after the rain.

[millybrowm]

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그들이 당신을 해칠 ​​원한다면 난 지금 말하는거야 단어는, 나도 몰라 그들은 아마 영원히 당신이 나를 미워 만들어 줄게 당신은 내가 예전과 같은 아니하다고 말하는, 완전히 거짓되지 않습니다 이것은 나뿐만 아니라 자신에게 낯선 사람이다 변경 당신은 정말 친절하지만 그것은 당신이 방법하지만 오의 난 몰라 몰라 이런 이유입니다 우리는 사랑에 빠져 있었고, 당신은 지금 여기지만, 아 나도 몰라 지금 자신을 찾고 싶어요

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I'm fed up...

I'm just so tired of the bullshit. People go on about their day like nothing happens after shitting on people. Soldier overseas for example... they risk their lives everyday and no one thinks twice about trying to cut their pay. Or maybe when they come back overseas to come home they are treated less than illegal aliens when they try to get jobs. JOBS!!! don't get me started!!! Employers now a days won't hire you because of your qualifications but more on if you can be perky or if you can be fluent in Spanish!!!! This is america people... you come here to live but you won't learn the predominant language of the country? Not only that there are people in this country that are citizens and can't get money for school or college or jobs because illegal immigrants are taking up all the financial aid. not only that that the government is giving them special money set aside from OUR taxes to help them go to school... and yes folks because they are illegal immigrants... 

Sometimes... I would rather live in Canada... Where things like this never really happen. Don't get me wrong I love being a american citizen. I'm a soldier for crying out loud... IT just bothers me how our government is wasting time and money on things that don't really help our economy. While they are trying to figure out how to get money for themselves... most of the citizens in their country are struggling with poverty all because our government officials can't run this country as a unit. Even our first president warned us against political parties... and still we have stupid fights going on in congress... What has the world come to?

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Does anyone know what it feels like to lose everything and have to build all back together from the shards that are left? Well imagine that and have everyone that you ever cared about leave you and say that they hated you and never loved you. you would end up with the person i was over a year ago. losing everything and everyone. I was alone and no one was there to help me. I was trapped... and lonely. I had no where to go. no one who cared. and yes folks you guessed it. it was my fault. I drove everyone away i cared about and i lost everything i had near. 

I was one of those people... yes it hurt metaphorically and physically. There was only one thought in my mind. I was depressed and i wanted to hurt myself. So I did. Cutting, taking drugs... you name it. I just wanted to numb the pain. I still fight the feelings everyday and i still fight myself everyday. I find that being happy and fighting is a lot efficient than being depressed and fighting. Well i'll elaborate more tomorrow. later!

[doseholder2]

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i freaking made it!!!!

after 10 long weeks of basic training and going through the most grueling 16 weeks of ait 68W course, I am finally in the real army and not in Tradoc. the heavenly father helped me through my hardships and the glorious support of those who stayed by my side along the way. i'm a combat medic now and i can't be happier. :D going home will just be the sweeter thing to add to my cake. :D yayayayayayay!!!! whoot whoot i'm coming home!!!

[the-black-balloon-blog-deactiva]

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do you know what it feels like?

everyday... going through life feeling like the person you are in love with is waking up with the wrong person... and as much as it hurts you hope they find happiness even if it's not with you? it sucks... it really does... it's kinda like you want to make your heart stop beating so it won't hurt so much... that's all i really have to say right now...