grandloves @mutanttechnicolor-blog - Tumblr Blog

I cant see anything.

Brrr.

It's my fault oh my god.

#That's why he's deeeead.

Why. Why. Why. Why.

It's because he's dead, isn't it. >B(

#Stupid stupid.

Oh, well.

Maybe. Maybe I'm worth more than this.

#As if I'd ever be worth jack shit.

Maybe if I pray enough, they'll come back.

#I don't want to be alone.#The thought of that is as terrifying as being accompanied.

You're growing tired.

#At this point.#I really don't know if I'm better or worse.

I just. Have no energy. At a11.

#vfgmfgfdgkfdgrgkfdjgfdargrtfiagr do you care

Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop stop stop, I will fucking destroy you.

Just 1eave me a1one.

#Huh.

See, I can never fucking TA1K about any of this or how I actua11y fee1 because I can on1y ever make you take me serious1y when I hass1e the shit out of you for anything. And now, you're running away from it. That's rea11y great!!!

Yesterday, I sat a1one crying over you for about ha1f an hour because I thought you didn't care for me at a11. When *I* came to *you* and apo1ogized, you wou1dn't even bother getting me a fucking tissue to wipe my disgusting eyes on. Don't you think that just makes me fee1 a tiny bit 1ike nothing better than the dirt on the so1e of your shoe?

And then, I'm made to fee1 as though everything I actua11y do fee1 is bu11shit. Because it rea11y is, 'are you ever not sad', 'are you ever not shitty', 'do you ever not have a headache', 'does your arm ever not hurt'.

Rea11y, REA11Y, a11 I ask of you is just to BE THERE for me, and not be an assho1e about it, I know you're a natura1 born and bred assho1e or whatever and you can't he1p it but it's fucking ki11ing me from the inside out because i CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT YOU.

Just coo1 it.

-- achromatopsicGonoph [AG] began trolling trillGears [TG] at 21:48 --

[09:48] AG: Pbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbtttttt.

[09:48] AG: Pbtbtbtbt.bt.b.t.bt.t.

[09:48] AG: Asdfghjk1.

[09:48] AG: 111k.

[09:48] AG: 11.

[09:48] AG: 1 1 1 1 1 11 1 .

[09:48] AG: 111.

[09:48] AG: 111111

[09:48] AG: 11

[09:48] AG: One or 1.

[09:48] AG: No one knows.

[09:48] AG: 1111111111

[09:48] AG: It's both.

[09:48] AG: 010101

[09:48] AG: 00101001010001

[09:49] AG: It's 1ike o1o1o11o1o1o1.

[09:49] AG: Wait, shit.

[09:49] AG: I 1ove you. I 1ove you???????????????????????

[09:49] AG: I beat Dedan.

[09:49] AG: Mother of fuck.

[09:50] AG: Pppppbpbppbpbpbp.

[09:50] AG: pv1ptbtpbtbtpb1tb.

[09:50] AG: 1o1.

[09:51] AG: B1uhhh.

[09:51] AG: Hmm.

[09:52] AG: SSSssssssooooorrrrryyyy.

#[[ HAHA]]

[07:49] AA: dont hate yourself because you felt something for someone. promise me you wont do that

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs

grandloves