Angel.

Eros ♥ He/They 🩷 20 Something ❤️ MDNI

[mutual-obsession]

Hello Darling~

Should get introductions and warnings out of the way. Hello~ I'm Eros. I go by He/They and I'm somewhere in my 20s. And this blog is all about mutual obsession and stalking. Very Yandere esc.

Here you might come across:

♥ Obsession and possessiveness, ofc. - ♥ Not strictly romantic ♥ Stalking in varying amounts. ♥ Explicit/sexual content. ♥ Some might be violent in the future as well but currently not on my radar (but just in case, warnings anyway). ♥ Not sure what else to add as I don't plan to get too extreme in my opinion but if any of this makes you uncomfortable, please turn away and protect your space ♥

I've always been a bit obsessive, possessive, and generally territorial over people who I want close in my space. I get attached quickly and for once I want the same intensity to be returned and maybe even more. That's where this blog comes in~ and it's exciting~ (TLDR: I am a 'darling' with also obsessive/possessive tendencies) My Posts will be tagged with "Eros's Obsessions" Hope you enjoy your stay honey~ ♥ See you around~ Edited: 2/4/25

Here's my slowly growing yandere playlist ♥

[abortedfaith]

Show me your teeth and I'll tilt my head back to give you more access to my neck.

[sunshinespeaks27]

of course i have a praise kink i was ignored as a child.

[mutual-obsession]

I would do almost anything for you, you have no idea.

[miramolnar]

5 songs I'm listening to right now:

Thank you @lee-robertson98 for tagging me. Now I feel the pressure to show my old ass favorites 🤭

And the people I'm tagging: @02xart @suspiciousgrilledcheese @ohwowhumans

(but if you've already been tagged, sorryyy)

[ohwowhumans]

5 songs I've been listening to: I'll just share my top songs from my Higgs playlist lol

I'll go ahead and tag @midnightsks @cosmiccomrade

[cosmiccomrade]

very good music taste dear mutual

@rott-y @meowstyle @angel-of-d3npa @ahscarywasp @encephalodyspareunia @nerogore and whoever else would like to join :)

[takemetothefarawayhills]

most recently listened to (i don’t use spotify sadly):

I Am The Highway — Audioslave

Tool — Stinkfist

Chevelle — Mexican Sun

Skymender — U.S.S.R.

Hyakkei — Prairie

@liveleakedl0zer @excatholicthrowaway @unsteadyism @the-internet-bunny @mutual-obsession

[mutual-obsession]

Oh my, I've been tagged pfpft.

Here are my latest top listened to song (Have to type them on this blog ^^) Kantannakoto THE ORAL CIGARETTES mechanical corpse tommy., GUMI Hogtied Whore Jiinzo primal Stevie Howie Toxic Rain Paris cover

Honorable mentions Otis Jay z, Kanye, Otis Hey Pachuco Royal Crown Revue Dreaming Ludovico Technique

I'm not the type to tag anyone though unfortunately but thank you for including me~

[mutual-obsession]

The want to be wanted and loved are plants growing in my ribcage. Breaking through my chest, traveling up my throat and out my mouth as I ache for someone to treat them with care and give them the water and sun they need and deserve.

Its an overwhelming pressure that I find annoying. To crave and want. To be loved.

[mutual-obsession]

Better yet. Crack me open, take a look inside and see how many flowers bloom at the sight of you. The feel of you.

See how well I manage to tend to them on my own, dont mind the ones struggling I'm trying my best. If you lend a hand though, we can turn the garden into a forest.

[mutual-obsession]

The want to be wanted and loved are plants growing in my ribcage. Breaking through my chest, traveling up my throat and out my mouth as I ache for someone to treat them with care and give them the water and sun they need and deserve.

Its an overwhelming pressure that I find annoying. To crave and want. To be loved.

[mutual-obsession]

it’s beyond disgusting that someone would send you fake candygrams as a joke, i hope you don’t think that says anything about you. bullies are just little shits that want to assert dominance over people they think are lesser (or should be lesser) for social and psychological reasons, nothing to be given overmuch thought

oh yea more importantly, hello hi hi im going around yanblr looking for new friends. we might get along idk! i write yan-adjacent stories on ao3 if you’d like to read any but they’re usually dark or upsetting jsyk

but im proud and think they’re gud

ru watching anything fun lately

Hello !! @takemetothefarawayhills

I know it's doesnt say anything about me, it happened so long ago it doesn't really bother me anymore but that audio hitting me 2 times with things I've experienced or thought was like 'woah' pfpfpt (Also ive spent years working through things and still am for sure pfpfpt).

And Hi! I'm usually always passively looking for friends and people to talk to. I'm also down to giving one of your readings a whirl as im curious! I write as well but tend to keep them in this blog! I dont mind darker subjects usually either ^^

To be honest I havent watched much lately! I have a tendency to rotate through different forms of entertainment/works

Currently I'm back into playing overwatch but I have moments of watching a lot of shows to then reading for a month or gaming and ext!

I did watch the sheep detective though yesterday and it was really good! I enjoyed it. I also need to watch the final "season" of good omens but... well. 💀 yea.

How about you? Gotten into anything interesting recently?

Anyways! seeing you leave me a message elated me and I appreciate it! I hope we can talk more honestly.

[mutual-obsession]

Listening to a "Won't You Be Mine?" soft yandere audio roleplay on YouTube and... holy fuck.

I'm only like 22 minutes in but the 'listener' has an online place or somewhere in their computer where they go to journal and like- tell themselves its just a nice neighbor, no way that person would be into them or talking about how they keep whining or whatever- just things like that and it hit me in the chest cause like... I? feel? or think similarly? idk. ANYWAYS.

I'm being vague but it hit a bit too hard suddenly. eugh. Wasn't expecting that aha-ha.

[mutual-obsession]

ITS GETTING WORSE.

At some point the yandere sends the listener flowers and the listener had 2 hours with them and positive feelings until someone in their office asked them 'do you think it could just be a prank?' and it made the listeners head click into the space of 'ofc. it makes sense that no one would be into me enough to get me flowers' or whatever the fuck

First if anyone does that to you, fuck them.

I grew up as the fat weird "girl" and so many times people would do those things in school where they used to tell me a friend of theirs liked me and gave me their number to fuck with me or would get one of the those candygram things that happened in my HS and send it to me with the sole purpose of laughing at me.

It doesn't make any fucking sense but hurt so fucking much.

It happened outside of school too. Like idk why people looked at me and wanted to bully me or do those things but like- euguuguj.

fuck this. i didn't have 'being targeted by an audio' on my bingo card today LOL

[mutual-obsession]

Listening to a "Won't You Be Mine?" soft yandere audio roleplay on YouTube and... holy fuck.

I'm only like 22 minutes in but the 'listener' has an online place or somewhere in their computer where they go to journal and like- tell themselves its just a nice neighbor, no way that person would be into them or talking about how they keep whining or whatever- just things like that and it hit me in the chest cause like... I? feel? or think similarly? idk. ANYWAYS.

I'm being vague but it hit a bit too hard suddenly. eugh. Wasn't expecting that aha-ha.

[mutual-obsession]

I remember when we both thought of each other as the sun.

I'd never thought of myself as the sun before and I'm not sure how to explain the blooming ache of affection I hold for you.

I wonder why you thought of me as the sun.

Do you still see me as such?

I saw you as the sun.

Warm, inviting.

You lit up my world just by talking to me.

Any bit of interaction and affection was like sunshine giving me vitamin D.

I felt seen and accepted in a way I hadn't been in a long time. Like a shock to my core, you warmed it after a chilly night and I cherish you so deeply.

I still see you as the sun but also the stars.

I'll always try to find you and when I do, I can't take my eyes off you.

When I lose it again, I'll always search.

[kuunibal]

[mortuarys-mutt]

I need you. In my mouth. In my skin. In my heart. I need you inside of me everywhere. I want to fuse into you and take space inside your ribs.

[stlkkr]

🩸 vampire yandere ask game ⚰️

made by @stlkkr

🗡 FRESH BLOOD : at the start of an obsession, how do you show it? how long would you wait until speaking with them?

⸸ THE THIRST : how possessive are you? does anything make you more or less possessive of your darling?

⚰︎ LOCKED COFFIN : how do you react when your darling ignores you? does it pull you in closer, or push you away?

𐃯 HOLY WATER : how do you react to rejection? would you continue your pursuit or move on?

⏾ DEAD ROSES : how do you react to rivals for your darling's affection?

🗡 CHAINED HEART : how patient are you when pursuing someone you are interested in? do you prefer to approach first, or be approached?

⸸ BITEMARKS : what is the most intimate thing someone can offer you?

⚰︎ OPEN CASKET : is there ever a circumstance where you would forgive your darling for betraying you?

𐃯 RED WINE : would you ever lie to keep your darling/obsession close? do you think you could ever go "too far"?

⏾ ETERNAL NIGHT : do you believe that obsession and love are the same thing?

[angel2972]

A yandere and his overworked/depressed darling

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He hated seeing you like this.

Sitting at your desk in your room as you tried to get through this last essay. The last couple of weeks had been a shit show with the many essays, homework and even projects you had to do and that wasn’t even counting how you still had go to work.

He saw how you bent over backwards to cover for your classmates when they didn’t do their part. Watched as you handled another difficult customer as they yell at you. Like it was your fault they forgot to tell you they didn’t want something on their order.

By the end of the day you looked exhausted. Drained of hope and the will to keep on doing anything. When you did get a break you spent most of the day in bed. Bed rotting, only forcing yourself to get up when your stomach started to beg you to eat something.

He couldn’t keep watching the world tear you apart when you were just trying to do your best.

So he stepped in where he could. A rose left on your dresser with a cute note. Sweet encouraging texts throughout the day. And at times a package left on your doorstep for when you get home.

It was always something cute, something you’ve been wanting that he knew you needed after a long day.

Slowly but surely that spark in you came back. It wasn’t a big one but it was obvious how much you started to look forward to each day, to his gifts/messages. Being able to get through the day a little more happy, excited. Looking forward to what might be waiting at home.

But there were nights like tonight when the thoughts got a little too loud. When your emotions got too overwhelming that you couldn’t help but cling into the plush he bought you, sobbing into it as you wondered what you did to deserve this. Like the world was against you and everyone secretly hated you.

But once he was sure you were asleep he would come in. Making sure to be quiet as he walked over before pulling you into his arms. Laying on your bed as he cradled you, moving his hand up and down your back as he whispered sweet words in your ears.

Even while asleep he knew you heard him. Watching how you slowly began to relax and a faint smile came on your lips. Seeing how the bad dream you had turned into a better one as he held you close.

And when you woke up the next morning to the hint of cologne left on your bedsheets, another rose was on your nightstand. A note beside it.

Soon I’ll take all those worries and pain away

You couldn’t help but smile. That familiar warmth spreading as you felt giddy. Hoping that day would come soon.

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I truly get so happy that people like my stories so thank you!

[hearts-plit]

Drag your teeth across my chest and taste my beating heart

[1anonyymous1]

what if we both dreamed about each other