"You can’t love someone unless you love yourself first" Bullshit. I have never loved myself. But you Oh god, I loved you so much I forgot what hating myself felt like.
My thoughts before I go to sleep. (via swxrn-in)

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"You can’t love someone unless you love yourself first" Bullshit. I have never loved myself. But you Oh god, I loved you so much I forgot what hating myself felt like.
My thoughts before I go to sleep. (via swxrn-in)
With a surprise hug and bright smile, Ludger presented his Nii-san with a silver pocket watch that was strikingly similar to Julius' Chromatus watch, though minor details were probably easy for his Nii-san to spot. "I thought since we can't use our watches anymore, having a regular watch might be nice. I-If you don't like it though, I understand. It was kind of silly of me."
Julius returned the hug with no hesitation, glad to see his brother in such high moods for the Holidays. He accepted the gift gingerly, turning it over appreciatively in his hands to admire the details. It was a very nice watch, and he wasted no time in clipping the chain to his vest.
"No, it's very nice, I've always preferred to check the time with one of these. You're too kind to me, brother. Thank you."
( IC Gift Exchange | Scion Verse (?) ) A new set of watch-repair tools are dropped off, along with a new cleaning cloth for his glasses. Yours was starting to look a little ratty, Julius.
Julius hadn't expected a visitor for Christmas, and he had been surprised to see Ludger until realizing it wasn't his Ludger. The company was still very much appreciated, short as it was.
The watch-repair kit was just like the one he'd used to have, its parts scattered and used up over a year-long journey that amounted to nothing. He's needed a replacement for a while, though ever since his loving little brother had taken his watch, he hadn't bothered.
As for the cleaning cloth...they weren't that bad.
He already had his brother's gift wrapped up and ready for handing over on Christmas Day and when the moment arose, he went to Julius, holding out his present which was a new pair of black gloves and a scarf for the festive season. "Merry Christmas, brother."
He accepts the scarves and gloves with a smile, making a show of wrapping the scarf around his neck so that the gloves would be slipped away into a pocket without notice. He'll change them later when the little brother wouldn't be able to see the state his hand was in.
"So, how do I look?" He asked with a grin, spinning a little to show off the scarf. And really, it didn't look half bad- this'll be nice for the coming season.
What would you like for Christmas?
It has not been long since they've returned from Canaan. The holiday season was going to be subdued without Ludger's presence. But...he has to try to make the best of it.
This was suppose to be his perfect world after all.
if the sky comes falling down, for you, there’s nothing in this world I wouldn’t do
Favourite holiday season and why?
Tomato festival
"Whatever gives me the most time off? I guess that'd be Christmas."
[source]
Childhood should be carefree, playing in the sun; not living a nightmare in the darkness of the soul.
Dave Pelzer, A Child Called “It” (via mechanicalhart)
If you could have one wish granted, what would it be?
"Hmm, a nice big plate of pasta margheritta sounds good right about now."
He doesn't believe in wishes. The cost of obtaining them is always too high.
I don’t mind
not getting a happy ending
if it means
you get yours…
Immortals | Big Hero 6 OST
"You’re not allowed to leave!" Ludger shouts as he manipulates the box enough to throw him (and promptly the box) at Julius to knock him over and force him inside the box too. If he can fit, Julius can fit too.
"I demand to know why I must be in this box! And why can’t I know about things like getting laid or threesomes?"
Thr...ee...somes...on a scale of 1 to 'dead', Alvin is currently somewhere at 'three trips through the reincarnation cycle'.
"I just don't think you're quite.." Julius, he's twenty years old for god's sakes. Also scrambling to get out. No, Julius does not fit in this box, it does not work like that. "Is there a particular reason you suddenly seem so fixated on this topic?" Oh no don't think about that. "How's your relationship doing?"
"But you always keep your focus on me and Lulu! Do that and you’ll never get laid and you’ll be unhappy when you get older!"
[/Not-so-quietly whines to be let out of the box because it’s small and cramped in there.]
"Ludger..." How does one break it to Star...? No, don't break it to Star. Keep buying the landlady's silence. Sssssssh just stay in the box and everything will be okay. Ahem.
Quietly slips away and lets the twinsie deal with this.
Casually recalls that the landlord lady mentioned nii-san bringing different girls home before.
doesn't deny a thing tbh
scionofkresnik replied to your post:
//LUDGER NO
"I-I just want Nii-san to get laid— Alvin-san told me that’s a good thing!”
...
"I uh...I appreciate the sentiment but you really don't...need to..."
-quietly shoves Star back into the box of innocence and cluelessness again-
there's a pile of upset whiny Juliuses in my head