mx. sam leahy

Jess | 20 | Sam content without the W*ncest | main is @lobotomycastiel | currently being consensually hijacked by @sammysundaynatural

[mxleahy]

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hi i’m jess, i’m 20, i’m a lesbian, and i love sammy my friend sammy!

main is @yourfaveisapoorlittlemeowmeow​, i mostly post destiel there!

i like saileena (and any combo of the three) as well as sam and cas being besties and sam and crowley being worsties. 

w*ncests and j*hn apologists DNI or else <3

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anyways. sam likes to braid ribbons in his and eileen’s hair

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hey @ the folks running the main. why that url

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I do love the idea of Sam dyeing his hair too. In the 2000’s he wanted to do that feathery looking thing but dean fucked it up and they had to cut it so he just had frosted tips for a few months

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What he wanted vs what he got

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I do love the idea of Sam dyeing his hair too. In the 2000’s he wanted to do that feathery looking thing but dean fucked it up and they had to cut it so he just had frosted tips for a few months

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fun Gender outfits for Sam (and cas)

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happy sammy sunday to those who celebrate pls appreciate her family eileen jack and magda

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literally what has eileen ever done wrong? nothing. they’re literally perfect

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Hi it’s been a little bit! We’re changing things up here for a moment with an Eileen headcanon which is that I think they like to ride horses! It’s not something they get to do often but they like the swaying feeling of being in the saddle and feeling the horse talk through the reins and the way it’s walking. If they‘re able to take a few days off they’ll try to find a place where they can take a guided trail ride - it can be tricky, most places aren’t used to or willing to accommodate someone who’s deaf - but a couple times a year at least they get to sit on a horse and just enjoy life for a few hours.

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I think in the baby Magda au Sam absolutely has a nervous breakdown about not knowing how to take care of a baby, especially one as traumatized and hurt as Magda. The last time he was in charge of a supernatural baby (not monstrous, she isn’t monstrous, she never will be) was Bobby John and even though Sam KNOWS he was soulless then he still feels like he should have done better. Knows he could have and didn’t and is terrified of doing the same to the girl - Magda, he heard her called, as the parents roared in anger while Sam and Dean carried her out. Dean’s gone now, out getting baby supplies, because he knows this stuff better than Sam and Sam doesn’t know what on earth he’s going to do and it’s killing him.

But Magda is asleep on the couch next to him, so he stays quiet. He can feel himself crying and his hands shaking and thinking about her stuck in that hellish cold basement is making his stomach flip and his skin crawl but he doesn’t make a sound. Magda is sleeping. She looks more relaxed than ever, like she’s getting a proper healthy sleep. He can’t - won’t - disturb that. So he stays quiet and trucks through it, like always.

All traces of the breakdown are gone by the time Dean comes back, where he’s greeted with the sight of Magda staring up at Sam, who’s conked out with his head tilted back. Magda’s still silent, but her eyes are big with something Dean recognizes as curiosity. It makes him smile, seeing a little baby look at his baby brother like that.

He makes sure to stay quiet as he puts things away. Magda’s fallen back asleep when he checks in on them again, and Dean grabs a blanket to lay over Sam.

He does so gently. It’s not good parenting to wake your children, after all. And as he does it, he sees that Magda has wrapped one chubby little hand around Sam’s finger.

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it’s weird girl Wednesday! celebrate Eileen and Sam and Magda please <3

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They don't live in the bunker of course. Magda lived underground for far too long.

Eileen and Sam become something like Bobby in my secret good Supernatural so imagine books everywhere. Magda and Sam reading ThE lOre and discussing on it.

Magda does not hunt. Sam and Eileen stop hunting. They don't stop helping people. They search for cases and send hunters. They help victims after hunters save them, not just leave them with questions. They search the lore. They search ways to stop monsters without killing them They help monsters who wants to learn how to live without hurting anyone.

Magda learning sign language from Eileen, when she feels like she can't talk verbally she uses sign language

Sometimes they drop everything and go for a long car trip. Sam calls Magda's school to inform that Magda is very sick! And they just fuck off. Blasting music, going to the beach kind of.

Eileen and Magda likes each other from start. They really are kindreds spirits. Eileen helps her adjusting a world that has changed since she wasn't around.

Sam and Magda have a special bond. They have too much in common. Sam helps her see that her differences are just another part of who she is. Nothing evil, just her. Sam learnes that through her also.

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now this is what I’m talking about!!!!

[mxleahy]

it’s weird girl Wednesday! celebrate Eileen and Sam and Magda please <3

[casgirl]

Charlie: oh so you’re gay?

Dean: whats That

Charlie: like.. uh.. well if you like guys and you’re also a guy

Dean: I don’t know about all that city stuff, but I do know that i want Cas to be my wife

Charlie: what the fuck

Sam, also there: we’ve all tried it’s always like this

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thinking about her, ace/demisexual sammy

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au where Magda is an infant or young toddler when tfw comes across her.

Sam’s psychic powers reawaken in his dreams, where he hears the cries of a young child and gets a sense of dread and overwhelming fear. He doesn’t understand what’s happening or why until they pass the place where Magda is being kept and Sam literally passes out for a moment from the strength of the vision that overtakes him. Dean is freaking out when he wakes up, and Sam is so scared because he doesn’t know why this is happening, but they have to check it out. They need answers.

So they go in, and in a too-cold concrete basement they find Magda, who is at most two years old, who is utterly silent and unmoving. But Sam still hears screaming and his heart is pounding in fear, and he can put the pieces together: this child needs to get out of here, this child is scared, and this child is psychic. So he picks her up, and the wailing stops abruptly - he doesn’t know why, or how to take it, but he focuses on getting out of there. She’s cold in his arms, so he takes off his big brown jacket and wraps her in it, gently, while she stares at him.

The family comes home and catches them. Sam and Dean fight their way out, Sam with one arm protecting magda at all times, her crying echoing in his skull as gunshots echo in the room. Somehow, impossibly, a stray bullet catches the stove as they duck out the front door. Fire blooms across the dirty floors, the explosion catching the parents in its embrace. Magda, wrapped in Sam’s jacket, carried in Sam’s arms, is carried out, safe, and by the Impala Sam pauses to look back at the burning building.

In the Impala, it’s silent. Dean doesn’t play music, too on-edge and off-center from the rescue and the truth of what was happening in there. Sam isn’t saying anything, trying to think of how to best take care of this child and not what she did, not what she is, not what Sam himself is.

And Magda, dozing in Sam’s warm jacket, secure in his lap, is also silent - both out loud and in Sam’s head.

He doesn’t know how to take that. At least when she was screaming in fear, he knew what she needed, how she felt. But then again, the sensation of utter terror isn’t washing over him anymore, so there’s that.

They’re silent all the way home.

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sam literally has peak chipped black nail polish vibes though HOW did we never get that in canon. give that man chipped black nail polish!

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happy pride to sam, she/they genderqueer lesbian, and eileen, he/they nonbinary bisexual! they’re gonna go hang up so many gay flags on their porch

edit: forgot that sam is also ace!