“Forever”
summary — quinnifer hughes i miss you, i’m sorry
warnings/tags — angst angst angst! nhl inaccuracies, more angst, slight toxic relationship, gender neutral, new layout, slight song changes, small text, he misses you and he’s sorry too
note — saw @mxqlss’s post and started writing. honestly wanted to make it angstier and just sadder in every way but i’m okay with how it turned out for a first time nhl and smau fic
word count — i’m so sorry, i cba to check but it’s below 1k
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Turning onto your side in the middle of the night for what felt like the millionth time did nothing to ease the gaping hole you felt in your chest. You felt sick to your stomach but then again, so did he.
Another night questioning if he remembered that you were both happy together did nothing to ease the pain in your chest or lull you back to sleep. So, like every other night for the past year, you pulled yourself out of bed, made one of those soothing teas he liked and opened your laptop to the wallpaper of you and him.
Quinn always believed in “Forever” and “Happily Ever After’s”. Shame you always had to fight him on everything, including that.
He had always lied that it was fine (you not believing) but you had wondered what his reply would be if he was honest. Would you both be better for it?
After everything you thought he’d hate you but instead he called and said “I miss you”..
Summers at the lake house were bliss, the boys had always said that you were good to each other. It was where he’d first said those three words and your reply had been “I know, you too”.
You only saw him one in December after he’d called and said those words. You were still confused.
Broken dishes became a metaphor with “I still love you, I promise” becoming commonplace after your fights. He always was so disappointed.
“Nothin’ happened in the way I wanted”. That’s what he told you after a loss but you could never tell if he meant the games or.. you.
And now every corner of his your the house is haunted. You don’t know why he let you have it, or why he broke his own rule that said you’re not talking. Fact is, you missed him and you were sorry.
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“You’ve been sitting there listening to her song on repeat all day Quinn.”
“I know.”
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