Im Sad

Just my online diary of my deepest thoughts that have been bottled for too long

[my-angsty-thoughts]

When ur friend gets upset at u for telling her that you want to get ur tubes tied??? How can u say ur pro choice and then get mad at me??like me getting sterilized has nothing to do with her??? Like we’re in the same gc, I can see you ignoring my direct messages

What happened to my body my choice?

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Maybe I should block her and see if she even notices- I turned off read receipts- maybe I should remove sharing my location

I have to remind myself that I will get through this

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I hate that I keep waiting for a response. I need to stop prioritizing people that don’t prioritize me back.

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Love it when my “best friend” completely ignores me. Like I literally saw you a couple days ago and we were completely fine- but all of a sudden I’m getting the cold shoulder.

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What’s the point of being friends with someone if they make you feel crappy and you dread hanging out with them

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Sometimes it just hurts so much I wanna rip my heart out

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When your friends make plans in front of you and don’t invite you. Fucking love that

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Countdown starting for when my family leaves and I can deep clean everything how I want it and my clothes to be

20 Days left

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I’m not a toy for u to use only when ur bored

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You know ur the least liked friend when you say something in the group chat and no one has answered for 6+ hrs but when someone else says something- the chat is just flooded

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When ur friends always make you feel shitty

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Haha when ur friends deliberately ignores you for 6+ hrs and then asks you if ur busy-haha feels bad

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Trying to get clear skin is one of the hardest things in my life- honestly harder than me losing weight

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I always hate spending time with my family bc my dad always says some shit and fucks everything up- or gets mad at some little thing- always feels like I’m walking on egg sells trying to get thru and then escape into my room

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I love toxic parents that get mad at you for something you haven’t even done yet- just said I want to get a tattoo and now ur mad at me???

If you don’t wanna talk to me for getting a tattoo that’s fine- I really couldn’t care less

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When parents get mad at you for something they gave you permission to do??????

My dad said I could get a tattoo when I turn 21 and I said I’m gonna get one when I turn 21 and then he got mad at me and told my mom not to talk to me???

Lmao no wonder why ur my least favorite parent

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I’ve told my sister so many times that I don’t want to watch mulan. And now have engaged in a screaming match with her over this. She repeatedly has demanded I watch with the rest of my family, but I don’t want to watch it. And now she’s mad at me. If I don’t want to watch the movie then I shouldn’t have to. There’s plenty of other times when our entire family can spend time together.