Headstart For Happiness

Heated Rivalry and all its glory. Mixing in whatever else strikes me. CMBYN is a revelation; Fascination with all that came out of it.

[hollanderwillyoudisappointthem]

Oh my god, I'm crying 😭

[my-ever-changing-mood]

Hudson really and truly exists in a different world when he is with Connor.

Too many examples to prove an obvious point that we’ve seen since the beginning.

His body language screams what he can’t fully say.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

One thing about Hudson and Connor back in action and being seen together with this palpable duo vibe is that I can’t help but think that they are dead set on giving their absolute all to their performances in season two. They love Shane and Ilya probably more than anyone, and they love playing them. As professionals, of course they want to do their best, but as these two, they are about to create some unmatched magic on film. It will be a combination of intentional and masterful work and something that exists just because it’s them.

I am preparing to be mesmerized and to feel that magic through the screen. 2027’s first episode of season two can’t come soon enough.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

Why do they seem happier with, enamored by, and more relaxed with each other than anyone else? Seriously - anyone else.

It really is the simplest answer whether they declare it or not.

May they get as much time as possible together, and they sure don’t care who’s watching. You can’t stop this energy.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

What it looks and feels like when you are in love and have been apart even if for only a few weeks and you are about to be spoiled with lots of time together. You are giddy inside yet calm because it all feels so right - you can be your full self. No stabilizing or calibrating needed. Just you. You are seen, you can be your most vulnerable, and you laugh more than you thought was possible with a best friend. You just want to spend every waking minute with this person who makes your heart feel so open and safe that you almost can’t believe you found them and they feel the same way. It is bliss.

You are feeling so damn grateful, and you can’t wait to get back behind closed doors.

[arianotes]

Omg they’re touching! This is my porn. I’m like a Victorian man seeing an ankle right now! 🫦

I thought we’d never see the day. 🥺

[ragsandfeathers]

No wonder the solos and anti HudCons are crashing out…

It’s the eyes, Chico.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

Hudcon can’t stop Hudconning in Toronto. They earned it and it must be such a welcome relief for them. No prior or future diversionary tactics or attempts at such can take away from what we can easily see with our own eyes.

I see two people whose energy is anything but forced or awkward. The conversations they must be having - face to face, on a walk, over a meal, during a workout, shopping for paper towels, on a couch, listening to music, watching films, discussing their characters, before sleep, upon waking.

These are just the looks we see in public. Consider that.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

I’ve seen enough.

Hudson and Connor’s body language toward and with each other since they first came on the scene to now is simply and consistently more comfortable, easy, natural, locked in, and, yes, intimate than any other relationship or friendship we have been able to see them with. (And we sure did get to see one such relationship on display recently for reasons.) As soon as people accept this reality and turn that skepticism or denial into joy for them, it makes you want to root for whatever they have to continue, deepen, and most of all, make them genuinely happy.

And yes, I can separate the professional and personal and yet can see when sometimes those two worlds unexpectedly and beautifully collide/align.

[deqncas]

#WINNING

[ragsandfeathers]

Well well well if it isn’t my emotional support duo who just happen to be each other’s emotional support person in life.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

So, will you look at that. Hudson and Connor really still do hang out! What a surprise… Whatever this summer has been, never doubt that they are still super close and yeah, they like to spend time together. By themselves.

Reality in motion.

May they find as many spots as they can to lay low and enjoy their downtime.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

The fun they are about to have working together again for months is beyond measure.

Their connection that will deepen even further will bring new levels of joy and commitment.

They will keep protecting and nurturing what they found with each other. They know what they have is worth it.

Good for them. They deserve nothing less.

[misssassy56]

Yall!!! Hudcon healings as soon as we're out of Mercury in retrograde🥹🥹🥹

Apparently, fans gave H toy versions of Shane and Ilya as below👇🏻

And apparently Loverboy 4000 was making them kiss as soon as he got them👇🏻

Like I'm sorry but yall can NEVER convince me he will ever scale back on his unhinged love and obsession with C in public. EVER🫠

[my-ever-changing-mood]

Spot the difference.

Answer key: There is one. One pair just has years of a head start.

Patience is a virtue.

Call me whatever, but I observe what I observe.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

That feeling when you are tired from a trip you didn’t even go on and yet you still have to look at the pics.

Let’s hope that season 2 acting job starts as soon as possible so you can stop doing this current personal acting job where the role doesn’t feel convincing. You really do prefer when there is no need to try so hard to sell it - it’s just there naturally.

One day this will all work out. It already is on its way. Until then, surround yourself with people who aren’t into making a name for themselves off of your name. You are a good soul who deserves that what makes your heart feel alive, not quietly yearning for something, or someone, else.

[my-ever-changing-mood]

Hudson can drop as many vacation or travel photos as he likes and there can be as many “partner pics” that he wants to share. But Hudson, you and I both know what pics you would have to share if it were you and C on a Paris/France trip. The composition of and energy in those pics would be so markedly different.

Soon you’ll have an endless amount of time to take as many pics as you want with the person with whom you honestly seem more natural being next to. Just my take.

[readingkat]

There is no need for spiraling or doubting

So there is a pic of Hudson and K circulating from the concert where they are holding hands ( it looks awkward as fuck but yeah).

And I see people already spiraling again and immediatly doubting hudcon and thinking H /K are " back on".

No they are not.

As long as there is no official " breakup " she will be there. As his beard, cover up, buffer or whatever you want to call it.

And I mean we all were expecting her to be there this weekend, so I don't know why some people are so shocked.

And since we pointed out the lack of PDA, the hand holding is also not surprising, at least not for me. ( And sorry, but it looks tensed and awkward as fuck lol)

I do not want to be mean and I have been there too in other fandoms, but if a pic like this makes you crashout and immediatly doubt everything we have seen in the last months about hudcon, then maybe it is time to take a step back. Because situations like this will happen again until there is a " breakup ".

This is most likely some kind of closeting on Hudsons side and unfortunatly closeting is a very disgusting and painful thing.

And since I have seen some people even doubting Hudson and thinking he is a bad person, please remember something that I have learned in other fandoms about closeting: he is a victim of this closeting and he is just trying to navigate his life and his relationship with Connor in this messed up situation.

And: you don't know what the alternative would have been to that hand holding. It could have been something way worse. So before you jump to conclusions or hate on Hudson, remember this.

Did I roll my eyes at the hand holding? Yes.

But I give Hudson the benefit of a doubt.

And something I have also learned in other fandoms: some things only make sense later.

So maybe this is not a bad thing.

And most of all: NEVER EVER doubt hudcon, they are okay and still together ♥️.

Sending a hug to everyone who is confused and stressed.

If you want to talk , feel free to DM me🤗

[my-ever-changing-mood]

This! 👆🏽

Whether he declares it to the world or not, I have a good sense of with whom and where his heart actually thrives and wants to be - fully and freely. It’s not where we are being shown it is at some concert.

Patience is a virtue.

As a gentle reminder to those who want one, he didn’t hug or kiss her when he won the biggest award of his life. Then couldn’t somehow find her in the audience, and then proceeded to gush about his on screen boyfriend.